looking back tryna forget...

thank u
https://soundcloud.com/seesosi

SALVATION (FEAT. SOSI) [PROD. IOF x WETGROPES]

If she wanted ft. Aiden Hilton

witch hut gang <3

let me down, let me down,
let me down slowly
it don't matter at,
it gets hard to breathe

place a couple of cuts
to prove i can bleed
wrap my arms around you,
last thing that's real to me

astral projecting straight through my walls,
make a couple of calls,
plug gon' meet me in the summer

i can feel your heartbeat,
girl, you're barely breathing,
do you need some blood to feed?

half the time you ain't even there,
just a ghost in the walls,
scratch marks through my hair

you're a soul that's void,
i know that shit ain't fair,
i've had enough of this,
let's get outta here

astral

leave me empty - wavylouii x durahan

Moving On ( prod. by thislandis )

I swear I never thought that I would graduate
I never thought that I would make it past eighteen
All these little thoughts they like to gravitate
Constantly they plotting on my dopamine
I swear I never thought that I would graduate
I never thought that I would make it past eighteen
All these little thoughts they like to gravitate
Constantly they plotting on my dopamine

(It's like this feeling, eating me alive from the inside out; and no matter what I do; I can't get away from it.)

I thought that I would fall
Addicted to it all
Yeah this lifestyle I been living, don't know how I got involved
Yeah this nightmare I been trippin' pacing on my bedroom walls
Yeah my girl the only that give me comfort through it all
Yeah now I'm on the floor so fucked up that I have to crawl
Yeah I know this isn't healthy but I'm really tryna stall
My mind a living hell and I can't take it anymore 
Wake up everyday I'm still ignoring all my calls
Yeah ignoring all my calls
You watching me fall 
Yeah I hope you like the show this what you wanted all along
Yeah they say they want the old me
they don't even know me
I been doing better now that I been on my lonely 

I swear I never thought that I would graduate
I never thought that I would make it past eighteen
All these little thoughts they like to gravitate
Constantly they plotting on my dopamine
I swear I never thought that I would graduate
I never thought that I would make it past eighteen
All these little thoughts they like to gravitate
Constantly they plotting on my dopamine

lyrics written by shmaxwell; melody and instrumentals created by Kid Axl; arrangement of instrumental; shmaxwell x Kid Axl

GRADUATE (prod. kid axl)

prod. outofplace

i been feelin outta place ill shut my mouth nothin 2  say
i been living day 2 day wit a knife in my back and a hole in my brain

i been feelin outta place ill shut my mouth nothin 2  say
i been living day 2 day wit a knife in my back and a hole in my brain

wheres my head ive gone insane
swear i saw faces in the rain

"pray the lord my soul to take" is
what i'll say wit a gun to my face no faith

look me in the eyes and say u rly been thru it
look up to the sky and swear to ur god before you do it
look up to the sky and pray that ur gone before im movin
girl ill end ur life witout a second thought because im ruthless no

is this what u wanted from the get go
everytime i speak it comes to haunt me like an echo
bitch im movin on u need to let go
bitch im movin on to the next one

im sick of livin my life in ur shadow
imtreading this path its too narrow
and they tried to drown me the waters too shallow
they'll leave me to hang byt my neck in the gallows

i been feelin outta place ill shut my mouth nothin 2  say
i been living day 2 day wit a knife in my back and a hole in my brain

wheres my head ive gone insane
swear i saw faces in the rain

"pray the lord my soul to take" is
what i'll say wit a gun to my face no faith

FAITH

Song Of The Summer

Someone (feat. Foreign Forest)

DISAPPEAR [PROD. ZUPEHR]

why did you do it like that
cause there were so many different ways to go about it
i spent nearly 12 hours laying in my bed
haven't eaten in a day i guess I'm starving
I'm waiting

waiting for that text from you
to come through
i feel used, but its not new to me
the love i have for you's been waiting inside
and now i question why
was everything i lie just to use me

i had hope for you
and i trusted you
waiting on a call
but you're just out having fun

i had hope for you
and i trusted you
I'm in love with you
but you're just out having fun

why does this happen every time
my luck cant ever seem to get right
Halloween
all alone
i thought you were there for me through all of the fun
but no

my first halloween totally alone.. (prod. kire)

https://open.spotify.com/artist/5Kc6YbFlt9TeuvsajLRYHb?si=7caMna7WTYq_tvmTRrbcqA

Moving On ( prod. by thislandis )

Depressed Social