produced by logan

if you need me i wont be there
when you wake up, in front are stairs
have to hold back on what i want
i would love to be this blunt
save yourself
dont die in my arms
if word got out, youd be behind bars
save yourself
dont bleed in my arms
if you got out, youd be behind bars

i know something you dont know
i know i know i know i know
think im stupid? ive watched you close
im watchin watchin watchin been watchin
hows the weather over there
tell me why the fuck you scared

scared

shawty tryna play some games
shawty why you play with my heart
why are you on hearthstone
why baby, you're on heat stones

baby, i miss our sleep calls
why are you on fortnite, baby?
aren't we meant to spend tonight, together?

shawty run it up
shawty run it up
bitin on my neck
vamp girl
blood lust
shawty f*ck it up
shawty f*ck it up

oh girl, you're my world
feel you in my soul
ice around my nerves

angel calling me
angel wanna share my world
sunlight over me
guiding through the frozen swirl

god damn girl, with the pretty eyes
god damn girl, with the blacked out eyes
god damn girl, with the pretty eyes
god damn girl, with the blacked out eyes

sleep calls (szvmek)

AMV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kkv-HHb-EzY

prod. by me
Lyrics:

[Intro]
Why
Did you
Leave?
I
Need
Some
Company

[Verse 1]
Why
Did you
Leave?
I
Need
Some
Company

[Verse 2]
Walls
Are
Caving in
I
Think
I am
Fading
It's
Not your
Fault
But
You could
Still fix it

[Pre-Chorus]
Why
Did you
Leave?
I
Need
Some
Company

[Chorus]
No, I can't do this
I don't wanna be here
I can't see anything
So lonely with my fears
Why did you leave?
I just need some company
I don't wanna fold in
But it's getting
Difficult
I think I slowly
Forget, who I've been
(x2)

[Outro]
I
Am
Too
Late
To
Be forgiven...

company

idk wtf I did I just create, but here it is, I guess? xd

prod. by me
Lyrics:

[Chorus]
Agony, my name
Screaming, he-he-he-hey!
(x2)

[Pre-Chorus]
Demons next door
I'm so fucking close
To hell I desire
I can tell
(x2)

[Chorus]
Agony, my name
Screaming, he-he-he-hey!
(x6)

HE-HE-HE-HEY!

agony, my name

I dont condone suicide these were just the thoughts on my mind at a point in time...
prod by:@mental
MIxed by:@lofeetunes
art by:@oddyssi

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Dead And Cold

Produced by ryini

Lyrics

A lot of times I don't feel I got no one to talk to
And all the drugs I take I promise that I try and not to
But people just avoid me so I smoke and pour a shot too
I'm walking to my grave cause tryna live is what I not do

I lost her, she found me, I'm under, I'm drowning
Dear Father, please save me from myself before I take me
I don't wanna stay here no more, I don't wanna love I'm so sore
I don't see the point of what it's all for, all I wanna see is her on all four

I'm not that guy I used to be
People are of no use to me
Seems like everyone got used to me
I'm falling back to what I used to be

I'm not alive, I'd rather die
Than to keep up hating my life
Girl goodbye, you're not mine
I'm not yours leave me alone (x2)

I'll fade away with the wind
Everyday's a day I hate being in
Or maybe I just hate my own skin
Is it really even that more different?

Cause the world is bitch that's why I say fuck it
Every morning is shit but I don't think nothing of it
Cause it's always been that way for me
God why'd you give so much hate to me?

I can't take it
How'd I make it?
This far I don't know
Cause I keep losing my hope (x2)

I lost her, she found me, I'm under, I'm drowning
Dear Father, please save me from myself before I take me
I don't wanna stay here no more, I don't wanna love I'm so sore
I don't see the point of what it's all for, all I wanna see is her on all four

I lost her, she found me, I'm under, I'm drowning
Dear Father, please save me from myself before I take me
I lost her, she found me, I'm under, I'm drowning
I lost her, she found me, I'm under, I'm drowning

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i lost her.

(prod. pluto)

“If we naruto run, we can move faster than their bullets. Lets see them aliens.”

KAIS:

Fake chains shine on yo neck
like a shit stain!

Oh my god!
Been up on that GSC like all day!
Bitch!
Just look at my piss!
It's elegant!
Asian bitch, like litterin'
On my lap,
bad bitch shiverrin

Bad bih give neck, Mm!
She said she want sex, Yeah!

I'm pullin' up racks out my pocket!
My side, Imma sock it and rock it!
lil bih!
Go sit in your lab!
Those kid they walk in they gon' do sumn bad
I'm gettin' a bag yea yea

ERISU:

She give me top like tooth paste,
Call it Colgate!
Fuck that bitch so silly, got her Ahegao, blue faced!
Bitch!

The size of my dick..
It’s magnificent!

Asians bitches be on top of this,
Bad bitch, choke her ass like Rihanna bitch!

Rep’ them shits, off white, in my Balmains!
I told that bitch if you ain’t Belle Delphine then fuck up out my face!
Yeah!

She said she want sex!
Billie giving that neck!
Gamer Girl Bath water up in my lean,
Yeah, That’ll cost you a check!
Yeah!

AREA 51 - KAIS X ERISU (prod. pluto)

Overdrive

Overdrive (Prod. Steven Done)

listen close to my words

produced by Ocean Beats
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCpipAjo9fIhDMXOoo0Mm86Q

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@rxseboy - i'm a ghost but it hurts (prod. ocean)

prod. hxrxkiller

 days they blur
your flame still burns
your name sounds worse
but im unconcerned

i wanna b happy, your off my mind
i wanna say im great, but i just feel fine
up late again searchin for the sun at night
drifting through the day, to settle for the stars in the sky

i wish i could feel something
i wish i could feel you
i wish i could feel some pain
i wish i was black and blue
is this hell? am i finally well?
never thought i wanna b burned so bad
is this hell? am i finally well?
why am i ok?
(X2)

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why am i ok

Hi, I go by the name abdush.

I am a teacher doing music as a hobby, uploading my progress here, started on October 2025, hope you enjoy my songs!

Feel free to DM me if you'd like to, about anything :)

My email if you want to reach me: abdush350@gmail.com

Discord: @lil_abdush

agony, my name

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