(edit 7/7/22) wanna know how i made this song? watch the breakdown here -> https://youtu.be/PEbUEuHPnCI

first off, big fuckin thank you to faye for doing literally the entire bass line in the song pls listen and follow her @mewatonin

this is a little different than usual but i hope you like it ^-^

also follow me on twittr and insta loool

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lyrics:

i done fucked up; hotel
wanna see me out u wanna see me there
on ur mind all the fuckin time
i just dont know why yea
u want me there
i just dont know why!
u want me there

all the time
see the lines
see ur lies
why u always callin my phone?
if theres a reason to be haaaaaaad

.
we should find the time
whats that weighin on ur mind?
u dont know what i mean?
u just say ur fine
i dont think you have a reason
you dont want me to see..

like that, like that
what u wanna say?
just spit it out
and you always get through

like that, like that
what you wanna do..?
>.<
wanna see you move

hey boy
think they hate you
why u gotta be so rude?

swap spit just to see whos friends
and i wouldnt care if you
hated me at all

...
... 💫
... 

i done fucked up-
but u alrdy knew that
no i dont feel the same
...i know you

i feel like the real me
is stuck inside my dreams
it feels like the whole world
is falling down on me

on and on ..
no i dont feel any different
listen to me
keep count the scars you know you keep
feel lost, the stars are where i sleep

🌠

SPITSWAP

stacy's mom

https://soundcloud.com/kidtrashpop
https://soundcloud.com/kggn

ENGINE IN THE BACK (ft. Kid Trash & Kuru)

Slow Summer (w/ lunacyxxvii)

I was afraid to come to your show so I didn't go
We could've clicked but I didn't show so we'll never know
Caught up on shit that doesn't really matter
Trauma competition just to see who's heart is more shattered
When I heard you're afraid of me it got me kinda flattered
I think what could've been of us was torn apart by questions

What kind of music are you making and what are the implications of the words you call it now?
Where did you learn to act this stupid and who made you feel so crazy that you gotta let it out?
And can we call it furry music if you don't slap a fursona on the cover of the album?
God damn, that's some problem, right?
God damn, well that's my problem now
When did you even find the time to find somebody who could find the time for you to make it yours?
How did you both come up with something that inspired other people to come up with something more?
And can we really call it hyperpop if this beat is more cybergrind mixed up with digicore?
God damn, that's a really lame problem to have
God damn, I thank God it only gets that bad

Fuckin' it up out here
I live in chi town now I get recognized on the bus out here
(Hi) Rollin' it up out here
Only smoke real shit now I don't buy gas station, that's sus out here (I do not)
Holding it down out here (hold down)
Yeah like that gravity (okay)
Please do not clown round here (do not)
Make a catastrophe (that is bad)
Your himbo attached to me (he is)
I let him down gently (bye bye)
That's ouch that's hot that's more hot then tea that's soup lentilly

(Gupi, fuck it up now)
I was afraid to come to your place so I didn't show
We could've clicked but I didn't go so we'll never know
Caught up on shit that used to never matter
And situations that I never thought I'd be a part of
When I heard you still wanna see me I got so disgusted
Think that in your eyes it's a backwards way of serving justice

Why-w-w-w-why aren't you making any music, you should hurry up and do it so that I can tear it down
Where did you learn to talk so stupid, and who made you feel so traumatized you gotta lay it down on me?
And are you really a subversive artist if you're scared of your own body and don't even say the r word
God damn, that's some problem, right?
God damn, that literally sounds like a made up problem

Wow (wow, wow)
Fuck it up in my head (fuck it up)
Heavy is the hand that writes the callout post I guess
My abuser got cancelled this year I am not stressed (yes)
Got a new lease on life (yes)
Happiness peace on life (yes)

Happiness peace and love
Even when it sucks
Even when they really really wanna be like us
Even when they really really wanna fuck us up
Got a new lease on love
Gotta do peace and love

Happiness peace and love
Even when it sucks
Even when they really really wanna be like us
Even though they really really wanna fuck us up
Got a new lease on love
Gotta do peace and love

I gotta do penis music
I'mma disease I'm too sick
These loose ass ties all grew thick
These day ones in my group pic
I gotta make all this music
I do it for therapeutic
I do it for Massachusetts
I do it for Fraxiom Music

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Released February 28, 2025
Written by Fraxiom Music
Produced by Spencer Hawk
Mastered by Ryan Schwabe

2025 food house

hot problems

(Music)
Fell for you day one head over heels in the parking garage
When I was too young to determine if you were a good guy
Listened to Datafruits together on the MBTA
We shared some pink Skullcandy earbuds and I thought I would die
You'd walk around our little town like you knew everything
And honestly I liked the confidence that that would imply
Name dropped you on our last release you were my everything
For half a decade there I thought that I would know you for life
It's so embarrassing to love so hard then let it all go
But I do know, deep down I can let it all go
It's so embarrassing to go to bat for you when you know better
But don't do better, I said

I know a fake one when they step the scene
They mask things with kindness but are intricately mean
You may have your prospects, you may have your shoes
But I know you'll be lonely if you treat her like you do

I don't think you're ugly but you think you're ugly and because you think you're ugly you are gonna hurt somebody
Self-infantilizing, always criticizing people and disguising it with social justice words, despising
I don't think you're ugly but you think you're ugly and because you think you're ugly you are gonna hurt somebody
You just won't transition so now it's your mission to make all the life decisions for somebody who transitioned

I just think it's odd that we were kids, and you were not
And we were smoking all that pot with you
And I still think you deserve a good life
Could have been nice
It's just gotta happen away from my eyes
But you treated us like little baby stupid idiots!

There was a period of time you were my only friend
If somebody met me eventually they'd have to meet you
I look back on these times and think too much and get myself sick
When I consider how you'd use my name and

No one thinks you're ugly but you think you're ugly and because you think you're ugly you just have to hurt somebody
Self-infantilizing, always hypnotizing people so that it's surprising when you get caught compromising (wh-wh what)
I don't think you're ugly but you think you're ugly and because you think you're ugly you are gonna hurt somebody (yeah)
You just won't transition so the composition of your intuition is to be somebody's apparition
And I still think you deserve a good life

_____________________________________________
Released February 28, 2025
Written by Fraxiom Music & Spencer Hawk
Produced by Spencer Hawk
Mastered by Ryan Schwabe

2025 food house

nono

I-I-I-I-I look into everybody's eyes
One by one, one at a time
And it makes me wanna cry
Because I've never felt a love exactly like this in my life
One by one, you save my life
You could say I saved your life
But that goes both ways like a

Bi guy, my my
Vids on YouTube like a Try Guy, fly high
Backstage pouring me a Mai Tai, why why
You might be scared to approach me
But don't you worry, I'm shy, I'm
Just as nervous as you are to meet you for real
I get fucking starstruck when you say how you feel
Feeling like I owe you something, some kinda deal
'Cause honestly, you gave me my life
I could give my all out on that stage till I'm numb
We could take a serious pic and one that's dumb
I could even give to you the shirt off my back
But no, none of that repays you, you let me be
Frax, Frax, Frax, Frax, Frax
Some of this shit doesn't track
Mostly I still feel the same
I'm still into Sam and Max
I still eat my salmon flax
I still scream goddamnit when the industry don't have my back
So that means every day I scream goddamnit

(You know, my head is not screwed on correctly
And yeah, it pisses me off because that's not even my fault
But, also, it's my responsibility to be and act normal so
Come on! Unlearn that helplessness, let's go)

You would tell me to "always remember, it is us against the world"
But I went out into the world and I love it a lot
And now I get distraught when I remember that you ever wanted me to be against the world
That's why it's gonna be a really confusing day for me when you die
Yeah, I'll probably miss you then
Just like how I miss you now
I know on the day you die
Your death will solidify
That you're never gonna change
For me or for anyone
And until the day you die
I'll stay a freak in your eyes
Hate that I'm okay with that
Hate that I'm prepared for it
Hate that I've got action plans
Would it not be easier for both of us to talk about the elephant?
Come on man, just call me your daughter for the hell of it
I would go so far as to call all the past irrelevant
All I need is just one sign
I heard you call Twitter X
I've been trans for longer than that, and I still don't get respect
I travel home and it's just for my brother
Hope he turns out all right despite our shared father and mother
Everybody bites their tongue at the dinner table when I am there
And all I can see is everybody's mouth bleed
All of you are fake as fuck
Pop these hormones, end my bloodline, that's what's up
Fly out of the place where they don't give a fuck
And head back to the show
And head back to the stage where

I look into everybody's eyes
One by one, one at a time
And it makes me wanna cry
Because I've never felt a love exactly like this in my life
One by one, you save my life
You could say I saved your life
But don't treat me like I am special
I look into everybody's eyes
One by one, one at a time
And it makes me wanna cry
Because I've never felt a love exactly like this in my life
One by one, you save my life
Two by two, I get back up
Three by three, I make that
Four on the floor, everybody jump
Five by five is twenty-five
Six by six is thirty-six
You could say I saved your life
But don't treat me like I am special because you also saved mine
It goes both ways all the time

_____________________________
Released February 28, 2025
Written by Fraxiom Music
Produced by Spencer Hawk
Mastered by Ryan Schwabe

2025 food house

everybody's eyes

shameless bubblegum track i made in the office when nobody else was here for an hour

sticky glue+

https://open.spotify.com/album/7FwzPtVaVhVCR1I2ty6pn8?si=Hvkw6uWuS4KgIGa58AltEA

Her Name (FIRST TOUCH COMING 12/4)

LYRICS: https://genius.com/Fromtheheart-big-kids-lyrics

Stream/Download

BiG KIDS (feat. jedwill1999 & RILEY THE MUSICIAN)

Thank u @davidshawty

http://twitter.com/mimideathh or http://twitter.com/citrustwee

Her Name (FIRST TOUCH COMING 12/4)

Aaron Shadrow