old song I made that I didn't finish but thought I would post it here. enjoy 📓🦋

I got it bad lol (demo)

Razii - EMOTIONS (@Junoes + @Greyrock)

06/09/25
@kurchev

@hvrting
u made me feel like a failure
deep down inside
feel like a loser
dont go outside
dont have a future
ill close my eyes
it'll happen sooner

i had it all together
nn then i dropped it
not going to college
i got drugs in my pocket
my mom says im smart
i got a head full of knowledge
my head wanna chop it
these issues money cant solve it

i know
u think im not normal
u didnt know
my favorite color is purple
i really hope
this feeling isnt eternal
escape reality
through writing in journals

nn i have scars on my face
back in the day used to hate them
but i would just play dumb
now i ball like im Tatum
problems overtake me
i dont wanna face em
my dreams
gonna chase em
memories
ill erase em

hvrts - failure @kurchev

Emotions P2 (@0vvv0)

prod @mntlhospital

smell like garnier, youre worth it
i was really busy, couldnt focus
ima hit a streak like modern warfare
ima do some shit u wouldnt forget (2x)

if i still wait for u
if i do it for u
if i still wait on u
if i do it for u

used 2 make fun, now ur talking up
used 2 laugh so much wheres the talking now
i just hit 10k but its not enough
i just broke the bank but its not enough

smell like garnier, youre worth it
i was really busy, couldnt focus
ima hit a streak like modern warfare
ima do some shit u wouldnt forget (2x)

if i still wait for u
if i do it for u
if i still wait on u
if i do it for u

modern warfare (xpirydate)

Wholesome (Prod. Bonnytown)

they keep guns for nothing 
wit my bros we stuntingg
gen 5 to her face
she grab the barrel  get to sucking
i dnt loveu baby 
said i did bt i waz bluffing
scripts of ativan 
i crack the lid n get to crushingg

n none my $ 3d 
dirty in my fiji
my hoe jus like anime
she show her body thru the screen
n baby if u like me 
u gotta prove it while u bleed 
im posted wit a fans bitch 
n now tht boy unfollowed me

unfollow me prod me

MV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tQ-otaJVqwg

miku money 
boy my pockets always crip 
if it ain abt a bag 
lill shawty i ain goinnn
bad ass bitch 
n she playing w my hair 
had my hands in her purse 
n i kno she didnt notice 
sick shit 
yea my brother on some sick shit 
HTL dropping bodies in the ocean
sprayed his ass down on mmy fireman shit 
he waz talking out his neck 
n we caught him n the open

lil shawty put the blade n my chest
HK nn my vest 
pills snuffed ,breathing black smoke
n i like it whn u say im the best 
u can live in my head 
hold my heart never let go
number nine 06 on the pants 
i dnt have any friends 
in the club n im alone
smokin purp while i thumb thru a band
will i go to heaven 
bitch idkk 

if its smoke 
ok bitch where he stay @ 
skipped tha GLE 
boy imm headed 4 the maybakk
btch  uu not my mans 
acting liek we go way back
Zzz caught cuz itz twenny bandx whre i lay at

50 cent 
bitch the stick rip thru many men
steel death heavy in my jeans 
imma bleeed cement 
artillery on my boys like the president
evil ass swag btch i move like the resident

lil shawty put the blade n my chest
HK nn my vest 
pills snuffed ,breathing black smoke
n i like it whn u say im the best 
u can live in my head 
hold my heart never let go
number nine 06 on the pants 
i dnt have any friends 
in the club n im alone
smokin purp while i thumb thru a band
will i go to heaven 
bitch idkk

miku money prod me

Pride prod. kenzee

prod. https://soundcloud.com/pw4prez

Is it not? Can you tell me: is it not?
In the water when it drops, in the wood when it rots, Is it not?
If it isn’t where’s the harm? If it is I’ll take a chance
If you stood where I stand you’d see never-ending blue
In a world that wants it done, I still wonder what could be
There it is, is it gone? it’s so far away from me
Is it not? Tell me now if it isn’t
Then goodbye and good riddance
But it is, as it always ever was

My heart’s resilient, it can break and still care
Where’s the Crow? I don’t know, somewhere in the blackened air
Where’s a tulip or a rose, do you know or even care?
Does it matter if you did?
I remember what’s forgot, to forget, so someone else can remember
And the cycle goes around from December to December
From the henge back to me, is it not there as I speak?
Is it not there as we breathe, from now to eternity?
Depending? well I think everything depends
To begin there has to be something that never truly ends
Reward is nothing more then what is left when something is endured
Cold hands and warm heart, I’m still carrying the sword

Is it not? Can you tell me: is it not?
In the water when it drops, in the wood when it rots, is it not?
If it isn’t where’s the harm? If it is I’ll take a chance
If you stood where I stand you’d see never-ending blue
In a world that wants it done, I still wonder what could be
There it is, is it gone? it’s so far away from me
Is it not? Tell me now if it isn’t
Then goodbye and good riddance
But it is, as it always ever was

The cruelest second is the first
But the good news is it doesn’t get much better or much worse
Jacaranda purple on the floor, is nothing to be spared?
Is there hope for someone like me who has only ever cared?
I’m not scared, but I think there is something that I will miss
And it’s this, it’s a chance to remember all the beauty of it all
Why let me even have the colours, every scent, and tenderness
Just for the destination to be emptiness?

Is it not? Can you tell me: is it not?
In the water when it drops, in the wood when it rots, is it not?
If it isn’t where’s the harm? If it is I’ll take a chance
If you stood where I stand you’d see never-ending blue
In a world that wants it done, I still wonder what could be
There it is, is it gone? it’s so far away from me
Is it not? Tell me now if it isn’t
Then goodbye and good riddance
But it is, as it always ever was


Is It Not? (prod. sochi)

I don't give a fuck
Pull up with whatever you want.
and with whoever you need to.
You're so easy to see through.

You aint really got nothin to prove.
So get the fuck back I got nothin to lose,

I got nothin to lose.

Let me only say this once,
I could never give a fuck.
Now let me only say this once,
Don't you ever press your luck, you little bitch.

You got them hitters, come and show me what it is.
Come on pull up on me show me that your really not a bitch, what the fuck
Talkin all that shit, this ain't fuckin game.
I can take your life today, but you can only take my pain.

I don't give a fuck
Pull up with whatever you want.
and with whoever you need to.
You're so easy to see through.

You aint really got nothin to prove.
So get the fuck back I got nothin to lose,

I got it bad lol (demo)

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