good on it all
an album by barren & yesterday

Artwork by Solomon Parnell
www.instagram.com/pradaceo/

Featuring vocals from...
barren
@barrenwaste
open.spotify.com/artist/3EWrPkAby…h6T4mXb2UoqfD4Jg
twitter.com/BARR3N
www.instagram.com/barrenwasteland/

yesterday
@cpt_sad
open.spotify.com/artist/3OBnUgr0mYQFMsjkjrTCYq
twitter.com/cpt_sad
www.instagram.com/cpt_sad/

Voka (no one knows me)
@vibevoka
twitter.com/VIBEVOKA

Production by...
yesterday (passing the bottle, girls don’t like me, no one knows me, half ounce in the dresser)

Voka (good on it all, no one knows me, stand by for the moment, strung out)

Brody (wya?)
@prodbybrody
twitter.com/brodymckeegan

Leftout (peekin’)
@user-853554120
twitter.com/leftout97

caspr (honestly)
@caspr
twitter.com/_caspr

4evr (while it counts, actin up)
@4evrgone
twitter.com/4evrgon3

Featured guitar melodies from...
Barren (passing the bottle, stand by for the moment, strung out, half ounce in the dresser [guitar])

yesterday (girls don’t like me [guitar], no one knows me [guitar, bass])

suprghst (good on it all [guitar])
@suprghst

Jullian Castro (peekin’ [guitar])
@palm_harbor
www.instagram.com/jullian.castro/?…id=12xz38c4ldyr2

Live drums written & performed by...
yesterday (half ounce in the dresser)

Jordan Davis (passing the bottle, girls don’t like me, no one knows me, half ounce in the dresser)
twitter.com/jordancd3_
www.instagram.com/jordandavis_98/?…id=1w5m0cp9irskh
www.youtube.com/channel/UC2805DAvkq7m1_OE6U3dArg

Alec Doyle (strung out)
@typebeatma
twitter.com/backtogoats

All songs mixed/mastered/engineered by yesterday
Recorded in various basements & living rooms throughout the East coast

Music video playlist
www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLZ…OJG7Dmk1vAeHx3290

THANK YOU FOR LISTENING. THIS WOULDN’T BE THE SAME WITHOUT THE FRIENDS WHO HELPED US CREATE THIS, AND IT JUST WOULDN’T BE POSSIBLE WITHOUT EVERYONE LISTENING. LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL AND OUR LOVE FOR ALL OF YOU IS NEVER ENDING.

good on it all w/ yesterday

https://soundcloud.com/user-66133682
https://soundcloud.com/rubbishrubbish

i dont fuck with them but they fuck wit me
i like to imagine i can see what they cant see 
not able to see much with out these prescription lense 
the mood im in today well it always depends 
youll never see life as good as it is
i got my bitch right beside me she gone give you the biz
never one to slow my roll
was not taught to let things go
i will never call you bro
dont ask me where i heard from it i know what i know 
its crazy its crazy
achieving new ways to displace me
put down the joint to write some goals 
the page is blank theres so many holes 
i straighten my back , no i will never fold 
like the clothes i tossed into my bag 
before i hit the road
wit the crew it was all so new 
what the fuck else were we supposed to do
we just take this music that we love and let it through 
everytime i thought it was over 
something new came and took me by surprise
and played me like a fool
i try to live my life by just one rule

When I walk I fall asleep
I don't give up but I don't seek
What I want or what I need
Woke from the dream got back my teeth

I love myself at least I try 
I love the trees I love the sky 
Every time we say goodbye
I feel the world swell in my eyes

Just another lovely day
I know the sun I know the rain
The day is done the world's ok
I need another way to say

I have everything I need
My time has been increasing speed

So did I mention I forgot
I had myself or so I thought
I slept in it meant a lot
Always a chance I always shot

Get good sleep but Stay aware
I've got a home you'll find me there
Just take a left when you get upstairs 
There's still a room that's left to spare

I still feel like tomorrow came 
It's still today its still the same
Still gonna try so I won't have to explain
Why I let me down and who I became

was not taught to let things go
i will never call you bro
dont ask me where i heard from it i know what i know 
its crazy its crazy
achieving new ways to displace me
put down the joint to write some goals
i straighten my back , no i will never fold

music video

supposed to do w/ harlow road (prod rubbish)

all instruments and vocals written / recorded by me
mix master by desmo
https://twitter.com/desmoxmusic
https://www.instagram.com/desmoxmusic/

i only do this so you can feel so proud of me
you wont get much out of me 
no theres nothing more to life i see     
nothing that i gotta be
doing all these drugs everyday so obnoxiously 
do i want this more than life itself? 
well probably , well probably
are you hearing what we doing or you asleep ? 
wake up ! 
i said wake up!
i said wake up!
i said wake up!
no this shit is not a game to me
please don't try and play with me
all these tears i fuckin cried
you can take me painfully
don't reveal your secrets to no one
yeah thats the fuckin motto
good job bravo
im sorry what was that your voice was a little muffled
i got some shit i believe its so serious to me
will you take away anything im gonna say
like what the fuck
i feel so stuck
i feel like im always in a fuckin rush
i wish i could tell u to shut the fuck up
nothing that i do ever feels like enough
feel like i rinse and repeat
every day of the week
find new words to speak
nothing that i do 
ever feels like enough
it will never let up
dig another hole and fill it up
i wouldnt take a single fucking thing
back in my life
id let it be the same
let it run its course
ill embrace my name
ill embrace every part of my life that i have in me
keep it between us
just keep this between us

i only do this so you can feel proud of me
you wont get much out of me     
theres nothing that i gotta be
im doing all these drugs everyday so obnoxiouisly 
do i want this more than life itself? well probably

proud of me

to pretend is to deny

all instruments by me

(barren)
and all at once it hits the fan 
god damn !
is this life you live one you’ll fully understand ?
how many things go wrong til they go according to plan
why
why me is a question I could ask
an ability to make such request is one to be felt so fast 
So fast
i Give my thanks and hold this grasp 
On the best years of my life that I’ll never get back 

(Harlow)
and the life I see
Is the life that will be 
I gotta get it back on track 
it’s all moving too fast for me 
for me to relax 
I gotta take a step back 
I gotta relax !
If there’s a question to ask 
it’s how fast ?
just take one good look at urself
You’ll find every thing that you fucking need 

(barren)
For one second 
can I stop talking about myself 
there’s so many others around you
who need to see 
a life worth living on this earth
no matter how much it might hurt 

(barren)
All at ounce ! All at ounce !
all at once it hits the fan 
(Harlow)
God damn god damn 
is this the life I’ll fully understand ?
(Both)
how many things go wrong until they go
 according Right to plan?
how many things go wrong before they go
 according to plan?
why me?
is the question that I could ask
but that ability makes me feel everything 
All at once so fast 
i Give my thanks and hold this grasp 
On the best years of my life that I’ll never get back

all at once ft harlow road

imma get so high tonight
stare up at the sky tonight
think abt the times where everything just reaIIy feIt so right
take the time to cry tonight 
thankful for my life in sight
every time i take these drugs
i feeI Iike i can fIy but they wont
take away the pain 
one day i wont feeI so fine

i see that look in his eye
i could tell it is something so special
you trust in one wrong source 
and now ur feelings just become embezzled 
seems like i can never bounce back
from these habits ive had
i let them go on and on 
spending all these years 
thinking what it meant to become a man 

but today i am just a boy
living out a life i knew id never be able to avoid
i made my choice everyday
i see that look in his eye
id get the fuck away as fast as you can
imma get so high tonight
so i cant forget what i cant make right

will you kindly please excuse me
i think its time to kick my feet up
every fragment of my mind  
ill let these problems eat up
i go and do this all the time
never let it shine
ill make these problems mine

i see that look in his eye
i could tell it is something so special
you trust in one wrong source 
and now ur feelings just become embezzled 
seems like i can never bounce back
from these habits ive had
i let them go on and on 
spending all these years 
thinking what it meant to become a man

that look in his eye

falling down
reaching for something to pull me right back out
im falling out
falling down
i try to keep atleast on common ground
theres not much left around
to make a sound
you saw me now
new part of me hopes for some sort of falling out
im calling down
can you hear me 
im crawling now
im on my knees
begging for a better sound
im calling out
i asked for you 
i guess you just werent around
you werent around
i guess you just werent there to be found

im falling now
can you find it in your heart to keep me around
i wont make a sound


reaching for something

back and forth between
sentences that wont make me seem too
self indulged with
what is slowly killing me
make up for the past
in what lies ahead they said
but im not listening 
i can think for myself 
do i listen this time 
or ignore and try to be fine
i missed your call
when you needed me the most
you might want to 
distance yourself
ive never been this close 

but i know 
you have no will left to go
but please know
ill be there when you fall
to keep you up in arms

just please know 
ill be there when you fall
you have no will

please know 

hoping you know

drive home
with lights too bright to see the road
drive slow
last exit before the toll
i know
the tires turn but on their own 
another change of pace
another brand new face
and you cant say 
these things will change 
too far gone
sorry never helped
cant make up for the time
for never making up my mind
change comes and goes
so easily
everything i felt
never ment 
a fucking thing 

ill make the same mistake 
every fucking day
of waking up again 
im doing fine just great
im ok


drive home

with my heart on my sleeve
theres only so many times ill try
before im bound to break
screaming your name
a reflection saying
how you couldnt take it
just lie to me 

tell me exactly the things that have been on your mind
im dying to hear how your lifes going fine
ill tell you the same
till i shake the waves
coming and going just wishing all day
killing myself could solve it
so the reaper can cave

i am no longer
asking for closure 
as long as im dead when
you get fucked over 

dont wait for me

ill tell you the same

vocals produced at bridge east studios by john dello lacono 
thank you all for the love so far, without you i probably wouldnt have kept at this, <33333


my existence
is just something
that i would ignore
dont try too hard
you might fall
on your way out the door
i still feel quite alone
surrounded by the people i love
taking time
ill hurry up
still trying my hardest
but it wasnt fast enough

everyday the same routine
of forcing myself out of sleep
itd be much easier to breathe
if i didnt want to leave my dreams

can you look me in the face
and say the things you really think
before i end it all
and bury myself 
with these memories

the same routine

prod ʎpoqou
vocals recorded at bridge east studios by john dello lacono 
the love means so much, thank you <3

sitting in silence
with nothing between
but the air we breath 
and the words we don’t speak 
blue eyes 
just holding tight 
i see you smile 
fingers can’t seem to type
just taking time 
never knew much of it 
but i didn’t mind 
we become more alined
just you on my mind
and holding on to the wrong things
at times 
just know that i try
to make you as happy
with each calling of mine
no poetic nature
just me and myself and i
blue seems so fitting
to match a purple hairline

blue seems so fitting
to make up for the things 
we can’t seem to get together

it all seemed to fit so nicely (prod ʎpoqou)

prod GREAF
video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rujnQet4m0E
and they say
you get the best of yourself 
in the days of sleep 
seeing every possibility 
of what you aren’t 
going to be


waking up to the sunset 
can we hide back 
or run yet 
I’m such an upset 


but for the ones i love
i show you this as something 
no wonder 
i can feel nothing
I’m sitting on my fingers
in hopes of crumbling
ill just let you all down
I’m calm but stumbling

forgive me (prod GREAF) (VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION)

trying to stay clear
of anything
from ruining
whats in my brain

fighting off the words
i cannot speak
for you and me
please cant you see

when you asked if
i was the same   
i looked at you
from my point of view

sunk down low
i mustve shown 
in subtle tones
im overgrown

if you only want
whats best for me
go away 
very far away 
and fucking stay

dead weight
dragging me
from my feet
pulled underneath

if i got
what i wanted
you wouldnt want me
at all


with no luck (prod omenXIII)

prod killedmyself
vocals recorded at bridge east studios

swallow your pride 
for just a while 
and lemme see 
how things would play out 
not allowed to understand yet 
so ill just sit here and wait now 
just smoking all my problems down 
circling myself around 
trying my best to drown my concious out 
the only time to write is when im 
smoking now 

looking for a place 
to hang my head down 
for the good of everyone around 
no end in mind 
will give me time to think of 
how ill let you down 
circling right back around 

nothings changed 
feeling strange 
when will you 
talk to me 
and tell me whats 
behind the things you say

nothing ever changed, only you

prod killedmyself
vocals recorded at bridge east studios

and if i make it through the week 
you’re still fucking dead to me 
i know its been some time 
but i wish to never speak 
its haunting in my brain 
but i think I’m fine now 
im ok 
its like i always said before 
I’m going on and through the pain 
playing back the sounds 
of cutting myself down 
ill rooted matter 
on tarnished ground 
but don’t worry 
I’m leaving now 
give us all the break we need 
from a fucking piece of shit like me 

and ill always be nothing 
but that doesn’t bother me 
feeling sorry isn’t helping 
but feeling sad gives me relief

ill stay away for life

the mother fucking suns coming up 
picturing it all again
laptops burning my lap 
and my face feels hot from the glass
looking for the words too fast
this needs to last
keep pushing for too much 
don’t let the things i think be said
too busy trynna make things seem not rushed

never ready
stalling too much 
keeping up the pace
can’t trust 
somethin bout the things we touch 
as if we mean it
but have never seen it
believe me
and make this easy 
but either way 
I’m throwing in 
the rest of this
what ever you said it is
nothingness

still stay fucking up
never letting things go 
I’m always fucked up

i got a tight grip 
on the things i should let slip
my head is full of hate 
but my hearts in a better place

picturing it all again (prod ʎpoqou)

https://soundcloud.com/tothegood
vocals produced john dello

im trying to behave
but i just cant sit still
and im dying to see myself
as you do
but im dying inside
if you just knew
i care and i swear ill take you
and im found in myself
just trying to buy time
filling up my lubgs
smoke leaves my breath white 
and as if sleeping in everyday till the sun goes down
brings no shame
and i play my part
in whatever game
this is to you
so end it please
save myself from
the breathing leaves
my eyes see your name
but the lights not in frame
blinded by the little things

for now (prod tothegood)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=khUV37yUumQ


dont tell me fucking shit
stop pulling on my strings
tried telling you before
but you just wont seem to quit
im not throwin in 

im making myself known
and im ignoring inside tones
the race just started here we go
im not stopping till we dead
im fucking in

start (prod OmenXIII) (VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION)

https://soundcloud.com/anobodyreally



lyrics:
sitting up
in fields of gray
i hold my hands
and hope today 
this god up there
will hear me pray 
that the sun comes out
another day
hear myself breathing in
lost my voice from screaming this

nowhere to be found (prod ʎpoqou)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5pEdP80j8To
thank you <3

vocals mixed/mastered soundcloud.com/omenxiii

lyrics
lets raise the stakes 
you must have a lot of faith
dying breaths
and lonely days
falling leaves 
off of the trees
help me through
the growing pains
you ever think that
as a kid
you’d be this fucked up 
inside your brain
you’d think by now 
we understand
how many times 
do i have to say
I’m just great
im full of shit
but thats ok 
its times like this
i dont know what to think
just help me
get through this please

you ever think (prod ʎpoqou) (video in description)

and i aint got no reason to be upset 
an unbalance has just met
the circumstance is not yet
i haven’t seen the sunset
since the words you said have not left
I’m holding in my feelings
and showing thoughts in meaning
my actions don’t come clean 
but I’m just kid who’s hearts beating
distracted by your horrid ways
don’t know where to go from here
and i don’t know what the fuck to say
scratch out my eyes
and call it fate
adding to this hollow heart
adding to this tired brain

all around the world 
is what i aim for
let me die in peace
when my days done

myself and i (prod ʎpoqou)

will i ever feel alive again
been suffering in the same skin
sitting in the same place again
with this list of empty dreams
that need filling in
passing all the time
where theres nothing to be done
dreaming of a new place
where all these fucking feelings
take a seat
and let me do things
on my own
with so many by my side
my patience seems to stagnate 
can never seem to find
the phrasing 
in which the words come out
and make it seem that i 
know exactly what I’m doing
and not just fucking up my life 

maybe if you look you’ll find
someone better in your eyes
you won’t notice 
me today

will i feel anything (prod ʎpoqou)

it wasnt worth it
prod by killedmyself
vocals m/m prohibeo

lyrics
letting it go
im letting it go
my fingers break off
of the hate I’m latched on to
my mind is racing
at the thought of you
i enjoy every second of time spent
i mean that sincere
even in hardship
my love for you is endless
you make me fucking breathless
we fight sometimes
its reckless
but its all so fucking worth it
for the end of the day  
i fall asleep
next to you 
so perfect
i hope you think its worth it

you are not alone (prod killedmyself)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gWwSfQe_zV4&t=66s
last single from the album
thank you for the continued support
vocal mix by prohibeo 

a relaxing silence
amongst us now
the drive is long
but i have time to kill
anxious in my
being alive 
keep my hands
from slipping off right
i could see the headlights
blinding my eyes
it felt so right
i can’t thank you enough
for lending me your time
it makes everything up till now
seem so fine
things don’t seem like
it could be so perfect
but in what is bad now
will build right back up

i hate the silence 
i feel like dying
fuck the writing
I’m going by things
the way i want to
no more deciding

its a long way (prod GREAF) (video in description)

produced by nofeeling
@killstation
my vocals m/m by @prohibeo

nothing left to say ft killstation (prod dysphora)

vocals mixed by https://soundcloud.com/prohibeo
<3
wasting youth 
in plants i can abuse
picking who i choose
planning out the move
worry bout the ending
of the lasting 
spouting fumes
toxic waste in the room
clear it out
with who is who

think about
the choice you made
the ones you surround with
don’t hear your name
being called
with my fucking all
i smash the wall
with my feelings
trapped beneath this skull

waste (prod gin$eng)

https://soundcloud.com/dysphora
vocals mixed by https://soundcloud.com/prohibeo

starting off the day
in any other way
sit all alone
and smoke anything
i have to say away

another one packed 
another screen cracked
another line wrote down
to help mask up this act
you got me crazy
you got me hazy
every night this week
I’ve had the same dreams baby
will i get your fucking face
out of my mind
been feeling like this lately 
tell every one
all is fine
that I’m okay
and its alright

i dont know how to get you out (prod dysphora)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kquAUAmBrVk
soundcloud.com/anobodyreally
vocal mix by soundcloud.com/iamrellim

someone go get him
he’s losing it
again
you not the only one
moving on
slowly from
a once in love
but now fucked up
bond as one
i don’t believe in love
after all I’ve done
i belive in trust
thats first things first
i don’t put past
a lot more loss
dragging from the back
of my cars old trunk

I’m alone 
I’m alone
i refuse to pick 
up the phone
i won’t check a
text or call
leave me be 
let me go
I’m alone 
I’m alone
drive the car till it won’t go
cut the breaks 
drive right off the road

don’t take
another turn
don’t make this
pain worse
hour after 7
times 
only beginning 
a sort of kind
of religion
with what I’m bout
to get in
you don’t want to know who 
I’ve become
stuffing down
the mess 
I’m working to repress
burning up
the last chance 
of blissfulness
ill ever have to get
oh great another text 
from a number I’ve 
never seen
asking if its me
what the fuck do you think?
i wonder who
it could be 
do i have to 
be any more subtle
don’t need
another rebuttal
please shut the fuck up
please just 
don’t talk

I’m alone 
I’m alone
i refuse to pick 
up the phone
i won’t check a
text or call
leave me be 
let me go
I’m alone 
I’m alone
drive the car till it won’t go
cut the breaks 
drive right off the road

leave me be (prod ʎpoqou) (video in description)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oaUug6k5pb0

soundcloud.com/anobodyreally 
vocals mixed by soundcloud.com/iamrellim

scraping up the pennies
so i can buy myself another line
staring at the clock thinking it’ll
go and speed up time 
look alive
9 to 5
suit and tie
its do or die
such a joke
the same old flows
you basic artists fuck the whole
operation
make shit basic
no exaggeration 
so much 
shit
a literal sense
flooding the scene 
its way too dense
I’m always so damn tense 

4:14
in the morning
my stomachs churning
the joint is burning
slowly learning
to bite my tongue 
cause its not worth it
got these bitches 
swerving
you’d think that its on purpose
my talent may be slept on
but its so perfect
i make shit for myself
and i say that with a heavy heart
for the people  
there listening who
don’t want me to ever stop
as much as its for you
i can’t see myself
going on
if what I’m doing
can’t sustain 
the happy thoughts 
i go and 
tell myself
that it’ll all be done
and finally stop
you been waiting for the
moment i finally drop
dead 
its all inside your head
these fucking thoughts you got
about me they’ve been
implanted 
  
scraping up the pennies
so i can buy myself another line
staring at the clock thinking it’ll
go and speed up time 
look alive
9 to 5
suit and tie
its do or die
such a joke
the same old flows
you basic artists fuck the whole
operation
make shit basic
no exaggeration 
so much 
shit
a literal sense
flooding the scene 
its way too dense
I’m always so damn tense

do or die (prod ʎpoqou)(video in description)

https://soundcloud.com/killedmyself
vocal mix by soundcloud.com/iamrellim

whip broke again and i still aint shit
you don’t what id do to fucking make this
you don’t know the road I’ve been down
just to stay here
pick it stick it flip it then erase it
check back try to relax 
dont mistake this as me coming clean
i aint sayin shit filler for an empty room

just to ease the pain in
roll a couple light em get up
for a minute now I’m changing
every line i right
i despise em all
i can’t stand this
delete another song
write another bar
just to hate it
work another day just to make enough
to get what little i want
that aint doing shit but rearranging
every fucking  thought 
i should have pushed way back
I’m just hanging by the thread 
we’ve sewn together
to make this bed
that we now lay in
have you even been
listening to a word I’m saying
so many delays
I’m losing count
tractions fading
I’m blasted in the black
lustful wishes
giving me a fucking
heart attack
this the tenth joint
I’ve smoked
in the past hour and
a half
fuck a fucking show
i just want my money back  

hop up in it
oh we back again
round for round
i be smacking hits
know you lames
all fuck with this
y’all be dropping duds
but they fuck with it
don’t you care a bit
change things up
maybe try to switch
sticking to the script
seems to work the best


putting my heart in to be washed away
waking up checking the fucking plays
lets see who aint gone respond today
another blog posting all the shit that i fucking hate
what the fuck is it gonna take
i love it and hate it all so much
i need a fucking break
watching the people move up 
who i want to cave
negative energy is all i can muster myself
to fucking bring
i don’t see why i can’t even think
a positive thought long enough
to keep me sane

still aint shit (prod killedmyself)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dlLVYZQTiuI

@cpt_sad
@4evrgone

barren
so many flaws you can see
counting them for me
i dont need to rest a peep 
endless nights working
endless ladies twerking
i aint got  purpose 
still stay swerving
on all of you girls
who just hit me up
cause i can make a catchy song
some followers
dont make me cool
i aint making shit for you
can barely make it on my own
thats a fact 
that im ashamed of
work ethic 
pathetic
these dollars are 
boutta be coming my way
if i keep this on
day to day
if i dont spend my whole
check on another ounce
smoke my lungs out
while it counts
you aint 21 forever
leave some legacy
before you bounce
last two of my name
leave it in a great shame

i dont need to rest a peep
my nightmares come for me
they can keep me wide awake
all night falling
into your arms can’t
shake the bitter feeling
of being at ease
theres many people
out there far worse off 
than me
why can’t i take a second 
to appreciate
the setting ive been born into
struggles can’t compare 
to you
i want to repay
with an anthem or two
grossly neglecting
the thoughts of who
im trying to fight off
that i once knew

so many flaws you can see
counting them for me
i dont need to rest a peep 
endless nights working
endless ladies twerking
i aint got  purpose 
still stay swerving
on all of you girls
who just hit me up
cause i can make a catchy song
some followers
dont make me cool
you gotta know
what you’re getting into

yesterday
think im giving in today
a bullet to my head 
is like a favor to my brain
spent my last cent 
trynna numb the fuckin pain
everything is fake my reality is frayed

ill do whatever it takes 
to make sure you know
my love it doesnt stay for far too long

you could not account for my lost soul when
im everything u want, at least for the moment

im talking to the ghost of who i was
told him 
"meet me in the back dont cause a fuss
cuz i only got a second and
i want you to know that 
im never coming back 
imma drown in the ocean"

SPOTIFY

while it counts (prod 4evr)

@cpt_sad
@4evrgone

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wg7rWYmGRZs

barren
dropping singles like im single 
shawty so fine
im trynna come thru and mingle
couple years i might be rich
couple years might snag yo bitch
couple years im off this shit
couple beers 
im off the 5th
smoke a cig
to numb my throat
don’t give a fuck
if im  bout to perform
no one showed
just me n my bros
some came close
to falling thru
new york streets at 2 am
acting quite a fool
with my main men
no one knew we coming
but we went right in
trenton pulled up
at 4 am
the sun was rising when i fell asleep
drank every single night that week
drug use was at another peak
room still spinning
can’t see my feet
passed out every night that week
slept up on the couch 
every night that week
got more fucked up 
than i should speak

im actin quite a fool
let a couple bad bitches
into my thoughts 
quite a way
to kill the mood
i aint mad at you
ill call you in a minute
my love starting to diminish 
dont talk jus let me finish
boston brooklyn trenton and philly
prelude to the beginning
we aint even get our feet wet
just the tip
she got me freakin
talking to these women
reminds me why i didn’t

yesterday
fucked up 
imma swerve into the curb
pass the bowl 
yeah you heard that the boys
actin up for the weekend
these bitches got me pressed 
when im off that shit
hit me up im in ur city
but its just for the night
baby come and take a step
into my life
let me have you for a ride
let me show you how i die
mask the pain with some liquor over ice
no dont look me in my eyes
you dont wanna pay the price
and the whip smells of gasoline
not the legal kind we blowin hella tree
we retreat inside when the sun arrives
and its another night of getting right and ready
to hit the fuckin road again
shouts out to my family
some may see them more as friends
but really 
i would it all again
they kept me a buck fitty
even when my heart was broken 

together
im actin quite a fool
let a couple bad bitches
into my thoughts 
quite a way
to kill the mood
i aint mad at you
ill call you in a minute
my love starting to diminish 
dont talk jus let me finish
boston brooklyn trenton and philly
prelude to the beginning
we aint even get our feet wet
just the tip
she got me freakin
talking to these women
reminds me why i didn’t

actin up (prod 4evr)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NhLKr3ENz1E

guitars by https://soundcloud.com/suprghst
@vibevoka
@cpt_sad

barren:
take a sip of water
back to sleep
back to sleep

and i cower in the corner
in my dreams
i been great

every step you take
gets in my way
in my way

what could you be thinking
that is not okay 
neither are we

if you aint fuckin with the boys   
you know you fuckin up
miss with that bullshit
you a straight fuckin dub
got home from work
after a long day   
hit the hub
fuck a interest in my life
im good on it all   

the futures brighter when you
take a step off to the side
hop on the train
need 1 ticket to take this ride
i am so pressed
every thought of my death
running the show
dont pull the curtains
it all must go on
i been on E
fuel me up
let me back in the ring
choke slam 
you bitches
right off of your feet
fingers like trees
rooted to
the rotting ground
destroyed by the sea
baby you trynna
take a picture with me?
hope ya boyfriend dont mind
as hes tapping the screen
with yo arms around my waist
the biggest smile you see
i know what u thinkin baby
and i think the same thing
you need to ditch ur man immediately
and come home with me

if you aint fuckin with the boys
you know you fuckin up
miss with that bullshit
yeah you still a straight dub
get home from work
after a long day
i hit the hub
fuck a interest in my life
im good on it all

yesterday:
and if u aint fuckin wit the boys u know u fuckin up
smoke a gram straight to the face
then imma fly into the sun
same shit
different attitude
i couldnt give a fuck

now these frat boys enter to the scene
and bitches eat it up

u can see me cuttin corners to my grave
(to my grave)
she dont love me
she just want me for the day
(either way, catch a fade)
marijuana got me feelin kinda strange
(kinda strange)
talk is cheap
but what im writin got me paid
(hope that nothing went in vein)

dont hit me up
while im drunk
tryna play these silly games
miss me with that bullshit
all my woes will dissipate

u really think
that we in this for the bedroom pop appeal?

dont hold ur breath
bitch i live and die for something real

together:
if you aint
fucking with tha boys
you know u fucking up
miss me with that bullshit
yeah u still a straight dub
got home from work
after a long day
i hit the hub
fuck an interest in my life
im good on it all

good on it all (prod voka x suprghst)

MUSIC VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w5v6TBknw4c

produced by @prodbybrody
w/ @barrenwaste

bby wya?
tell me watchu really doin
hit me wit the map
slidin thru at 2 in the mornin
shawty bust it back for a sad mother fucker
she aint gunna ask
but she gotta know i love her
 
bby wya?
bby dont u know???
i want u callin back
need it in my phone
sometimes im painted black
violently alone
craving to react
tell me where ur goin
 
my first wrong move
was learning ya name
second wrong move
was having you further explain
ill never understandwhat you meant
that day
sounding so full of myself
and that is who to blame
my wallet laughing at me
on the way to the bank
you silly mother fucker
what you think gone happen
you might aswell stop rappin
wrap it
like the wound
you been bagging
need a fix
just to numb the strain
outdated habits
fill the brain
all aboard my plane
yeah its all in vain
im filling the void
of being  alone
talking to this fucking shorty
that i barely know
unsure of where it’ll go
long as after all
i can come back home
dont follow that road
you always have chose
we all been here before
are you making things worse
or working for the better
its all up to the weather
with how my week will be
baby look at me
but not forever
anxious bout the ties
i have yet to sever
 
bby wya?
bby dont u know???
i want u callin back
need it in my phone
sometimes im painted black
violently alone
craving to react
tell me where ur goin

Follow me <3

wya? (prod. brody)

w/ @cpt_sad

produced by @user-853554120
guitar by @palm_harbor

peekin thru the screen door
trynna figure out
how imma call outta work today
maybe i can think
of something
that they’ll possibly believe
pick up the phone
and dial that number
i can’t make it
if you had wondered
hang up that bitch
and see whats good with the boys
got the rest of the day
to try and avoid
being seen in public
that aint no choice
i know you wanna hear me sing
but i think i lost my voice
racking my mind
with every outcome
that i can seem to indulge
im taking our time
perfecting this album
till its perfect we aint gonna budge

yeah the full moon got me thinking
this whole thing won’t be so clean
and i dont think imma make a
smooth exit from this scene
i know you look at me
a little differently
than the average joe
but u motherfuckers better know
i dont take too kindly
to these strangers trynna try me
yeah bitch u better try me

i found home in the ocean
and these drugs always potent
steady keepin me floatin
been countin my days
while im fightin the waves
im divin head first
bitch, move out of my way
yeah, me and the homies
jus tryna get paid
by pouring our hearts out
we keep movin on
yeah nobody can stop us
failure was never an option
i'll finish this song
then i'll hop in my grave
hoping that it will comfort the pain
see u swervin, bitch
better stay in ur lane
yeah u heard that the boys
at the top of their game

its a long way down
i hope u go land on ur feet
and shift back into gear
then maybe youll be in the clear
if u ask right now
id probably tell u the same thing
im doin fuckin amazing
i wonder if u feel the same thing

fuck what you thought
u can take it or leave it
ill do what i want
and ill keep it a secret
ash on my shirt
yeah it burn, it aint hurt
bitch ill finally relax
when im under the dirt

so that evens out the odds
where does that leave us?
i dont care this time
yeah, it takes me hours to think
maybe i will sink
and see u in my next life

peekin' (prod leftout x palm harbor)

w/ @cpt_sad

guitars by barren
mix and electric drums by yesterday


live drums written and performed by
Jordan Davis
twitter.com/jordancd3_
www.instagram.com/jordandavis_98/?…id=1w5m0cp9irskh
www.youtube.com/channel/UC2805DAvkq7m1_OE6U3dArg

bloody fingers
soakin up all over me
you can hold me accountable
for everything i wont admit to be
if you wont ask me
i wont say a thing
i try not to live in the past
but its harder than it seems
know that nothing will last
my heart cant take
another love that cant pass
the tropes of my insanity
the hope that died inside of me

jim beam whisky
right next to these speakers
the more i do these drugs
the more i feel weaker
jerrys upstairs getting in a quick nap
imma chill in the basement
and write to this slap
gotta do this shit quick
this projects bout done
stop hitting us up
just a bunch of fucking bums
been peepin the swag
since day fucking one
smoke a million cigarettes
to wreck my voice before i flop

no one will know who takes the fall
passing the bottle back and fourth
fuck, its my turn and ive had enough
turn off my phone, tonights so rough

pass it to me
im not quite done
i cannot begin to tell you
every detail of my life
im still on the run
catching up to my pace
its never my place
say all behind my back
no ones in front of my face

cant take me anywhere
i never had really cared
fuck you for never being there
im sorry if i always stare
i know i come off very weird
been different since i shaved this beard
been thought i was in the clear
but i couldnt have been more wrong
got to put it in this song
you say im the worst
but watch it get better
one of these days i won’t be so tethered

our love
moves with the weather
find the right angle and 
pull on the trigger
don't hold back now
ill stand still right here
will you put me down 
like the dog that i am?
i dont wanna pretend 
i dont wanna feel this way no more
i dont wanna make friends
i dont wanna pretend

barren

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