crazy how accurate these lyrics are to me. love u 

work vibe

@hammy
@prod5head
@freveltrothy

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sick of waking up in pieces 
i can’t find no inner peace 
fighting all these feelings 
try to keep em underneath 
broken on the inside 
but i still try 
had to kill the old me
he’s in a past life 

don’t know where i’m going 
i’m just going till im gone 
imma stray dog 
i don’t know where i belong 
it’s a lost cause 
yeah i know im living wrong
gotta stay strong 
gotta keep moving on

yeah i’m moving on 
i’m finding my way out
they always talking down 
my head up in the clouds 
no i can’t feel a thing 
im fucking withering
i was flying outta hell 
till you cut my wings 

i keep falling down 
i get back up 
said you hate me 
i couldn’t give a fuck 
i’m counting cash bitch
i can’t get enough 
in a fast life 
they not catching us 

wasting all this time 
wonder where it goes 
watching years fly by 
and i’m still alone 
gotta a voice in my head 
we don’t get along
know i’m too fucked up 
too far gone 

trapped in the cold 
froze my soul 
broken down 
i’m 6 below 
in too deep
hanging by a thread
walking on a thin line
dancing on the edge 

sick of waking up in pieces 
i can’t find no inner peace 
fighting all these feelings 
try to keep em underneath 
broken on the inside 
but i still try 
had to kill the old me
he’s in a past life 

don’t know where i’m going 
i’m just going till im gone 
imma stray dog 
i don’t know where i belong 
it’s a lost cause 
yeah i know im living wrong
gotta stay strong 
gotta keep moving on

stray

10.07.2021

pre-save

stray (prod. frevel & 5head)

It's okay I'll just act like I'm okay
Erase the pain getting high everyday
It's all the same nothing matters anyway
That's why I treat this fuckin life like a game
When it comes to faking feelings
Bitch I know I'm great
Serotonin always slipping 
Out my fucking brain
I'm a waste baby
Sometimes I just feel insane
Dying slow baby 
I got poison in my veins

Dying slow baby
Falling back into my grave
I see things in my dreams 
That I can't explain
Watching time fly by 
While I rot away
All this stress stacking up
I can't catch a break
Day by day these feelings never fade
Face my fate I know I can't escape
Way too late yeah I can't be saved
It's okay I'll just act okay

It's okay I'll just act like I'm okay
Erase the pain getting high everyday
It's all the same nothing matters anyway
That's why I treat this fuckin life like a game
When it comes to faking feelings
Bitch I know I'm great
Serotonin always slipping 
Out my fucking brain
I'm a waste baby
Sometimes I just feel insane
Dying slow baby 
I got poison in my veins

I got poison in my blood
I got blood up in my cup
Take my life and fuck it up
All these scars it's hard to trust
Cover me in fucking cuts
Tell me that I'm not enough
Let me down just let me go
All these lies are getting old
Tell me something I don't know
Something I ain't heard before
Knocking on the devils door
Show me what I'm living for 

It's okay I'll just act like I'm okay
Erase the pain getting high everyday
It's all the same nothing matters anyway
That's why I treat this fuckin life like a game
When it comes to faking feelings
Bitch I know I'm great
Serotonin always slipping 
Out my fucking brain
I'm a waste baby
Sometimes I just feel insane
Dying slow baby 
I got poison in my veins

spotify

okay (prod. methboiswag)

ur flowers are dying w/ sideview drive [wisssery/jolst]

Desaturate and fade
Watch the world turn grey
Dead and decayed
You can throw me away
When it's all said and done
I'll just be another grave
Going insane like a dog in a cage
Going crazy, yeah I lost it
She just wanna play me
Like a puppet
She just wanna make me
Feel like nothing
Make me feel like
I'm not worth loving

That's why I'm on prescriptions, I'm broken
When it all ends
I don't know where I'm going
When I can't sleep
I just stare at the ceiling
Feeling like I'm sinking
'til the morning
Got a feeling in my chest, I can't fight it
Got a voice in my head, it's not quiet
Feeling sick off the meds, like I'm a patient
And I'm sick in my brain, like I'm infected

Think about her all the time
I can't stop it
Memories in my mind
I can't forget
That's why I'm staying high
To ignore the bullshit
Don't you tell me that you love me
If you don't mean it

Desaturate and fade
Watch the world turn gray
Dead and decayed
You can throw me away
When it's all said and done
I'll just be another grave
Going insane like a dog in a cage
Going crazy, yeah I lost it
She just wanna play me
Like a puppet
She just wanna make me
Feel like nothing
Make me feel like
I'm not worth loving

another grave (prod. frevel + thislandis)

Hey there
I know it's hard to feel like I don't care
But I've been dying slowly
I don't want you to be scared
Cause you're the one that kills me
And you kill me so well
And I know you like it too baby
I can just tell
Yeah, I can just tell
When your eyes meet mine
If I fall in love again
I might lose my mind
Cause if I lose you
Imma lose it all
Blacked out
In an empty bathroom stall

Yeah, I woke up fucked up
High from last night
Saw you in my dream
I wish it was real life
I've been burnt out
Broken
With no one by my side
Leave me out to die
But you know I still try

Leave me, bleed me
I just don't care
Hate me, blame me
I know it's not fair
Yeah, I'm crazy
Baby I won't lie
Got too many scars that I can't hide
Got too many cuts and bruises baby
Trust me I've been through it
Treat my heart just like another drug
The way that you abuse it
That's the reason I can't fall in love
You treat me like I'm stupid
You won't find nobody else
To love you like I did
And still do
Try to block you out my brain
But you break through
I can't sleep and I can't eat
When I think of you
Nothing ever feels the same as it used to

Hey there
I know it's hard to feel like I don't care
But I've been dying slowly
I don't want you to be scared
Cause you're the one that kills me
And you kill me so well
And I know you like it too baby
I can just tell
Yeah, I can just tell
When your eyes meet mine
If I fall in love again
I might lose my mind
Cause if I lose you
Imma lose it all
Blacked out
In an empty bathroom stall

hey there (prod. frevel + 5head)

@prodbybrody x @taylor

lyrics:

we fall asleep while on the phone 
a couple times before we meet 
i see u staring at the wall
i hear you talking in ur sleep
i didn’t mean to blow you off
that day i ruined everything 

cuz i know how the story goes 
i remember when i stayed with u up north 
i admit you caught me lacking, its my fault   
i was faded out my skull on that tour 
(for most that year)

time has accelerated 
pour one out for the ones who didn’t make it
pour my heart out to you lying in your bed 
i’m sorry i never texted 

i see you pacing ‘round ur room 
there’s something that u wanna say 
boy u don’t know me very well
but you can tell me anything 
i didn’t mean to blow you off
that day i ruined everything

im sorry i never texted u back (prod brody x taylor morgan)

(Running out of time) 
(I keep running out of time) 
(Living in a fast life I keep running)

Living in a fast life 
I keep running out of time 
Every single night 
Got you running 
Through my mind 
Staying wide awake 
Till the sun thru the blinds 
Stacking money up 
Till the sun don’t shine 

Imma stack it up 
I can’t get enough 
Heard you want me dead 
I don’t give a fuck 
I’ve been running laps 
No I can’t relax 
I would rather die 
Before I come in last 

When I die 
Hope it ain’t gonna be slow 
When I die 
Hope it’s somewhere peaceful 
Thorns and roses 
On my body
Laying under dirt and concrete 

I’ve been sinking 
For some time now 
You can’t save me 
I’m too far down 
Run up on me 
You can fucking find out 
What it’s like 
To be under the ground 

(Under the ground) 
I’ve been sinking 
For some time now 
(You can find out) 
You can’t save me 
I’m too far down 

Living in a fast life 
I keep running out of time 
Every single night 
Got you running 
Through my mind 
Staying wide awake 
Till the sun thru the blinds 
Stacking money up 
Till the sun don’t shine 

(Till the sun don’t shine) 
(Till the sun don’t shine)
(Let’s lose our minds) 
(In the night sky)

running (prod. frevel + thislandis)

Psalms 91:1
"Whoever dwells in the shelter of the Most High will rest in the shadow of the Almighty."

{Lyrics}

Everlasting
I trust in the Lord, Its in the past tense
Everlasting
I trust in the Lord, Its in the past tense x2

Defeating my flesh, Satans my opponent
Cant live without God, hes the main component
Look upon yourself, thats what it says in Romans
Its so hard for me to think that I was chosen

I can go higher
Used to be a liar
I'll sing unto Yahweh
Cuz the situations dire
Dont got time to be tired
Cruise to Christ like a glider
Goin ham like hillshire
Build up the Christ empire

Everlasting
I trust in the Lord, so Its in the past tense
Everlasting
I trust in the Lord, so Its in the past tense x2


Everlasting

prod @4evrgone i jus added sum bass <3

found myself so thin
downing bottles again
I don't care what you did
just wanna distance myself

from the old bleeding well
from those posts seeking help
know I can't accept shit 
so just go on without me

just get on without me 
know it won't be harming 
know you won't be hurting 
from much that's been haunting me

and that's fine

leave it up to me 
let me fucking bleed 
let me stay 
x3 

it never really mattered anyway

it never really mattered anyway prod. 4evr

Baby if you think about it
Life is just a cycle
My emotions spin around like vinyl's
Pressure in my brain
It's hard to smile
Swap me minds
And you won't last a mile
I think to much
It's over complicated
I hate myself and I wish I could change it
My life feels like a game
With snakes and mazes
I hope she thinks of me with my replacement

Life is just a cycle
I think I'm going psycho 

Life is just a cycle
I think I'm going psycho
I don't know how to hide it
My memories divided
If only I could get out my head
And see inside it

A whole new perspective
My soul was neglected
Bomb on my heart
Like was it her objective
Torn into pieces
My strengths turn to weakness
I don't say much
Cause these thoughts leave me speechless

If you think about it
Life is just a cycle
My emotions spin around like vinyls
Pressure in my brain
It's hard to smile
Swap me minds
And you won't last a mile

And you won't last a mile
Your dead if you're in my head
I'll make you suicidal
You couldn't love me
No matter if you tried to
If someone told you different
Then just know your being lied to

Fuck life fuck you
Driving fast hit the gas
Imma dust you
Shedding tears
As I'm switching to my fifth gear
I don't give a fuck about my ex I tell her stay clear

Tell her stay clear
Running for my life
Cause I know that the pain's near
I would rather die
Then ever fucking stay here
I can't take it
Everybody be the same here

If you think about it
Life is just a cycle
My emotions spin around like vinyl's
Pressure in my brain
It's hard to smile
Swap me minds
And you won't last a mile

life is just a cycle (prod. foreigngotem)

Every single night
I'm up thinking bout my life
What causes all the pain I feel inside?
Can't ever escape
Constant battles in my mind
Don't feel human
Half the time
Walking all alone
Get along with no one else
I don't even like my fucking self
Look up at the sky
Asking where the fuck am I?
Whats the point to even try?

Am I really from here?
In this galaxy
Every time I look for love
It's a catastrophe
I know I could never be
What they asked of me
I still wanna help myself
Discover inner peace

Depression brings me underneath
I go invisible
I don't talk to anyone
I know it's pitiful
Some days I feel so miserable
I wish I wasn't here
Anxiety is killing me
It's time to disappear

Running out of time
Lately feel I'm running out of time
Running from the demons in my mind
I can't get away
Speeding
Like I'm driving in a race
One day hope I'm driving
In a wraith

Running out of time
Lately feel I'm running out of time
Running from the demons in my mind
I can't get away
Speeding
Like I'm driving in a race
One day hope I'm driving
In a wraith
Don't care what they say
Lately feel like everyone is fake
Lately they been lying to my face
That is not okay
You don't understand the pain you cause
Used to see the light
Now I am lost
I am lost
I am lost

inner peace (prod. xtravulous)

Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wdG_DVN4gVc

(lyrics)
And we can do it together,
Iced out,
having fun,
sittin down on the leather,
I don't even know If I can manage to get her,
I remember sittin down and reading that letter,
oh,
I don't want to upset her,
Feelin lost in the world yeah I'm feelin the weather,
And we can do it together,
And we can do it together,

And you're in my head,
I got a heavy chest,
Lay me to rest,
I'm only goin up,
I'm only goin up,

We're in the back of the club now,
Triple six,
Everybody want our love now,
That's it,
I don't need to go to school now,
Found my niche,
People bumpin all my shit loud,
I feel like somethings missing,
I feel like no ones listening,
Cause all I really want is someone next to me,
Someone next to me,

And we can do it together,
Iced out,
having fun,
sittin down on the leather,
I don't even know If I can manage to get her,
I remember sittin down and reading that letter,
oh,
I don't want to upset her,
Feelin lost in the world yeah I'm feelin the weather,
And we can do it together,
And we can do it together,

enjoy.

together (prod.discent)

together (prod.discent) [VIDEO OUT NOW] [LINK IN DESCRIPTION]

soundcloud.com/4evrgone
soundcloud.com/sleyeofficial


i won't ever talk cause you never really care
no
i don't wanna call cause you wouldn't even answer
said you'd hit me up but i never got the message
bet you didn't even send it 

probably set me off like the ringer on my phone
when i see you i get lost 
can't remember where to go
and i gave it all i got still i wasn't even close
but i can't afford the cost if i end up on my own

if i end up on my own
i don't wanna be alone 
said don't let the door hit you when you're going home
but i wanted you to know
i don't wanna be the one
that would get up all my hopes
if it wasn't gonna work out 

now i'm going off but you know i really had it
with you i'm making this a habit
yeah you had me fucked up
bleeding couldn't stop it with a bandage 
cutting really close and i don't know if i can stand it

i won't ever talk cause you never really care
no
i don't wanna call cause you wouldn't even answer
said you'd hit me up but i never got the message
bet you didn't even send it

mixed/mastered by Sleye

On My Own (feat. Sleye)(prod. 4evr)

(Another night spent alone)
(Sometimes I wish you could know)
(How much you fuck with my head)
(I'm constantly on the edge)
(I'm constantly on the edge)
(I'm constantly on the edge)
(Sometimes I wish you could know)
(Sometimes I wish you could know)

Another night spent alone
Sometimes I wish you could know
How much you fuck with my head
I'm constantly on the edge

I'm smoking, drinking coffee
Scars on me like a zombie
For you baby I'm crazy
Dive headfirst, now I'm too deep

I can't breathe, sinking deeper
Things are different, we're older
The world is on our shoulders
I feel it growing colder

Crush my dreams, watch them shatter
None of this even matters
Wanna die when I think about her
Wish I could know what's after

I'm a ghost, yeah I feel like Casper
When you're near me, my heart beats faster
And when I see you my mind starts racing
I've been working, now life's changing

No sleep, my body's aching
I'm no good at conversation
Need you like medication
'Cause every night I'm contemplating

Another night spent alone
Sometimes I wish you could know
How much you fuck with my head
I'm constantly on the edge

I'm smoking, drinking coffee
Scars on me, like a zombie
For you baby I'm crazy
Dive headfirst, now I'm too deep

(Dive headfirst, now I'm too deep)
(Scars on me, like a zombie)
(Maybe I'm going crazy)
(I wish that you would love me)

zombie (prod. jody)

Crush my dreams
And stab my back
Let me down
I'm used to that
Lie to me
Like all the time
Every night
You're on my mind

When I sleep
You're all I see
In my head
So constantly
Knock me right off
Both my feet
Tear my heart up
Piece by piece

Suffocation
I can't breathe
Drowning fast
And sinking deep
Take my life
And set me free
I hope they
Remember me

I'm hanging on by a thread
Looking over the edge
Evil voice in my head
Tells me I'm better off dead

I'm no good
Yeah I know I'm the worst
Smoking weed
Till my lungs start to hurt
Tell me lies
Already I know how this works
She won't care till
I'm covered with dirt

When we kissed
I knew I was cursed
You showed me hell was on earth
You dragged me to a new low
Then left me nowhere to go

Paranoid
I roll on my own
Skeleton
I'm just
Skin and bones
These days
I feel so empty
In my dreams
You still haunt me

When I sleep
You're all I see
In my head
So constantly
Knock me right off
Both my feet
Tear my heart up
Piece by piece

Suffocation
I can't breathe
Drowning fast
And sinking deep
Take my life and
Set me free
I hope they
Remember me

I know they won't remember me
Forget me in your memories
Take away my sanity
Stomp on me
Till I can't breathe

Till I can't breathe

piece by piece (prod. brody)

I'm dying to tell you
How I feel about you
I can't sleep
I can't eat
I want you
To want me
I feel cold
And lonely
Got scars on my body
Blood stains up on my sleeves
Silver on my white teeth

I'm dying to tell you
How I feel about you
I can't sleep
I can't eat
I want you
To want me
I feel cold
And lonely
Got scars on my body
Blood stains up on my sleeves
Silver on my white teeth  

Silvertab jeans
With the Vivienne's on me
No sleep
I'm a strung out zombie
Can't count the grams I'm burning
5am in the morning
Pull up on the beat I burned it
Talk bad bout me
I heard it
But when I come around
It's quiet
When I come around
It's silent

Paranoid shy and anxious
I don't want no new friendships
All they do is make me nervous
Staying lowkey and cautious
A lot of people out here toxic
They never got your best interest
But I already know how it is
I've been on my own since a kid

I've been alone
For so long
Don't know the place I belong
Just floating round like a ghost
I can't let anyone close
I'm crying on my cracked screen
Wishing you would hear me
Wish I could rest in peace
Lay me down underneath

I'm dying to tell you
How I feel about you
I can't sleep
I can't eat
I want you
To want me
I feel cold
And lonely
Got scars on my body
Blood stains up on my sleeves
Silver on my white teeth 

I'm dying to tell you
How I feel about you
I can't sleep
I can't eat
I want you
To want me
I feel cold
And lonely
Got scars on my body
Blood stains up on my sleeves
Silver on my white teeth 

Silvertab jeans
With the Vivienne's on me
No sleep
I'm a strung out zombie
Can't count the grams I'm burning
5am in the morning
Pull up on the beat I burned it
Talk bad bout me
I heard it
But when I come around
It's quiet
When I come around
It's silent

inner peace (prod. xtravulous)

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