lies

dont care

bridges

you're too hard to kill
i've used all of my artillery 
i'm tired of singing symphonies 
i'm too far to feel 
catch a plane ride to get to me and sink your teeth into my skin
(skin)
i've got an affinity for you
and i don't know what to do
cause if there's love, 
or drugs, 
or lust inside your heart then i can’t see it
give me something to believe in
put yo body on my body parts 
collide with my soul, tonight me making body art
we stand toe to toe, hand in hand, and arm to arm 

i just landed in brazil
got a flight in the morning to, memphis
did you know?
i wanna die, everywhere that i go
it's suicide, you'll find me hanging from the rope 
while i swing there
lifeless without you, won't breathe air
blade on the ground by a kicked chair
and bloody "i love you's" that aren't fair.

you're too hard to kill
i've used all of my artillery 
i'm tired of singing symphonies 
i'm too far to feel 
catch a plane ride to get to me and sink your teeth into my skin
(skin)
i've got an affinity for you
and i don't know what to do
cause if there's love, 
or drugs, 
or lust inside your heart then i can’t see it
give me something to believe in
put yo body on my body parts 
collide with my soul, tonight me making body art
we stand toe to toe, hand in hand, and arm to arm 

i just landed in brazil
got a flight in the morning to, memphis
did you know?
i wanna die, everywhere that i go
it's suicide, you'll find me hanging from the rope 
while i swing there
lifeless without you, won't breathe air
blade on the ground by a kicked chair
and bloody "i love you's" that aren't fair.

gums

i'm outside

(Lyrics)

poison in my cut
i feel that poison in my cup
i hear your voice and i give up 
as if you give a fuck about me 
you can’t let me be
you crawl through my skin and you
tear at my seams
why won’t you just leave?
masochistic 
you gave your heart, i did whatever that i wanted with it 
don’t try to paint me like a monster i’m just born out of sin 
i want it to end 
i pick that pistol up and wish that i was under your skin 

break my heart more i said 
eye for eye, its a 
soul for a soul, i said 
leaving it not i don’t want you to go 
i see red when alone 
i hate being alone
call my phone when you miss me girl don’t hesitate 
i can give it all to you why would i fucking wait 
band it up no fucking tape 
you may be my
you may be my great escape 
i’m not sorry i’m so evil 
i don’t think it’s bad that i want you and i would kill for it for real 
blame it on the poison 

(fuck)
poison in my cut
i feel that poison in my cup
i hear your voice and i give up 
as if you give a fuck about me 
you can’t let me be
you crawl through my skin and you
tear at my seems
why won’t you just leave? 
masochistic
you gave your heart, i did whatever that i wanted with it 
don’t try to paint me like a monster i’m just born out of sin 
i want it to end 
i pick that pistol up and wish that i was under your skin

could you tell me you love me?
even if you’re lying, could you say that you trust me?
before I lose it
lose it, I swear I will
lose it, lose it
I swear I will

skin (ft. tosaku)

@deadatdawn
You lie to me
Wasted all your time with me
Cause you gave me a promise 
If we’re being honest
I’m all by myself 
Cause there’s multiple options for you
Is this all I can be? 
All I seem to you? 

@veincrawler 
i’m a bloody mess and i don’t feel well
fuck! 
nail into the coffin 
the way i piss you off, you know i mean well 
but i don’t do this often 
i pull my blade out at masquerade 
you’re lying right to my face 
and i know i’m the one to blame 
hold my hand will you die with me?

@deadatdawn
You lie to me
Wasted all your time with me
Cause you gave me a promise 
If we’re being honest
I’m all by myself 
Cause there’s multiple options for you
Is this all I can be? 
All I seem to you?

Bloody mess ft. tosaku

(p. @tonch-t)

૮ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ა third song

lyrics:
take me out this place
i'm the one keeping you safe
you fucking drive me insane
you said "we all bleed the same"
thats such a lie look at my scars
you're the one making it so hard
you're the one crashing in my car
only love me when you're high as stars
only love me when you're high

@ihateyousmihateyousm:
its all down my arms
it should be you from the start
you'll see me right with the stars
why did you leave a mark
you said that "its okay"
but i can tell that you're lying 
you push me away
you keeping acting so childish
tell me that i suck
i hate you but i want us
(i hate you) but i want love
i miss the feel of your touch
on my skin
i think that i really like it
im so tired of fighting 
can you just

take me out this place
i'm the one keeping you safe
you fucking drive me insane
you said "we all bleed the same"
thats such a lie look at my scars
you're the one making it so hard
you're the one crashing in my car
only love me when you're high as stars
i wished upon a damn shooting star
that you would stop fuckin shooting tar
that you would call me your "love" again
stop doing drugs with all of your friends
you made me feel fucking special
now you just want me to let go
how could i get you to love me
say that theres "no one" above me
tired of falling for junkies
tired of falling for you
tired of falling for junkies
tired of falling for you
(stars)

stars ft. ihateyou (p. tonch)

I improvised this like a month ago ya know just the rhythm and the words and then added the drums and bass and other guitar to it.  I do that a lot. I dunno its kinda weird but I like it. 

The Shotgun's Breath

never anything - prod. kuhwahme

these songs will be on a full album in 2026 :)

bridges

blare