Hybrid Moments

ϞCHØØL ϞHØØTΣR - Grinding My Teeth (Alt Version)

Camod Up Negative XP Cover

Trash 2

summertime (stay inside)

you’re looking at me at me like i know whats on your mind
im gonna tell what i told you a thousand times

don’t like the city but its not bad when you’re at my side
sorry to tell you but i think that my brain is fried

from all the things that pop up on my twitter feed
and all the shit i say and hear when im drunk in vc

i cant explain to you my esoteric philosophy 
so ill have another drink until im too fucked to speak

im sorry im not really good at this
just wanna be the one you love not just someone that you kiss

i'm sorry, i'm not really good at this...

 (hf)
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damn this ones my favorite
i just wrote this song for you
im feeling super distant
thinking im just crazy for you
and i
i dont understand
why did i have to bleed
im dying filled with apathy
need to get away from me
need to get some helppp
damn this ones my favorite
i just wrote this song for you
im feeling super distant
thinking im just crazy for you
and i
i dont understand
no i
i dont understand
damn this ones my favorites
i just wrote this song for you
and feeling super distant (distant)
thinking im just crazy for you
damn this ones my favorite
i just wrote this song for you
im feeling super distant
thinking im just crazy for you
damn this ones my favorite
i just wrote this song for you
im feeling super distant
thinking im just crazy for you
and i
i dont understand
why did i have to bleed
im dying filled with apathy
oooooooo
dying filled w apathy
filled w apathy
damn this ones my favorite
i just wrote this song for you
im feeling super distant
thinking im just crazy for you
and i
i dont understand..

--
(lifeisspirals)
--

you promised
i held it
to my chest
and im trying my best
but i cant get any rest
i really wish i could reset
cuase you used to worry about me
and youre the only girl in my dreams
and lately i cant get any sleep
and i dony have any plans on getting clean
and im feeling like a ghost
im sure i do more than most
cause i dont have any friends
and i dont have any bones
and everywhere i go outside
everybody leaves me alone
no one talks to me 
im crying everynight so i cant get any sleep
or im always just reminded i swear that youre haunting me
but im the one ghosted everyone and dissapeared
ive beenmn feeling so ugly you made so insecure
i dont wanna go out and i speak again
gonna blow halft off my face off and ill die and your haunt your friends and be a ghost
--
techclub comp 2 4/20 #techclub

heelflip & lifeisspirals - wrote this song 4 u (reset)

I can't seem to shake the feeling
I wanna hang from the ceiling
So I get some rope from the hardware store
I tied my neck to the fan but it fell to the floor

I sit alone in the dark
I'm gonna die of a broken heart
I wanna take some pills that I had before
I don't wanna feel this way anymore

I just can't seem to shake my past (oh no)
Everything is happening too fast
But then again things can get so slow
Oh God I really just don't know

Oh God I really just don't know
I don't wanna feel this way anymore

depression

chorus
ill always be alone
ill always be at home
ill never change my ways
ill always stay the same
ill always be afraid
ill never be Ok
ill never change my ways
ill always stay the same

verse
marching towards insanity
it has the best of me yea
i dont know whats wrong with me
im living on repeat and
i can fix it easily
but im too sad and lazy
everything is such a waste
all of this pain just breaks me

chorus
ill always be alone
ill always be at home
ill never change my ways
ill always stay the same
ill always be afraid
ill never be Ok
ill never change my ways
ill always stay the same


i'm sorry, i'm not really good at this...

a clean break