talk (prod taylor morgan)

properly (prod taylor morgan)

seen as a joke (prod taylor morgan)

why do i care what you think (prod taylor morgan)

how clear was it (prod taylor morgan)

flicker (prod taylor morgan)

all eyes off me (prod taylor morgan)

by ur face i can tell u think u fuckin tough
but you wont say sumn you will never say sumn
got my greatness on the cusp
i just gotta reel it in
i dont wanna deal with it
its bout time that someone called ur bluff
cause ur so fuckin fake with me
u so fuckin make believe
i think its time i bust shit up
aint talkin with my dick
im so fucking over it
i really like her i do n i think she like me too
but i dont wanna kill the mood
i dont wanna kill the mood
so ill jus sit here in silence with you
but thats all i wanna do thats all i wanna do
yeah we smoking not one blunt but two
now we whippin down the fuckin road
anywhere we wanna go
anywhere we wanna go
so do u wanna take another drive with me
all this time with me
doing all these damn drugs
yeah we making all these memories
but i cant remember them properly
at the same time i dont rly give a fuck
imma do them till i die and im saying that honestly

I am not prepared for the future (prod taylor morgan)

https://soundcloud.com/user-66133682
https://soundcloud.com/rubbishrubbish

i dont fuck with them but they fuck wit me
i like to imagine i can see what they cant see 
not able to see much with out these prescription lense 
the mood im in today well it always depends 
youll never see life as good as it is
i got my bitch right beside me she gone give you the biz
never one to slow my roll
was not taught to let things go
i will never call you bro
dont ask me where i heard from it i know what i know 
its crazy its crazy
achieving new ways to displace me
put down the joint to write some goals 
the page is blank theres so many holes 
i straighten my back , no i will never fold 
like the clothes i tossed into my bag 
before i hit the road
wit the crew it was all so new 
what the fuck else were we supposed to do
we just take this music that we love and let it through 
everytime i thought it was over 
something new came and took me by surprise
and played me like a fool
i try to live my life by just one rule

When I walk I fall asleep
I don't give up but I don't seek
What I want or what I need
Woke from the dream got back my teeth

I love myself at least I try 
I love the trees I love the sky 
Every time we say goodbye
I feel the world swell in my eyes

Just another lovely day
I know the sun I know the rain
The day is done the world's ok
I need another way to say

I have everything I need
My time has been increasing speed

So did I mention I forgot
I had myself or so I thought
I slept in it meant a lot
Always a chance I always shot

Get good sleep but Stay aware
I've got a home you'll find me there
Just take a left when you get upstairs 
There's still a room that's left to spare

I still feel like tomorrow came 
It's still today its still the same
Still gonna try so I won't have to explain
Why I let me down and who I became

was not taught to let things go
i will never call you bro
dont ask me where i heard from it i know what i know 
its crazy its crazy
achieving new ways to displace me
put down the joint to write some goals
i straighten my back , no i will never fold

music video

supposed to do w/ harlow road (prod rubbish)

all instruments and vocals written / recorded by me
mix master by desmo
https://twitter.com/desmoxmusic
https://www.instagram.com/desmoxmusic/

i only do this so you can feel so proud of me
you wont get much out of me 
no theres nothing more to life i see     
nothing that i gotta be
doing all these drugs everyday so obnoxiously 
do i want this more than life itself? 
well probably , well probably
are you hearing what we doing or you asleep ? 
wake up ! 
i said wake up!
i said wake up!
i said wake up!
no this shit is not a game to me
please don't try and play with me
all these tears i fuckin cried
you can take me painfully
don't reveal your secrets to no one
yeah thats the fuckin motto
good job bravo
im sorry what was that your voice was a little muffled
i got some shit i believe its so serious to me
will you take away anything im gonna say
like what the fuck
i feel so stuck
i feel like im always in a fuckin rush
i wish i could tell u to shut the fuck up
nothing that i do ever feels like enough
feel like i rinse and repeat
every day of the week
find new words to speak
nothing that i do 
ever feels like enough
it will never let up
dig another hole and fill it up
i wouldnt take a single fucking thing
back in my life
id let it be the same
let it run its course
ill embrace my name
ill embrace every part of my life that i have in me
keep it between us
just keep this between us

i only do this so you can feel proud of me
you wont get much out of me     
theres nothing that i gotta be
im doing all these drugs everyday so obnoxiouisly 
do i want this more than life itself? well probably

proud of me

falling down
reaching for something to pull me right back out
im falling out
falling down
i try to keep atleast on common ground
theres not much left around
to make a sound
you saw me now
new part of me hopes for some sort of falling out
im calling down
can you hear me 
im crawling now
im on my knees
begging for a better sound
im calling out
i asked for you 
i guess you just werent around
you werent around
i guess you just werent there to be found

im falling now
can you find it in your heart to keep me around
i wont make a sound


reaching for something

drive home
with lights too bright to see the road
drive slow
last exit before the toll
i know
the tires turn but on their own 
another change of pace
another brand new face
and you cant say 
these things will change 
too far gone
sorry never helped
cant make up for the time
for never making up my mind
change comes and goes
so easily
everything i felt
never ment 
a fucking thing 

ill make the same mistake 
every fucking day
of waking up again 
im doing fine just great
im ok


drive home

vocals produced at bridge east studios by john dello lacono 
thank you all for the love so far, without you i probably wouldnt have kept at this, <33333


my existence
is just something
that i would ignore
dont try too hard
you might fall
on your way out the door
i still feel quite alone
surrounded by the people i love
taking time
ill hurry up
still trying my hardest
but it wasnt fast enough

everyday the same routine
of forcing myself out of sleep
itd be much easier to breathe
if i didnt want to leave my dreams

can you look me in the face
and say the things you really think
before i end it all
and bury myself 
with these memories

the same routine

prod ʎpoqou
vocals recorded at bridge east studios by john dello lacono 
the love means so much, thank you <3

sitting in silence
with nothing between
but the air we breath 
and the words we don’t speak 
blue eyes 
just holding tight 
i see you smile 
fingers can’t seem to type
just taking time 
never knew much of it 
but i didn’t mind 
we become more alined
just you on my mind
and holding on to the wrong things
at times 
just know that i try
to make you as happy
with each calling of mine
no poetic nature
just me and myself and i
blue seems so fitting
to match a purple hairline

blue seems so fitting
to make up for the things 
we can’t seem to get together

it all seemed to fit so nicely (prod ʎpoqou)

prod GREAF
video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rujnQet4m0E
and they say
you get the best of yourself 
in the days of sleep 
seeing every possibility 
of what you aren’t 
going to be


waking up to the sunset 
can we hide back 
or run yet 
I’m such an upset 


but for the ones i love
i show you this as something 
no wonder 
i can feel nothing
I’m sitting on my fingers
in hopes of crumbling
ill just let you all down
I’m calm but stumbling

forgive me (prod GREAF) (VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION)

trying to stay clear
of anything
from ruining
whats in my brain

fighting off the words
i cannot speak
for you and me
please cant you see

when you asked if
i was the same   
i looked at you
from my point of view

sunk down low
i mustve shown 
in subtle tones
im overgrown

if you only want
whats best for me
go away 
very far away 
and fucking stay

dead weight
dragging me
from my feet
pulled underneath

if i got
what i wanted
you wouldnt want me
at all


with no luck (prod omenXIII)

prod killedmyself
vocals recorded at bridge east studios

swallow your pride 
for just a while 
and lemme see 
how things would play out 
not allowed to understand yet 
so ill just sit here and wait now 
just smoking all my problems down 
circling myself around 
trying my best to drown my concious out 
the only time to write is when im 
smoking now 

looking for a place 
to hang my head down 
for the good of everyone around 
no end in mind 
will give me time to think of 
how ill let you down 
circling right back around 

nothings changed 
feeling strange 
when will you 
talk to me 
and tell me whats 
behind the things you say

nothing ever changed, only you

prod killedmyself
vocals recorded at bridge east studios

and if i make it through the week 
you’re still fucking dead to me 
i know its been some time 
but i wish to never speak 
its haunting in my brain 
but i think I’m fine now 
im ok 
its like i always said before 
I’m going on and through the pain 
playing back the sounds 
of cutting myself down 
ill rooted matter 
on tarnished ground 
but don’t worry 
I’m leaving now 
give us all the break we need 
from a fucking piece of shit like me 

and ill always be nothing 
but that doesn’t bother me 
feeling sorry isn’t helping 
but feeling sad gives me relief

ill stay away for life

the mother fucking suns coming up 
picturing it all again
laptops burning my lap 
and my face feels hot from the glass
looking for the words too fast
this needs to last
keep pushing for too much 
don’t let the things i think be said
too busy trynna make things seem not rushed

never ready
stalling too much 
keeping up the pace
can’t trust 
somethin bout the things we touch 
as if we mean it
but have never seen it
believe me
and make this easy 
but either way 
I’m throwing in 
the rest of this
what ever you said it is
nothingness

still stay fucking up
never letting things go 
I’m always fucked up

i got a tight grip 
on the things i should let slip
my head is full of hate 
but my hearts in a better place

picturing it all again (prod ʎpoqou)

https://soundcloud.com/tothegood
vocals produced john dello

im trying to behave
but i just cant sit still
and im dying to see myself
as you do
but im dying inside
if you just knew
i care and i swear ill take you
and im found in myself
just trying to buy time
filling up my lubgs
smoke leaves my breath white 
and as if sleeping in everyday till the sun goes down
brings no shame
and i play my part
in whatever game
this is to you
so end it please
save myself from
the breathing leaves
my eyes see your name
but the lights not in frame
blinded by the little things

for now (prod tothegood)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=khUV37yUumQ


dont tell me fucking shit
stop pulling on my strings
tried telling you before
but you just wont seem to quit
im not throwin in 

im making myself known
and im ignoring inside tones
the race just started here we go
im not stopping till we dead
im fucking in

start (prod OmenXIII) (VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION)

https://soundcloud.com/anobodyreally



lyrics:
sitting up
in fields of gray
i hold my hands
and hope today 
this god up there
will hear me pray 
that the sun comes out
another day
hear myself breathing in
lost my voice from screaming this

nowhere to be found (prod ʎpoqou)

check out the homie https://soundcloud.com/gizmogwai
vocals mixed and mastered by soundcloud.com/omenxiii

MERRY CHRISTMAS <3 <3

(barren)
and day by day
you say that we
are in the wrong
where should we be?
i can’t think 
my minds gone
what has all 
this time done
got these cracks all in my skull
im pulling bits of tattered love
into the pits of all i hope
will slowly perish in the fall
the light outside
is way too bright
when was the last time
i thought that  i
would be alright

(gizmo)
Break down the seconds of my days, I'm always tempted to say, I feel demented in a way, like I jus can't operate, 

I'm deep inside the snow, I feel deprived and cold, the things that I don't know, might be the reason that I never show, 
Where the lights don't go, where I feel unknooown, inside my skin and bones, where I can just lay loww, 

I wish I'd melt with the snoww 

I miss the time that I lost, and the fuel from my exhaust,

Left my heart stomped and tossed, you left my life and I'm not alright, no I'm not alright...

when was the last time ft. gizmo (prod trxpicvl)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5pEdP80j8To
thank you <3

vocals mixed/mastered soundcloud.com/omenxiii

lyrics
lets raise the stakes 
you must have a lot of faith
dying breaths
and lonely days
falling leaves 
off of the trees
help me through
the growing pains
you ever think that
as a kid
you’d be this fucked up 
inside your brain
you’d think by now 
we understand
how many times 
do i have to say
I’m just great
im full of shit
but thats ok 
its times like this
i dont know what to think
just help me
get through this please

you ever think (prod ʎpoqou) (video in description)

and i aint got no reason to be upset 
an unbalance has just met
the circumstance is not yet
i haven’t seen the sunset
since the words you said have not left
I’m holding in my feelings
and showing thoughts in meaning
my actions don’t come clean 
but I’m just kid who’s hearts beating
distracted by your horrid ways
don’t know where to go from here
and i don’t know what the fuck to say
scratch out my eyes
and call it fate
adding to this hollow heart
adding to this tired brain

all around the world 
is what i aim for
let me die in peace
when my days done

myself and i (prod ʎpoqou)

it wasnt worth it
prod by killedmyself
vocals m/m prohibeo

lyrics
letting it go
im letting it go
my fingers break off
of the hate I’m latched on to
my mind is racing
at the thought of you
i enjoy every second of time spent
i mean that sincere
even in hardship
my love for you is endless
you make me fucking breathless
we fight sometimes
its reckless
but its all so fucking worth it
for the end of the day  
i fall asleep
next to you 
so perfect
i hope you think its worth it

you are not alone (prod killedmyself)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gWwSfQe_zV4&t=66s
last single from the album
thank you for the continued support
vocal mix by prohibeo 

a relaxing silence
amongst us now
the drive is long
but i have time to kill
anxious in my
being alive 
keep my hands
from slipping off right
i could see the headlights
blinding my eyes
it felt so right
i can’t thank you enough
for lending me your time
it makes everything up till now
seem so fine
things don’t seem like
it could be so perfect
but in what is bad now
will build right back up

i hate the silence 
i feel like dying
fuck the writing
I’m going by things
the way i want to
no more deciding

its a long way (prod GREAF) (video in description)

produced by nofeeling
@killstation
my vocals m/m by @prohibeo

nothing left to say ft killstation (prod dysphora)

vocals mixed by https://soundcloud.com/prohibeo
<3

can you look away this time
see you in this light
and dont feel satisfied
oh i hide my face to cry
i open up my eyes
the clouds have pushed on through
but i live in my past life
why do i seem to try
if nothing will ever end right
just have to move on
and make up
for
lost time

look away (prod dysphora)

vocals mixed by https://soundcloud.com/prohibeo
<3
wasting youth 
in plants i can abuse
picking who i choose
planning out the move
worry bout the ending
of the lasting 
spouting fumes
toxic waste in the room
clear it out
with who is who

think about
the choice you made
the ones you surround with
don’t hear your name
being called
with my fucking all
i smash the wall
with my feelings
trapped beneath this skull

waste (prod gin$eng)

https://soundcloud.com/dysphora
vocals mixed by https://soundcloud.com/prohibeo

starting off the day
in any other way
sit all alone
and smoke anything
i have to say away

another one packed 
another screen cracked
another line wrote down
to help mask up this act
you got me crazy
you got me hazy
every night this week
I’ve had the same dreams baby
will i get your fucking face
out of my mind
been feeling like this lately 
tell every one
all is fine
that I’m okay
and its alright

i dont know how to get you out (prod dysphora)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kquAUAmBrVk
soundcloud.com/anobodyreally
vocal mix by soundcloud.com/iamrellim

someone go get him
he’s losing it
again
you not the only one
moving on
slowly from
a once in love
but now fucked up
bond as one
i don’t believe in love
after all I’ve done
i belive in trust
thats first things first
i don’t put past
a lot more loss
dragging from the back
of my cars old trunk

I’m alone 
I’m alone
i refuse to pick 
up the phone
i won’t check a
text or call
leave me be 
let me go
I’m alone 
I’m alone
drive the car till it won’t go
cut the breaks 
drive right off the road

don’t take
another turn
don’t make this
pain worse
hour after 7
times 
only beginning 
a sort of kind
of religion
with what I’m bout
to get in
you don’t want to know who 
I’ve become
stuffing down
the mess 
I’m working to repress
burning up
the last chance 
of blissfulness
ill ever have to get
oh great another text 
from a number I’ve 
never seen
asking if its me
what the fuck do you think?
i wonder who
it could be 
do i have to 
be any more subtle
don’t need
another rebuttal
please shut the fuck up
please just 
don’t talk

I’m alone 
I’m alone
i refuse to pick 
up the phone
i won’t check a
text or call
leave me be 
let me go
I’m alone 
I’m alone
drive the car till it won’t go
cut the breaks 
drive right off the road

leave me be (prod ʎpoqou) (video in description)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2yj-rNAeROs

wakin 
shakin
ready
just to get fucked up
nother 8th into
this blunt
rolling 
rocking
smoke this dub
window shopping
light this L
I’m holding up
a couple bucks 
to buy some lunch
i just lately
never give a fuck
i could give a shit less
about the little stuff
not making enough
to get by
i dont wanna ever 
have to step outside
its the way i get by
lurking deep down below
couple people by my side
who i can trust
with every thought
that might
combust
if i don’t got a 
way to let it out
they full of doubt
the people hating
don’t say a word
they’ll let it out
their cruel intentions
inner thoughts that
get them by
on a day to day
i don’t know why
these people even
have a chance
to take a breath
theres nothing left
that will 
stop me
from ending their lives
in every fucking
possible
way that i strive 


hop inside
my fuckin ride
baby girl ill 
let it glide
take the wheel
so that i
can pray 
that I’m fine
hope to something
ill get by
hope to something
ill stay alive
long enough
to see myself
go so far
for it all to fail

take this mic
so that theres no more
complaining about 
you and i
im sure theres so many
people out there
who wanna see me 
go away
and never come back
and have my say
on anything

hop inside
my fuckin ride
baby girl ill 
let it glide
take the wheel
so that i
can pray 
that I’m fine
hope to something
ill get by
hope to something
ill stay alive

long enough
to see me go far
to get everything i want
have it all snatched 
right back up

rolling rocking (prod rellim) (video in description)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oaUug6k5pb0

soundcloud.com/anobodyreally 
vocals mixed by soundcloud.com/iamrellim

scraping up the pennies
so i can buy myself another line
staring at the clock thinking it’ll
go and speed up time 
look alive
9 to 5
suit and tie
its do or die
such a joke
the same old flows
you basic artists fuck the whole
operation
make shit basic
no exaggeration 
so much 
shit
a literal sense
flooding the scene 
its way too dense
I’m always so damn tense 

4:14
in the morning
my stomachs churning
the joint is burning
slowly learning
to bite my tongue 
cause its not worth it
got these bitches 
swerving
you’d think that its on purpose
my talent may be slept on
but its so perfect
i make shit for myself
and i say that with a heavy heart
for the people  
there listening who
don’t want me to ever stop
as much as its for you
i can’t see myself
going on
if what I’m doing
can’t sustain 
the happy thoughts 
i go and 
tell myself
that it’ll all be done
and finally stop
you been waiting for the
moment i finally drop
dead 
its all inside your head
these fucking thoughts you got
about me they’ve been
implanted 
  
scraping up the pennies
so i can buy myself another line
staring at the clock thinking it’ll
go and speed up time 
look alive
9 to 5
suit and tie
its do or die
such a joke
the same old flows
you basic artists fuck the whole
operation
make shit basic
no exaggeration 
so much 
shit
a literal sense
flooding the scene 
its way too dense
I’m always so damn tense

do or die (prod ʎpoqou)(video in description)

https://soundcloud.com/killedmyself
vocal mix by soundcloud.com/iamrellim

whip broke again and i still aint shit
you don’t what id do to fucking make this
you don’t know the road I’ve been down
just to stay here
pick it stick it flip it then erase it
check back try to relax 
dont mistake this as me coming clean
i aint sayin shit filler for an empty room

just to ease the pain in
roll a couple light em get up
for a minute now I’m changing
every line i right
i despise em all
i can’t stand this
delete another song
write another bar
just to hate it
work another day just to make enough
to get what little i want
that aint doing shit but rearranging
every fucking  thought 
i should have pushed way back
I’m just hanging by the thread 
we’ve sewn together
to make this bed
that we now lay in
have you even been
listening to a word I’m saying
so many delays
I’m losing count
tractions fading
I’m blasted in the black
lustful wishes
giving me a fucking
heart attack
this the tenth joint
I’ve smoked
in the past hour and
a half
fuck a fucking show
i just want my money back  

hop up in it
oh we back again
round for round
i be smacking hits
know you lames
all fuck with this
y’all be dropping duds
but they fuck with it
don’t you care a bit
change things up
maybe try to switch
sticking to the script
seems to work the best


putting my heart in to be washed away
waking up checking the fucking plays
lets see who aint gone respond today
another blog posting all the shit that i fucking hate
what the fuck is it gonna take
i love it and hate it all so much
i need a fucking break
watching the people move up 
who i want to cave
negative energy is all i can muster myself
to fucking bring
i don’t see why i can’t even think
a positive thought long enough
to keep me sane

still aint shit (prod killedmyself)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dlLVYZQTiuI

@cpt_sad
@4evrgone

barren
so many flaws you can see
counting them for me
i dont need to rest a peep 
endless nights working
endless ladies twerking
i aint got  purpose 
still stay swerving
on all of you girls
who just hit me up
cause i can make a catchy song
some followers
dont make me cool
i aint making shit for you
can barely make it on my own
thats a fact 
that im ashamed of
work ethic 
pathetic
these dollars are 
boutta be coming my way
if i keep this on
day to day
if i dont spend my whole
check on another ounce
smoke my lungs out
while it counts
you aint 21 forever
leave some legacy
before you bounce
last two of my name
leave it in a great shame

i dont need to rest a peep
my nightmares come for me
they can keep me wide awake
all night falling
into your arms can’t
shake the bitter feeling
of being at ease
theres many people
out there far worse off 
than me
why can’t i take a second 
to appreciate
the setting ive been born into
struggles can’t compare 
to you
i want to repay
with an anthem or two
grossly neglecting
the thoughts of who
im trying to fight off
that i once knew

so many flaws you can see
counting them for me
i dont need to rest a peep 
endless nights working
endless ladies twerking
i aint got  purpose 
still stay swerving
on all of you girls
who just hit me up
cause i can make a catchy song
some followers
dont make me cool
you gotta know
what you’re getting into

yesterday
think im giving in today
a bullet to my head 
is like a favor to my brain
spent my last cent 
trynna numb the fuckin pain
everything is fake my reality is frayed

ill do whatever it takes 
to make sure you know
my love it doesnt stay for far too long

you could not account for my lost soul when
im everything u want, at least for the moment

im talking to the ghost of who i was
told him 
"meet me in the back dont cause a fuss
cuz i only got a second and
i want you to know that 
im never coming back 
imma drown in the ocean"

SPOTIFY

while it counts (prod 4evr)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NhLKr3ENz1E

guitars by https://soundcloud.com/suprghst
@vibevoka
@cpt_sad

barren:
take a sip of water
back to sleep
back to sleep

and i cower in the corner
in my dreams
i been great

every step you take
gets in my way
in my way

what could you be thinking
that is not okay 
neither are we

if you aint fuckin with the boys   
you know you fuckin up
miss with that bullshit
you a straight fuckin dub
got home from work
after a long day   
hit the hub
fuck a interest in my life
im good on it all   

the futures brighter when you
take a step off to the side
hop on the train
need 1 ticket to take this ride
i am so pressed
every thought of my death
running the show
dont pull the curtains
it all must go on
i been on E
fuel me up
let me back in the ring
choke slam 
you bitches
right off of your feet
fingers like trees
rooted to
the rotting ground
destroyed by the sea
baby you trynna
take a picture with me?
hope ya boyfriend dont mind
as hes tapping the screen
with yo arms around my waist
the biggest smile you see
i know what u thinkin baby
and i think the same thing
you need to ditch ur man immediately
and come home with me

if you aint fuckin with the boys
you know you fuckin up
miss with that bullshit
yeah you still a straight dub
get home from work
after a long day
i hit the hub
fuck a interest in my life
im good on it all

yesterday:
and if u aint fuckin wit the boys u know u fuckin up
smoke a gram straight to the face
then imma fly into the sun
same shit
different attitude
i couldnt give a fuck

now these frat boys enter to the scene
and bitches eat it up

u can see me cuttin corners to my grave
(to my grave)
she dont love me
she just want me for the day
(either way, catch a fade)
marijuana got me feelin kinda strange
(kinda strange)
talk is cheap
but what im writin got me paid
(hope that nothing went in vein)

dont hit me up
while im drunk
tryna play these silly games
miss me with that bullshit
all my woes will dissipate

u really think
that we in this for the bedroom pop appeal?

dont hold ur breath
bitch i live and die for something real

together:
if you aint
fucking with tha boys
you know u fucking up
miss me with that bullshit
yeah u still a straight dub
got home from work
after a long day
i hit the hub
fuck an interest in my life
im good on it all

good on it all (prod voka x suprghst)

w/ @cpt_sad

guitars by barren
mix and electric drums by yesterday


live drums written and performed by
Jordan Davis
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bloody fingers
soakin up all over me
you can hold me accountable
for everything i wont admit to be
if you wont ask me
i wont say a thing
i try not to live in the past
but its harder than it seems
know that nothing will last
my heart cant take
another love that cant pass
the tropes of my insanity
the hope that died inside of me

jim bean whisky
right next to these speakers
the more i do these drugs
the more i feel weaker
jerrys upstairs getting in a quick nap
imma chill in the basement
and write to this slap
gotta do this shit quick
this projects bout done
stop hitting us up
just a bunch of fucking bums
been peepin the swag
since day fucking one
smoke a million cigarettes
to wreck my voice before i flop

no one will know who takes the fall
passing the bottle back and fourth
fuck, its my turn and ive had enough
turn off my phone, tonights so rough

pass it to me
im not quite done
i cannot begin
to tell you
every detail of my life
im still on the run
catching up
to my pace
its never my place
say all behind my back
no ones in front of my face

cant take me anywhere
i never had really cared
fuck you for never being there
im sorry if i always stare
i know i come off very weird
been different since i shaved this beard
been thought i was in the clear
but i couldnt have been more wrong
got to put it in this song
you say im the worst
but watch it get better
one of these days i won’t be so tethered

our love
moves with the weather
find the right angle and 
pull on the trigger
don't hold back now
ill stand still right here
will you put me down 
like the dog that i am?
i dont wanna pretend 
i dont wanna feel this way no more
i dont wanna make friends
i dont wanna pretend

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