you been rotting my mind baby
don't know whatchu said?
and I got these voices in my head
yeah they want me dead
now im falling over
got a four leaf clover 
for what? and it gave no good luck
now im falling down this ditch
you didn't seem to give a shit
the leaves turn brown, all around
everything seems to stay the same
my past is all mistakes 
can't deal with it today
my luck will never change

once a story has been told
you can't change it anymore
don't know why (don't know why)
I waste my time (waste my time)
I, can't change the way my story ends this time
cause its all between the lines 

now im falling over
got a four leaf clover 
for what? and it gave no good luck
now im falling down this ditch
you didn't seem to give a shit
the leaves turn brown, all around
everything seems to stay the same
my past is all mistakes 
can't deal with it today
my luck will never change

clover

vocals by: hostile
mixed by: hostile
produced by: @1nvaydn

yuh
yeah, you're constantly proving you never needed me
regardless of your words I don't know what you see in me
I should've known it was an act, you didn't believe in me
did you believe in me?
oh, I know the pity will subside
so much to say but my gut tells me, "keep it inside"
if I get another lovey-dovey text from you I might die
know I'm expendable you're distant but won't ask why
she's the girl who claims she, "has it all together"
he's the boy who just wants back his green sweater
I'll handle you with care like a feather
I'll write my dying wish in this letter

girl don't worry about me
yeah, go live your life without me
explore the world without me
there's no need to doubt me, I know
my time has come... so I...
harbor my feelings for you
I gave this thing a chance
yes, but now this chapter is through
the way you look at me with disgust gets under my skin
you said every time I open my mouth I push your buttons
the way you look at me with disgust gets under my skin
but I just want my green sweater back from my ex-girlfriend

go stream!

my green sweater

fail - its gon get better (unreleased)

vocals by: hostile & @creepiess
mixed by: hostile
produced by: candy

@beenhostile
I can't bring myself to say I love you
Cuz I don't know how to love myself
Girl, how am I supposed to trust you
If I've been hurt by everyone else
This pain is rooted deep and deeper
If you relate, it's nice to meet ya
No, you don't see your every feature
Stare at me like some worldly creature

Oh, I can't get their eyes off me
Yeah, I tried to comfort and do as she pleased
Oh, I can't get their eyes off me
Give me an audience, watch me bleed

@creepiess
I'm such a lovely monster in your closet
Baby, why are you asking me to stop it?
Bringing up that sh*t, just drop it
Heart snatching thief, made me run my pockets
You know that I know that you're wasting my time
Delusions, I'm in the clouds, still think our love is sublime
Just started walking together, how'd we run out of time?
So now I gaslight myself I wont admit you're not mine

So I learn to live with myself baby
All these eyes glued to me daily
So I just can't call you baby
Cuz I

@beenhostile
I can't bring myself to say I love you
Cuz I don't know how to love myself
Girl, how am I supposed to trust you
If I've been hurt by everyone else
This pain is rooted deep and deeper
If you relate, it's nice to meet ya
No, you don't see your every feature
Stare at me like some worldly creature

Oh, I can't get their eyes off me
Yeah, I tried to comfort and do as she pleased
Oh, I can't get their eyes off me
Give me an audience, watch me bleed

creature

self prod no auto
i dont know
how much more 
i could take 
put it all 
up at stake 
wantt you by 
by my side

by my side (raw)

inspired by: https://soundcloud.com/liamaparsons/hard-to-love?si=94bb3eeda63646c9954ca3292fd0171a&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

vocals by: hostile
mixed by: hostile
guitar by: @liamaparsons

(I'm just a boybug)
(shoutout Liam)

(oh, I know it's futile)

see, I know it's futile
inevitable, one of us goes
do you notice my fake smile?
you've been hurtful
my heart's still broke
you put me through countless trials
can't react
I need to man up
berate and have me defiled
can you please be gentle?
I'm your boybug

(your boybug) x2

my shell and dreams are shattered
you're bludgeoning my hopes and heart
both my wings are tattered
the stitches in them came apart
did any of this matter?
I'm only getting sadder
did any of this matter?

I guess not

I'm your boybug
I want back my lady
it's more than a crush
she blatantly saved me
I'm your boybug
I need back my lady
it's more than a crush
it's driving me crazy

another comes along to promise loving
you said that I have your word
but I'm not trusting
I'm just your plaything, you have fun with
and then you toss me like I'm worth nothing
wish I could tell if you were worth cuffing
I had to get to know you, no assumptions
I turned a blind eye to your presumptions
why did I fail to see you weren't bluffing

(pin the blame on me)
(it's my fault)
(losing sanity)
(it's almost gone)

(did any of this matter?)
(I guess not)

I'm your boybug
I want back my lady
it's more than a crush
she blatantly saved me
I'm your boybug
I need back my lady
it's more than a crush
it's driving me crazy

(moth)

boybug

from the heart

vocals by: hostile
mixed by: hostile
guitar by: @rottingunderurskin

(don't tell me what to d-)

yeah
I'm in bad health, but you can't tell
you think this time will pass
poison myself, won't ask for help
fingerprints on this glass
put me through hell, this succubus
another's crossed my path
drain me of energy and passion
what more will you ask?
wish I could hold my younger self and tell him "it'll be okay"
he's way too overzealous, but I can't lie to his face
you tell me that I'm selfish, but I'm just tryna be safe
this suffering is hellish, play your part and go away

(go away satan)

go away satan

LYRICS:
I would jump off the edge
If you told me to
I wouldn't care that I'm dead
Did it all for you

It's all so sick and twisted
That you don't even really care
I'd throw my life out for you
While you're just sat there splitting hairs

Am I that unimportant
To you

It's driving me crazy
Just hoping you'll text me to
Jump in a taxi
The backseat, I'll make my way to you

Hundreds of miles
Make no difference
I'd crawl it all for you

I would jump off the edge
If you told me to
I wouldn't care that I'm dead
Did it all for you

It's all so sick and twisted
That you don't even really care
I'd throw my life out for you
While you're just sat there splitting hairs

Am I that unimportant
To you

Am I that unimportant

boybug

hostile

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