F!YA

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keep fckn fienin mane
say y u leanin mne
i gotta bag of crshd dreams lyk wht u need mane

i js hope my last breath will b a sigh of relief
i kno im comin rite back
im js a drop in the sea
n either way i manifest
i know ill feel u w me
cuz we've always had this same distance between us
so hazy out here lately
i feel lost w my lady
locked indoors allday
js bc it is raining
grindin teeth like prince zi goddamit im facin
hella blunts js thinkin 
y my soul so vacant

im back grippin on2 my ego mane
js tryina b normal eatin w ur family

i got a bag of crushed dreams like wht u needin mane

SINGLE OFF THE ALBUM
'BITTER BLUE'

prod: https://soundcloud.com/nothingnowheremusic

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And for the first time
Im feeling closer to closure
I Feel the storm blowing over,
like i can close my eyes tonight

And i can see it in your eyes
(Let go)
A whisper in the night
(Run home)
Run home, Run home

And thought i was right for too long
Now its time to face it
I can feel it inside of my bones
And its so hard to shake it
And for the first time
Im feeling closer to closure
I Feel the storm blowing over,
like i can close my eyes tonight

And i can see it in your eyes
(Let go)
A whisper in the night
(Run home)
Run home, Run home

Run Home (Prod. nothing,nowhere.)

s/o @astvri <3 https://youtu.be/J5C4gncWsvA

       -lyrics-
I get so fucked up
That I make you sad
It's been six months
I still need you bad

I'm working hard
I don't wanna lose you
Do what u wanna do
U know I trust you

we get so fucked up
we both wake up sad
maybe we're lost
but we'll make it back

I'm working hard
I don't wanna lose you
Do what u wanna do
U know I trust you 

Blood stains on my carpet
Sulfur out the faucet
Just happy you're beside me in the morning
Ignoring half the shit
that's on my home screen

Blood stains on my carpet
Sulfur out the faucet
Just happy you're beside me in the morning
Ignoring half the shit
that's on my home screen

I get so fucked up
That I make you sad
It's been six months
I still need you bad

I'm working hard
I don't wanna lose you
Do what u wanna do
U know I trust you

we get so fucked up
we both wake up sad
maybe we're lost
but we'll make it back

I'm working hard
I don't wanna lose you
Do what u wanna do
U know I trust you

*^ Blood stains on my carpet **
Sulfur out the faucet
Just happy you're beside me in the morning
Ignoring half the shit
** that's on my home screen **

sulfur of the faucet (prod. 93)

sulfur out the faucet

an album about how i've been feeling lately

bandcamp (physical CDs available here too): bit.ly/2qBSeCp 


credits:
@jvbeats666
@yung-hy
@ihateshinigami
@nothingnowheremusic
@prodmikefrost
@ericnorth
@xchrisvayle
@machinesix

download & physicals

shy - red cap (prod. jay vee + nothing,nowhere. + mike frost)

I can't write, am I worthless
I think that I peaked, don't deserve shit
I want selfishly, never earned it
I want to make you warm like those pills did

I wanna get my wrist like the winter
Can I be that drug in your nose hairs
I wanna be the deck, not the splinter
I wanna get my wrist like the winter

- Fats'e -

I feel the push of the waves
on my skin as I swim
to the beach where you live

The flowers have wilted
and I miss your lips
felt love but I feel like shit

And I fought for a while,
but I never did mean what I said
And I can't be in denial
I've got to accept that you're gone
I'm biting my tongue

december ft. fats'e

VIDEO OUT NOW
youtu.be/bhM_HMk36zE

and if i said
you were all i ever wanted and
could you relate or am i all on my own now
i know it's late still i might just ring the number you gave
and i see your hand but i just put all of my cards down

and if i can't
hold up my end of all i ever meant
is it too late to say i'm better off all alone
is that the same or am i just weighing the choice that i made?
still i need a sec cause i just let all of my lungs out

and what a waste
I sat around another day
i'm not afraid
It's no more time for me to wait
no we're not the same
i'm sorry i can never relate
i don't wanna say no more
I'ma take all of the blame

i don't really wanna cave in
everybody wanna fake it
i just cannot really place it
when i think of why they hate me
yeah
uh
same one getting wasted
still waiting for the payment
i'm getting sick of all the same shit
it's alot i gotta take in
i can't wait too impatient
face it
i ain't want nothing basic
i'm going straight for the greatness
fuck 'em all i see their faces
they ain't even really say shit
(all of y'all snaking)
break shit when i'm angry
never said that i would change it
it's a lesson i get a's in
i ain't playing when i say this
i don't really wanna be graded
hate this

and i can see it in your eyes now
i won't pretend that i'm surprised nah
nothing to say they asking why now
yeah

Pretend (prod. Sleye)

no samples

@carsonconner

I know I got problems taking pills now 
I know I got problems with my head now
I know you don't love me cut that shit out
No trust cuz girls jus fuck for clout now

I been staring at the sky till morning 
Connecting stars like dots to see your face 
really I'm just sinking in a sailors grave 
They acting like they know me so I hide away

Like where the fuck were you when I was down and out
Fucked up every day blacking myself out  
If you really loved me you would cut me down
Help me count the rings and then kick me out

I know I got problems taking pills now 
I know I got problems with my head now
I know you don't love me cut that shit out
No trust cuz girls jus fuck for clout now
x2

problems w/ carsonconner

credits:

@4evergone
@charlieshuffler
@kellbender
@pxlm
@supachefm
@guccihighwaters

i will never be a memory

download

see u in my dreams [feat. guccihighwaters]

mixed / mastered by lil narnia

I remember everything
heaven didn't seem so far
when you were with me
falling asleep in my arms
and theres a hell that she brings
always lingering in her heart
now its inside mine but
I remember everything
heaven didn't seem so far
when you were with me
simple and clean like kingdom hearts
now you're gone in a blink
wonder what you think of me
are you gone for good

or am I wasting my time
thinking you might come back 
and make this right
tasting blood when I bite down
miss you so much right now
wish I didn't find out 
all the shit you did
all of our promises are you heartless
I find solace in memories against the truth
me and you we weren't meant to be
god damn I wish the memory would leave

I remember everything
heaven didn't seem so far
when you were with me
falling asleep in my arms
and theres a hell that she brings
always lingering in her heart
now its inside mine but
I remember everything
heaven didn't seem so far
when you were with me
simple and clean like kingdom hearts
now you're gone in a blink
wonder what you think of me
are you gone for good
(jon)
about to take it all
just too far now
show the whole world who you are now
I remember how you raised the bar now
with all that hate laying in your heart now
I let you get close to me
you're not what you're supposed to be
wish you never noticed me
are you gone for good or am I

heaven didn't seem so far (feat. jon simmons)[prod. BlingBlou]

@smrtdeath - "you could bust out my heart if you want to" is the 21st track on “SOUND BITES,” a limited-edition CD compilation released with Blackhouse Records on December 17th, 2018 in support of the RAINN Foundation, a non-profit which carries out programs to prevent sexual violence, help survivors, and ensure that perpetrators are brought to justice

Limited to only 250 copies available, this CD compilation features 26 previously unreleased songs from some vital and prolific underground artists.

100% of the proceeds from CD sales will be donated to RAINN. Limited copies still available at: https://blackhouseinc.storenvy.com/products/25203801-underground-underdogs-sound-bites-cd-a-benefit-compilation-for-rainn

problems w/ carsonconner

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