Hybrid Moments

i have a shit job
no girlfriend
its so over
i want it to end

no big dreams are in sight
i wont have
a house wife

i wish things were how they used to be
i dont want to see you upset with me
can’t believe I managed to fuck everything up

you told me sometimes
things just end
and I know that
and I cant pretend

but I want you back
at least I think so
i’ll blow my brains out
i want you to know

i wish things were how they used to be
i dont want to see you upset with me
can’t believe I managed to fuck everything up

i wish things were how they used to be

silence in my room
the night sky shines thru
it's way too bright
curl up in a ball, ill b alrite

red room on the web
heyy
i jst wna get beheaded

lonely retreat
so cold, my hands bleedin'
on my guitar
i feel the strings, i feel between the bars

red room on the web
heyy
i jst wna get beheaded

heyy
red room on the web
heyy
i jst wna be dead

heyy
red room on the web
heyy
watching these people get death



red room

I think that you’re rotting
but i miss the imprint of your body
when we’re dodging the sunbeams 
and i hope that you got me

cause after all you’re still my friend
and if you let me know that we’re still good
then ill return to the way that we were

and if i can just finish this beer then
i promise i get out of your ear
and if i sober up
then my heart will reveal that i meant everything that i said

picturing you without there with me
its harder to see where we’re both gonna be 
and you promised that you would always be near
so I just really that you were still here

and if i can just finish this beer then
I promise i get out of your ear
and if i sober up
then my heart will reveal that i meant everything that i said

cybernetic culture research unit

you’re looking at me at me like i know whats on your mind
im gonna tell what i told you a thousand times

don’t like the city but its not bad when you’re at my side
sorry to tell you but i think that my brain is fried

from all the things that pop up on my twitter feed
and all the shit i say and hear when im drunk in vc

i cant explain to you my esoteric philosophy 
so ill have another drink until im too fucked to speak

im sorry im not really good at this
just wanna be the one you love not just someone that you kiss

i'm sorry, i'm not really good at this...

see me

reload

stop asking me how my day is going or how i’ve been
i fucking hate this job
but i’m forced to get along with them
my pay is shit
coworkers suck
try to talk to me 
i don’t give a fuck 
every 30 minutes gotta hit my pen
i’m a fucking blue collar degen

blue collar 
i only work so i can survive 
but im stuck with a blue collar
i’ve wasted my whole life
trying to get smarter

blue collar 
i hate my work but i wanna thrive
im stuck with a blue collar
making money makes me feel alright
i tell myself i need it or ill die

blue collar

some of my oldest songs from when i first started making music in this scene. june - july. all really gay and autotuned 

i wish things were how they used to be

a clean break