~2300~
@mnnx_xo

Lyrics:

[Chorus]
Leave me exposed
Skin peels off with my clothes
Cracks like leather draped over my bones 
Sunkissed burning my skin
I’m still cold
Hand’s grip tight on my wrist won't let go

[Verse]
Through your eyes
See you’re under pressure 
You could lie
I can lie better
Always tied to you I’m tethered 
You ain’t listening to both sides 
Tell me where to confide
I ain’t had not one
Got it on my own time

Whatchu searching for? 
Didn’t know I needed it
You could’ve closed that door 
Make it hurt more

[Chorus]
Leave me exposed
Skin peels off with my clothes
Cracks like leather draped over my bones 
Sunkissed burning my skin
I’m still cold
Hand’s grip tight on my wrist don’t let go 
Leave me exposed
Skin peels off with my clothes
Cracks like leather draped over my bones 
Sunkissed burning my skin
I’m still cold
Hand’s grip tight on my wrist won't let go

leather (prod. vito x mnnx)

taking pictures of the sunset (prod. cløud)

I just hope that you miss me too

You’re just another problem in my head
Laying half across my bed 
Whilst I’m trying to forget the truth 
wish I could erase all this mess 
clean up everything that’s said 
But there isn’t much else that I could do 

So why won’t u leave?
I’m already struggling 
Why can’t u see?
Did that man leave you blind?
Was it the ecstasy 
Or can’t u remeber ? Ur just sitting with me
Like nothing ever happend, 

don’t lie and say u missed me 
cus I know those words don’t a mean a thing 
U promised to kiss me
But you’re lips have met anothers since 

I promised to love you  no matter the day 
But the promise I kept is just fading away cus 
These memories grey, and my body will fray from the moment u cheat made another man’s day
But now where does this leave us, cus u can’t remeber, but he was my friend and he told me you’d slither 
Right into his covers and fucked on him crazy, he told me the truth, tho he was a bit hazy 
He said he was sorry and hope we forget it 
But I made it known that u both will regret it
She thinks that I’m stupid and clueless, and have no idea of the shit that went on

I promise I’m hurting, much pain is inserting, this vengeance inside is residing its boiling
 But when I get you back, and I swerve from the tracks, then I hope u can feel how I have all along

You’re just another problem in my head
Laying half across my bed 
Whilst I’m trying to forget the truth 
wish I could erase all this mess 
clean up everything that’s said 
But there isn’t much else that I could do 

You’re just another problem in my head
Laying half across my bed 
Whilst I’m trying to forget the truth 
wish I could erase all this mess 
clean up everything that’s said 
But there isn’t much else that I could do

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1. nothinghappend.

Guess we all gotta learn somehow 
Time can stop, but it never slows down 
Oh, I need to learn to grow inside 

I learned as a naïve child 
the world is cruel, but it still grows flowers 
Oh, I needed to grow inside

And I know, I know, I know
I'm not there yet, I still have so much to learn 
and so much time left 

I'll fall and slip and lose my grip 
I'll break my heart to pieces 
it's hard for me to swallow 
I'm not who I wanted years ago 
I'm way ahead and still far behind 
I'm not where I want to be, but I'll get there soon
I promise you

I know if I hold on longer
everything might get much harder, but I need to know what it's like to be okay 
For more than a minute,
Not covered in mistakes,
Not drowning in silence,
Reliving all the pain,
Stop feeling so selfish,
For setting boundaries that I need 

I know, I know, I know, I'm not there yet 
I still have so much to learn and so much time left 

I know, I know, I'm not there yet

I'll fall and slip and lose my grip 
I'll break my heart to pieces 
It's hard for me to swallow 
I'm not who I wanted years ago 
I'm way ahead and still far behind 
I'm not where I want to be, but I'll get there soon
I promise you

Take a deep breath in
Close your eyes 
Dear younger me, you'll be alright
Dear older me, tell me if I'm right (Am I alright)

I'll fall and slip and lose my grip 
I'll break my heart to pieces 
It's hard for me to swallow 
I'm not who I wanted years ago 
I'm way ahead and still far behind 
I'm not where I want to be, but I'll get there soon
I promise you

I Promise You (Prod. Matthew May)

(prod. Cxrter x The Sound Clown)

lyrics:

do i deserve this? im hurting
but i guess i know its the price of being a burden
i hate that its never working
but im determined

to try my best i think its worth it
behind the curtains 
its the worst and im the reason
i know im so dramatic its pathetic
im way overly ecstatic i always show it

babe you know im damaged
i can never let it go
i can never look past it
im afraid to let it show
i know you think badly of me
i know you hate everything

oh i know you hate everything about me, i know you hate everything about me


do i deserve this? im hurting
but i guess i know its the price of being a burden
i hate that its never working
but im determined

pathetic

doesn't feel like home w/ Kid Benzo (timeless)

Lyrics🎱

she cut me off, and said to sit
ain't no time to be in no rush 
We got shit to talk about
If there's gone be an "us"
love can feel so empty 
With the sex, money, drugs

still I hope you miss me
while I'm drug through the mud
Sitting asking Siri
how the fuck to find love
reliant on this henny
but I say it's all in fun
I don't even want your pity
I just wanna be done

grown man
20 years down
still I talk soft-spoken
romance
Stuck inside thoughts
but I won't own them

And alcohol ain't fixing me
I tend to digress
I've tried a little bit of everything 
with little progress
I'll love myself eventually
I'm sorry for the death
Thoughts, stuck so far inside of me
I'm sorry I'm a mess

I let the stress become a part of me
I'm tryna let it end
take me back to where we started
need that feeling once again
I miss you on my body
You my nami
Regimen, this more than just a hobby
it's a part until the end

Passed out on a park bench
hard times, losing friendships
good times, but they end quick 
Long nights, in my feelings
a strong tide, when the wind hit
red eyes, from the bic flip
so high, won't admit it 
I feel my heart while the time tick (away)

while the time tick (malloy)

no-one-like-me (1).m4a

“Smoke on the Last Goodbye” is a slow-burn R&B meditation on endings that don’t explode but evaporate. From the opening lines, the song situates itself in a nocturnal, intimate space—“velvet shadows,” fading footsteps, and “whiskey stains on wounded time” evoke a room heavy with memory, where the damage has already been done and the truth is settling in quietly rather than arriving with confrontation.

The central imagery of smoke functions as both presence and disappearance. Smoke lingers, distorts vision, and refuses to be grasped—mirroring how the relationship ends not with clarity or closure, but with ambiguity and emotional residue. Promises don’t shatter; they “let go.” The goodbye is not abrupt, but slow, drifting, and suffocating in its softness.

Verse 1 frames betrayal as subtle rather than violent. “Soft betrayal dressed in night” and “quiet lie” suggest deception without drama—perhaps avoidance, emotional withdrawal, or unspoken truths rather than overt wrongdoing. The ashes falling “like truth we can’t deny” imply that what remains after love burns out is honesty stripped of illusion, arriving too late to save anything.

The pre-chorus turns inward. “I taste the echoes that you hide” blends sensory language to show how the narrator absorbs what was never said. Love’s “darker side” here isn’t cruelty; it’s concealment, emotional withholding, and the slow corrosion of intimacy. This makes the pain more haunting—nothing screams, yet everything hurts.

The chorus anchors the song emotionally. Its repetition reinforces the idea of being stuck in the moment of departure, replaying it over and over. “Silk in the silence, cruel and low” is a key contradiction: the goodbye is gentle, even beautiful, but precisely that softness makes it more devastating. There is no fight to justify the end, no villain to blame—only a quiet release that leaves the narrator alone with the aftermath.

Verse 2 deepens the emotional crime-scene metaphor. The “blue” shadow and “crime-scene heart” suggest emotional damage examined after the fact, as if the narrator is revisiting the relationship like evidence. “Broken records spin the ache” reinforces circular grief—the same memories replaying, the same questions unanswered, the same loss rehearsed.

The outro completes the dissolution. Curtains close “without a sound,” confessions fall unheard, and footsteps blur into the sky rather than walking away clearly. Smoke doesn’t clear; it dissolves. The goodbye isn’t resolved—it fades. This ending reinforces the song’s central truth: some relationships don’t end with closure, only with absence.

Overall, “Smoke on the Last Goodbye” carries a restrained, mournful tone—sensual, introspective, and emotionally heavy without being melodramatic. It captures the particular pain of endings where love dies quietly, leaving behind atmosphere instead of answers, and where the hardest part isn’t the loss itself, but how slowly it settles into the soul.

Smoke on the Last Goodbye

In this song Rell expresses that he is not perfect but he is authentic and sincere 

doesn't feel like home w/ Kid Benzo (timeless)

acid.