Moth

i started this like a month ago for a project thing and i finished it today so its up now
this was going to be a collab but then i forgot and did more and its a solo oops

lyrics

I refuse to sit around and watch my life run out
I need to do something more but I’m all burnt out
I’ve been tryna make a difference but the world hurts
But if I sit around all day it only gets worse for me

It only gets worse for me
Feels like my life is counting down like one two three
Relying on ecstasy
I wanna get out I just wanna be free

Its kinda tough for me to open up again
Dont know if its worth it I just want it to end
I dont wanna fuck with metaphors no more
Wanna tell it how it is and stop hurting in my core


I just want it to be done
I’m sick of breathing
I’m just used by everyone
I’m done believing

Its to hard to tell
If its real or if its not
Everything is complicated
I might just sit here in my spot
But

I could be uncomfortable
I could be uncomfortable

Is it real is it not
Im just stuck here in my spot
And while the world keeps moving on
Im just stuck here making songs
You dont know the half of it
I think im nearly done with it
I couldn’t really give a shit


I dont wanna fuck with metaphors no more
Wanna tell it how it is and stop hurting in my core
Wanna
Make use of the tools that ive got and I
Dont want to waste the time that ive got and I
Keep running in circles 
Wasting my time and losing all of my inertia


I dont wanna fuck with metaphors no more
Wanna tell it how it is and stop hurting in my core

I just want it to be done
I’m sick of breathing
I’m just used by everyone
I’m done believing

I just want it to be done
I’m sick of breathing
I’m just used by everyone
I’m done believing

Is it real is it not
Im just stuck here in my spot
And while the world keeps moving on
Im just stuck here making songs
You dont know the half of it
I think im nearly done with it
I couldn’t really give a shit

metaphors

home [prod. negative.creeper + shiteru]

we da big dogs
all members in bio on da song
#bigdogs

Big Dogs Cypher

Sooner Or Later

beat from w8nston

lyrics:
посмотри щас на меня я заливаюсь грустным чтивом
глаза проткнуты давно не вижу боли но я идол
что то здесь пошло не так наверно пары керосина
я вдохнула слишком много чувствую остатки дыма
чувствую себя не очень, чувствую, что надо прочь мне
отойти подальше и увидеть всё, чего ты хочешь
я не та, кого ты знала, да, прости, я облажалась
что то щелкнуло внутри и больше я не поднималась
2х

ты уже другая совсем, говоришь нашла замену
я смеюсь и улыбаюсь, думаешь, легко мне это?
чувства я не ощущаю, боже мой хочу наверно
хоть раз в жизни ощутить все эмоции как лето
но тебе плевать я знаю, ты сказала мне в подъезде
чтобы я не приходила, не пугала вдруг соседей
ты во мне не нуждалась, никогда ты не горела
говоришь любила дважды, но меня ты не хотела
видимо я просто та, что застряла на странице
все еще листаю фото, хотя легче б было спиться
но я верю что однажды я почувствую хоть что то
до того как это станет вновь негодным, ежегодно

остатки дыма [prod. w8nston]

this deadass the fastest song ive made, the beat was that fire

lyrics:
Yeah i’ll be alright
We’re running out of time
I’ll let my soul rest up, for my head though
It’s all i know
You know i’m feelin down at what you do, oh

Yeah your smiles were dreamlike
I was watching you in the fuckin starlight
Yeah you know what we’re waiting for

I’m starin at my phone now 
You hit my snapchat
One day i will tell you all about the times i've lived
They’re in my heart, yeah
But all these scars will never tell me why i don’t get along with life
Someday i will find out why
I promise that i’ll try

And what i’m looking for
Is something you will not know
Cuz i’m so used to being alone by myself
I cannot live with the truth
Of being so far from you, cuz i can’t leave this mood 

I’m always salty
You waste all my time
To love i’ll make it
You try to break it 
But you will never break me down this time

I’m starin at my phone now 
You hit my snapchat
One day i will tell you all about the times i've lived
They’re in my heart, yeah
But all these scars will never tell me why i don’t get along with life
Someday i will find out why
I promise that i’ll try

tell me why (ruan x chrismarek)

Lyrics -
Hit the bassline
I've been tryna cope, tryna waste time
Don't know what to think and I can't even catch no sleep at night
Everybody lying to me I don't know whats real, no
I can't even care no more, I'm on the line like tightrope
x2
Same shit like every day
I'm just getting tired of it
Tryna waste away
I just want to get out of this
state of mind
always feeling trapped inside
Grass is burning on my side
Think I'm barely alive, uh
I'm just waiting for the flatline
Feels like I've waiting to get out, waiting for my time
Some days, wake up, I don't wanna be alive
all my music steady getting worse (just fucking quit then)

Wastetime (happytears)

Wi-Fi (nightcore)

A inside joke shitpost with @mintymints @patch, @blissom, @gupsemicolon, @eli.xirs

Bingle Cypher feat Patch, mintymints, BANANA ROLL, GupSemicolon, Blissom, and eli.xirs

i be coughing up clouds in the Afterlife
whachu want wit me you just wanna lie 
ion think i can be there for u tonite
ion think i can be there for u tonite  

i do it all alone by myself now 
smokin with my Own girl i am Up now 
 i’m the Only One There 4 me now
smokin up the clouds i’m so high now 

i’m a brand new bitch by myself Now 
whachu want with me fuck outta here now 
i’m the Only One There 4 me now 
i don’t need it Now Got Myself Now

tell me why (ruan x chrismarek)

Azure.