Beyond fix

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fallnvault essentials

Deathrunners.

Beabadoobee - Apple Cider

Shore ft. Jay The Kidd [OUT ON ALL PLATS]

Almost Healed

Cross The Globe (feat. Juice WRLD)

https://open.spotify.com/album/3SI8w3VumyOXFMudRoBlFU?si=l7Bh5V_nRemYKYL9r3DRRA

gun2myhead

bridges

lack of judgment

2004 train wreck

holy fucking shit

ty all for listening <3

lyric video: https://youtu.be/GsjHHHKKw7w?si=ZwmPjWpGS_8zgf0p

they told me things will get so much better in time
and im starting to think that maybe it was a lie
but you wouldnt ever care
just to give it a try

pls just talk to me
do you want me dead right on the street?
cause i
cant take this shit anymore
but i
cant stand being ignored
but you
you left me alone for hours
shouldve gave you money instead of flowers
but i didnt think that far ahead
i guess im not that mature yet

ive never been the tallest guy to you
but all ive done is try to reach that height
but im terrified of us two
you could break my bones
rip my skin
and id still run back so its cool
you always said things would get better
in time
maybe thats
just another one
of your stupid ass lies

im so tired of our miscommunications
i stay alone in my room anxiety keeps on killing me
my heart is beating outa my chest
so i lay these words right to rest
when i think about you all the time
i get scared of whats coming next

they told me things will get so much better in time
and im starting to think that maybe it was a lie
but you wouldnt ever care
just to give it a try

i guess im not that mature yet (p. nowhere valley)

break me 2 a million pieces, ill run back like a stupid bitch!

fuck my life, i’ll let it burn

Sincerely, Lil Bro

PFC (30 on Me)

01) a poem by me (Prod. Muchi)

DC The Don - JAPAN [FULL LEAK CDQ]

OUT ON ALL PLATFORMS https://idm.fm/rotten
produced by tansea
mastered by pdktp
-
Nothing has started
My self departed
Took two steps forward
But I'll take three back then

My hope disheartened
No records charted
I can't take your word
With my eardrums blackened

I don't want to be rotten (rotten)
Knowing I'll be forgotten (forgotten)
No no
I don't want to be unknown
(unknown)

And I know it's real common
But everybody's now watching
Oh no
All the people I've consoled

Like damn,
I don't want to hate myself
I don't want to fear my health
Things I always keep withheld

You don't want to live like this
Should I really call it quits?
Maybe they were right about this
Everything will fade to mist

I work when, it's late and
I miss out, on days when
I should be, outside and
Instead I'm, revising

I'll never, be perfect
I want to, be worth it
I threw my, vacation
In hope that, I'd make it

(ugh)

I don't want to be rotten (rotten)
Knowing I'll be forgotten (forgotten)
No no
I don't want to be unknown
(unknown)

And I know it's real common
But everybody's now watching
Oh no
All the people I've consoled

Like damn,
I don't want to hate myself
I don't want to fear my health
Things I always keep withheld

You don't want to live like this
Should I really call it quits?
Maybe they were right about this
Everything will fade to mist

Like damn (like damn)
I don't want to hate myself (I don't want to hate myself)
I don't want to fear my health
Things I always keep withheld (withheld)

You don't want to live like this
Should I really call it quits?
Maybe they were right about this (maybe they were right about this)
Everything will fade to mist

ALL PLATFORMS

rotten (p. me)

MUSIC VIDEO - https://youtu.be/Rw9ovxo6_Dw?si=_h68zFQH9xjTn1r-
this song is released in partnership with @universalchill
{OUT ON ALL PLATS} - https://songwhip.com/vaun/the-night

produced by: @tansea
mix, master, vocals, and writing: me ( @holyvaun )

LYRICS:

the night you left, it got harder,
you want me dead, oh-oh-oh slaughtered,
the night we met, you wanted solemn,
I was in love but that's my problem,

the night you left, it got harder,
cause you want me dead, 
oh you want me slaughtered,
the night we met, you wanted solemn,
I was in love but that's my problem,
so just let go of the past,
you don't know what we had,
I'm so done being mad,
cause you're no longer my problem,
so don't you call me back,
you used to call me trash,
my pen stuck to my pad,
cause you're no longer,

you're no longer my problem,
sweet like summer,
you used to do me no wrong,
what a bummer,
you lost my trust, and now it's gone,
so much drama,
why can't you ever handle shit on your own?

it's like you wanna make me suffer,
but you lost the spell that I was under,
throw me off the deep end,
as my wounds deepen,
you said I'm weeping,
but I won't let you pull me down,

the night you left it got so hard,
you want me dead, you want me starved,
the night we met, you wanted solemn,
I was in love but that's my problem,
you were the problem,
the night you left I realized,
you were the problem,
you were.

the night [MV in desc.]

prod by tansea, cade powers

you came in my life, now im terrified of blessings
devil in disguise, she told me she had a question
what are you doing looking to me as your savior
i told her cus if god were to die, shes all i'd have to hold onto
shes all id have to hold onto
shes all id have left

if god were to die, 
shes all that id have left
id use my last breath, 
to tell her im obsessed with you

so please dont leave
from head to toe i bleed
but the shade of red is so pretty
you came in my life, now im scared of my own choices
cus i put you over everything, and now im poisoned
what was i doing looking to you as a god
but everyones gone
and shes all that i have to hold onto
shes all i have to hold onto 
shes all i have left

if god were to die, 
shes all that id have left
id use my last breath, 
to tell her im obsessed with you
shes all i have, shes all i have
shes all i have, shes all i have
shes all i have, shes all i have
shes all i have left

shes all i have

shes all i have
shes all i have shes-
shes all i have shes- 
shes all i-

shes all i have left

If God Were To Die

im back
https://open.spotify.com/album/6hMB7Mo3AsqwgPaJozovU7?si=hNypTNGFQP24naBK_hk7EA

drinking problem

I WISH I HAD TEETH

you nearly killed me, sarah

Broken Girl

August 10

Murderball

Anyone Else But You

the sunrise

thank you for the support
sorry for not dropping recently

heres a gift ig, its kind of shit though

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produced by nay

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runbyrejects

willow tree // demons garden (prod. nay)

Sticks With Me

bridges

blare