prod @requiem-for-you

@revivle
(ru sorry for yourself?
we have nothing 2 lose
im hoping that youll hear me
that im the one you choose)

we're moving way too fast
i cant catch my breath
oh, i knew how this would end
we just can't be friends

and i rather b alone
than not be with you
cus im holding on 2 sumthing
im not tryna lose 

feel the wind in my hair 
we stand 
i see u staring back at me 
but u wont even talk to me 
talk to me ru there? 

ru sorry for yourself?
we have nothing to lose
im hoping that youll hear me
that im the one you choose 

we're moving way too fast
i cant catch my breath
oh, i knew how this would end
we just can't be friends

and i rather b alone
than not be with you
cus im holding on 2 sumthing
im not tryna lose

we just cant be friends

iris in 5 mins

inspired by: https://soundcloud.com/liamaparsons/hard-to-love?si=94bb3eeda63646c9954ca3292fd0171a&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

vocals by: hostile
mixed by: hostile
guitar by: @liamaparsons

(I'm just a boybug)
(shoutout Liam)

(oh, I know it's futile)

see, I know it's futile
inevitable, one of us goes
do you notice my fake smile?
you've been hurtful
my heart's still broke
you put me through countless trials
can't react
I need to man up
berate and have me defiled
can you please be gentle?
I'm your boybug

(your boybug) x2

my shell and dreams are shattered
you're bludgeoning my hopes and heart
both my wings are tattered
the stitches in them came apart
did any of this matter?
I'm only getting sadder
did any of this matter?

I guess not

I'm your boybug
I want back my lady
it's more than a crush
she blatantly saved me
I'm your boybug
I need back my lady
it's more than a crush
it's driving me crazy

another comes along to promise loving
you said that I have your word
but I'm not trusting
I'm just your plaything, you have fun with
and then you toss me like I'm worth nothing
wish I could tell if you were worth cuffing
I had to get to know you, no assumptions
I turned a blind eye to your presumptions
why did I fail to see you weren't bluffing

(pin the blame on me)
(it's my fault)
(losing sanity)
(it's almost gone)

(did any of this matter?)
(I guess not)

I'm your boybug
I want back my lady
it's more than a crush
she blatantly saved me
I'm your boybug
I need back my lady
it's more than a crush
it's driving me crazy

(moth)

go stream!

boybug

if i jumped out so far wouldnt you catch me
if i burned in a fire wouldnt you save me
down in my bones im so fucking useless
stuck in a web so i just cant do this
cant help myself
hope it goes so well

charlottes web (prod me)

i know

vocals by: hostile
mixed by: hostile
guitar by: @rottingunderurskin

(don't tell me what to d-)

yeah
I'm in bad health, but you can't tell
you think this time will pass
poison myself, won't ask for help
fingerprints on this glass
put me through hell, this succubus
another's crossed my path
drain me of energy and passion
what more will you ask?
wish I could hold my younger self and tell him "it'll be okay"
he's way too overzealous, but I can't lie to his face
you tell me that I'm selfish, but I'm just tryna be safe
this suffering is hellish, play your part and go away

(go away satan)

go away satan

I Just Want You (Remastered)

Description: "The word I taste tonight is… bittersweet." 🎸❄️ December Nights, Hometown Lights is out now. This is a high-energy indie rock anthem for anyone driving back to their roots this holiday season. Featuring jangly electric guitars, driving 148 BPM drums, and a raw, earnest vocal, it captures the specific feeling of passing your old high school in the snow.

December Nights, Hometown Lights

Girl Next Door

prod by https://soundcloud.com/u4kingsuck (@ ursofallow on TikTok)

!!! ON ALL PLATS NOW !!!
"going on" by aeiku

-

LYRICS:

(All she wanna do was, call)
(All she wants)

Going on
By myself
No I won't let you sit and cry
I promise that you'll be just fine

You gotta pick a side
Either you live or die
Cause you gon go to hell I know it
Sometimes you lash out say some stupid shit you can't control it

Don't waste my time
Talking bout what I don't understand
Somethings wrong oh I can feel it in the fucking air
And the fact that when I try you do not even care

Thinking about yourself like every night
And I don't wanna know your alibi
(So pathetic, don't deserve to cry)

Going on
By myself
No I won't let you sit and cry
I promise that you'll be just fine
Going on
By myself
No I won't let you sit and cry
I promise that you'll be just fine

(Be just)
(You'll be just fine)
(Girl don't you cry)
(Dont you cry)
(Be just)

(Be just fine)
(Be just fine)

So whats wrong
What'd I do wrong?
What'd I mess up?

(Be just fine)
(Sit and cry)
(Sit and cry)

going on

whats there to love?
whats there to miss?
starin at ya
while reminiscing bout
all the times
when u were mine
show me the light
i need u by my side
tonight
girl i get lost in yo eyes
make me wonder why
im tryna slide thru
girl whats on yo mind?
you know u shine
make me feel right
ill take yo mind and finesse ya body
come hit my line and take what u wanted
you wanna know how it feels to get high
you wanna fly, you wanna fly