where did i go
i miss the version of myself that i know
back before i gave a fuck if i’d grow
when it didnt mean a thing if i would blow

every single day im feeling cold now
it didnt mean a thing to me when i went and i broke down
tryna visit home but that shits a fucking ghost town
think i need some therapy but i dont even know how

people see me as an opportunity now
but i want you to go away
theres no escape
right now i wanna blow my brains
im full of pain
and i know that its never gonna be the same

so tell if youll stay
tell me if you love me or you wanna get away
because i got the feeling ima be the one you hate
because i got the feeling ima be the one you hate

[hook]

im getting tired of being tired in my head
i dont wanna wake up then i wish that i was dead
all these years feeling so bitter and upset
it wouldnt be shocking if everybody i know left

ill never felt how i did
ill never feel that way again
because im just a person
and now i live with my sins

[hook] x2

Listen

WHERE DID I GO(PROD.WENDIGO)

https://youtu.be/3AqtLY4MkP0

art by pinkblxxd

@christdillinger
@mkultraproductions
@hellomesq
@bruhmanegoddd
@blckk
@wendigowendigo
@johnnascus
@triplesixdelete

LISTEN

ILL DO WHATEVER I WANT WHEN I WANT(PROD.TRIPLESIXDELETE)[VIDEO LINK IN DESCRIPTION]

"Hey cxrpse how you doing?"
 I FEEL LIKE SHIT
I WANNA PUT A RUSTY NEEDLE ALL UP IN MY WRIST
I WANNA BEAT THE FUCK OUT OF A NEWBORN WITH MY FIST
I WANNA KILL MY FUCKING PARENTS BECAUSE I EXIST
YES I EXIST
 AND A NIGGA FEELING BAD
SEE MY NUMBERS GOING UP BUT I STILL FEEL SAD
AT THE FUNCTION I SEE RED AND A NIGGA GETTING STABBED
THIS DEPRESSION REALLY WHOOPING MY ASS

AINT NO RUNNING FROM IT
THIS AINT WHAT YOU WANTED WANTED
EVERYBODY THINK THEY WANT IT CUZ THEY SEE A COUPLE
HUNNIT HUNNITS
AND NOW YOU LOOKING PUNISHED CUZ YOU RAPPING ON A
BUDGET BUDGET
THEN YOU SIGN A DEAL
BUT YOU NOTHING BUT A FUCKING PUPPET

Guess thats life
All you niggas are the same
Bunch of fucking pussies nigga
Get it IN yo brain
Say you wanna play the game
Man that shits a fucking shame
Wish I never started rapping
Shit aint never gonna change  

I FEEL LIKE SHIT I WANNA PUT A RUSTY NEEDLE ALL UP IN MY WRIST
I WANNA BEAT THE FUCK OUT OF A NEWBORN WITH MY FIST
I WANNA KILL MY FUCKING PARENTS BECAUSE I EXISTYES I EXIST I FEEL LIKE SHIT I WANNA PUT A RUSTY NEEDLE ALL UP IN MY WRIST
I WANNA BEAT THE FUCK OUT OF A NEWBORN WITH MY FIST
I WANNA KILL MY FUCKING PARENTS BECAUSE I

I FEEL LIKE SHIT(PROD.TRIPLESIXDELETE)

@jamesgorczyca1
art by @crustgooch

lyrics:
Yeah
I pull up on everybody
In yo section
I'm a weapon I don’t need
No protection
We sending shots in every
General direction
If you riding round with cxrpse
Know you good,
Why you stressin

I go harder than whoever on the track
If they talking down on gang then
Whoever getting smacked
Think I had too much to drink
I might just have a heart attack
You could call me what you want
But you could never call me whack
Chris Paul with the ball
Bitch im tryna be the MVP
Wanna buy a crib and flex on those
Who wanna envy me
Know a lot of niggas who
Just wanna be the enemy
You could try yo best but you could never
Match my energy
 [hook]

Maybe drink a little
Maybe smoke a little
A nigga tryna have some fun before I die
Im tryna eat good
No more struggle in this life
Pushin every hatin ass nigga
To the side
You see I do a lot of shit now
Cuz I can
I could kill a man with my bare fucking hands
Overlord cxrpse
You don’t stand a fucking chance
I don’t wanna see you look in my direction
Not a glance

[hook]

NO PROTECTION(PROD.JAMES GORCZYCA)

https://youtu.be/enIbM9XVHks

lyrics:
every day another nigga tryna tell me bout myself
i dont need to hear that shit and i dont need nobody help
worry bout yo bag why you all up on the shelf
why you ridin on dick worried bout everybody else?

fuck that
come at my niggas we gon bust back
shame on a nigga for thinking this shit is just rap

why you buy a mic if you aint ready for the fuck shit
then get on twitter talking bout some niggas you dont fuck with

how the fuck that make sense
you could be making some paper instead of the fake shit
you could be great but you rather do all of this hate shit
im honestly tired of looking at all of these faces

thank god i dont have to slap a nigga in his face
thank god i dont be out in the streets running fades
thank god i dont have to slap a nigga in his face 
thank god i dont gotta put a nigga in they place

why the fuck do everybody wanna rap
they see its easy money everybody on yo back
aye but ima set it straight
gon and create
this shit aint for niggas who cant handle all the weight

im that nigga in all black
make the whole section fall back
my bitch treat me like all that
you gon draw ima draw back

i got the army of spiders
we make you retire
we bringing the fire
fuck nigga you could come and admire

or you could wait
pussy nigga get up out my face
you aint even on my level you aint even in my way
i been tryna get richer like that nigga bill gates
one day ima be the only rap nigga in space

WANTEVERYONEAROUNDMEDEAD(PROD.SOLSA)

@BLCKK
@jamesgorczyca1
Lyrics:
i been up late
uh
only thing i think about is my death
if he wan talk we gon put him to rest
i got a tattoo
in arabic
it say mercy
and its on my chest
this aint no bb gun shoot through the vest
my bitch look at me and say im the best
uh
shoutout to james 
because we in texas
been making more money
i been acting reckless
i hop in the plane and we bombing the nexus
fight you with both hands im ambidextrous
like blckk said
he shouldve killed me the second he wanted me dead
i got a reticle thats on my head
feel like a target while lying in bed
dont like niggas that wanna ride my dick
not afraid not gonna hide my shit
wake the fuck up wanna slice my wrist
i wanna see blood when i swing my fist
dont need a gun
pussy im equipped
like ben 10 i got the omnitrix
slim jesus drill time when i see that bitch
we flatten his body and then we up and dip

MERCY W/BLCKK(PROD.JAMES GORCZYCA)

prod. @stvrfire
art by crustgooch

lyrics:
im that nigga in all black
always been unlikeable
do it for my family
you niggas unreliable
yeah you always wanna talk shit
but you wont pop off
think you hard like a bottle
we gon rip yo top off
niggas always on the internet 
you needa log off
weed good i got a headache
from the blunt when i cough
cough
back to the basics
beat a nigga ass if he black
guess im racist
they would hit the @ but never
send the location
i could only laugh
cuz the cash that im making

you could never handle a nigga thats like me
everybody wanna talk but i keep my shit lowkey
niggas always gotta hate so i say c'est la vie
i feel like top chef these niggas dont want beef

they really think they know a nigga
from what they see on a screen
they really think they know a nigga
fuck you niggas mean

where you been at? i been off the map
i been in the crib eating good getting fat
yuh i dont wanna talk bitch im barely tryna rap
shoutout pat 
run up on me pussy you will get slapped
i know a couple niggas who just might shoot
just hopped in the pit now i got blood on my shoes
i will never fit in or try to do what they do
fuck what anybody says my nigga do you

[hook]
fuck what anybody says, do you.

UNLIKEABLE(PROD.STVRFIRE)

might as well get all the negativity out b4 i wrap this shit up

art by crustgooch

BOTTOMLESS PIT

MENACE(PROD.JAMES GORCZYCA)

lyrics:
everynight i wanna 
run away
daydream 
thinking bout a better place
cant look me in the mirror
cuz i fucking hate my face
i bet if i died it would be 
a holiday
giving my all to be better
but whatever 
niggas want me to be lesser
everyday i feel
more pressure
to the lyric down to letters
insecurity
inside of me
im sober just
in spite of me
no human can inspire me
and i wanna retire please
i been doing all this shit
for years
just to fuck up my own 
life and spending nights
in drowning tears
everybody tryna hate me
but i made it a career
battle suicidal thoughts
and demons talking
in my ear

i 
am so tired

why
do we desire

i try
live life with liars

if i died
one more time ill get higher 

bitch im done from working all day
bitch i grind so i could get paid
you put on a front cuz you lame
all you got a pussy ass brain
i cant take it you are the same
i just wanna go learn a trade
get off the mic and go run a fade
hate yo life cuz everything fake

i thought music was so fun
flexing bitches totin guns
should known
from the day i started 
doing it won
but 
now im getting older
and one day ill have a son
and before i die like you
i wanna win and then be done
i cannot be a statistic
younging was a misfit
lost a lotta friends
’17 yeah i miss it
they could never do 
it how i do while doing dishes
been sold out shows
go and buy a ticket

IM SCARED TO BE 30 AND STILL RAPPING LIKE YOU NIGGAS(PROD. JAMES GORCZYCA)

lyrics:
ya
i been living my life in a different color
uh
been looking at it different
they could never manage
what to do in my position
lookin in the mirror
thinking im the opposition
too afraid to scream
cuz i know god listens

but i had to let it out
pressure from a night of
broken bottles
gotta sweat it out
break another promise
i cant say that
you would never doubt
we gotta go a different way
cuz i know theres a better route

[mental breakdown]

they tryna take me out but i dont got the time for em
[x4]

[breakdown continues]

COLORS(PROD.JAMES GORCZYCA)

art by @c3of
prod. @chase_noir

lyrics:
hypocrites look me in my face
pissing me off
wanna put them all in a grave
just let me know
what you trying to do today
cuz i really wanna bash your
brains in

i dont fuck with anybody at all
its not joke
i hate going out in public
id rather sit home and choke
tryna have a conversation
im thinking of overdose
check the miligram 
and shove all the silly pills
in my throat

leave the blood on the leaves
they get no reprieve
you’re better off
not speaking to me
i want you to bleed
i want you to be
dead
i will not stop till i see that
im on the fringe
of insanity
that i never wanted,
but have to be
dont care if anyones mad at me

hypocrites look me in my face
pissing me off
wanna put them all in a grave
just let me know
what you trying to do today
cuz i really wanna bash your
brains in

nowhere is a safe haven
theres no time for conversation
im ontop of the trees and i mob
with the ravens
ive never been an inspiration

i hate to watch the scene die out
everything got a price now
leave em all down in the dirt, watch em dry out
let the blood fall from my mouth

KILLING PEOPLE FOR THE BETTERMENT OF THE PLANET

life before death

aLLre4dy+d34d_l1F3+1s+0V3r

eternal pain

serenity

memories previous life

bedding end

exaltation

CLOUDY DAYS

produced by CXRPSE
vocals by Chris Vayle 
mixed by CXRPSE & Chris Vayle 
artwork by Keagan Hoffman
@xchrisvayle
@keaganistan

Chris Vayle: 
smoke choke fill my lungs
i can still feel my face no fun
want me dead better bring a gun
want me dead then you better bring the drugs

no friends no brothers no love
all gone they aint never fuck with us
all problems coming back to me
all talk they aint shaking nun


i let four hoes fill my ride
pull up hot a night
all them flashing lights
get closer might die

got the drugs too hard to try
i didnt pay full price
full moon rise at night
thats why u act so wild


hold her hand just like a child
coke nose bet you snort it out the pile
they all mad i can tell by they frowns
i dont care you can see it in my smile

halo on my head like my crown
cant find me lost in the crowd
i came to make my momma proud
are you high right now

I DONT CARE IM STILL HERE

REGRET w/CHRIS VAYLE

@lildvrkie
@wewillallrise
@dnfjay
@lilcubensis

fuck lyrics go buy beats from spider gang producers u shits

BABY! w/LIL DARKIE, FL.VCO, DNFJAY (PROD. LIL CUBENSIS)

DISPOSAL w/BRUHMANEGOD, LIL DARKIE, STONEMAN (SERANA "BLOOD GANG" REMIX)

PROD. GHOSTIE

download link:
https://www17.zippyshare.com/v/NuoLgpKt/file.html

RUNNING w/ LIL DARKIE

PROD. WENDIGO

download link:
https://www17.zippyshare.com/v/NuoLgpKt/file.html

THAT'S ON GANG w/BRUHMANEGOD, LIL DARKIE, EDDISON

Thank you to everyone who helped create this.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YPs86bDJSmw

no amount of words
could explain
how much i hate myself
nothing fucking matters
anyway
i might jus take myself
out
hit myself with the old yeller
cuz lately i been feeling
so depressed under the weather

everybody been making me
feel worthless
beginning the end but
either way i’m still working
thought we had something
but i guess it’s not worth it
so everybodys happy
in this stalemate but
im hurting 
damn
ain’t it a shame 
how we throw blame
we fuck each other’s brains
scream then feel the throat pain
overdosing
and
blowing the cocaine
i spent the summer drugged
out
so i had to go drain

the way i’m feeling
cuz you couldn’t imagine it
thoughts of suicide 
because i couldn’t manage it 
had to step away
and take a look where my passion is
college dropout
but still a high school graduate 

and then i ask 
are you proud of me mom
are you proud of me
dad
am i proud that im sad
fuck no
if it was up to me
id never be mad
never feel any way
always glad to be glad
but
life don’t work that way 
you gotta work everyday
to secure that place 
uh
and don’t hurt that face
go to the sink and splash
some water
you deserve that day

basically i always struggled with depression 
it always take a death for you to learn a fucking lesson
i’m tryna learn to take the fucking day like it’s a blessing 
leave the past in the past 
it’s time to focus on the present 

download link:
https://www17.zippyshare.com/v/NuoLgpKt/file.html

IMPERFECT

Thank you to everyone who helped create this.

can’t take it
so ima break all they faces
i’m waiting
the conversation
is making
me wanna run a fade

take his life
cuz im hating
i beat the nigga 
he shaking
now what a mess
and i’m struggling
making better days
back home 
at the river
they stuffing
drugs in their liver 
they huffing rags
and they struggling
stupid silly nigger 

i’m seeing the bigger 
picture 
i set it off like a flicker
they idolizing
but i’m looking
and i’m getting sicker

spun out on the 405 
i’m alive
see a pussy nigga he
won’t look me in my eyes

i might take his bitch
you pussy tryna act surprised
i’m a cxrpse been dead 
but i’m ready to take a life

pull up to the function and i turn into a skeleton
back at home they pulled this trick
called overdose on medicine
no one gave a fuck so they dying just for relevance
fuck the underground we gon start a fucking exodus
fuck the damage cuz ima blow up the planet
you wasting all your chances and spending all the finances
you a lame boy
you got no brain boy
lame boy
watch me steal ya fucking chain boy 

download link:
https://www17.zippyshare.com/v/NuoLgpKt/file.html

UNSOLICITED BEHAVIOR w/BRUHMANEGOD & LIL DARKIE (PROD.TRIPLESIXDELETE)

GRANDMA'S FREESTYLE w/BRUHMANEGOD & XANAKIN SKYWOK (PROD.megaTRONG)

EMPTY BASKET

@lildvrkie
@bruhmanegoddd

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OJBuA3nLnf4

F.A.N.U w/BRUHMANEGOD & LIL DARKIE(PROD.ME)[VIDEO OUT NOW]

thank you to everyone who helped make this possible.

art by: @crustgooch

LYNCH ME(PROD.SKOTSKR)

SCREAM W/ BLCKK & MKULTRA(PROD.SKOTSKR)

PAINLESS W/ JOHNNASCUS(PROD.WENDIGO & SOLSA)

Lyrics:
        yo its CXRPSE
        but im making faggot niggas cadavers
	the underground been full of flies i take a swatter and splatter
	i live to piss these niggas off cuz they dont know nothing matters
	while niggas mad behind a screen im smoking blunts full of shatter
	nigga fuck the president and fuck elections
	yall be watching cnn im dealing with depression
	niggas be on bars with no type of recollection
	why white niggas rap and they sound like they one direction?
	fuck you
	ima get mine
	ima get by
	im catching the vibe
	nigga if we was in the jungle you would not be alive 
	a bunch of monkey ass niggas sucking dick to survive
	whats that a opp nigga?
	he got caught by surprise
	i woke up i got bored and shaved my head
	then i got up on the internet and wished that i was dead
	then i looked at spider gang and i realized that we ahead 
	and after that i cracked a smile and took my stupid ass to bed
	niggas aint doing shit with they lives 
	it must suck living a lie
	like a burger of shit with some fries
	cop a bottle of liq with the guys
	nigga you wasting yo time
	you prolly shouldntve bought a microphone
	everybody raps
	you think its fun you finna die alone
	dumb nigga sipping double cups full of styrofoam
	you ran through like some pussy
	ima call yo ass a sloppy joe

	dont forget the x when you spell the name nigga
	dont forget the x when you spell the name 
	x2

	wait wait-
	“niggas stealing money for heroin from collectives”
	these niggas parasitic they bugs and its infectious
	its fine to justify from a dumb pussy perspective
	they all wanna be respected
	rapping is contraceptive
	big chains dangle we already been detected
	its fake
	its a shame when yo career fall on yo face
	then you work that 9-5 and all yo jewelry go to waste
	all that dopamine is gone and you cant even masturbate
	maybe invite some bitches over-
	oh wait

FUCK NIGGAS(PROD.CUBENSIS)

https://youtu.be/9aD_S5nIla8

Lyrics:
whoop, whoop, thats the sound of the police,
whoop, whoop, thats the sound of the police.
everybody turning bitch made
talking hella stupid till its bullets in yo ribcage
look at all the holes that all my fists made
I want violence, put yo body where the fish stay
bitch I been the overlord, bitch I been the warlord
I hate everybody put yo body in the floorboard
they say “cxrpse you so aggressive,
manic so depressive, you are not impressive”
lil boy you aint never been pressed up
rapping bout guns and some money like you flexed up
you think that you hard? Nigga you think that you next up?
fuck that whole persona you’ll get buried to yo neck up
everything I do I need a rack,
all this shit I put in ima need it back,
feel like im tweaking out I think I need some crack,
this nigga talking shit im bouta beat his back,
whoop, whoop, thats the sound of the police,
whoop, whoop, thats the sound of the police.

CXRPSE

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