i miss you i wanna make another song with you </3

Did this song get updated or are my ears being weird

thanks for always supporting me, i love you all so much

i've been stuck here crying all by myself
i been waiting for too long to find my wealth
back to my roots, i hope you're doing well
beacuse i'm eight fucking seconds from goin to hell

lost all my friends from an argument
hours later and i dont even know what it meant
what the fuck does activity have to do
with being your friend? i dont care bout you

maybe it's worth it, just giving you up
it was way too draining for me to keep up
you'd always vent to me all the time
now i got a fuckin job, and i work full time

get out of my messages
(you already went and fucked up your last chance)
don't talk to me again
(i don't ever wanna hear your name again)

problems <yukiro>

MUSIC BOX

ADHD

just self reflecting, follow my main @squiblers

i just need a hug, i need a bit of love right now
talking shit in my uber, am i really bouta break down
deep breaths, getting told i'll be fine
but i'm always overthinking, what if they all were lying?

calm down, you already know the outcome
you have all your friends and they let you feel welcomed
you know that they love you, you know you're important
if you disappear then you know they'd report it

i don't know why you're like this
you always assume the worst, you never hide it
emotions are fragile and yours are no different
so then why the fuck are you keeping them hidden?
away from your friends so then they never notice
thats so fucking harmful, you need to control it
im not confrontational, im just being helpful
please can you listen i dont want you to hurt anymore

we're in this together, forever, i promise i promise

i just wanna see you happy,
i never expected what this all would cause for you
but its all for the best,
its a tiring process but please try to pull through

i know it's hard, i know it is
just try your best? our motive is
to see you smile, that's all we want
but if you're tired, then we can stop

even if it's for a moment
you're doing so great and i'm so fucking proud of you
look at you go, do you see where you're headed to?
honesty led you here that-

don't listen to them cuz you know they are lying
you're doing so poorly, are you even trying?
give up, throw yourself into your bed
write your last words, put a gun to your head
let it end

note to self <clearlyyy>

timepasser

stream

timepasser w/ lucas lex

kmoe & blackwinterwells - ecstasy (prod @draf2k)

global warming w/ blackwinterwells, popstarbills & boofbby (alice gas)

prod me!!
hope y'all like this, worked v hard with naku on this one <3

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/0G2KMKkfn1L2YzZHcevmS7?si=ijxod-gYQbOWvOjqon-PNg

naku: https://soundcloud.com/squiblers
https://twitter.com/miskeeping

lyrics:
flying so high in the clouds
i'm never comin back now
is it too much to ask from u
when u say u got my back, but ur covered in blue

in the end you'll stab me in the back, i know it
my contemplating thoughts are in the back, but i'll just bring it to the table
no more tales and fables
i ain't signing labels
i'm on my new shit now!

i'm only 17 and i live inside my dreams
i cannot go back now, i ain't steppin down
to who i thought i was supposed to be
i realize everything in the end didn't matter to me

i cannot think of u now, i can't afford to be down
when u got everyone around u with their head in the ground
and u be talkin smack, but i be gaining racks from all ur silly sounds
i can't afford to be down, becuz ur dead to me now

i said it, i can't bring it back, i ain't fuck with that
and honestly i fuckin hate ur guts and that's a fact
it feels like i'm never enough! but i don't care no more
i'm lookin for somebody else, well not really no more

i'm inside the clouds
and i won't function anymore
in the end, i wont fuck with u anymore

there u go, u stabbed me in the back, i knew it!
and part of me just wants this to be over now
but i'm thru it, and i'm fluent
in the shit u say to ur friends abt me

but i won't stop it now, cuz i'm up now
and i don't care what u say abt me
all my thoughts are caving in, i cant see past the dark sea
i won't give up now
cuz i'll keep moving forward in the end

they all want me dead and i'll never see why
so i'm hiding in the attic like i'll never survive
and they're sayin that i'm dumb because i never reply
i know that you're just mad because i didn't say bye

yeah, go and talk your shit
go and talk your shit
i don't really give a fuck
because i know that you're toxic

i know you're mad at me
i know you're mad at me
but i don't apologize
and i hope you aren't sorry

i know you aren't feeling well
i know you hate me i can tell
but i hope you get better soon
even if this is our doom

spotify

ite (w/ naku)

original song by jack conte - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dzr32OqGlOA

prod @blackwinterwells

thank u to ethan @soupandreas for help transcribing to midi

:D

jack conte - yeah yeah yeah (blackwinterwells)

produced by me, only using sounds from minecraft.
i made this song out of a recent panic attack from one of my past relationships in 2018 and out of a fear that i'd lose the people i love the most. stay close with your friends and loved ones, you never know if they'll be gone the next day.

lyrics:
six hundred times that i've said that i love you
i know things have changed but i still really do!
i say that, but it feels like a lie
i'm trying to cope and i don't mean to cry

we broke up and it's fuckin with my mental
i know we couldn't do shit, it was incidental
i'm sorry for not letting you give your all
i'm hating myself, put my head in the wall

at least i'm coping in a healthy way
im workin on a song instead of wasting away
not swallowing drugs, you made me wanna stop that
i had something planned and i dont wanna drop that

but it wont be the same
look at me now, look at what i became
you helped me back up when i was at my worst
but i feel like i failed you, wish i could reverse

everything that i've done wrong
even though you say it's right
i'm just puttin up a fight
with myself, "go to hell," i hope that youll be alright

and i'm sure i'll be fine
it'll take me some time
in the end it's for the better
but i know you'll find someone thats better than me

i'd fucking die for you

all of my friends r in different biomes,,
@prod-plxce
thank u sm for 1k followers ily all sm <3 <3 <3
coverart: https://twitter.com/mewchiiee

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MUSHROOM ISLAND! [plxce]

i tried to do vocal stutters lol

@weaknesssss

@delto

ite (w/ naku)

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