work vibe

It's okay I'll just act like I'm okay
Erase the pain getting high everyday
It's all the same nothing matters anyway
That's why I treat this fuckin life like a game
When it comes to faking feelings
Bitch I know I'm great
Serotonin always slipping 
Out my fucking brain
I'm a waste baby
Sometimes I just feel insane
Dying slow baby 
I got poison in my veins

Dying slow baby
Falling back into my grave
I see things in my dreams 
That I can't explain
Watching time fly by 
While I rot away
All this stress stacking up
I can't catch a break
Day by day these feelings never fade
Face my fate I know I can't escape
Way too late yeah I can't be saved
It's okay I'll just act okay

It's okay I'll just act like I'm okay
Erase the pain getting high everyday
It's all the same nothing matters anyway
That's why I treat this fuckin life like a game
When it comes to faking feelings
Bitch I know I'm great
Serotonin always slipping 
Out my fucking brain
I'm a waste baby
Sometimes I just feel insane
Dying slow baby 
I got poison in my veins

I got poison in my blood
I got blood up in my cup
Take my life and fuck it up
All these scars it's hard to trust
Cover me in fucking cuts
Tell me that I'm not enough
Let me down just let me go
All these lies are getting old
Tell me something I don't know
Something I ain't heard before
Knocking on the devils door
Show me what I'm living for 

It's okay I'll just act like I'm okay
Erase the pain getting high everyday
It's all the same nothing matters anyway
That's why I treat this fuckin life like a game
When it comes to faking feelings
Bitch I know I'm great
Serotonin always slipping 
Out my fucking brain
I'm a waste baby
Sometimes I just feel insane
Dying slow baby 
I got poison in my veins

spotify

okay (prod. methboiswag)

Desaturate and fade
Watch the world turn grey
Dead and decayed
You can throw me away
When it's all said and done
I'll just be another grave
Going insane like a dog in a cage
Going crazy, yeah I lost it
She just wanna play me
Like a puppet
She just wanna make me
Feel like nothing
Make me feel like
I'm not worth loving

That's why I'm on prescriptions, I'm broken
When it all ends
I don't know where I'm going
When I can't sleep
I just stare at the ceiling
Feeling like I'm sinking
'til the morning
Got a feeling in my chest, I can't fight it
Got a voice in my head, it's not quiet
Feeling sick off the meds, like I'm a patient
And I'm sick in my brain, like I'm infected

Think about her all the time
I can't stop it
Memories in my mind
I can't forget
That's why I'm staying high
To ignore the bullshit
Don't you tell me that you love me
If you don't mean it

Desaturate and fade
Watch the world turn gray
Dead and decayed
You can throw me away
When it's all said and done
I'll just be another grave
Going insane like a dog in a cage
Going crazy, yeah I lost it
She just wanna play me
Like a puppet
She just wanna make me
Feel like nothing
Make me feel like
I'm not worth loving

another grave (prod. frevel + thislandis)

Hey there
I know it's hard to feel like I don't care
But I've been dying slowly
I don't want you to be scared
Cause you're the one that kills me
And you kill me so well
And I know you like it too baby
I can just tell
Yeah, I can just tell
When your eyes meet mine
If I fall in love again
I might lose my mind
Cause if I lose you
Imma lose it all
Blacked out
In an empty bathroom stall

Yeah, I woke up fucked up
High from last night
Saw you in my dream
I wish it was real life
I've been burnt out
Broken
With no one by my side
Leave me out to die
But you know I still try

Leave me, bleed me
I just don't care
Hate me, blame me
I know it's not fair
Yeah, I'm crazy
Baby I won't lie
Got too many scars that I can't hide
Got too many cuts and bruises baby
Trust me I've been through it
Treat my heart just like another drug
The way that you abuse it
That's the reason I can't fall in love
You treat me like I'm stupid
You won't find nobody else
To love you like I did
And still do
Try to block you out my brain
But you break through
I can't sleep and I can't eat
When I think of you
Nothing ever feels the same as it used to

Hey there
I know it's hard to feel like I don't care
But I've been dying slowly
I don't want you to be scared
Cause you're the one that kills me
And you kill me so well
And I know you like it too baby
I can just tell
Yeah, I can just tell
When your eyes meet mine
If I fall in love again
I might lose my mind
Cause if I lose you
Imma lose it all
Blacked out
In an empty bathroom stall

hey there (prod. frevel + 5head)

(Running out of time) 
(I keep running out of time) 
(Living in a fast life I keep running)

Living in a fast life 
I keep running out of time 
Every single night 
Got you running 
Through my mind 
Staying wide awake 
Till the sun thru the blinds 
Stacking money up 
Till the sun don’t shine 

Imma stack it up 
I can’t get enough 
Heard you want me dead 
I don’t give a fuck 
I’ve been running laps 
No I can’t relax 
I would rather die 
Before I come in last 

When I die 
Hope it ain’t gonna be slow 
When I die 
Hope it’s somewhere peaceful 
Thorns and roses 
On my body
Laying under dirt and concrete 

I’ve been sinking 
For some time now 
You can’t save me 
I’m too far down 
Run up on me 
You can fucking find out 
What it’s like 
To be under the ground 

(Under the ground) 
I’ve been sinking 
For some time now 
(You can find out) 
You can’t save me 
I’m too far down 

Living in a fast life 
I keep running out of time 
Every single night 
Got you running 
Through my mind 
Staying wide awake 
Till the sun thru the blinds 
Stacking money up 
Till the sun don’t shine 

(Till the sun don’t shine) 
(Till the sun don’t shine)
(Let’s lose our minds) 
(In the night sky)

running (prod. frevel + thislandis)

Life's fucking crazy
I think I'm fading
Always in the background
That's where I'm staying
She gunned my fucking heart down
And replaced it
I have nothing left now
Man I hate it

Even if you tried to
You couldn't save me
Always getting lied to
My life is wasting
I'm so fucking tired
My dreams are dead to me
I'm not gonna make it
The reaper next to me

Watching over every move
So much sleep I lose
Every night I contemplate
Like what the fuck to do
I don't wanna feel this way
I'm so stuck in place
All I ever knew was pain
And fucking rainy days
I can't get outside my brain
I'm smoking purple haze
Make the demons go away
And all my thoughts erase
Don't know why they fucking hate
It makes no sense to me
I just wanna help myself
Discover inner peace

To me I am the enemy
There's something wrong with me
The chemicals inside my brain
Are fucking hurting me
The memories keep coming back
It's like their haunting me
Lying to my fucking face
Just tell me honestly
You ain't got no loyalty
I hate this fucking town
Wish that I could burn it down
All these snakes around

Life's fucking crazy
I think I'm fading
Always in the background
That's where I'm staying
She gunned my fucking heart down
And replaced it
I have nothing left now
Man I hate it

Life's fucking crazy
I think I'm fading
Always in the background
That's where I'm staying
She gunned my fucking heart down
And replaced it
I have nothing left now
Man I hate it

fading (prod. cartier)

Every time you lied to me
It makes me suicidal
Baby I don't wanna breathe
If I can't stand beside you
Every time I looked inside your eyes
I see the stars move
Always tried my hardest
Not to put you in a bad mood

You said you could save me
Bring me back to safety
Left me here to die
Now you acting like you hate me
Think I'm going crazy
Does life have any meaning?
Sleeping in the morning
Wake up in the evening

Every time I wake up
Wanna close my eyes again
Darkness coming in
Eventually it all will end

My life of nothingness
Walk this road a lonely mess
I'm on my own again
All the walls are caving in

I hate my Anxiety
You could never understand the brain inside of me
I suffer silently
My smile seems to hide from me
She did me wrong
I still love her
Guess its irony

I bury memories
Gotta keep them underneath
When see her in my dreams
It gets hard to breathe
Her love turned me to a fiend
I'd do anything
Please don't lie to me
Tell me everything

Lately Life ain't what it seems
Wish I wasn't me
Inner demons creeping out just to bother me
Almost constantly
I struggle just to get to sleep
Put me in my grave I would rather
Rest in peace

Fall back cuz I know that you're not mine
Girl I been going through it since like 09
So trife, fuck it I guess I wanna die
When I'm away, I just wanna be by your side ya

Everyday I'm switching lanes tryna find yea
Girl we have talked in a minute aye yea
I been on the grind for a minute aye yea
But I'll be coming home let's kick it aye yea

eventually it all will end ft. cøzybøy (prod. absxntmind)

Every single night
I'm up thinking bout my life
What causes all the pain I feel inside?
Can't ever escape
Constant battles in my mind
Don't feel human
Half the time
Walking all alone
Get along with no one else
I don't even like my fucking self
Look up at the sky
Asking where the fuck am I?
Whats the point to even try?

Am I really from here?
In this galaxy
Every time I look for love
It's a catastrophe
I know I could never be
What they asked of me
I still wanna help myself
Discover inner peace

Depression brings me underneath
I go invisible
I don't talk to anyone
I know it's pitiful
Some days I feel so miserable
I wish I wasn't here
Anxiety is killing me
It's time to disappear

Running out of time
Lately feel I'm running out of time
Running from the demons in my mind
I can't get away
Speeding
Like I'm driving in a race
One day hope I'm driving
In a wraith

Running out of time
Lately feel I'm running out of time
Running from the demons in my mind
I can't get away
Speeding
Like I'm driving in a race
One day hope I'm driving
In a wraith
Don't care what they say
Lately feel like everyone is fake
Lately they been lying to my face
That is not okay
You don't understand the pain you cause
Used to see the light
Now I am lost
I am lost
I am lost

inner peace (prod. xtravulous)

From the bottom of my cold heart
You know I loved you
Put you in my past life
That's what the drugs do
Acid on a cold night
Fucking freezing
Oh my god
I'm so high
Think I'm peaking

I'm going the distance
Just gotta stay consistent
They would never listen
But now they treat me different
It's because I'm glo'd up
Gave it all my focus
You gotta work your hardest
If you want people to notice

No days off I'm never sleeping
Writing songs in my head
While I'm dreaming
All my life I'm stuck
Searching for a meaning
Wish I gave a fuck
I can't find a reason

I can't find a reason
Bitch I'm smoking trees
And I'm so clueless
Does she love me?
Or she leaving
Oh that's perfect
That's exactly what I needed
A broken heart
My soul is dark
I feel defeated

A broken heart
My soul is dark
I feel defeated

A broken heart
My soul is dark
I feel defeated

A broken heart
My soul is dark
I feel defeated

A broken heart
My soul is dark
I feel defeated

A broken heart
I'm rolling hard
In the night
And I'm looking at the stars
Took my life
And she ripped it all apart
I put it back
But you can see the scars

You can see the scars
All the pain inside my eyes
I'm just another kid
That's tortured by his mind
Thought of getting out
Like 1000 fucking times
I can barely breathe
But I just say I'm fine

I just say I'm fine
Anxiety inside
Makes it hard to sleep at night
Smoking get me right
Gets me out head
You talking shit to me
But I'm in your bitches bed
In between her legs

I be going stupid
I'm ruthless
Go behind my back
I'll leave you toothless
Leave you looking useless
Like bro what are you doing
Your whole life a lie
Say you winning but you losing

From the bottom of my cold heart
You know I loved you
Put you in my past life
That's what the drugs do
Acid on a cold night
I'm fucking freezing
Oh my god
I'm so high
I think I'm peaking

past life (prod. xtravulous)

I wonder if they really care
Like they say they do
Bleeding in my room
I would hate me too
If I were being you
I would let me down
Stab me in the back
Leave me with a frown

Yeah I know I'm sick
And my mind is fucked
Think of giving up
Yeah my brain is done

Life is pointless
I just wanna see what's after
Close my eyes all night
I know nothing matters

I hope I don't wake up
Lately I've been dealing
With a lot of fake trust
Fuck your love and fame
I fucking hate this game
I'd rather hang myself
I'd rather hate myself

I just took a 2
Poured it in my sprite
Feeling not alive
Feeling not alright
I just bought a blade
Put it to my skin
Hear the devil call
Imma let him in

These artist talking tough
But my flow wet as fuck
To bad I wanna die
Like all the fucking time
Like all my fucking life

My ex still on my line
This is such a mess
Wish I could just feel less

That's what the drugs do
Help my brain forget
That I ever loved you

It's time to fall back
My coffin all black
What's the point of life?
I'll never solve that
I'll never solve that

Yeah Yeah 

Know I'll never solve that

frown (prod. dirty sosa)

Love dies fast
Then your heartbreak

Love dies fast
Then your heartbreak

Love dies fast
Then your heartbreak steers you
Got your burnt down house
In my rear view
Stuck thinking of the shit
That I went through
Just to realize
That I didn't need you

I never did
I was just foolish
Looking back
How could I be so clueless
We all die in the end
Know it's useless
Wake up every morning
Why do I do this

Love dies fast
Then your heartbreak steers you
Got your burnt down house
In my rear view
Stuck thinking of the shit
That I went through
Just to realize
That I didn't need you

Call your name in the flames
Wanna hear you
Reach out for my hand
I won't help you
I'll just drag you down
To my hell too
Once you're like me
Nobody can save you

Once you're like me
Nobody can save you
Once you're like me
Everyone will hate you
Might wanna fucking take some drugs to numb the pain too
Become an addict
With some habit's that will hurt you
In the night
Memories will haunt you
There's no telling to the damage that they might do

Ain't no telling to the damage that they might do
How you think I got these issues

Love dies fast
Then your heartbreak steers you
Got your burnt down house
In my rear view
Stuck thinking of the shit
That I went through
Just to realize
That I didn't need you

I never did
I was just foolish
Looking back
How could I be clueless
We all die in the end
Know it's useless
Wake up every morning
Why do I do this

Why do I do this
Torture my own brain

Why do I do this
Drive myself insane

Pile up the stress
I can't take it I'm a mess
Try my best
Just to end up feeling
Permanently depressed

Ever since I lost my soul
Nothing been the same
The weather's getting colder
And I hope it doesn't change
I hope that it rain's
The whole entire day
So I can stay inside
And never see another face

Never see another face

I already know my fate
I'm not meant for living long
Imma burn through life
Till I'm fucking gone
This shit is boring
Feel like moving on

Feel like moving on

Feel like moving on

love dies fast (prod. spacedtime)

prod. @spacedtime

stuck in my room 
just waiting on you
we had good plans
but they all fell through
anxiety inside
I don't know what do
tears in my eyes 
get a call from you

I'll decline it
pain in my chest 
but I'm trying not to mind it
I get hopeless feelings 
ain't no way to fight it 
battles in my brain 
that's why I'm staying quiet

sorry I know I'm hard to reach
I just can't wait till I'm underneath
I'll rest in peace 
my eternal sleep 
all these songs in my head 
and my heart's the beat
so basically this music's me
at the end of the day 
it's all I need
I'm still searching though 
feel so incomplete 
cause of the hole 
she left 
from the knife in me 

at night
I see the reaper follow me 
I got so much weight up on top of me
wanna let it slip 
just lose my grip 
and say fuck it all
I'm over this 

all these fake people 
steady ruin shit 
they'll take what's yours
and try to run with it 
but if you take mine 
you ain't running bitch 
you gonna go insane 
before you manage it
try to figure me out 
you can't handle it 

I take two pills 
now they dissolving quick
Imma damaged kid 
yeah this how I live 
girl I gave you all
that I had to give
but you looked at me 
like I wasn't shit 
and I can't forget
no I can't forget

I'm over it
so over it 
 
stuck in my room 
just waiting on you
we had good plans
but they all fell through
anxiety inside
I don't know what do
tears in my eyes 
get a call from you

I'll decline it
pain in my chest 
but I'm trying not to mind it
I get hopeless feelings 
ain't no way to fight it 
battles in my brain 
that's why I'm staying quiet

that's why I'm staying distant
I keep my distance
I don't belong here 
I feel so different 
it's a sickness
I can't fix it
prayed it would change
but it isn't 

mental prison
it's like I'm locked in
all the memories of us
I wish I lost them 
burn them in a fire 
and just toss them
I'll feel better laying in a coffin

stuck (prod. spacedtime)

(Another night spent alone)
(Sometimes I wish you could know)
(How much you fuck with my head)
(I'm constantly on the edge)
(I'm constantly on the edge)
(I'm constantly on the edge)
(Sometimes I wish you could know)
(Sometimes I wish you could know)

Another night spent alone
Sometimes I wish you could know
How much you fuck with my head
I'm constantly on the edge

I'm smoking, drinking coffee
Scars on me like a zombie
For you baby I'm crazy
Dive headfirst, now I'm too deep

I can't breathe, sinking deeper
Things are different, we're older
The world is on our shoulders
I feel it growing colder

Crush my dreams, watch them shatter
None of this even matters
Wanna die when I think about her
Wish I could know what's after

I'm a ghost, yeah I feel like Casper
When you're near me, my heart beats faster
And when I see you my mind starts racing
I've been working, now life's changing

No sleep, my body's aching
I'm no good at conversation
Need you like medication
'Cause every night I'm contemplating

Another night spent alone
Sometimes I wish you could know
How much you fuck with my head
I'm constantly on the edge

I'm smoking, drinking coffee
Scars on me, like a zombie
For you baby I'm crazy
Dive headfirst, now I'm too deep

(Dive headfirst, now I'm too deep)
(Scars on me, like a zombie)
(Maybe I'm going crazy)
(I wish that you would love me)

zombie (prod. jody)

Crush my dreams
And stab my back
Let me down
I'm used to that
Lie to me
Like all the time
Every night
You're on my mind

When I sleep
You're all I see
In my head
So constantly
Knock me right off
Both my feet
Tear my heart up
Piece by piece

Suffocation
I can't breathe
Drowning fast
And sinking deep
Take my life
And set me free
I hope they
Remember me

I'm hanging on by a thread
Looking over the edge
Evil voice in my head
Tells me I'm better off dead

I'm no good
Yeah I know I'm the worst
Smoking weed
Till my lungs start to hurt
Tell me lies
Already I know how this works
She won't care till
I'm covered with dirt

When we kissed
I knew I was cursed
You showed me hell was on earth
You dragged me to a new low
Then left me nowhere to go

Paranoid
I roll on my own
Skeleton
I'm just
Skin and bones
These days
I feel so empty
In my dreams
You still haunt me

When I sleep
You're all I see
In my head
So constantly
Knock me right off
Both my feet
Tear my heart up
Piece by piece

Suffocation
I can't breathe
Drowning fast
And sinking deep
Take my life and
Set me free
I hope they
Remember me

I know they won't remember me
Forget me in your memories
Take away my sanity
Stomp on me
Till I can't breathe

Till I can't breathe

piece by piece (prod. brody)

thanks for 10k <3
prod. @prodjody

tired and tied down
i need you like right now
stuck in my own head
i can’t find the way out

too far gone
can’t save me
these drugs keep me steady
my heart gets so heavy
a ghost i’m nobody at all

feel like i don’t exist
and you’re my only fix
i got a thing for you
i want you in my room

feel like i’m made of glass
watch me break in half
weight up on my back
is slowly crushing me

fight for my sanity
everyday suffer silently
devil inside of me
but your touch feeling heavenly
it feels like ecstasy
bringing my feelings back to me
but ice cold in my heart
is all i’ll ever be

and your face in my dreams
is all i ever see
when i’m awake
my brains filled with anxiety

tired and tied down
i need you like right now
stuck in my own head
i can’t find the way out

too far gone
can’t save me
these drugs keep me steady
my heart gets so heavy
a ghost i’m nobody at all

nobody at all (prod. jody)

I don't wanna see the sun
I got toxins in my lungs
I got tabs up on my tongue
4 grams rolled inside the blunt
Medicine inside my cup
I can't love I fuck it up
Got me fiending for your touch
Will I ever be enough?

Until my heart stops beating
Imma be this way
I don't know my purpose
All I know is pain
Wake up in the evening
Every day's the same
Can't escape the cycle
It will never change

Ughhhhh
I don't wanna speak
I'm busy fighting feelings
Laying on my bed
Staring at the ceiling
No hope inside my heart
It feels like I'm sinking
Aiming for the stars
When I'm awake I'm dreaming

When I'm awake I'm dreaming
Your the one I'm seeing
In my head like all the time
Try to get you off my mind

Always overthinking
Always high for nothing
I love feeling nothing
Ketamine I'm frozen

You play me like a game
Fucking with my emotions
Acting like you care
But I know that you fronting

You lie right to my face
So now our trust is broken
Hope you miss me
Going missing you won't see me again

You won't see me again
Diving off the deep end
Everyday I'm drowning
In this life I'm locked in
There's no other option
Yeah this do or die
I'm aiming for the sky
I'm learning how to fly

Aiming for the sky
I'm learning how to fly
Far away from everyone
And everything

Until my heart stops beating
Imma be this way
I don't know my purpose
All I know is pain
Wake up in the evening
Every day's the same
Can't escape the cycle
It will never change

Ughhhhh
I don't wanna speak
I'm busy fighting feelings
Laying on my bed
Staring at the ceiling
No hope inside my heart
It feels like I'm sinking
Still aiming for the stars
When I'm awake I'm dreaming

I don't wanna see the sun
I got toxins in my lungs
I got tabs up on my tongue
4 grams rolled inside the blunt
Medicine inside my cup
I can't love I fuck it up
Got me fiending for your touch
Will I ever be enough?

until my heart stops beating (prod. jody)

Life is spinning circles
Round my head
Will it ever stop?
Wanna tell you how I feel
But my tongue is tied in knots
It seems like there's nothing real
I keep having these hopeless thoughts
Wish I could've got through to you
Before our love was fucking lost

Wish I could've meant more to you
They don't love like I do
Staying right beside you
Take me out my bad mood

I know I'm bad news
Hate me I don't blame you
Ever since we fell through
I'm ice cold my hands blue

See it all got a clear view
Now I know I can't trust you
No one I can turn to
All my bridges burn through
I don't know what's true
Old friends act brand new
Wish I never met you
Cross you out forget you

Wish I never met you
Cross you out forget you
Old friends acting brand new
All my bridges burn through

Nowadays I don't care at all
I'm better off being uninvolved
Stack it up
And watch it fall
In my room
Wanna paint the wall

Paint it red
And leave a mess
Had my fun
I'm over this
Fading out
Losing interest
Lost my hope
Finding purpose

Life is spinning circles
Round my head
Will it ever stop?
Wanna tell you how I feel
But my tongue is tied in knots
It seems like there's nothing real
I keep having these hopeless thoughts
Wish I could've got through to you
Before our love was fucking lost 

Life is spinning circles
Round my head
Will it ever stop?
Wanna tell you how I feel
But my tongue is tied in knots
It seems like there's nothing real
I keep having these hopeless thoughts
Wish I could've got through to you
Before our love was fucking lost

how it seems (prod. softheart)

Always saying that you care
But you're never there for me
My friends are make believe
In my head it's all a dream
I can't trust a soul
I'm a paranoid freak
Pour another cup
Every time I'm lonely

And if I'm being honest
You should stay away from me
Cause I know I got problems
And it's obvious to see
That I could never be
Anything you'd ever need
Better by my self
Everything I touch bleeds
And I'm no good at trust
Everyone I love leaves
They all disappear
Soon as it gets ugly

But they all reappear
When you getting money
Get out of my face
I don't want you near me
Every time you come around
You want something from me
But if we were to switch
I know you would dub me
Treat me like I don't exist
Yeah I'm nobody
Feeling like I'm dead
Barely have a heart beat

Frozen cold
Iced my soul
Cut my skin
Break my bones
As I grow
Years they go
By so fast
Blow right past me

I can't keep up
Feel so stuck
I'm sealing shut
I think I've had enough
Sometimes I wished the world
Would turn to dust

Always saying that you care
But you're never there for me
My friends are make believe
In my head it's all a dream
I can't trust a soul
I'm a paranoid freak
Pour another cup
Every time I'm lonely

And if I'm being honest
You should stay away from me
Cause I know I got problems
And it's obvious to see
That I could never be
Anything you'd ever need
Better by my self
Everything I touch bleeds
And I'm no good at trust
Everyone I love leaves
They all disappear
Soon as it gets ugly

I got some old friends
That wanna see me bloody
But I can't go out bad
So I keep it on me
Life is moving fast
This shit getting crazy
Imma keep on going
Till the reaper takes me
I don't wanna make a song
Bro you couldn't pay me
Imma cut you off
Without saying sorry

Imma cut you off
Without saying sorry
And Imma keep on going
Till the reaper takes me

obvious (prod. luca malaspina)

New day
Same pain
Old problems
In a trash can
Laying at the bottom
All the stress piles
Up I can't function
All the drugs help
Remind me I'm nothing 

New day
Same pain
Old problems
In a trash can
Laying at the bottom
All the stress piles
Up I can't function
All the drugs help
Remind me I'm nothing 

New year
Same dreams
Old faces
I'm tired
I can't take it
So sick of this bullshit
I might fill my brain with a full clip

I might fill my brain with a full clip

They wanna see me dead
Voices in my head
Falling off the edge
I can't stop it

It's hard to love again
I don't have no friends
I just got a hole where my heart is

Yeah I got some scars
Don't get me started
Gave my all for you
I tried my hardest
We're nothing in the end
We die regardless
I just wish my head
Wasn't like this

I isolate myself I can't help it
Cause nowadays I'm always fucking anxious
Waking up at night still faded
I don't even know what the day is

New day
Same pain
Old problems
In a trash can
Laying at the bottom
All the stress piles
Up I can't function
All the drugs help
Remind me I'm nothing 

New day
Same pain
Old problems
In a trash can
Laying at the bottom
All the stress piles
Up I can't function
All the drugs help
Remind me I'm nothing

problems (prod. jody)

Walking with my head down
And my hopes up
Always tired
Of feeling so stuck
Imma no one
And I know it
I got way to many flaws
I can't hide it

Walking with my head down
And my hopes up
Always tired
Of feeling so stuck
Imma no one
And I know it
I got way to many flaws
I can't hide it

I got way to many problems
I can't deal with them at once
Voices in my head
Always say I'm not enough
Roll another spliff
And you know I spark it up
It's hard for me to trust
When you cover me in cuts
Acting like you gave a fuck
But deep down inside
I know you hate my guts
And everything about me
All you do is doubt me
Imma make you sorry

Always stressin
Always second guessing
Lost inside my life
I got no direction
So imma do these drugs
Till I'm seeing heaven
Waking up in hell
I don't know what happened
Demons at my door
And they always knocking
When I try to sleep
They tell me I'm nothing
And it's driving me crazy
I feel like everybody hate me

Walking with my head down
And my hopes up
Always tired
Of feeling so stuck
Imma no one
And I know it
I got way to many flaws
I can't hide it

Walking with my head down
And my hopes up
Always tired
Of feeling so stuck
Imma no one
And I know it
I got way to many flaws
I can't hide it

I got way to many problems
I can't deal with them at once
Voices in my head
Always say I'm not enough
Roll another spliff
And you know I spark it up
It's hard for me to trust
When you cover me in cuts

Acting like you gave a fuck
But deep down inside
I know you hate my guts
And everything about me
All you do is doubt me
Imma make you sorry

cuts (prod. jody)

I'm dying to tell you
How I feel about you
I can't sleep
I can't eat
I want you
To want me
I feel cold
And lonely
Got scars on my body
Blood stains up on my sleeves
Silver on my white teeth

I'm dying to tell you
How I feel about you
I can't sleep
I can't eat
I want you
To want me
I feel cold
And lonely
Got scars on my body
Blood stains up on my sleeves
Silver on my white teeth  

Silvertab jeans
With the Vivienne's on me
No sleep
I'm a strung out zombie
Can't count the grams I'm burning
5am in the morning
Pull up on the beat I burned it
Talk bad bout me
I heard it
But when I come around
It's quiet
When I come around
It's silent

Paranoid shy and anxious
I don't want no new friendships
All they do is make me nervous
Staying lowkey and cautious
A lot of people out here toxic
They never got your best interest
But I already know how it is
I've been on my own since a kid

I've been alone
For so long
Don't know the place I belong
Just floating round like a ghost
I can't let anyone close
I'm crying on my cracked screen
Wishing you would hear me
Wish I could rest in peace
Lay me down underneath

I'm dying to tell you
How I feel about you
I can't sleep
I can't eat
I want you
To want me
I feel cold
And lonely
Got scars on my body
Blood stains up on my sleeves
Silver on my white teeth 

I'm dying to tell you
How I feel about you
I can't sleep
I can't eat
I want you
To want me
I feel cold
And lonely
Got scars on my body
Blood stains up on my sleeves
Silver on my white teeth 

Silvertab jeans
With the Vivienne's on me
No sleep
I'm a strung out zombie
Can't count the grams I'm burning
5am in the morning
Pull up on the beat I burned it
Talk bad bout me
I heard it
But when I come around
It's quiet
When I come around
It's silent

work vibe

Young A-State