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mixtape lazy

FUCK THE WORLD

crackhead song

figure it out 
sink or you'll drown
what's up is down
it's getting too loud
learn a new skill
buy a new meal 
novelty thrill 
chase down the hill

hide out 
allowed 
stay down 
hide out

Hide Out

met him when i was a kid
liked super heroes and anime
we played along for years
been throught and emo phase

and thats when you came by
you said you loved me for a long time
and i really wanna believe
and you fucked up everything

destroyed my life
steal my best friend
fucked up my fucking
reputation

was my first date
and my first hate
but i blamed myself
and only myself

dont you like that?ya
dont you like that?ya
dont you like that?ya
dont you like that

my ex gf screwed my childhood friend (ft. chernoperson)

school shooter cover

i dream of you and i get possessed
you dream right back and you get obsessed
as we both start to fade away
the feeling stays, the feeling stays

handguns are beautiful
if you really take the time
if you really take the time
handguns are beautiful
when i dream of you and i
when i dream of you and i
handguns are beautiful
they're so beautiful
they're really beautiful
if you really take the time
if you dream of you and i

i dream of you and i get possessed
you dream right back and you get obsessed
as we both start to fade away
the feeling stays, the feeling stays

handguns are beautiful
if you really take the time
if you really take the time
handguns are beautiful
when i dream of you and i
when i dream of you and i
handguns are beautiful
if you really take the time
if you really take the time
handguns are beautiful
when i dream of you and i
when i dream of you and i

handguns are beautiful

I got lost
inside your school 
I have a shotgun 
and voices in my head

I got lost :3

https://soundcloud.com/1heelflip cover

i can see you got a lot on your mind
but you're still in my brain
18 years was long enough
to be going on this way
when i taped my windows shut
i knew i'd gone insane
but i let things get so bad
it all made so much sense to me
you made things so bad too
should i express it all for you?

19 years passed by quick
there's alot inside my brain
this might've been long enough
it hurts to go on this way
when i taped my windows shut
could you tell i was insane?
you let things get so bad
that makes so much sense to me
cuz you made it so easy to
express it all for you

20 years have passed in a flash
do you even remember
the little boy i used to be
mom do you remember me?
when i taped my windows shut
it wasn't much to me
things hurt so bad all the time
and that makes so much sense to me
it's gonna be so easy to
express it all for you

express it all for you (heelflip cover)

i think i'm nothing, i'm just sad
i rly don't wanna go to bed
i jst wanna go away
rly rly far away

cause i never expected it to be like this
ooo
cause i never expected it to be like this
oh god
i think i'm nothing
i think i'm nothing
i think i'm nothing

sometimes u dont know what to expect
sometimes u dont know what youll get
sometimes u dont know what to expext
woahhh
sometimes u dont dont know what youll get
and if it's a bullet in the head
i just wanna fuckin' die
die
just wanna die

cuz i think i'm nothing
u want me to be something
but i'm rly nothing
u want me to be something
i'm rly nothing
u want me to be something
i'm rly nothing
but you want me to be something
woahhh

i'm nothing

Break you apart
By the string through my heart
You take a hit, crack your rib
Recall me back
So when you run away again
Just know i never left

It's never over
You only grow older

Conkers, crash and then burst
I lied that i’d felt worse
But i'd never felt before this
Patterns i still don't get
Lit a cigarette
Collapsed on my bedroom floor

When you said that we couldn’t be
Any thing, any more
While you bleed on your sleeve
Of where your heart rests assured
That i'm far enough away
To nеver hurt you again
Don't worry, this time it's true

It's nеver over
You only grow older

Conkers, crash and then burst
I lied that i'd felt worse
But i'd never felt before this
Patterns i still don't get
Lit a cigarette
Collapsed on my bedroom floor
I told you that i’m okay
How the fuck could i be okay?
I just didn’t want to upset you
Reasons i still don't get
Guess i can forget
Because you’ve forgotten too

express it all for you (heelflip cover)

a clean break