yuppers

Small Animals and Bugs

#glitterclub

scars 4 u they're bleeding out scars 4 u need healing now

scars 4 u (xofilo)

prod kaneda

horror:

we watch gore together 
baby i would never 
never fucking hurt u
i just want u with me
dancing all around me 
baby pls hurt me 
you told me you were so in love 
but i don’t fucking care 

yeah i’m fucking off it 
i cant fucking feel it 
everytime u come around 
you make me feel like shit 
i know that u want me 
baby quit staring 
don’t fucking cry now 
i cant fucking stand it 
my eyes roll into the back of my head 
there’s the fucking tunnel 
i think that i’m dead
i don’t fucking know but i’m still fucking bleeding 
razors didn’t work i need something sharper 
take pictures of my cuts 
upload my body on ig 
baby i wanna see ur face one last time b4 i fucking leave

kaneda:

sending cutting vids baby can you please stop
Rage inside my head, I’m behind her in the backdrop
Moonlight on her her face as she’s screaming at me 
Please stop crying, all it does is hurt me 
I’m a lost soul you’re my final destination  
I had to do this I’m ready for damnation 
All of this is my fault, pain of my creation 
I’ll tell you how I love you as u sleep from suffocation 
I’m so sorry baby
It’s not my fault I’ve been feeling like this 
Haven’t been myself lately 
But I wanna see you with your fucking throat slit

we watch gore together w/kaneda7

9ARADOX + POLOHZ - BLOOD ALL ON MY CLOTHES [PROD.NUMBER48]
follow @polohz on soundcloud 
shoutout number 48 for the beat 
ill drop lyrics soon if yall want 
XD

BLOOD ALL ON MY CLOTHES W/ POLOHZ [NUMBER 48]

wht r u doinb to me

9aradox - blood trickster prod. anti social kid

blood trickster [anti social kid]

EVIL CIRCUS + KIDTRASH AND BAYYMACK [AIKO]

Auras (feat. Tenshi xo)

Anyway (feat. Mtn.Says)

BACKSEAT DRIVING

tragic

𝓱𝓪𝓫𝓲𝓽𝔃

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mhD49L3-PM4

hArt wnt fade
itl b ok <3
hollow all tht Pain
walk in2 thaRain
holda champagne
aircon holdem waist
sweet like Sugarcane~
gooFill in myBrain !
she wnt myTime .?
ima give her time.
LaLa outta 9
id give u a 9~
dancin wita RRhyme
Klubb @ night time!
thnk im in myPrime?
im alwys in my Prime<3

im sPacEd OuT
soDumbItDown
m i ok? i rly thnk i nda wtch out..
cnt stay lik ths...
im losin time..
bt at wht cost if i dnt condone all my actionZzz..?

( hpYY nu YR!! )

2cb .. ¯\(°_o)/¯ ° ₒ 

2cb .. ¯\(°_o)/¯  ° ₒ 𓂂 ˚

RIFT Two

DayDay

9aradox and zongoso - not tht serious 
produced by nightclub20xx 
- 
lyrics loading...

not tht serious

not tht serious + zongoso [nightclub20xx]

This is not a love song

lyrics
i been killing myself every night, i been losing sleep every night
i wish i could keep you alive, but it's over now, it's flowing out

don't wake up, i'm asleep, i can't sleep without you
every time i'm alive, tell myself pull it through
if i do, i can see, be with you, be with me
i can end this shit so easily
oh this life, nothing mean to me

oh this shit can't keep going on, ion know what's going on
stuck inside the house again, "its ok" i know its not
it's ok just let me die, it's ok just lemme grab this sawed off
paint the ceiling lights

i've been losing myself every night
that i dream of you i can't keep moving on
i've been losing myself to the knife
that i cut myself with every night it's selfish
i know, i know, cause i know, i know
cause i know, i know, cause i know, i know

it's not enough it's never been enough
won't ever be enough to change what goes on in my mind
it's not enough it's never been enough
won't ever be enough to change what goes on in my-

i've been losing myself every night
that i dream of you i can't keep moving on
i've been losing myself to the knife
that i cut myself with every night it's selfish
i know, i know, cause i know, i know
cause i know, i know, cause i know, i know
i been killing myself every night, i been losing sleep every night
i wish i could keep you alive, but it's over now, it's flowing out

every night i lose you

controller by 9aradox 
prod. valentine kxl 
-lyrics- 

im steppin in the club angel wings on me 

flashing lights shining everywhere i can see 

i tried so hard but i let u down thats on me 

and im drowning in the ocean so i cant breathe 

yea i cant breathe 

girl i cant sleep 

yea i cant eat 

these kids so fake yea they be lying thru their teeth 

yea im lost so deep in the ocean  

baby come and save me in drowning in emotion 

sippin on elixr yea im sippin on tht potion 

got this fur coat on my body cuz my heart is frozen 

oh oh oh, and the weather gettin colder 

girl i hate to say it but we’re slowly growing older 

conversations with the devil sittin on my shoulder 

baby touch my body play with me like a controller 

oh oh oh and i wake up everyday 

everything i do to put a smile on ur face 

and we’re in the club like baby can u feel the bass?  

if u break my heart that shit will never be replaced 

if u throw my heart away ill nvr get it back 

zombii gang up in the party we all dressed black 

smoking on exotic that shit had me on my ass 

dont know why they hate on me these kids be hella whack  


ohhh 

oh-ohhhhh, yea

im steppin in the club angel wings on me 

flashing lights shining everywhere i can see 

i tried so hard but i let u down thats on me 

and im drowning in the ocean so i cant breathe 

yea yea yea i be going crazy 

so much luv inside my heart idk why they hate me 

girl i hate to see u cry i swear it really pains me 

every time my flow is picture perfect like a painting  

yea yea yea 

dancing off the molly 

faces in the wall yea my skin starts crawling 

i can hear them talking when im walking through the hallway

girl your on my mind think about you almost always 

in my dreams hear them speak i cant focus

hating in my comments little bitch that shit is bogus 

and im aiming through the scop im so focused 

omfg im gonna go into psychosis 

omfg i gotta misson that im on 

up inside the club im taking drugs n im so gone 

cop some DMT n then i smoke it outta bong 

angel on my shoulder but we never get along

controller [valentine kxl + swanboy]

https://open.spotify.com/track/1pTnsqaaWLUqbK6JWG7Kfk?si=37265c40fb834590

produced by @wastyy
mixed & mastered by @asteria
cover art by @miloticx

https://instagram.com/kets4eki
https://instagram.com/prod.wasty
https://instagram.com/asteriasdeath

poppin' bottles (wasty)

(prod. @shinjinv + @prodnomu)
ty for an amazing 2019

//
Oo u wana be me
But i wish i could leave me
I dont wana be me
O u would not believe me

I dont wanna deal with all your bullshit today
I put on my headphones when i walk everywhere

Yea u only  use me
Tell me that im good enough 
For you and then abuse me
This is too confusing
You make me feel stupid
I just wanna stay at home and listen to my music

And when i said i love u
Said u love me 2
And if u never say it then ill always do
bBaby im a loner all i have is u
And if you leave me ima be a broken tool

(hook)

You shoot me down
Before I try
Next day walk in
act like its fine

I dont really talk too much
I prefer to keep it quiet
I feel like im not enough
I hate how im staying silent

I dont have the self control
Im j doing what im told
If u got a problem w me y dont u just let it go?

Try to tell me one more time
Ur just tryna waste my time
I can see your scared inside
I can see your tryna lie

All i do is make u mad
And everytime it makes me sad

(hook)

use me

use me [+shinjin]

yhh im feenin4summ,, cuz u tell me im ##nthn
n im tird of runnin,, i js wnt2b stunnin ✰_✰
m i stuk4lyff ? no i dnt wnna tryy !x.Xi
i cnt lie im stopnn,, i gt no mor luvvn <<##33
//
sayy u wnt2tryy2play a partt,, 
gtta start agn,, ik its hardd ;;//
n i try,, ik i do,, but i do it4me n i do it4u ;;*
n im scarrd  tht i mite nt js kno wht2do,, 
im js trynn my best i hv nthn2prov 0.p
//
shuttdwnn tll me tht u ##luvvme
<<##33's ndn sum touchnxx
fls lik iv bn rustnn,, fls lik iv bn rusttnn,,  
yhh,, fls lik iv bn rustnn x_o

prodd @thr6x

nthn

buyy

nthn [p. thr6x]

singl of dah ep if it do gudd,,

@danikiyoko @yen5k

filthy

filthy [p. dani kiyoko ++ yen5k]

HAVEN’T HAD ENOUGH??
💄💋 cpu virus
#purge #disgusted
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number 1 trickster