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WRITTEN, PERFORMED, PRODUCED & ENGINEERED BY: @LONESITY

LYRICS:

I COULD GIVE U 66 REASONS WHY YOU SHOULDN’T FEAR DEATH
NUMBER ONE: BECAUSE MY CROSSHAIR'S ALREADY LOCKED ON YOUR CHEST
NUMBER TWO DOESN’T MATTER 'CAUSE YOU’RE OUTTA TIME NOW
IF I GOT TO NUMBER THREE YOU’VE ALREADY FELT THE “CLICK CLACK BLAOW” 

IMAGINE A WORLD WITHOUT BALANCE
NOBODY KEEPIN THE FAKE FUCKS IN CHECK
WELL, I’M HERE SO DON’T COME NEAR
YOU COULD END UP THROAT SLIT, EAR TO EAR

FUCK IT!!! I’M LIVIN' PROOF THAT THE DEVIL EXISTS
A MORE EFFECTIVE KILLER THAN A COUPLE SLITS IN YOUR WRIST
MY BLADE ALWAYS SERRATED, MY EYES RED 'CAUSE I’M FADED
YOUR DEATH BEEN BELATED, BUT I’M HERE TO FINALLY TAKE IT

YEAH I’M ON A WAR PATH, KILLIN' EVERYTHING IN SIGHT
FUCK COVID, I’M THE REASON THEY GOT A CURFEW AT NIGHT
'CAUSE I SIT UPON MY THRONE MADE OF BONES, STEADY SCHEMIN' 
LIKE A DEMON DISPLEASED FOR NO PARTICULAR REASON

CAN’T WAIT TO SEE YOUR CORPSE LAYING AT MY FEET
WHEN IT COMES TO DEATH, HAH! I’M A MUTHAFUCKIN FIEND
DROPPIN BODIES, LEAVIN PARAMEDICS SHOCKED AT THE SCENE
NOT ONE PIECE LEFT OF YOU FOR THE ROACHES TO FEED

STREAM ANYWHERE

SHXT DEAD (DEMO)

written & performed by: @lonesity
produced by: @splashgvng
engineered & arranged by: @camjmusic & @lonesity

lyrics:

[verse 1:]
i could find another love
but i know it’d never feel the same
i kinda hate how i would give it
up to feel your touch again
and here i am, so reserved
thinkin' that i got a chance
i could be with you, but i 
know we did our last dance
cannot go to bed, it still smell like you
cannot leave the house, 'cause i might see you
you were just here, but now forever gone 
i didn’t get a goodbye, so i wrote a song
waitin' for the night when you call & say “i miss you,
hopin’ everything is alright” babe i wish you
held on, one more night
'cause i

[hook: x2]
saved every song that you ever sent me
i only put 'em on when i wanna feel empty
but that’s okay though
'cause i don't wanna feel a thing anymore

[verse 2:]
you wanted me once, i wish you wanted me again
i know i’m not okay with simply bein a friend & it
hurt me more when you played your game
‘cause now i’m fucked up calling out your name
my love was never enough, i think i get it now
i shoulda been better for you, but i don’t know how
only time will tell if it was really meant to be
but i can’t live my life holdin' on to a maybe
my love was never enough, i think i get it now 
i shoulda been better for you, but i don’t know how
only time will tell if it was really meant to be
but i can’t live my life holdin' on to a maybe

[hook: x2]
yeah, i saved every song that you ever sent me
i only put 'em on when i wanna feel empty
but that’s okay though
'cause i don't wanna feel a thing anymore

[bridge]
baby take step back, look at whatchu do to me
i wrote another song about you, but you don't ever see (i lost everything)
how it fuckin' feel, to miss you every day (i lost your forever)
the type of pain to follow me straight to the grave 

[hook: x3]
yeah, i saved every song that you ever sent me
i only put 'em on when i wanna feel empty
but that’s okay though
'cause i don't wanna feel a thing anymore

november 16th

SPOTIFY / APPLE MUSIC

november 16th [prod. splashgvng]

written & performed by: @lonesity
produced and engineered by: @lonesity

lyrics:

[hook: x2]
one day my text won’t go through
i wont know what you’re up to
you moved on, i fell short
can we go back to the start?

[verse: 1]
i wish you would hold my trembling hands
tell me how you miss me, tell me how u wanna be friends
the warmth i felt, i’ll never feel again
the absence of you is my somber end

[hook: x2]
one day my text won’t go through
i wont know what you’re up to
you moved on, i fell short
can we go back to the start?

[verse: 2]
how do i go back to the way things were?
how can i accept that she's not my girl?
i don’t think i can deal with the fact i’m losing you
day by day i turn a darker shade of blue

losing you

SICK FUCK

KILLJXY

WRITTEN AND PERFORMED BY: @LONESITY & @XNFECT
PRODUCED & ENGINEERED BY: @LONESITY


LYRICS:

NOW YOU MAY THINK THAT I’M SOFT 
BUT THAT’S A PRIORI AT BEST
HOW 'BOUT WE MEET UP ONE ON ONE 
AND PUT YOUR LIL THEORIES TO REST
I BEEN CAUSIN MORE SHIT 
THAN MIKE TYS' IN ‘93
AND IF YOU WANT A QUICK DEATH 
YOU BEST NOT TEST ME, YAH
HEY! HA HA HA! WHAT THE FUCK IS GOIN ON
666 IS TELLIN ME THIS BANGIN' TRACK’S HIS FAVOURITE SONG
YOU BEEN ON THE WRONG PATH, YOU AIN’T FELT THE DEVIL’S WRATH
WALK INTO A ROOM AND TURN THIS BITCH INTO BLOOD BATH

BLOODBATH, BLOODBATH
ALL I SEE IS BLOOD RED
BLOODBATH, BLOODBATH
ALL I SEE IS BLOOD RED
BLOODBATH, BLOODBATH
ALL I SEE IS BLOOD RED
BLOODBATH, BLOODBATH
ALL I SEE IS RED

LET THE SMOKE REST
GETTIN' SOMETHIN OFF MY CHEST
GONNA RIP YOU FROM YOUR LEGS
YOU WON'T SEE ME WITH A VEST
IT'S BOUT TIME TO MAKE A MESS
IF I SEE RED, TEAR THEM ALL TO SHREDS
I DON'T GIVE A SHIT
 I'M FUCKED IN THE HEAD, BITCH

WHEN I TEAR YOU LIMB FROM LIMB
PIERCE THE SPINE FROM YOUR CHEST
GIVE ME ONE SINGLE WHIM,
THERE WILL BE NOTHING LEFT
I'M BESIDE,  I'M BEHIND YOU 
I'M INSIDE YOUR FUCKIN HEAD 
IF I GO PSYCHO, I JUST MIGHT GO
BRING THE FUCKIN FLAME AND GAS
I'MA USE THE PACK
DON'T YOU EVER TURN YOUR BACK, I CAN MAKE IT SNAP
WHEN I'M LOCKED ON YOUR ASS, TELL ME THAT'S A WRAP
IT WILL SURELY BE THE LAST SECOND THAT YOU HAVE, BITCH
WE WILL LEAVE YOU BASHED, DO YOU NOT SEE THE GORE?
KNIVES IN YOUR GASH, LIKE A FUCKIN WHORE 
IT STARTS WITH A SLASH, GO AND LOCK YOUR DOORS 
CUZ I'LL WALK INTO A ROOM
AND TURN THIS BITCH INTO A BLOOD BATH

BLOODBATH, BLOODBATH
ALL I SEE IS BLOOD RED
BLOODBATH, BLOODBATH
ALL I SEE IS BLOOD RED
BLOODBATH, BLOODBATH
ALL I SEE IS BLOOD RED
BLOODBATH, BLOODBATH
BITCH INTO A BLOOD BATH
BLOODBATH, BLOODBATH
ALL I SEE IS BLOOD RED
BLOODBATH, BLOODBATH
ALL I SEE IS BLOOD RED
BLOODBATH, BLOODBATH
ALL I SEE IS BLOOD RED
BLOODBATH, BLOODBATH
ALL I SEE IS RED

SAMPLE: HEATHEN - EMPIRE OF THE BLIND

BLXXDBATH

BLXXDBATH (FEAT. XNFECT)

RXXT XF ALL EVIL

written & performed by: @lonesity
produced & engineered by: @lonesity

lyrics:

i put the drugs down, the bottle
everything in between
still depressed though
there’s no remedy for the lonely
‘cause i’ve been this way for so long
i could turn a new leaf &
still find myself 
singing this song

carry my body down to the river
let it float away, let the water claim the pain
blood’ll wash away, my memory the same
forget about me like a puddle in the rain

i put the drugs down, the bottle
everything in between
still depressed though
there’s no remedy for the lonely
‘cause i’ve been this way for so long
i could turn a new leaf &
still find myself 
singing this song

sometimes i say nothing
& nothing says it all
go for days without talking
blocking all your calls
lock myself away
self-induced downfall
climb up to the roof
trip, slip, then i fall…
at my funeral they’ll say, 
“oh he brought out the best in everyone he’d meet” 
which is true, but a shame
‘cause i never found someone who 
brought out the best in me

these vices took a grip on me & never let go
left me gasping for air as i straddled my throat
you know, a hanging body is no addition to a home
sinking further into patterns that i wish i’d never known

so if you’ve ever got a gift from me, please regard it as a flower
it means i was thinking ‘bout you in my final hour
you made life a little better while i struggled on my own
i’m so sorry i could never find the strength to call your phone
if i don’t make it out, just know i tried my best
take that gift i gave, hold it closer to your chest
even though my existence is a fragment of the past
i hope you know i’m always with you in a way that’ll last

although i may be dead & gone
don’t forget the things i said
yeah every word
every song i sang
helped me live a little longer
but i always lose my way
sorry i could not become the
person that i should’ve been

sample: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-7r9hs-hS_U&ab_channel=Sammy_Irish

now i hear nothing...

now i hear nothing... (the gift)

WRITTEN & PERFORMED BY: @LONESITY & https://soundcloud.com/officialundeadronin
PRODUCED BY: @LONESITY
ENGINEERED BY: @LONESITY & @CAMJMUSIC

LYRICS:

[VERSE 1: STEVEN DILKS]
FUCK WITH ME YOU BETTER BRING A BODY BAG
WHEN I’M GONE UP OUT MY MIND 
YOU BETTER BACK UP, BACK UP
FUCK A TRACK UP
HELL RAISING, CONTEMPLATIN'
HOW I'M FINNA MURDER YOU
YOU ARE JUST A MORTAL, HUH?
DID THAT SHIT OCCUR TO YOU?
I’M THINKIN BOUT A CHAINSAW
THE WAY IT SEAR FLESH
THE WAY IT SOLVE PROBLEMS (HOO!)
WITH A MERE SLASH
THE BLOOD POURIN' OUT
GOT ME GOIN NOW
I CAN MAKE U DISAPPEAR 
WITHOUT MAKIN' A SINGLE SOUND

[VERSE 2: LONESITY]
I'LL THROW A CRISS CROSS SLASH TO YOUR JUGULAR VEIN
A FUCKIN' MANIAC KILLER DON'T SPEAK ON MY NAME
I'LL TEAR YOUR FUCKIN BODY APART
STRAING WITH YOUR BRAIN
LAUGHING AT YOU SIMPLY SCREAMING IN PAIN
PUMPIN' OUT DEEZ BULLETS 
YOU’D THINK THAT I’M DRINKIN' DOUBLE TAP
DEADSHOT KILLER WITH WRITTENS 
YOU CAN’T TOP THAT
I GOT A COUPLE BEATS AND THEY HOT
IMMA SLAUGHTER THAT
LET THE FUCKIN' BEAT RIDE 
LIKE LANA WITH HER FEET BACK

[VERSE 3: UNDEAD RONIN]
AYE AYE!
CALL ME WOLVERINE 
CLEAVING PUSSIES JUST TO HEAR THEM SCREAM
TORN AT THE SEAMS 
AIN'T A DREAM
BITCH I’M NEVER SEEN
BOTH BOY YOU WANNA FUCK WITH ME
SCATTER YOUR ORGANS AROUND LIKE A CEREMONY 
SHIT I’M FUCKED UP
I DON’T MESS AROUND
STRUCK DOWN BY THE GOD OF THE KULT NOW
I DON’T MAKE THREATS
I MAKE A FUCKING PROMISE
LIVE IN FEAR OF WHERE I’M HIDING
THIS IS FOR THE DARKNESS
HARSH LIKE THE COLD WIND
BURNING YOUR FACE
I MAKE YOU PLEAD FOR DEATH
AND NEVER ANSWER SHIT BITCH
IMMA COLD MOTHERFUCKER
LEAVE YOU IN THE GUTTER 
WITH A HOLE IN YO BROTHERS
I DON’T WANNA TALK
I DON’T WANNA TALK
I DON’T WANNA SAY SHIT
PUSSY TAKE A WALK
I DON’T WANNA HEAR YO SHIT
WANNA BREAK THIS SHIT
PUT YO NECK ON THE BLOCK AND CHOP AYE

BXDY BAG (FEAT. UNDEAD RONIN & STVN)

UNTITLED (INSTRUMENTAL)

FREAKSHXW

NXBXDY

REST IN PEACE WINONA BROOKS AKA LIL BO WEEP.  YOU WERE ONE OF MY BIGGEST INSPIRATIONS FROM THE START. THANK YOU FOR ALL YOU HAVE DONE. THE MUSIC COMMUNITY WON'T BE THE SAME WITH YOU </3

STREAMING

LIL BO WEEP - UNTITLED [LONESITY COVER]

MAGGXTS! (INSTRUMENTAL)

written & performed by: @lonesity, @familypet, https://soundcloud.com/jayceetracks & callysta
produced by: @lonesity and deemodidit!
engineered by: @camjmusic & @lonesity

lyrics:

[hook: lonesity]
if we’re born to expire
why do i wake up in a heavy sweat?
all this worrying about 
all the places in this life i’ll never get
maybe i’ll wake up, i’ll get faded off a j
tell my girl i really love her, but i don't see any way
we could fix what we have, but it’d never be the same
i don’t know whose fault it is, i don’t know who else to blame

[verse 1: jaycee]
what am i supposed to think
all of this different shit makes me wanna drink
i was tryna get past it but you always actin like 
we weren't supposed to of ever linked
and it's crazy to think about
how you always have said that you love me but 
you want nothing to do with with me
fuck the foolery cause now i'm stating that i've had enough
and i tried to tell her how i's really feeling
but she never really wanna hear me out
i've been stuck in doubt, different shit coming out ya mouth,
i don't know what you talking 'bout
and i'm stating end of this written with penmanship
though i guess that i just typed it out
i say fuck the clout, i just gotta retrace 
and learn all of the things i ain't figured out

[hook: lonesity]

[verse 2: familypet]
sun beat down my face
still so cold winter days
i'm a part of the problem
will i be replaced 
with another lover 
tried my best i struggle 
i dont think that this is where 
we should call it quits 
bright star now we fading 
none of it makes sense 
why the hell are we waiting 
some good some bad 
but the scales been dipping 
down into the deepend 
prayer hands but they’re bleeding 
cant just blame the seasons 
i tried you tried 
we could try some more 
but what would be the reason?

[hook: lonesity]

[outro: callysta]

SPOTIFY + APPLE MUSIC

when it's all over (feat. familypet, jaycee & callysta) [prod. lonesity & deemodidit!)

i feel the rain kiss our cheeks as we say our goodbyes
they hide the tears, but they can’t drown out my cries
the blank stare meeting mine is the worst part
‘cause those brown eyes used to warm my cold heart

i felt the words leave your mouth it sent a shiver down my spine
like a frosty winter breeze reminding me that i’m
living on borrowed time
and you will never be something i can call mine

i feel the earth sinking down where we both stand
i can’t believe this is the last time we’ll hold hands
but it’s better growing up than growing bitter cold
wishing that i’d met you before i sold my soul

i feel the fire build inside as you walk away
it makes me sick, but i’ll never burn your memory
if could have one wish i would spend it on you
if i could live one life i would spend it with you

prod. santana

rain.

WRITTEN & PERFORMED BY: @LONESITY & https://soundcloud.com/495kyo
PRODUCED BY: @CAMJMUSIC & @LONESITY
ENGINEERED BY: @CAMJMUSIC & @LONESITY

LYRICS:

[HOOK: LONESITY & KYO]
THIS IS WAR (YEAH, YEAH, YEAH)
THIS IS WAR (FUCK EVERYTHING)
THIS IS WAR (YEAH, YEAH, YEAH)
THIS IS WAR (FUCK EVERYTHING)

[VERSE 1: LONESITY]
LAY DOWN THE FIRE, I'LL WALK IT LIKE DRAIMAN
SLASHING A PATH TO THE FRONT OF THE SERMON
PUSHING THE DEVIL ASIDE WHILE HE SPEAK
CLAIMING MY THRONE MADE RIGHTFULLY FOR ME
MAYBE THERE'S A GOD
BUT HE LEFT US LONG AGO
MAYBE THERE'S A GOD
BUT HE DOESN'T HAVE A SOUL

IMMA BUILD THE NEW WORLD
PIECE BY PIECE
FILL THE POWERFUL POSITIONS
WITH FREAKS LIKE ME
'CAUSE I WANT THE CHAOS
I WANT TO SEE
A WORLD ON FIRE
BURNING FREE

[VERSE 2: KYO]
NOW EVERYTHING IS FALLING 
NOW EVERYTHING IS FALLING DOWN
MY LIFE MEANING NOTHING 
THE DEVIL I AM CALLING OUT 

WHEN I FUCKING LEFT 
DID YOU EVEN GIVE A FUCK?
ABONDONMENT CONSUMES MY HEAD 
IT ALWAYS RUNS AMUCK
I CAN'T EVEN THINK STRAIGHT 
I CAN'T EVEN THINK STRAIGHT NO MORE 
BECAUSE OF YOU, YOU STUPID BITCH

SAMPLE: STITCH BY WAGE WAR & THE LORD OF PLASTICINE BY EZAH

THE WITCHING HXUR (FEAT. KYO)

Still Tupac

All Y'all Bitches

Studio version of Porter Robinson's Live Show remake :)

Remakes From: 
https://soundcloud.com/vdgmusix
https://soundcloud.com/huntroxic

Tracklist:
Sea Of Voices (Intro)
Sad Machine
Flicker (Live Remix)
Easy
The Thrill (Porter Robinson Remix)
Sea Of Voices
Unison (Live Remix)
Spitfire (Live Remix)
Fresh Static Snow (Live Remix)
Divinity
Years Of War (Live Remix)
Say My Name (Live Remix)
Fellow Feeling (live Remix)
Natural Light (Live Remix)
Hear The Bells
The Seconds (Live Remix)
Lionhearted (Live Remix)
Goodbye To A World
Language

Porter Robinson - Worlds Live Show *FULL  HQ*

Ricky Remedy-inspired remix of Aquilo's "The Best of Us Go Down". Cratos is now known as "blank theory".

Aquilo - The Best Of Us Go Down (BLANK THEORY REMIX)

Nas (feat. A.Z) - Life's A Bitch (Blank Theory Remix)

A remake I did of the live version of the End Credits song from the movie "Rain Man".

Original Video Here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SZ1h9Nx97yI

Hans Zimmer - Rain Man Theme (Blank Theory Remake)

Lyrics and Vocals: https://soundcloud.com/ty-holden
Production: @blanktheory

$amurai Ty - Monday Nights (prod. by Blank Theory)

Written By: @Jeromenclature & @PrincePapi97
Produced & Recorded By: @blanktheory & @jeromenclature 
Mixed & Mastered By: @camjmusic
Cover Art by: Clyde Anderson

INSOMNIOUS

Jerome - INSOMNIOUS (feat. Prince Papi)

FREE 120 BPM EMO TRAP BEAT! if you use this track, please give me credit :)download by clicking "more".

co-produced by: @camjmusic
artwork by: https://www.artstation.com/evilhya

where's my heart again?

written & performed by: @blanktheory
produced by: @sketchmyname
mixed by: @sketchmyname & @blanktheory
mastered by: @sketchmyname & @blanktheory

lyrics:

[hook]
never comin’ back, no, i’m barely fuckin’ breathin’
stackin’ up the flowers from the floor to the ceilin’
really i’m just tryna make some sense of what i’m feelin’
pour another cup, while i figure out the meanin’

[verse]
this pain just worsens, everything hurts
ever since you left me dead in the dirt
i’m fallin’ off the wagon, shit is your fault
cryin’ more tears, this ache won’t stop

(won’t stop) won’t stop, man, this ache won’t stop
(won’t stop) won’t stop, man, this ache won’t stop
(won’t stop) won’t stop, man, this ache won’t stop
(won’t stop) won’t stop, man, this ache won’t stop

sooooooooo
i need somebody to save me
somebody to blame me
for the sins that have made me

cursed by the thought
i wanna die here, it’s true
as long i get to fuckin’
die here with you

[hook x2]
never comin’ back, no, i’m barely fuckin’ breathin’
stackin’ up the flowers from the floor to the ceilin’
really i’m just tryna make some sense of what i’m feelin’
pour another cup, while i figure out the meanin’

THE MEANING [PROD. SKETCHMYNAME]

written & performed by: @lonesity
produced by: @blanktheory
mixed & mastered by: @blanktheory

lyrics:

[verse 1]
picture perfect life styles, do not exist, i know that shit
got caught up in the frivolous pursuit of it
complicating matters never heeded
and I was never there when you needed me

told you i was busy, but of course we know, that’s a lie
told you i was scared, bout the family life, fuck
what i was supposed to do when feelings that we had were true
guess i never found the proper way to really love you

[pre-chorus x2]
sorry that i wasn’t there when the drugs took over
sorry that i wasn’t there when you got sober

[chorus x2]
tying up these loose ends
lack of closure kills me, slowly
asphyxiating on your collection of sorrows
dreading the way that i’ll feel tomorrow

[verse 2]
forgive me for the past, but please do not forget it
righting all my wrongs, there i finally said it
reality does not reflect the character i wanna be
i’m working on myself from here on out, that’s spoken prophecy

blocked calls & missed facetimes
are the opposite of what i had for us in mind
cross your t’s & dot your i’s
tonight’s the night i rectify

the past, the present, the future, my mission
the words i speak that come into fruition
my life, my music, my feelings, my thoughts
the times that you & i had fought

[pre-chorus]
sorry that i wasn’t there when the drugs took over
sorry that i wasn’t there when you got sober

[chorus x2]
tying up these loose ends
lack of closure kills me, slowly
asphyxiating on your collection of sorrows
dreading the way that i’ll feel tomorrow


sample: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YJ4qbgqCleM

Dying to Feel Alive

Buy on iTunes!

this lifetime has taken too long

listen on spotify, apple music, youtube, and more: https://fanlink.to/cnwc

produced by: @blanktheory
written & performed by: @lonesity & @willrosey
mixed & mastered by: @camjmusic
artwork by: @/beebosloth (https://www.instagram.com/beebosloth/?hl=en)

lyrics:

[intro]
yo, im drunk, im sick as fuck 
but there's some shit i gotta get off my chest man
listen to me

[hook]
look left, look right, same shit everyday
doing everything i can to try to sing the pain away
45 days left, 'til i fall flat
you can bet your ass i got the caliber to match that

didn’t ask for these fucked up thoughts
lately i've been thinkin' bout the end too much
it’s concerning, & disturbing
please save my heart, from burning

[verse 1]
it’s pretty clear that nobody give a fuck about me
no one checkin' up, friends ain’t showin' love
maybe they’ll appreciate me more when i’m up above
in the skies, flyin' high, like a singing dove

do you feel me? that feeling
the one stops you from ever healing
i know it, all too well
i swear it comes straight from hell

HEY, CAN YOU TELL ME
WHY I'LL NEVER BE ENOUGH
CAN YOU TELL ME
WHY I DON'T DESERVE LOVE

[hook]

[verse 2]
i wish that u cared about me but i know u don’t
chain on my hip
and imagery in my head
i thought i knew you, but it’s obvious that i did not

black jeans matched with a black shirt
and i know that no one cares
the times i think about her  makes me hate myself and everything
i wonder if she thought about me

why am i wasting my time thinking about this
how many hours did i spend 
hoping she would reach out to me
but at the end of the day i guess it doesn’t really matter

[hook]

Save My Heart (feat. Will Rosey)

✯ stream anywhere ✯

save my heart (feat. will rosey)

written & performed by: @lonesity & @zaeanarky
produced by: @blanktheory
engineered by: @camjmusic & @blanktheory
cover art from: @/one.dyingwish

[verse]
from the i don’t know, the devil's taking me
makes no sense to me(ahhh!) 
from the i don’t care, the devil's changing me
demons facing me

i never felt like i was in control at all
they telling me to change but all i did was fall 
and ever since she left me i’ve been taking it slow
she calling me edgy cause of my trench coat

i’m contemplating putting the razor down my throat
i’ll let it scrape my insides until I fucking choke
and for a while now i feared there’s no hope
i might tie the rope, i don’t know

so free me from the pain that’s out inside
i’m jacks broken heart and I know I’m bout to die
can't change the shit that you did 
and i know we was only just kids, but just think for a minute

yeah, baby think for a minute
i didn’t wanna break you too 
and everyone’s saying i had nothing to lose 
so free me from my pain I know you want to

i don’t know if i’m losing my mind
or if you’re losing yours
i might go crash into a tree with a fucking porsche
i’m on my deathbed so please pull the cord, yeah

[outro x8]
free me, i am jack's broken heart, free me

i am jack's broken heart (feat. zaeanarky)

STREAM ON ANY PLATFORM HERE: https://fanlink.to/c2hc

written & performed by: @lonesity
produced & engineered by: @blanktheory

lyrics:

diabolical, the prodigal son of the sum all fears
feeding on sins of the people who don’t shed tears
seven deadly, you not ready, machete on my hip
slice n dice a motherfucker, lemme see ya head split

i'm tryna meet in the middle, me, you & ya dreams
freddy krueger in this bitch i love hearing ya scream
i got a twisted brain i know, pretty hopeless fo sho
you can’t hide from me, i am your living shadow

solitary i curate every word i combine
so i can tear apart your life in one single line
graphene skin coverin' the kingpin
send ya shooters at me, i ain’t givin' in

been a minute since i tore apart a gimmick
when i come for you, trust me you’ll be cryin’ to the clinic
and bleeding out in places that you didn't think you could
so if avoiding me is possible i really think you should

Malice & Misery

MALIFICUS

ALL PLATFORMS

written by: @lonesity
performed by: @lonesity & callysta
produced by: raspo
engineered by: @blanktheory & raspo

lyrics:

[intro x2]
my heart is bound in chains
nothing is bound to change
my heart is bound in chains
nothing is bound to change

[verse]
i look up in the mirror & realize i’m all alone
stuck speaking secrets to the silence & the chrome
the man upstairs is telling me i don’t deserve a home
i'm a finger twitch away from burying a bullet in my dome

my family doesn’t know a thing, i tell them i'm okay
but the pressure that i feel never seems to go away
i know they love me dearly, wishing i could reciprocate
fuck carrying this burden on my back another day

i look up in the mirror & realize i’m doin' fine
guess i came to conclusion that this life is not mine
it’s simple really, don’t believe me? just try
tell yourself to live a normal life it’ll be alright

but that ain’t the life for me, i’m as cold as a winter breeze
i was born in the snow, & i don’t know shit about peace, so
tell me that you wouldn’t do the same in my shoes
take your problems fucking drown 'em in a gallon of booze

[outro]
my heart is bound in chains (i'm so scared of everything)
nothing is bound to change
my heart is bound in chains (i'm so scared of everything)
nothing is bound to change
my heart is bound in chains
nothing is bound to change (you were my everything)
my heart is bound in chains (you were my, you were my, you were my everything)
nothing is bound to change (you were my everything & now i'm nothing)

my heart is bound in chains
nothing is bound to change
my heart is bound in chains
nothing is bound to change

stream anywhere

barely breathing (feat. callysta)

written by: @lonesity
performed by: @lonesity & @bobbyxx
produced by: https://soundcloud.com/ryini
mixed by: @blanktheory
mastered by: @camjmusic

lyrics:

[intro]
i'm not trying to hurt you...
i'm just so tired of disappointing you...
i know...

[hook]
thought i almost had you, i was wrong
baby i’m the one you never want
thought i almost had you, i was wrong
baby i’m the one you never want

[verse 1]
this goes out to
the best i never had
i hope you’re doing fine
because i’m really sad
i know you’re gone now
you’re never coming back
one day you’ll appreciate
that i have
put my fucking heart 
into every song
what’s it all worth 
when i’m dead & gone?
because i know that
i don’t know everything
but i know you’re
perfect for me

[hook]
thought i almost had you, i was wrong
baby i’m the one you never want
thought i almost had you, i was wrong
baby i’m the one you never want

[verse 2]
all the things we never got to do
like road trips, starin' at the moon
picking flowers in the afternoon
i wanna do these things with you, but
your home lies elsewhere
& i just don’t compare
the moments that we had i’ll
cherish them every day
hold them close to my heart 
even though it’s torn away
they said it gets easier to say
i miss you so much 
i might have a heart attack
i might have a heart attack

[hook x2]
thought i almost had you, i was wrong
baby i’m the one you never want
thought i almost had you, i was wrong
baby i’m the one you never want

[outro]
thought i almost had you, i was wrong
baby i’m the one you never want

so wrong (feat. bobby xx)

circa 2020. thx hollywood undead for all the music that's inspired me over the years

circles - hollywood undead cover

stream anywhere :) https://fanlink.to/read-receipts-ft-heylog

written & performed by: @lonesity & @heylog
produced by: @lonesity
engineered by: @camjmusic & @lonesity

lyrics:

[hook: x2]
i understand if you don't wanna be around me
lately i been actin' up a lot, it's unhealthy
a puzzle piece is all i am, searchin' for the right fit
how the fuck i'm finna find somebody if they all dip?

[verse 1:]
nobody wanna hang with me
i get it
i would have to agree
that i'm not perfect
but random people love me
i don't get it
don't know what they see in me
i'm just curious
i'm thinking back on what you said to me
i don't know what i am or what i'm supposed to be
in the end i'll be there when you're close to me
i doubt you'll ever get there, but we'll just wait 'n' see

[hook: x2]
i understand if you don't wanna be around me
lately i been actin' up a lot, it's unhealthy
a puzzle piece is all i am, searchin for the right fit
how the fuck i'm finna find somebody if they all dip?

[verse 2:]
nobody wanna hang with me
i get it
i would have to agree
i'm a lost person
i smile finally
but it don't last for long
99 percent of the day
i wear a frown
i swear to god i don't belong with anyone
'cause they tend to fall out of love
keep that in touch
i swear to god no one
understands me
and i end up pissing me off
it's not healthy

[hook: x2]
i understand if you don't wanna be around me
lately i been actin' up a lot, it's unhealthy
a puzzle piece is all i am, searchin for the right fit
how the fuck i'm finna find somebody if they all dip?

read receipts (ft. heylog)

read receipts (ft. heylog♡)

written & performed by: @lonesity
produced & engineered by: @lonesity

lyrics:

[hook x2]
your tears are so precious baby
don't let them go to waste
as you stare into my coffin
at my lifeless face

[verse 1]
i dreamt of a better place
halfway between where the sky meets the sea
this place didn't seem so far 
when you spoke three words: you & me

[hook x2]
your tears are so precious baby
don't let them go to waste
as you stare into my coffin
at my lifeless face

[verse 1]
i just wanna fall asleep 
to your heartbeat
rest on a cloud carried 
by moonbeams
i could meet every soul in the the world
but it would be no use
they would appear so dull
shadowed in the light of you

[hook x4]
your tears are so precious baby
don't let them go to waste
as you stare into my coffin
at my lifeless face

a better place

✯ on hiatus  ✯

✯ rapper | singer | producer ✯

✯ blanktheoryproduction@gmail.com ✯

lonesity ✞

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