I'm up now 1

bedroom sad electronic self-help hyper upper/downer rock pop

on the cloud

so that's it, i give, i give
i won't fight it no more i'm in
so that's it, i give, i give
i won't fight it no more i'm in

i only work if i'm paid right
and honestly i plan on blowin up at the same time
don't tell me that i'm running out of time bitch i make time
just know that it takes time, i pick up my facetime, who's callin me?
i'm not pullin up unless you got more than a pound on you
claim that they your homies but watch how they turn around on you
fuck all the distractions man i build it from the ground and you
worried bout friends man it's sad don't see they clownin you

i kno that you gonn only hear what you want
i know that i could make a hit if i want
i know you're only gonna hold me back

so waste away
see if i care
take away
everything that i shared
pave the way
what's it like there
now that you have left me stranded?
so waste away
but that's not fair
take away
everything that i shared
i paved the way
under my care
never left you empty handed

so that's it? i give, i give, i give
i won't fight it no more i'm in
so that's it, i give, i give
i won't fight it no more i'm in

i give! demo

rigor mortis (555)

13 [Bryce Bishop rmx]

Pink Nights (Prod. Eestbound & River Tiber)

shoegaze

chantin5

Sadrocktrap

Righteous

re:stacks cover live

Lonely Boys Inc.

talk it out (p. @ron_isreali @nickcasssidy & @nsouza416)

coming2terms (delto & ryo)

Night City Memories

Spotify

just a vent song don't ask me if i'm okay i won't respond

lyrics:

i’m so useless
i get so worked up over the small shit
everybody worried about me like ima lose it
im bout 5 shots in i’m feeling nauseous 

approach with caution baby
you don’t know what i’ve been through
i belong in a coffin baby
afraid i’ll hurt u too

i dont want nobody to feel like they’re responsible for my happiness,
i made a whole damn fucking album about an answer but i haven’t fount it yet,

too many scars and i can’t erase them
wish i could be honest without getting wasted
i talk to no one else on the daily
run from my feelings why can’t i face them?

you had a life before me
would you be better off?
if you left me and ignored me
should i not get involved?

and you ask
you ask
you ask
you ask if im okay

im in my head
my head
my head
my head but i won’t say

and you ask
you ask
you ask
you ask if im okay

im in my head
my head
my head
my head but i won’t say

i made a whole album about an answer but i haven't found it yet

SHOUTOUT TO:
colliding with mars
patchymate
ale
abbot
torr
knapsack
ty lorenzo

THEY HIT THE GANG VOCALS DURING THE CHORUS AND HELPED WITH THE LYRICS AND I LOVE THEM ALL SO MUC THEY MY BESTIES <3

bitch on fire (feat: ty lorenzo)

mazin and Grazin