circa — April 2023
Additional Production by @whyawe

Welcome to my luck it's not new
I wouldn't be here anywhere without you
If I was young right now I wouldn't know what to do
I'm just glad I fought my battles and grew
I still can't believe that you're gone
I wish that you could hear this song
But you know when times get too tough
And you know that you've had enough
When things start going in place for you
And I don't let anyone catch my bluff
Times like these, just to bring myself together
Would be all it cost

I'm glad I wasn't born anywhere else
'Cause I don't think that I'd be me
I wish we could play our favorite songs
I wish that you weren't gone
My sister said it's okay to cry
I'm looking at our pictures, wish that we could live another day
Forever grateful for you, yeah it's sad it had to end this way
It's breaking me up, it's breaking me down
I hope we can find ourselves in the afterlife, I love you mom

Close my eyes, and then I fall asleep
I can't breathe without your company
'Cause nothing else really matters (but you)
All I ever was was your baby

It's Okay to Cry (Outro)

i got hella weed
we can go to outer space
my life is a fever dream
you can join me any day
all my friends are here with me
but i cant take a step away
dead obsessed with fantasy
i can't escape
love, guns, and i know what im doing
and all my friends are gone
i made a deal with the devil god said go to hell
i'm really here to piss the world off man i wish you well
i loaded up my magazine the one i want just wandered out
my eyes are open but i fell asleep oh come to hell with me
i was in la filled with love and all my fucking friends
i felt like the fucking shit and i had a couple bands
and i didn't even know that i was
coping why did i destroy my pride and man like
i didn't wanna do it but like uh-oh i did it again
swear to god it didn't click all i do is play pretend
but i didn't even know
that i was holding high for my life
and maybe its time for me to take all my losses
cause i just cant stop thinking bout it all
maybe its time for me to change my life
so baby hold my hand
and i can show you right
and lately ive been dying to see
your face when im walking
around this part of town so explain is what up
you're crazy and i can't seem to change your mind
and i just cant wait to run above in the sky

love and guns

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Gunk._MODYSMW ... Syzy Sydney [music vid in desc]

ON SUM MARILYN MANSON SHIT
MY BABY SHE DOIN HER DANCE N SHI
IM INSIDE HA PANTS ND SHE DANCE
LIKE THEY FULL OF SUM ANTS OR SUM SHI
BABY GO DO YA LUH DANCE N SHIT
EAT HA.............COOKIE FOR DINNER
IMA SORE LOSER I DONT LOSE IMMA WINNER
SHE AINT EVA FELT DIS WAY MY FOOT ALL UP IN HA
IM NOT NEW TO DIS SHIT WONT REPENT IMA PROUD SINNER

[I DO NOT CONDONE ANY OF THE HEINOUS ACTIONS MARILYN MASON HAS COMMITED I AM TALKING PURELY FROM AN ARTISTIC/MUSICAL SENSE.] 😭😂✌️

MARILYN 25

shitty accumulated beat work; from dec 2024 - may 2025, artwork by me
sorry if the transitions are wack i lost the project file i made compiling the beats.

dm me for pricing. butchfox on discord, other links in bio.

clips w/ @elxnce @kmoethekid @kingfelix @ticoxxx @seraphicwings @artisama @silasroe @dreamno7e @bbyazul4k @4diegoborn @histarkey @manmelter @gmodravemix

rehash

SPOTIFY : https://open.spotify.com/track/6W79MRK6N5JSH0AFPwWLe3?si=58322d0598f349d1

so charming

credits :
me - lyrics and performance
@vampiremutual - everything else

lyrics : 
casting spells on me babe
you got me in a trance
i cant seem to take my eyes off ya,
your sunkissed skin
look so happy when you dance
i dont wanna take my hands off ya,
i like it when you bite, bite down on me
i like it when you dig your nails in my skin,
whenever we're together feels so right, dont it
you look at me and tell me "boy you aint shit"

not a single other person in the world could compare to you
you're so fucking pretty that im scared of you
I just wanna live alone and care for you
protect you from now until forever
this weather, is making my head hurt
a diamond, that shines under pressure
girl you're all that i need nothing lesser
and i love you sooo much <3

casting spells on me babe
you got me in a trance
i cant seem to take my eyes off ya,
your sunkissed skin
look so happy when you dance
i dont wanna take my hands off ya,
i like it when you bite, bite down on me
i like it when you dig your nails in my skin,
whenever we're together feels so right, dont it
you look at me and tell me "boy you aint shit"

PRISTINE MAGIC (prod. sydney runner)

IT'S BEEN 5 MONTHS!!!!

First, a tracklist:

1. [0:00-1:39] Kick the Ground
All done by me, inspired after just getting into music again by my friend Phyll. 
2. [1:40-3:51] Achorda & Cvrsed (@cvrsed1) – Ouch
Our work together was not split by drop, inspired by experimenting with my own approach on Footwork, as well as the work of DJPJMADEDISTRACK, a very amazing Footwork producer. 
3. [3:52-4:55] New Birds
Inspired by Tobi Lacroix & Wesley Stoker, extremely talented musicians with even better lyrics. I couldn't make anything that levelled to their work, but I tried my hardest from my own emotions. 
4. [4:56-7:03] Mousey
Inspired by dorian concept, and his usage of physical synths. This was the first time I had ever used a Moog IRL before!
5. [7:04-8:52] Improv #2 (Seaborne)
Inspired by a progression I couldn't get out of my head, as well as the Kenny Barron voicing. 

Second, a few words: 
I made it my goal in life to not totalize anything, to really concentrate myself around a balance of all structure– if it did exist– in my life. I got a ton of new books that I really love, and I have read through almost everything in my original shelf. I am a better person, I have learned from mistakes that I have definitely made and owned up to. I still hold on to something (not hope) that a lot of my past friendships would come to a resolution, but I found that that is not something worth centering myself around pursuing. I want to find people that I can center myself around, that I can let myself go in, and, most importantly, find the ability to completely collaborate with. I don't want to belong to any unjust hierarchy, any misinterpretation (if they exist), or anything I can fix to be healthy for the people I care so deeply for. 

P.S. I got a Harmony Korine tattoo and I love it.

Since I last spoke, ... I will add upon my words. (Tape)

Throw, sum

Never again v1 + elxnce

@RAWMALEFLESH \ GO FW MY HEART

bad bitch make her cheat on her husband
easy nigga make him cheat on his bitch
we got xavier sleeping wit urchins
and the spermwhales and the fish
all the tools got black ops loadouts
u come around then u bet not snitch
and if i think for even a second u talking
to opps ima get u lynched

if u a opp then u a bitch
linked ya chick, hit, now she hitched
i cut the brakes out ya lil porche
so u spin out, slept in a ditch
batting shit and yes im throwing too
headshots thats perfect pitch
js got paid nd dat shi spent
i put truey on my dick

i got kappa on my chest
think u good? kappa, im best
making noise its bees in the trap
u mite fuck around nd stir up that nest
every corpse walking this earth the same
so ill pass every test
i step on comp like silverfish 
get rid of opps js like they pest

᲼᲼NONSTOP⸻DEGECION⸻#PARTY⸻#ELYSIAN

PROD @ZAYOK #LEFTOFCENTER

they moving feet bc they hear me
you would think im ghettotech
course ima leave because im grown
like bro what did u expect
i wish i could leave my home
knowing my mom i cant come back
they asking all of these questions
rope made marks all on my neck
groupie hoe wont get off me
ref call a foul aint that a tech??
dont invite me to no show
i wont perform cuz ima wreck
cant get clout off me nuh-uh
that lil boy thought that he was next
me and @555phoenix coming up i feel like 2019 gecs
i move like im dylan brady phoe came clutch like laura les
mom ask if i wanna kill myself said 'mmm more or less...'
ima think but wont go thru they needa know dat im the best
aint no room for no one else party up first u wanna bet?

(pour up one, one)

zayok make em
catchy like adult swim bumps
kys bro please
we dont care bout where u  from
heard dat he tryna
be right back we gon show him sum
bullets hit he
got binary on dis gun

i think id reference the beef but talking bout u time expensive
on spam pages saying u hate me bitch den get out of my mentions
like bro why haven't u blocked me (its because you want attention)
button 40 cal extended make em scream like coryxkenshin
my homeboy got weird connects he tapped me into granny pensions
say my name inside ya clique they all get scared they feel the tension 
bitch i got conqueror's haki he get pressed off of my presence
stay talking about the past u doctor strange stay in the present

zayok make em
catchy like adult swim bumps
kys bro please
we dont care bout where u  from
heard dat he tryna
be right back we gon show him sum
bullets hit he
got binary on dis gun

Since I last spoke, ... I will add upon my words. (Tape)

achorda