i spent the whole night wondering if you would ask me how i feel

listening makes me happy, i love your music

you put the colour into my skin, now i'll take it away once and for all
https://soundcloud.com/jonsve
https://soundcloud.com/owtiss
prod. https://soundcloud.com/lovefelt + https://soundcloud.com/y4ndere

and i cry in the mirror, hide in the rain
dry my eyes, see it clearer, mind is a pain
and i talk to the image, talk to my brain
and i walk 'til i'm with her, walk to my grave

look me in the eyes, i don't wanna see you crying!
used to fantasize, thought about how i'd be dying
it's this flaw of mine, don't think it was worthless trying
i don't have the time, never had it, nevermind it [x2]

[ https://soundcloud.com/owtiss ]
i'm a liar, suicider
i go through this all the time
her eyes locked to mine
wish you were a little kinder
this fight isn't mine so why should i fight her?
look me in the eye, i don't wanna be a liar
it's ok, i know that i'll be fine
i go through this all the time
please don't ever cry
try my best to read between the lines
am i the one you like?
i can't help sate your desires

look me in the eyes, i don't wanna see you crying!
used to fantasize, thought about how i'd be dying
it's this flaw of mine, don't think it was worthless trying
i don't have the time, never had it, nevermind it [x2]

eyes w/ owtiss (lovefelt/yandere)

astray + mint「garasu souls1」

#1
@domerrz
@victxrw
@mental

[@domerrz]
every night, i'm waking up
wonder why you given up, dont give a fuck 
i've been hurt a thousand times, i've been struck :/
people that I shouldn't love, I shouldn't trust

out of time and out of love running out of luck
and it all comes from my heart, if i lose this one then im done

i hate being stuck so i had 2 give it up
how'd u say u win
u been stuck at 10th
but u think ur number 1

[@victxrw]
i thought u were bluffing
eveything i did for u, it feels like nothing...
all this violence i cnt handle, pushing and shoving
look at it from a different angle, make up for smth

feels like im in a pit of darkness @_@
feels like im trapped inside this carcass
of my past self, im never perfect :/
tell me baby was i never worth it?

(was i rlly worth it, no?)

(i was never perfect, oh)

spotify

#fromtheheart w/ victxrw (mental)

feat @0arid n @angelicxmei
prod @neohnq & @012207
mastered by @chriad
ty 4 1.5k im not stopping anytime soon :D #gogogo

lyrics :
@whyhaze
i’ve been off the pills n they got me losing focus
tell me is it real is it your hand that im holding
all these scars on my body i didn’t want u to notice 
girl u leave me hopeless 
toying with my feelings & you know it

almost had it right there
don’t know why im trying 
look me in my eyes i got a feeling that ur lying
i thought it was right but ig it’s bad timing 
so long.. it felt so wrong
but i had to say goodbye

ik u dont want it either i can see it in ur face
counting big bankk
but i still can’t replicate 
i was thinking ab buying u a diamond ring
i can feel my dreams dying 
i hope it’s not getting tiring

@0arid
all the words on ur fingertips
i just wanna make a final wish
to be as one
i know its harder wen ur gone
u ask me if i like that i dont even know
i dont wanna be here wanna stay home
but i dont wanna be alone
i guess ill do it on my own

@angelicxmei
i cant never get it right
i guess theres no one by my side...
i took pills like twice
what is going on idkkk
put a bullet to my heart
make it hollow
getting closer to the end
and i thought you would follow
does it all really make sense
i be going backwards
i cant never progress
never again
i think ive lost my way...

SPOTIFY

so wrong w/ arid & angelicxmei (neohn & baz)

prod wasterr jolst

i got bands just for me&u
he can never love u in the way i do
idk if ur words are true
but baby ill do anythin for time w u
n i still like ur laugh
imma leave this story in the past
my life a porsche imma crash
would u hate me if i wasnt trash?

sold my soul for this gold chain
my whole body sno like its cocaine
i know i wont die in my old age
i know its my time when i see rain
tears mixed in my bloodstainz
yeah i got that pain in me everyday
i cant leave my bros cause that love stays
when i see yo face yea my heart breaks

(tears mixed in my bloodstainz
yeah i got that pain in me everyday
i cant leave my bros cause that love stays
when i see yo face yea my heart breaks)

baby how could i ever choose her
red eyes yeah this my world
i know how u feel when u say ur hurt
we got love yeah ik its worth
wish i had the time
maybe i could change and id make everything right
i got all these thoughts and they full of lies
i know i just think about it all the time

i got bands just for me&u
he can never love u in the way i do
idk if ur words are true
but baby ill do anythin for time w u
n i still like ur laugh
imma leave this story in the past
my life a porsche imma crash
would u hate me if i wasnt trash?

sold my soul for this gold chain
my whole body sno like its cocain
i know i wont die in my old age
i know its my time when i see rain
tears mixed in my bloodstainz
yeah i got that pain in me everyday
i cant leave my bros cause that love stays
when i see yo face yea my heart breaks

(tears mixed in my bloodstainz
yeah i got that pain in me everyday
i cant leave my bros cause that love stays
when i see yo face yea my heart breaks)

bloodstainz (wasterr & jolst)

**AMV OUT NOW ON YOUTUBE**

prod: @kyoakyo
mixed: @han2k15

@han2k15
wishin i could feel somethin again
wishin that we could be more than friends
baby whyd you go
couldnt u atleast just let me know

u left my heart so cold again
writing this for u but idk if i should send it
or do i just let you go
now im tryna find my way home

did it all for u 
whyd u do me wrong
tryna make thru writing these love songs
havent felt this way in so long
baby did u feel that all along
cold again(kyoa)

cold again

han - cold again (kyoa)

prod me 

@whyhaze

https://open.spotify.com/track/2pYP7KOcuzC6p1v8UMRDdh?si=1fcfc24f80754b74

/* lost what i haddd
+ i cant get it back 
i been in my baggg
but u cant get 2 that
n its not my fault
ppl idk
wanna take my soul
now my visions clouded ya
I Can't See At All.

we r who they wannabe
number n ine all on my tee
i get racks so easily zzZ
they mean more than wat u mean to me
cause i wont try to hide
ill stay where i am
tell me why tell me why
i lost myself again */

hide ft whyhaze

my whole life (benjithemachine)

love u guys

ah imma do it when u see me
iced over cracks on the tv
ill play ur favorite songs off a cd
never said u wanted more till u missed me

i got drinks inna cup do u see me
i been seeing who you are do u feel me
i been screaming through my eyes am i dreaming
but i couldnt get it out its a feeling

i been doing way too much for way too long
and tell me if i changed would it be so wrong
theres a reason why i left but it felt so hard
hear the words you said yea it left me scarred x2

ah i didnt mean it all
bouta see a second favor i dont need at all

ah i swear i need it all
u shouldnt feen to say wsp and then go cheat it off

and theyve been staring forever
i swear that me in you go hand in hand like rain does w weather

fessed up and ive never been better
tryna see what you into i swear im missing endeavor

i been doing way too much for way too long
and tell me if i changed would it be so wrong
theres a reason why i left but it felt so hard
hear the words you said yea it left me scarred x2

leave me scarred (kirian + kyoa)

prod: @xtasane
mixed: @remiliaxd & @hartfxlt2k

@remiliaxd : 

oh
take another shot, then i fall
put a hole in the wall
i might lose it all
carry all my sorrows
think i'd lose it all
yeah i think i'd lose it all

this time, i won't wait for the fall
you're fine, ima tear down the wall
9 lives 9 hearts and you tear down them all
oh well that's fine
but i don't think that it's worth it

i don't deserve this
you put the words from my heart in the trash now it's worthless
like what's the purpose?
i knew your heart from the start, now you put it on the surface

@hartfxlt2k

now I know
Its not worth the risk no
its all just for show
I know that u throw me down
if it means youre getting what you wanted
what did I expect have I forgotten? no
inside rotten with a pretty surface
Im still driving to your addy havent learned shit
and still your words in my head "you deserved this"
but the truth will come out to the surface

surface

remilia & hartfxlt - surface (xtasane)

[lyrics]

[benzo]

my body damaged from the drugs i been taking
so sorry mum but i aint gonna make it
i just wanna make you proud
but all i do is let you down

i look into the mirror 
breaking down again
such an ugly figure
will u hold my hand
and say u love me as i cry into your arms
im so fucking sorry mum

i'm feeling dizzy from the pills i just took
im overdosing and i do not give fuck
there's cut on my arms
i'm a broken star
i'm the fallen one
no hope no more

winter nights are closing in and i don't feel good
i'm so sorry for all the shit that i've done
hope u can forgive me & i hope you don't resent me

[cray]

all this pain up on my chest, 
but imma light this, 
no friends, lonely kid with a cut wrist, 
remember all the times u were my sidekick, 
yea, u put that shit to the side quick

imma search imma roam
Untill I find my home, 
I’m really running out of hope, 
girl I love you tho, 
take 2 xans for the road, my head might fucking explode, 
shits in overload, 
woah woah woah woah

[benzo]

i'm feeling dizzy from the pills i just took
im overdosing and i do not give fuck
there's cut on my arms
i'm a broken star
i'm the fallen one
no hope no more

winter nights are closing in and i don't feel good
i'm so sorry for all the shit that i've done
hope u can forgive me & i hope you don't resent me

my whole life (benjithemachine)

9souls

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