wake up n my body aches
sun’s out but i’m in the shade
i’m still caught up on the fact there’s things i could’ve changed
don’t want to think about yesterday 
one day they gon know ur name
what good is ur life, if u stay the same?

scream out
it’s gon b ok twin, keep ur head up
on god i feel so lost sometimes
rlly hope things get better
go get ur bag up
step out, brand new kapital sweater
it took a long time
but i think i finally get it

misfxt never fit in
got virtue from the living
looked for ways to find myself, a krash out is what did it
look for an answer
hide behind laughter
live in the moment
see what happens after

i-i lost so many ppl on the way
couldn’t see i wanted change
many days of crying out
now i’m no longer ashamed
love u all who truly waited
hope that one day i will make it
but i hope ur not mistaken
wanna be understood not famous

understood (trauma + neohn)

Feisty

@oilcolor
[prod. oilcolor]
I hate you i hate you i love you
Every day i dont trust you
Im mad that you’re sad im above you
If you knew what it was would you want to know the truth

And so i think you should leave
Yuh yuh
Its getting harder to breathe 
Yuh yuh
And i dont want to believe
Yuh yuh
That i love you more than you love me

I get any girl i want ya
But i dont want them i want you
I hate that i hate that i want you
I hope that you know i dont got you

And so while these pills dissolve in my throat
I hope that you read everything i wrote
My face turns blue i start to choke
Knock at my door too late im ghost

I hate you i hate you i love you
Every day i dont trust you
Im mad that you’re sad im above you
If you knew what it was would you want to know the truth

the girl of your dreams

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steadysuffer - Don't Enter Pt. 3 (prod. Blade901)

she say that's its personal and I dont wanna know
texting other guys on your cellular phone
delete all our pics still gottem in the cloud
stay up all alone while i'm smoking on some loud 
wake up all alone and now i'm thinking about you 
feelin kinda sick i ain't even got the flu 
what the fuck i gotta do to get thru to you
drive all thru the night just to crash inside your pool 

let go of the feelings that you felt right here
ask me how i feel i'll say i'm feeling like shit
open up my eyes, see you in disguise
just tell me you're here

she say that's its personal and I dont wanna know
texting other guys on your cellular phone
delete all our pics still gottem in the cloud
stay up all alone while i'm smoking on some loud 
wake up all alone and now i'm thinking about you 
feelin kinda sick i ain't even got the flu 
what the fuck i gotta do to get thru to you
drive all thru the night just to crash inside your pool

it's been a minute and all the tension is killing me
i been driving for hours 
yeah fuck a meal or a shower 
I just been waiting to see you 
dressed in hot pink 
but this time the colors 
will fade into nothing
quit saying that you don't remember 
crying on my sweater 
i tried to make it better 
you just pulled over 
said that me and you can never be together
tears so soft like a feather
wait, the darkest heart cannot be harmed
we've had enough time to depart
you have my heart dont leave it broken here

she say that's its personal and I dont wanna know
texting other guys on your cellular phone
delete all our pics still gottem in the cloud
stay up all alone while i'm smoking on some loud 
wake up all alone and now i'm thinking about you 
feelin kinda sick i ain't even got the flu 
what the fuck i gotta do to get thru to you
drive all thru the night just to crash inside your pool

crash inside ur pool (prod. pretty boy ron x van beats)

iron+giant [prod. shinjin]

HO HO HO BICH GET ON THA FLO 
MERRY WHATEVER, LUV U!!  
#FREESTYLEALERT
ft. @ihateshinigami
prod.mix.mast @93feetofsmoke

FUCK JACKFROST

XMAS SUX WITHOUT U ft. Shinigami

thanks for 10k <3
prod. @prodjody

tired and tied down
i need you like right now
stuck in my own head
i can’t find the way out

too far gone
can’t save me
these drugs keep me steady
my heart gets so heavy
a ghost i’m nobody at all

feel like i don’t exist
and you’re my only fix
i got a thing for you
i want you in my room

feel like i’m made of glass
watch me break in half
weight up on my back
is slowly crushing me

fight for my sanity
everyday suffer silently
devil inside of me
but your touch feeling heavenly
it feels like ecstasy
bringing my feelings back to me
but ice cold in my heart
is all i’ll ever be

and your face in my dreams
is all i ever see
when i’m awake
my brains filled with anxiety

tired and tied down
i need you like right now
stuck in my own head
i can’t find the way out

too far gone
can’t save me
these drugs keep me steady
my heart gets so heavy
a ghost i’m nobody at all

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nobody at all (prod. jody)

little tin soldier

I am not a rapper.
London
contact + hate: aarne0000@gmail.com