RIP Winnie 🙏 your music will always live on in all of our hearts just as you will.

REST IN PEACE WINONA BROOKS AKA LIL BO WEEP.  YOU WERE ONE OF MY BIGGEST INSPIRATIONS FROM THE START. THANK YOU FOR ALL YOU HAVE DONE. THE MUSIC COMMUNITY WON'T BE THE SAME WITH YOU </3

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LIL BO WEEP - UNTITLED [LONESITY COVER]

BY THE RIVER(P DEXTY)

One thing about me
Fucka never back down
If i ever feel doubt
I get offended like wow
On a bender thats how
Im comprehendin my sounds
I called depression to the mound
And struck out

Damn
No surprise there
The cobra might care
But i know satan grow dispair
In his garden
Pardon my french
But how the fuck we gon mend
If we never take a look at what we missin

I aint a victim cus the sling shot hittin
The rain drops missin me
The aim not wit it

Light it
Pass it around
Make sure i can hear from a mile across town
So make sure its loud
So puff it be proud

Fuck 
Smokin in the 208
Pull up to the spot an see a cop oh great
Get back in the whip all nonchalant
Then we talk an over think it cus we high as fuck
Pull up new spot
Think we in the clear
Through the sticks
We twist til our sight disappears
michael why are we here
Because the view is very dear
Saw the gleam of the shovel 
And my mind shifted gears

BY THE RIVER

produced by eyelash

https://soundcloud.com/eyelash777?utm_source=mobi&utm_campaign=social_sharing

mixed/mastered by me 

coverart by me

lyrics 

chorus 

have to get it
only one mission 
love to talk
but you wouldn’t listen 
had to love ‘em 
from a distance
take a couple steps back 
see where my head is
take all I had
fall on me 
it get too bad 
some shit I see
should of left 
it in the past
never come back 
one way
get it from my dad
had to stop the play
we were going to fast

verse

these days 
im too good at being bad
know I’m not okay
wanna relapse
it just a hall pass
pain still reside 
no matter how sad I am inside 
i wonder who care
who will be there
til the day i die
why can’t you see that
long to feel something real
too many lies
haven’t seem myself in awhile
you can see it in my eyes
had to fake a smile
keep asking if I’m alright 
long as the blunt lit
long as it get me high 
don’t matter what it is 
tryn see my demise 

chorus 

have to get it
only one mission 
love to talk
but you wouldn’t listen 
had to love ‘em 
from a distance
take a couple steps back 
see where my head is
take all I had
fall on me 
it get too bad 
some shit I see
should of left 
it in the past
never come back 
one way
get it from my dad
had to stop the play

oneway (prod. eyelash)

cover art by https://twitter.com/remon_squash_
lyrics written by @jacimp3 & @eduxr
mixed/mastered by @jacimp3 & @eduxr
vocals performed by @jacimp3 & @eduxr
produced / composed by @jacimp3

~ lyrics ~
jaci: we both know it’s hard out here
we got our own problems to solve
you don’t wanna to get involved
the voices in my head told me so
i want you to hold me
but i feel like you hate me

reassure me, maybe
haven’t been myself lately
i got you if you need me
but do i have you, baby?

ed: running from the pain
flying on the plane
all they do is complain with their little plans
drainin' all my energy
delete all of the memories that we hold
all on my own
shawty wanna cry but i don’t wanna hear it
i’m not gonna be standing for your shit
broken me all the way
my day is better without you
don’t call me to plead the case
all of these voices in my head
laying on my bed 
darkness in my eyes
going through these lies 
waking up to the siren, the world is quiet
the virus is coming with a crisis

jaci: reassure me, maybe
haven’t been myself lately
i got you if you need me
but do i have you, baby?

we can match each others’ energies
fulfil all of our fantasy’s
you know it’s you and me
lets escape reality

reassure me, maybe
haven’t been myself lately
i got you if you need me
but do i have you, baby?

reassure me, maybe
haven’t been myself lately
i got you if you need me
but do i have you, baby?

~ all my links ~
https://jacimp3.carrd.co/

reassurance (feat. eduxr)

just a goofy track that i freestyled and actually sounded pretty decent so i got some homies on it 😎



also i do not condone any violence and don't agree with the violence mentioned in the song!!!!!!!

glue freestyle ft. azrael n cboy (prod. klimonglue)

u look tired, is everything okay?
𝕝𝕠𝕤𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕣𝕪𝕠𝕟𝕖,
(lyrics)
had enough,
this isnt fun anymore
you dont talk to me at all
-
had enough
youre leaving more
words dont last
im feeling horrible

repeating words
all ive ever heard
its in my veins
never doing great

i find myself
drifting to the end
of all ive ever known
lonely is a word when used to describe my home
but love is such a waste when they are not the one
and im easy to replace, lets face the facts im nothing special
this game of life, is just an unbeatable level
i always think about whats called "have i lost you?"
well i have,
we'll never get it back again

back again
ive lost you
and now youre gone
gone
i miss you
i am nothing,
i never was

made 11/16/22

Ephemeral

ur nothing

vergiss immer wieder wo du herkommst
mit den blauen Pillen fühl ich mich wertlos
paracodin in mein coke
ich trink es weil es einfach sein muss
du dachtest du wärst wertlos
aber ich begehe die gleichen Fehler wieder von vorne
tränen fallen jetzt auf den Boden
ich versteh nicht was passiert 
du blockierst mich 
und ich auf allen vieren
es ergibt keinen sinn
du bist lieber mit ihm 
du bist lieber mit ihm  😔

ich hab keine liebe verdient
es ist Wochenende und ich zieh
ich kann es nicht mehr spüren
es ist für eine Zeit
aber es wird nicht heilen 

ich hab keine liebe verdient
es ist Wochenende und ich zieh
ich kann es nicht mehr spüren
es ist für eine Zeit
aber es wird nicht heilen

ich-hab-keine+liebe+verdient

lyrics <3



(verse 1)
i runaway and hide
cooped up in my bed all day it might be my demise
these hoes don't rly care bout me we talk cuz im online.
nothing feels real it's like i built myself on lies.

i can't even say all the things i'm thinking.
im wearing a cape but I'm never worth saving
another dead friend, yea i cant fucking stand it
another resolve that I'll end up replacing

i'm just so alone im so sick of it
the only time i feel okay is when im on a substance

(hook)
i don't feel alive (x2)
i don't feel alive
i don't feel alive
i don't feel alive

(verse 2)
talking to you only helps
and honestly ion think that's good for my health
and honestly ion wanna put you thru hell
if i hurt you I'll prolly end up hurting myself


so watch me self destruct today
get rid of all your memories
of all the times you spent with me
and wash away what's left of me

(hook)
i don't feel alive (x4)
i don't feel alive
i don't feel alive
i don't feel alive


I DON'T FEEL ALIVE (+NOIZZ)

Come Home (prod. Anechoic)

~ alexithymia ~
n. a neuropsychological phenomenon expressing important difficulties in identifying and describing the experienced emotions by oneself or others. It also involves emotional issues in terms of social attachment and interpersonal relations. There is no scientific agreement whether this neuropsychological phenomenon is a personality trait, a medical symptom or eventually a mental disorder.

prod. by me and @bdsm2
mastered by @alisynn

dolorem obscura

alexithymia (outro)

✯ on hiatus  ✯

✯ rapper | singer | producer ✯

✯ blanktheoryproduction@gmail.com ✯

LIL BO WEEP - UNTITLED [LONESITY COVER]

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