shoutout @sadboiforever for this beautiful production
if yall want this on spotify run it up for me pls ily

lyrics:

what a fuckin letdown
you turned out to be...
now im burnin all these photos
in an attempt to let it go
and these conversations 
saved inside my phone
i want to delete them
but i cant...
i just wanna leave this in the past

just want to leave this
in the past...
and ive been thinkin about you
see you in the bottom of this glass...

why do you have to
go and do this shit to me?
i been crying my eyes out
instead of sleeping...
so fuckin tired of needless beating...

now ill never be the same!
yeah you fucked me up
and now ill always be afraid...

afraid...ill always be afraid...

letdown...[+2001]

shoutout https://soundcloud.com/imcaves
& https://www.youtube.com/@wisssery

lyrics <3

you can’t make me 
recite those words like I did 
back then when I meant it 
fallen deep now 
leave a paper trail of lost messages

Think I’ll Burn another bridge like an effigy 
they say it gets better hold on till a better scene 
yeah I don’t plan on driving this way not anymore
brake pedal press it straight down right thru the floor (right thru the floor)

These couple months I flip the page
it’s now a couple years 
I’ll Graze the skin you’ve got the shears just know I volunteered 
it’s like my favorite fear 
waking up without a recollection 
don’t shed a tear I’m outta sight 
I’ll change my whole perception 

and remember what was said cause you know that I won’t 
ever since then these promises are not sold 
it’s your hand that I hold 
it’s your plan to unfold 

so don’t trust me now I’m too far gone 
What do you see when this is all over 
don’t trust a sound it’s not a song anymore 
just one more time until it’s over no mourn   

occupy myself with things I think are worth it 
face value you can’t take a person learning 
try to be a better me I can’t keep up no
running out of all my supplements
No trust up in them 

Think I’ll burn another bridge like an effigy 
they say it gets better hold on till a better scene 
Yeah I don’t plan on driving this way not anymore
brake pedal press it straight down right thru the floor (right thru the floor)

effigy (wisssery x caves)

(prod by @wisssery)
2/22/23
WRITTEN, PERFORMED AND MIXED BY @capkyle

\\LYRICS//
[CHORUS]
It's the pills that I swallow
Got me feeling hollow
Cotton mouth got me coughing up all this blood shit 
 
Hope I'll see tomorrow
Down another bottle
Punch my wall and I'll break some vases

[HOOK]
Yeah, I'll break some vases
Even with fame I'm faceless
Got a name for changing
Going- "Ah ha ha"
Swear to god I'm faded
Erottify my relations
"Ha ha ha ha haaaaaaaa"

[VERSE]
Yeh, lets try it again

Baby, save me
Watch and find sum safety 
Cuz lately, I feel cold, I'll swim in hades
Chain me up inside of my dark cell

You can blame me, hate me
Guess you shouldn't date me
I drink to much, my drugs are so crazy
But lately, Baby I need a new pill

[CHORUS]
It's the pills that I swallow
Got me feeling hollow
Cotton mouth got me coughing up all this blood shit 
 
Hope I'll see tomorrow
Down another bottle
Punch my wall and I'll break some vases

[HOOK]
Yeah, I'll break some vases
Even with fame I'm faceless
Got a name for changing
Going- "Ah ha ha"
Swear to god I'm faded
Erottify my relations
"Ha ha ha ha haaaaaaaa"

[VERSE]
Yeh, lets try it again

Baby, save me
Watch and find sum safety 
Cuz lately, I feel cold, I'll swim in hades
Chain me up inside of my dark c-

[OUTRO-CHORUS]
It's the pills that I swallow
Got me feeling hollow
Cotton mouth got me coughing up all this blood shit 
 
Hope I'll see tomorrow
Down another bottle
Punch my wall and I'll break some vases

I feel like Rigby sometimes. (prod. wisssery)

Lyrics:
take it or leave it
i can tell that youre feeling down
baby i need it
yeah baby i need u around
im begging and pleading
you proly dont hear a sound
yeah i hate what im feeling
theres no cure theres no healing now


yeah the dependency it gets to me
im begging please dont stop
no i wont rest in peace youre so heavenly
youre my destiny my last stop
its my tendency to keep loving thee
i hope youre giving me one shot
yeah its killing me
im a human being
im not feeling free the doors locked


i take back all of our time spent
always making conversations so violent
i can see the lies through my closed eyelids
bet youre saying who asked well i did
you use me and you break me down
abusing yeah you'd say it proud
confusing me im praying now
yeah im losing all my feelings wow

Dependency (prod.Tio Sandro)

remember times
you'd never lie
*never lie*
wake up
come inside

were tryna make up
ill watch you cry
and yet unfortunately, i do not feel anything inside

yeah you wish that you could fly
*but i do too*
nobody ever tries
to do anything, special with their lives

go get outside
when its 5, in the morning, ill be by your side

ur crying every night
inside
i sighed, and i kissed you on ur thigh
remember days, where it wasn't so bright
everyone was passing, yeah I'm sorry that they died

i, tried to make it up to you
*OH MY GOD*
life, was so dark, but in time 
things will work, and realign
until the day, we say goodbye

i will try, and try to find
a different way to live our lives
without stress, so we can feel alive

remember times
you'd never lie
*never lie*
wake up
come inside

were tryna make up
ill watch you cry
and yet unfortunately, i do not feel anything inside

yeah you wish that you could fly
*but i do too*
nobody ever tries
to do anything, special with their lives

go get outside
when its 5, in the morning, ill be by your side

i know that the first one failed
*but its not over*
trying not to get impaled
or fail again
we got life to live my friend  
i guess well see how this will end

Breathtaken (prod. Jerry the Producer)

</3

lyrics

i thought that we were meant to be
but now youre gone
and i cant see
eyes won't let me be
the love we had was strong and true
but now its all gone
im lost im on my own
on my own
slow motion she tryna hurt me high
i just wont die
dragging me down as i try to fly
leave me to cry

why'd you have to do that
i really tried to leave her in the past
now my girlfriend is mad at me
and im falling apart and its plain to see
that i just wasnt made for this world
im missing my girl
shes the only one that makes me feel safe
so please get me out of this headspace
when i wanna die
and i cant help but cry
god i hate my life
please dont say goodbye
coz i need you
i know its my fault but i wanna be with you
now im hitting my cart and i cant even breathe
i wish that you knew what youve done to me
dont let our love be history
or ill drown in endless apologies

i thought that we were meant to be
but now youre gone
and i cant see
eyes won't let me be
the love we had was strong and true
but now its all gone
im lost im on my own
on my own
slow motion she tryna hurt me high
i just wont die
dragging me down as i try to fly
leave me to cry

ever since i met you
i felt that you were perfect
cant seem to forget you
now im feeling worthless
i dont know what i said to you
coz i blacked out like a curtain
cut me up like youre a surgeon
on anesthetic coz im hurtin
now im faded in my bedroom
and i still cant forget you
you opened up these past wounds
now i wish i never met you
its best that you forget me
this pain is neverending
im so sorry baby 
for driving you crazy

im so sorry (prod. Poppy Uzu)

mixed, mastered and produced by me <3
out on spotify : https://open.spotify.com/track/4FqVMaML15sC35SUpTlCS7?si=5smdCyJJQqOrurZEwNVjdA

what is real
know how i feel
love kills
know u moved on
whats my deal
cut my skin till it feels real
coz thats the only way to feel so real

see u didnt want me no
i keep my heart closed
i can still hear your shouts
the hurt in your throat
see i know all along
i shouldve held my tongue
the voices keep on getting louder
drugs too strong

and day by day i keep on making mistakes
im sitting by the lake
im wondering why i left it this way
see the pictures take by take
your damn pretty fucking face
oh why did i make it hard to love you i say

oh i dont wanna feel this way
i dont wanna feel
all these scars on my wrists
coz im not tryna heal
and im trying my hardest to get there
i tried to feel u my feelings

what is real
know how i feel
love kills
know u moved on
whats my deal
cut my skin till it feels real
coz thats the only way to feel so real

spent my nights alone in a bottle
i didnt wanna go
it was so swallow
what did i do wrong
i gave my all to you
was nothing over you
you built me up to break me down
was everything the truth
said you'd never lie to me
said you'd always die for me
and now its clear to see
thats all broken promising
it was enough to seep right through
enough to see right through
you told me you would never let go
it was hard to believe in you

what is real
know how i feel
love kills
know u moved on
whats my deal
cut my skin till it feels real
coz thats the only way to feel so real

what is real?

produced by 4lexf 

-lyrics-
she said she wanna start over
i gave the cold shoulder 
and i’m turning my back to the wind 
i know when she turned colder
in mid to late october
i ain’t going through hell again
somewhere down the line we fell
too far from the road
i drag myself back to my home
i got a 10 inch incision 
right down my heart
but that’s just how the story goes

acknowledging that i am talking too much 
baby i’m stuck in a rut
i cannot seem to get out, making no sound
i’ve had enough 
maybe it’s all in my brain
don’t even try to stay
say that you changed, i know that you didn’t
i better hideaway

she said she wanna start over
i gave the cold shoulder 
and i’m turning my back to the wind 
i know when she turned colder
in mid to late october
i ain’t going through hell again
somewhere down the line we fell
too far from the road
i drag myself back to my home
i got a 10 inch incision 
right down my heart
but that’s just how the story goes

how the story goes - demo (4lexf)

You Don’t Care (feat. backyard beetle) (Prod. Cløud)

instrumental by: king theta
written by: reject
performed by: reject x hero

99 proof! w/ hero (p. king theta)

prod. GAXILLIC

=Lyrics=

Hollow17:

i dont wanna write another sad song
u found me when i was far gone
i dont know how u did that shit
cuz u found me flyin in the abyss

ghost in my room
im the only one that see them
im the only one that can free them
and im the only one that can teach them

about the new life
and how things are today
while they teach me about the past
i tell them about everything we have
today, about everything we have today

and i been alone for a couple years
so im glad that i got some company here
i dont wanna walk this earth alone
but to bad cuz no one hits up my phone

yeah the stars go dimmer 
and the sun goes pitch black
yeah the sun goes pitch black

Eyelee:

and i been alone for a couple of years
and im trying to let go of a couple fears
but u make it so hard for me
and im trying to let go and leave it all alone

u dont know what im going through
and i dont know what im gonna do about it
guess ill walk around here

tears in my eyes when i look back at u
and all the stuff that we used to do together
when we were together

Hollow17:

and i been alone for a couple years
so im glad that i got some company here
i dont wanna walk this earth alone
but to bad cuz no one hits up my phone

yeah the stars go dimmer 
and the sun goes pitch black
yeah the sun goes pitch black

Cant See The Sun W/ eyelee

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You Don’t Care (feat. backyard beetle) (Prod. Cløud)

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