the original version of “deprivation” off of elysian mourning (with some minor adjustments)

deprivation (early version)

channeled during the hour of Mercury on this first day of Mercury Rx in Capricorn 12/29/22

Mercury Rx in Capricorn ‘22-‘23 Message

DEL017- Absolute Fantasy- Garage Sale, Sun 9am - 2pm

i made this track after a long day of hard work. yippee! ^_^

i am so happy and i am so tired

Rubies- Corinne Elena

you know it's unfair to leave me this way
i try
i can never seem to make you stay
what is it about me
got me hitting boundaries
got me running back to silverlake
what is it about you
got me feeling so blue
got me running on a holiday (away)

josie (demo)

This is the final track off of my new EP, Well Come Home, out now on @memorynumber36. Hit the PWYW link to download/stream all four tracks and pya what you wish for them. Below is the original description for this track, released this past January.

After 6 years in Asheville, @lushagave and I decided it was time to move on. And while we figured that out, we decided to return home to Florida to reset before we move forward. It's equal parts sad and exhilarating and this song reflects the inner turmoil and sense of excitement of it all. I worked on this over the past six months as we decided what we were doing next and it seems fitting to drop it now that we're settled in to our new home. I've got a lot of new things coming this year including an EP that I'm figuring out what to do with. Until then, enjoy this jam. Luv y'all.

Recorded at Reptile Reservation, Asheville, NC. Mastered with Adam 'Slam' McDaniel at Drop Of Sun Studios, Asheville, NC.

The art is a photo of the installation 'Peep Show' by Madalyn Wofford, Brett Wyatt, and Kaylee Dunn from the 2015 Re-Happening in Black Mountain, NC.

More: http://matherao.com / http://absfan.bandcamp.com

Well Come Home

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Lyrics

Baby, I know you're a bad decision
If I were smarter I'd use my intuition
Baby, I know you're a bad decision
Unfortunately, I never learned to listen

Well hell, God damn
Here I go again
Craving your skin, my biggest addiction
Hit me up, fix me up real good
Every time I think I'm over it, I'm back on the hook

Bait in my face
Just so you'll feel safe
Well, I know my place
I'm for just in case
I'm your best back up option lately
I know you got a lot on your plate
(Always)

So you let me
(Inside, inside)
And then I let you
(Inside)
Because I want it
(Inside, inside)
Even though, even though

Baby, I know you're a bad decision
If I were smarter I'd use my intuition
Baby, I know you're a bad decision
Unfortunately, I never learned to listen

Well, God damn,
Here I go again
Beating round the bush
Cuz I know your taste
And I know it's late
But I know you're awake
I know you'll let me
(Inside)

On this plane
When you indicate
That you know my pain
That you're in my way
Don't you know I always want you
And I don't like to hesitate

Just come and let me
(Inside, inside)
And then I'll let you
(Inside)
Because I want it
(Inside, inside)
And can't forget you

Now come on let me
(Inside, inside)
And then I'll let you
(Inside)
Because I want it
(Inside, inside)
Even though, even though

Baby, I know you're a bad decision
If I were smarter I'd use my intuition
Baby, I know you're a bad decision
Unfortunately, I never learned to listen

piratehearburstdemo

Bad Decision

“Trust the Hours" is a melodic techno tune composed after two months of hard lockdown. I had my first walk and it was an incredible experience, looking at the river at sunset I had goosebumps and I understood how important is to appreciate all the little things. Then I came in back in studio and I translated these feelings in music." The result is a deep and thoughtful track that really carries you away.

Listen on Spotify: https://spoti.fi/2CoDVYG

Buy here

Trust The Hours (Original Mix)

I've Seen Hell

Mainly techno, but starts out with some progressive to get things going.

#	Track Title	Artist
1	Cloudwalker (Original Mix)	S.I.D (US)
2	Dustpig (Original Mix)	Fabrication
3	Shogun (Original Mix)	Jeremy Olander
4	Genesis (Original Mix)	Transcode
5	Chromosome (Bolster Remix)	Danny Fontana
6	Dimensions (Original Mix)	ANNA
7	The Inner Realm (Original Mix)	Luca Gaeta
8	Love Story (Original Mix)	Victor Ruiz
9	Second Life (Original Mix)	Cosmic Boys
10	This Time Around (Original Mix)	Weska
11	What Once was Lost (Original Mix)	Spektre
12	Lifelink (Original Mix)	Mattia Saviolo

Progressively Techno Tuesday

💦 fluid body music ✨ 
👻 very queer & very trans 🖤

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