Mac Miller - Real

S/O Tommy Richman and his team. S/O Mr. Robot for the instrumental

$aD - Million Dollar Baby (vhs) remix

Diligence, Money, & Tragedy

$aD - lalaland (prod. geekin)

Last Squabble

I wrote this 
While under every substance I could get my hands on
I couldn’t tell you what’s wrong 
Is my love so fickle that my mind always crosses a line my body can’t handle?
Ending up battered and blistered 
Bad with illusions of tension but never have I filtered
The happy chemicals fleeting behind my weekday benders 
The tension I mentioned 
Is limerence in its elegance shimmering its scandalous but tried as a rendition 
A childish egotistic emotional long lasting kind of love 
What’s that like? 
Was it meant to be innocent 

I’m 26 
When do I get my wisdom?
I’ve been missing the plot 
I’m addicted to the idea of falling in love or 
I fell in love with the feeling of being loved 
With the feeling of being hugged 
With the fear of being shunned 
I ignored what I really want 
Cause what I want doesn’t need 
What I want just wants 
And that’s not what I need 
Not a person place or thing 
But a feeling that just seems impossible to reach
For me 
Something comfortable 

I’m 26 and comfortable is 
Knocking snow off my boots 
With 2 hours of sleep and a 10 hour shift 
I chose this 
I’m 26 and comfortable is 
Pointless hookups with people 
That don’t care I exist 
I chose this 
I haven’t eaten in days 
I chose this 
Alcohols calories are filling my plate 
I chose this 
Worried about how I weigh 
I chose this 
Every time I sleep it’s always the next day 
I chose this 
Inspiration only happens when my pen is a blade 
Stabbed down 
My neck 
My heart 
Thru the rib
But my mind won’t change that 
I chose this 

It’s nobodies fault 
I chose this
Would you choose me?  
I wouldn’t 
I deserve this 
I chose this 
This is not about you 
I wrote this 
The energy shifts a goals and ambitions list 
I wrote this 
1. Better sleep 
2. Better think
3. Better eat
I wrote this 
I plan this 
You quote it 
I’m 26 at the end of my year 
I chose this 
I’ve never felt more clear that I chose 
I just didn’t notice 
I still won’t learn from this and that’s why

I’M 26!

Prophecy

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Get Mad - Just Some Thoughts

starthirl techno mix uhhh my first one on an actual deck and not my phoneeee heyyyyyy hiii so new to this i love techno and house im from minneapolis i love cats and i love dancing enjoy x

I’M 26!

Malcolm Jabar