RIP STEAKFRY RIP WATERMARK
tfw soundcloud limits playlists to 500 songs

(incelcore)

you wre never real though?

Its so unbelievably over.

heart

a clean break!!

Untitled Playlist

Life is.

Heelflip +

Incelcore

dumb song i wrote yesterday

just woke up, already in the ground
i'm so fucked, never made a sound
everything keeps getting worse and worse
keep this up and i'm gonna need a hearse
wanna buy a gun
kill myself for fun
i'm not the only one
we're all so done
it feels like hell inside of me

you're making me another casualty
you're killing me, fatality

fatality
let's go

i fucked up and it's got me down
have no luck and i'm gonna drown
spinning round and round i go
where i'll end up i don't wanna know
wanna run away
need to leave today
but i've got no way
i'm not okay
this fight can never be won

i don't wanna play this game anymore

FATALITY!

another shooty cover for the shooty album
I couldnt figure out the lyrics so I made half of them  up

Doot do dooo dooo doot do dooo doo Doot do dooo doot doot do dooo dooo Dooot doo doo doot doooot doooo Dooot doo doo doot doooot doooo

Goodbye and so long i hope you choke on the words i wrote for you in this song you'll hear me sing when you pass away can't say that i blame you for having bad taste 
You know i still think about how you kinda treated me badly and you still do i wonder if you ever tried to change you're so full of shit and you're still the same

Im looking forward to the day I get to dance on your grave even though your already dead inside dontcha know I hate you for being alive 
Every breath you take is a waste of space every move you make is a total disgrace when you know you're living on borrowed time you're dirt you're already dead inside

oooOOOOoooooooooOOOooooooo

And it was funny and it was sad the stupid shit that always made her mad there was literally nothing that I could fucking say can't say that I blame her for being that way 
Our lives were shameful and a waste of time, regrets that she can still make me cry I whish that you could somehow take me back, closest thing to love that I ever had

Epitaph

Hang yourself because you cant have her
Everything is a disaster
cold world where nothing matters
Take your pills obey your masters

Someday youll realize that everything here sucks
Someday well all be fine because soon well bite the dust

Hang my head cause im a failure
Too far gone to really care
Every night death calls my name
I dont wanna live here another day

Why is it all so hard
How do i go on
Where do i go from here
I think im too far gone

At least this lifes not forever
I dont care fuck it whatever
At least this lifes not forever
I dont care fuck it whatever

Why is it all so hard
How do i go on
Where do i go from here
I think im too far gone

Too Far Gone

the slades cover nxp inspired

vocals ass i was sick

u cheated :/

Did you know there's only a limited amount
of happiness on earth to even go around
and it would be nice to get my hands on some
other people always turn out to be
the problem

if you don't mind could you please stop
you're always smiling at me
if i was you
id be gloating too
i hate it when you're happy

ill max out all my credit cards and never worry again
cause im a rich greedy banker winning this zero sum game
and fuck having friends they just get in the way
im a crab in a bucket pulling you down
the drain

if you don't mind could you please stop
you're always smiling at me
if i was you
id be gloating too
i hate it when you're happy

Emotional Autarky

a star hangs over me
it burns the world away
my skin hangs off my face
what was i yesterday

life just takes so much from me
and my soul floats away, out of reach
only fools mourn what was never there

some things have to die
no matter how hard you try

it took this long
to be what ive become
the oceans fill with blood
i am what never was

life just takes so much from me
and my soul floats away, out of reach
only fools mourn what was never there

some things have to die
no matter how hard you try
some things have to die
no matter how hard you try

life just takes so much from me
and my soul floats away, out of reach
only fools mourn what was never there

some things have to die
no matter how hard you try
some things have to die
no matter how hard you try
some things have to die
some things have to die

things only necromancy can heal

you're so Irrelevant
talk shit get hit get mogged get bent
so it don't matter what you say
no clout no hoes no life no plays
you wish you had half the sauce that I have
I'm up you're bad you suck stay mad
not enough talent to create
so your seething malding all night all day


your music sounds like shit
don't talk shit until you can write a hit
you can't play and you cant hold a pitch
don't talk shit until you can write a hit
chief called said your song wasn't it
don't talk shit until you can write a hit
you're a joke you're a clown you're a bitch
don't talk shit until you can write a hit


so you can hate that's fine
get more plays in a day than you have in your lifetime
step to me yeah I'd like to see you try
you're a sad sack of shit hate yourself and you wanna die
never play shows never get signed
your nobody irl and a nobody online
your songs suck really bad and that's why 
you'll always be stuck as a twitter reply guy
  

your music sounds like shit
don't talk shit until you can write a hit
you can't play and you cant hold a pitch
don't talk shit until you can write a hit
chief called said your song wasn't it
don't talk shit until you can write a hit
you're a joke you're a clown you're a bitch
don't talk shit until you can write a hit

Don't Talk Shit

class suicide

sit across the room, who else could be in my view but you, feel so far away, feel so far away but i could kiss with bullet casings, bullet casings riddled cross the room, im rly gna miss u too, bombs in the lunchroom rly gna miss u 2, remember i had never met u, but now ur in view, predators form when stress builds up inside, served with a side of library suicide

library suicide

here u go talking bout drugs again
and u claim that you cant make friends
ur claiming ur lifes in utter pain
ur complaining's driving me insane

i cant help but sympathise
ur futures so fucking bleak
ur so pathetic makes me wanna die
blaming everything on floride leaks 


dont wanna know
where im gonna go
all i know is that
i'll kill myself

i already know
my life is gone
and all i know is
how to be alone

im just like like you in honesty
my life is just a comedy
indulging in degeneracy
im just Gods cruel mockery

i wanna live someones life
i make passersby weirded out
im so pathetic i wanna die
blaming everything on autist mind

dont wanna know
where im gonna go
all i know is that
i'll kill myself
  
i already know
my life is gone
and all i know is
how to be alone

i'll kill myself x4
im all alone x3
forever more

How To Be Alone

Can’t tell if I’m just numb or if I don’t care
Can’t tell if I’m lost I just stand and stare
Can be blind to the past if you think too hard
Is the mind too blank to be kept with the heart?

cuz I’m lost in the throws of a weirdo world
I can’t understand anything I’ve heard
I don’t care about the shows on TV
And everything new means nothing to me

So online and yet so disconnected

I’m not laughing anymore
I’m not laughing anymo-o-ore
Mo-o-re
Baby, I’m not laughing anymore
Is this what it feels like
To not have anything you wanted?

Is this how it feels to be unthinking?
too lost to talk and too anxious to drink
A role is a place that it’s easy to hide
Playing it off lets me keep it inside

This feels like a scene where I should call line
But it ain’t that easy so I’m losing my mind
Can’t talk, can’t write, can’t make anything clever
I’m so lost I don’t think I ever had it together

I'm far too dumb and far too easy

I’m not laughing anymore
I’m not laughing anymo-o-ore
Mo-o-re
Baby, I’m not laughing anymore
Is this what it feels like
To pretend that you’re a martyr?

I never asked for you to be
Still around for me to see
It was your choice to chase me

You’re a persistent thorn in my side
On an overdose of pride
I laughed out of sympathy

I'm Not Laughing Anymore

I'm filled with a beautiful glow
New feelings that I've never known
your hand in my hand while the wind blows gently through your hair
the stars shining down from the sky
they light up the shadows of night
with you by my side I don't know where I'm at but I'm there
neon lights shining down on the face of the one that I love

The lights of the street signs they dance
your eyes locked on mine in a trance
sunrise in the morning I'll still be right here by your side
don't need a career or a home
don't want to be here all alone
I just wanna know you'll be here for the rest of my life
neon lights shining down on the face
neon lights shining down on the face of the one that I love

The city it lights up our way
Inviting both of us to stay
for a night or a weekend the week or the rest of our lives
The current that runs through our skin
to never be alone again
to keep in your company until the day that we die
 neon lights shining down on the face
neon lights shining down on the face
neon lights shining down on the face of the one that I love

Thank you for supporting this project

Neon Lights

i have a shit job
no girlfriend
its so over
i want it to end

no big dreams are in sight
i wont have
a house wife

i wish things were how they used to be
i dont want to see you upset with me
can’t believe I managed to fuck everything up

you told me sometimes
things just end
and I know that
and I cant pretend

but I want you back
at least I think so
i’ll blow my brains out
i want you to know

i wish things were how they used to be
i dont want to see you upset with me
can’t believe I managed to fuck everything up

i wish things were how they used to be

xo_willow cover

I wish you wouldn't ignore me, I texted you last morning
You said you’d call me early, you said you’d call me early
I thought you didn't like parties, apparently, now you’re changing
I hope you don't exchange me, I hope you don't exchange me
You're so cute, maybe we could still start dating
You said you'd think about it, I doubt you think about it
I don't wanna die alone, can you just pick up the phone?
I'm so in love with you, I'm so in love with you

beta orbiter (xo_willow cover)

You make me wanna dance when I feel embarrassed
You take me by the hand and then I am careless
I don't know how you do it, but I'm so happy that you do
You make me feel okay when i start to freak out
You know just what to say to get me to calm down
I don't know how you do it, but I'm so happy that you do

'Cause aaa ooo, talking to you, makes my day instantly better
And aaa ooo, talking to you, is like my favorite thing ever

You make me smile even when I am crying
You help me feel alright without even trying
I don't know how you do it, but I'm so happy that you do
You got me thinking maybe I can still make friends
You make me wanna try to be a better person
I don't know how you do it, but I'm so happy that you do

'Cause aaa ooo, talking to you, makes my day instantly better
And aaa ooo, talking to you, is like my favorite thing ever

aaa ooo (hard christ/kitten crisis cover)

my contribution to the basement tapes comp...

she’s got a cottage-core profile picture on twitter
she’s gonna tell you her opinion on Israel
crucifix between her cute collar bones
pretend to not like her but I really wanna kiss her

cause she’s so based
she’s so based 
she’s so based
she’s so based

her portfolios all in on crypto
she’s gotta a big network yeah she’s really in the know
cigarette burns on her shooter tshirt
smoking outside the show on the patio

yeah I know, I should probably say no
but shes even read notes from the underground
haven’t felt this way in forever
cause I think we’d be so cool together

cause you’re so based
you’re so based
you’re so based
you’re so based

cause she’s so based
she’s so based 
she’s so based
she’s so based

she's so based...

On holidays, in lonely haunts
At closing time, in restaurants
I can't keep on pretending not to see
Yeah, I'm starting to suspect
Though I hope I'm incorrect
That maybe I'm the only one for me

Holding hands, starlit walks
Making plans, silly talk
All I see are couples in the street
I always had a hunch
I would crumble in the crunch
Yeah, maybe I'm the only one for me

Only one for me
Only one for me
Only one for me
I'll put my dreams high on the shelf
I'll have to learn to like myself
Yeah, maybe I'm the only one for me

Bended knee, honeymoon
Nursery, another soon
Into my mind, the thought begins to creep
If no one's fond of fuckin' me
Maybe no one's fuckin' fond of me
Yeah, maybe I'm the only one for me

Only one for me
Only one for me
Only one for me
I'll put my dreams high on a shelf
I'll have to learn to like myself
I'll put my dreams high on a shelf
I'll have to learn to like myself
Yeah, maybe I'm the only one for me

On holidays

Maybe I'm The Only One For Me (Purple Mountains cover)

spotify: https://tinyurl.com/sitinmisery

today i'm fucking breaking out
i'm getting out of here
i can't stand the sound
my audio ain't clear

my audio is fucked
i need a new pair
of fucking headphones
cause i can't hear shit

i can't hear shit
the shit they say 'bout me
i just wanna die
sit in misery

sit in misery

FBI (gee tee cover)

can't go on this way
my mind is fucked up
i don't got a really good brain
can ya fix my head?
im so dead
im so gone
im so fucked up i'm not strong

baby look me in my eyes
tell me you're okay
i've been thinking 'bout you every night
thinking everyday
i've been thinking baby, maybe i
can't go on this way
i think that i will commit suicide
.12 gauge in my brain

take me out, baby take me out
take me out tonight
put the bullet right between my eyes
commit suicide
wanna die
wanna fucking die
wanna fucking die
wanna die
wanna fucking cry
wanna fucking cry

baby look me in my eyes
tell me you're okay
i've been thinking 'bout you every night
thinking everyday
i've been thinking baby, maybe i
can't go on this way
i think that i will commit suicide
.12 gauge in my brain

take me out, baby take me out
take me out tonight
put the bullet right between my eyes
commit suicide
wanna die
wanna fucking die
wanna fucking die
wanna cry
wanna fucking die
wanna fucking fry
wanna die
wanna fucking die
wanna fucking die
wanna die
wanna fucking die
commit suicide
wanna die
wanna fucking die
take this sorry life
wanna die
wanna fucking die
never thinking twice
wanna die
wanna fucking die
wanna die
wanna dieee
wanna die

.12 GAUGE IN MY BRAIN

tell me about
anyone or anything
I dont mean to sound lame
but I see you in my dreams
we could talk, we could hang
play Nintendo 64
and everything would be okay
it would be better than I've ever had before
~really cool guitar riff~
and its okay
I'll be fine
if you think
I'm a waste of time
I understand, I'm not that cool
and I dont know who I am
but if it's fine with you
I just really wish that I could hold your hand

lovesong64

There is a slowed version if you want on my YouTube
https://youtu.be/TqsoDg-FdyY

No Matter How Hard You Try, You're The Same

#techclub

i'm such a fucked up loser, i am a self-abuser / i rly wna die, i rly wna die / someone take me out, i am begging / someone remove me, or i'll have to remove myself / take me out, take me out, tonight / remove me, make me out of sight / or i don't want to be alive / i'm such a piece of shit, i swear i'm not worth it / i rly wna die, i rly wna cry / someone take me out, i am asking / someone remove me, asking nicely / take me out, take me out, tonight / remove me, make me out of sight / cause i don't want / cause i don't want / cause i don't want / to be alive /

don't want to be alive

@not-the-proper-attire
>Lyrics:
[Loser64:]
Am I creepy?
Is there something that I’m not seeing
‘cause everyone acts like it’s easy
I just wish you were happy to see me
Can you see me?
Let me just say
I don’t need all that much to be okay
And I’m hoping it works out one day
But I know that it’s not going my way
Going my way cause I-

I can't get what I want
I’m worn out and my mind is shot
I’ll give up, I’ll give in 
try again and again
I’m just sick of it all and I wish it would end and I-
I can’t get what I need
‘Cause you’re so damn hard to please
I would pour out my heart
But you won’t play your part
I’m just holding my breath for a movie that’s not gonna start

[NTPA:]
Am I wrong
Or do you simply refuse to play along
I’ve done all I can
I’ve followed the plan 
But I keep messing up again and again
Do you care 
Or do you believe I was just a waste of your air
Thought I did what you want
Thought we had lots of fun
But I guess all of that is done and I-

[Loser64]
I can't get what I want
I’m worn out and my mind is shot
I’ll give up, I’ll give in 
try again and again
I’m just sick of it all and I wish it would end and I-
I can’t get what I need
‘Cause you’re so damn hard to please
I would pour out my heart
But you won’t play your part
I’m just holding my breath for a movie that’s not gonna start

You’ve got it better than I’ll ever have
I don’t expect you to understand
There’s nothing left and it makes me sad
I always feel like such a
And it just kills me
Every time I look at you
I know it's stupid
I know there’s nothing I can do

I can't get what I want [ft. NTPA]

long live watermark, i love you buddy <3

lyrics:
@blehh2:
blackpilled off what you say
i-i fear there's damn way
i'm getting with you today
cause you're still stuck on what's his name
fuck

blackpilled off what you say
i-i fear there's damn way
i'm getting with you today
cause you're still stuck on what's his name
i just wish u could see
that i'm the one you need
i would do anything 
what makes him better than me

@goyfriendisraelfart:
when you rest your head on my pillow 
i look at ur eyes and i think oh no
shes gonna leave me for some fucking whore
and then i'll be bleeding dying on the floor
please stay inside my bed
don't want you in my head
please stay inside my bed
don't want you in my head

blackpilled off what you say (feat. Lil Watermark)

i wrote this with alice

no one gets excited for christmas anymore,
now i’m an alcoholic, my ex-girlfriend is a whore
there’s no magic in december, it’s all so fucking bleak 
you broke me like an ornament, you’ve got me feeling weak

and now my parents are divorced,
i don’t talk to my friends,
i lost my faith in childhood but that’s not where it ends
i’m gonna get my fathers shotgun
and some vodka, just a fifth
i'm gonna kill myself on december 25th

when I think back to my childhood, 
it’s all so picturesque, now
my car’s stuck in the snow again
and I just want it all to end
cause we used to hang inside 
with you, things were so fucking peak
now I contemplate alone
and I just work all fucking week

and now my parents are divorced,
i don’t talk to my friends,
i lost my faith in childhood but that’s not where it ends
i’m gonna get my fathers shotgun
and some vodka, just a fifth
i'm gonna kill myself on december 25th

im gonna kill myself on december 25th

this was a long time coming!

puke

i just need one more beer until i can text you back
i know its still uncomfortable cause i just keep acting like a fag
but you don’t even like how i like to talk like that…

in another timeline you exist beyond a phone 
intertwined, your fingers with mine, i want you all alone 
i might hesitate and make you wait but id like to call to call you home 


i think that you’d in fill nicely in the areas i lack
and the way you look at me makes me think life is not so bad
but you’re not even here and i don’t think you’re coming back

in another timeline you exist beyond a phone 
intertwined, your fingers with mine, i want you all alone 
i might hesitate and make you wait but id like to call to call you home

in another timeline we’re probably valentines, i think

https://open.spotify.com/album/4dt5nK6vhTQ149N72ItjSC?si=gISBhWemScqt4_XNnjoxOg

lyrics:
you might've been the greatest thing ever
too bad i'm too insane and i pushed you away
you might've been the greatest thing ever
if i wasn't insecure do you think that you could've stayed
ooh oh ooh oh ooh oh 
oh i wish you would've stayed
ooh oh ooh oh ooh oh 
oh i wish you would've stayed

but i'm a retard a loser
i spend every day on my computer
and i'd rather be fighting mobs in cave
than work a 9-5 livin as a wage slave 
i'm a retarded loser
i spend every day on my computer
and i'd rather be fighting mobs in cave
than work a 9-5 livin as a wage slave

Retarded Loser

intro kinda sucks ngl
lyrics
talking shit online and you can’t back it up
you one smelly ass bitch yeah i’m gonna fuck you up
sitting on computer im a lazy ass bitch 
and i got nothing better to do
yeah
fuck it up every fucking day im a fucking failure and my family hates me
yeah i try my best every day 
but i fuck it up every day 
im a fucking loser 
yeah spend all day on computer 
shit got nothing better to do
i sit all day and im a fucking lazy piece of shit
no wonder why no one wants to hangout with me
i sit alone shit im fucked 
will i do anything about probably not
sitting on computer and talk online im fried 
and everything but im not brainwashed 
im fried by screen time but im not brainwashed

Bad Boyfriend

drown away my self-esteem
can't throw away the memories
i'm lost away, i'm losing touch
i remember when you would just

talk to me
and you loved me
talk to me
you're still what i need

www.rotten.com

Shortness of breath
Preceding your sudden death
That's my v
My vx
Dirty bomb
In the discotheque 
Yeah
The cops they up and fled
When they started to drop dead
And now only I remain
Alone in so much pain

hate me (dogmouth cover)

im falling apart
because i dont know know anyone
so dont say my name
just leave me to equilibrium

i feel like a castaway
and im so ashamed
im out of place
im out of place

im a freak far gone
theres no where that i belong
so ill run away
i cant feel without feeling wrong

im a fucking castaway
and im so ashamed
im out of place
im out of place

Out of Place

raped by reality
i cant stop myself to bleed
i'll die into my sleep
with all my memories

i think i'm falling again
the pain wont ever fucking end
i think i miss all my friends
but they wont see me again

Falling again, i think i can but i cant
stopping me from a game
cuz i wont be playing pretend 

gibberish 2x

raped by reality
i bet that u didn't perceive
wasting my money into shi
i cant stop feeling it

gibberish again


beat by: https://soundcloud.com/deadyami

raped by reality

Someothertime

TimeMachineHere

Someothertime (alternate version to "thislife")

Deep Thought

Quick To Forget

Click2Forget

LOW-T

I've been hurt by the ones I've loved
With wounds that will never heal
I wonder as I watch the stars above
If it's a sin to feel
If love is really real

I see the darkness creeping in
And I let it take me in
Familiar just like a friend
It's a routine, it's a sin
It's a pain that never ends

I want you to share the pain with me
I want you to feel my misery
I want you to watch me bleed
Share the pain
Share the pain with me

I usually don't understand
The plight of the common man
They muck about like dogs in a trance
With snake eyes and left hands
More like a beast than a man

And I won't ever understand
The evils of a woman
They fuck around like pigs in heat
Like rabid dogs hungry for meat
Like dogs that need to be beat

I want you to share the pain with me
I want you to feel my misery
I want you to watch me bleed
Share the pain
Share the pain with me
I want you to share the pain with me
I want you to feel my misery
I want you to watch me bleed
Stab through my palms and laugh
Stab right into my back

I want you to share the pain with me
I want you to share the pain with me
I want you to share the pain with me
I want you to share the pain with me

I want you to share the pain with me
I want you to share the pain with me
I want you to share the pain with me
I want you to share the pain with me

Share the Pain

Year of the Horse

notice
me now
i make music on soundcloud
follow me
and like my songs
stream them all day and all night long
follow my twitter too
tell me that i am cool
like all my tweets and reply to me
i have nothing left
i have no girlfriend
filling up the void with the internet

the numbers on the screen must go up
the numbers on the screen must go up
the numbers on the screen the numbers on the screen
overstimulation dopamine wtf

wasting all my time
caring more about numbers than real life
feeling like a loser
excited by numbers on computers
my soul has been erroded
5g is corrosive
the internet will fuck u up and ud never know it
real goals have been erased
we wait for the numbers to go up all day

the numbers on the screen must go up
the numbers on the screen must go up
the numbers on the screen the numbers on the screen
overstimulation dopamine wtf

numbers on screen go up

Practicing self destruction
I can barely function
I fucked my whole life up
I think that my times up
Theres no coming back now
Everyone is sad now, sad now

Times up i know that my life sucks
Nothing worth saving I am barely living
Waging and praying just to end it
You wish i was dead now dead now

Ill be dead by 30
Im crashing and burning
Wasting my time because it is all worthless, worthless
Ill be fucking dead by 30, 30

Useless this why I choose this
Maybe im just stupid dumb and clueless
Houston can you read me can you even hear me
Do you even need me Need me

Chemicals in my brain
I am not the same
I watched too much youtube
I ate too much junkfood
Had too many vaccines
Now something is wrong me, wrong with me

Ill be dead by 30
Im crashing and burning
Wasting my time because it is all worthless, worthless
Ill be fucking dead by 30, 30

Dead by 30
Dead by 30
Dead by 30
Im crashing and burning
Dead by 30
Dead by 30
Dead by 30
Lifes fucking worthless

Dead By 30 (feat. UhOhSlater)

i lay awake at night
'cause i don't feel alright
i'm not gonna get any better
not now, not fucking ever
so i curl up into a ball
try to forget who i am at all
then i'll just stare at my bedroom wall

3 am and i'm sad again
i just want this pain to come to an end

tears start to fill my eyes
no one is here to see me cry
oh why do i deserve this?
i feel so fucking worthless
nobody lies by my side
can't see the hell i try to hide
as i sleep inside my cell i dream of suicide

3 am

Feeling burnt out and feeling so bad
I try to do stuff but I give up so fast
I want to progress and I want success
But it's hard to do that when I'm always so stressed

There's nowhere I want to go
There's nothing I want to see
There's nothing I want to do except crash my car into a tree

I'm so bored and life's not fun now
I hate everything and I'm so burnt out
I'm so bored and my life sucks now
I just want to lay down and cry my eyes out

Feeling so numb and feeling so dead
I want to enjoy the things I like again
But I'm messed up and everything hurts
I'm starting to think things only get worse

There's nowhere I want to go
There's nothing I want to see
There's nothing I want to do except crash my car into a tree

I'm so bored and life's not fun now
I hate everything and I'm so burnt out
I'm so bored and my life sucks now
I just want to lay down and cry my eyes out now