addy's incelcore collection

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best of garden graves (and a few more)

Crustsox cover

CHECK OUT CRUSTSOX: https://soundcloud.com/crustsox

BRAINSOUP!

Did you know there's only a limited amount
of happiness on earth to even go around
and it would be nice to get my hands on some
other people always turn out to be
the problem

if you don't mind could you please stop
you're always smiling at me
if i was you
id be gloating too
i hate it when you're happy

ill max out all my credit cards and never worry again
cause im a rich greedy banker winning this zero sum game
and fuck having friends they just get in the way
im a crab in a bucket pulling you down
the drain

if you don't mind could you please stop
you're always smiling at me
if i was you
id be gloating too
i hate it when you're happy

Emotional Autarky

crackhead song

met him when i was a kid
liked super heroes and anime
we played along for years
been throught and emo phase

and thats when you came by
you said you loved me for a long time
and i really wanna believe
and you fucked up everything

destroyed my life
steal my best friend
fucked up my fucking
reputation

was my first date
and my first hate
but i blamed myself
and only myself

dont you like that?ya
dont you like that?ya
dont you like that?ya
dont you like that

my ex gf screwed my childhood friend (ft. chernoperson)

greaser

school shooter cover

i dream of you and i get possessed
you dream right back and you get obsessed
as we both start to fade away
the feeling stays, the feeling stays

handguns are beautiful
if you really take the time
if you really take the time
handguns are beautiful
when i dream of you and i
when i dream of you and i
handguns are beautiful
they're so beautiful
they're really beautiful
if you really take the time
if you dream of you and i

i dream of you and i get possessed
you dream right back and you get obsessed
as we both start to fade away
the feeling stays, the feeling stays

handguns are beautiful
if you really take the time
if you really take the time
handguns are beautiful
when i dream of you and i
when i dream of you and i
handguns are beautiful
if you really take the time
if you really take the time
handguns are beautiful
when i dream of you and i
when i dream of you and i

handguns are beautiful

I got lost
inside your school 
I have a shotgun 
and voices in my head

I got lost :3

lyrics:
keep my calling my phone all damn day
dont even listen to what i say
no matter how long or hard i try
we both know this will end witha goodbye  

and i dont wanna know no i dont wanna go

oh look youve gotta new complaint
does it have to do with all my hate
nothing will change no matter how long u wait
cause unlike you im not a saint 

 my mind is going
my blood is flowing
does this mean goodbye?
i dont wanna die

oh yeah start another fight
cause you know that always makes u right
ill put a bullet in my head
pretend the casket is my bed

my mind is going
my blood is flowing
does this mean goodbye?
jesus watch me bleed
jesus dont leave us

goodbye/hate

made as a part of the basement tape compilation, artwork by https://soundcloud.com/fooolz
Lyrics:
Can you really tell me I'm alive?
Are we really running out of time?
you've got yours, do I got mine?
well i dont know
 
baptize my soul in blood and steel
all this crying but i still cant feel 


since when was i evr myself
they said theyre worried abt my health
i think it doesnt really matter 

i might seek but i dont wanna know
the angels calling to me 

and on and on ill never see spill half my blood beyond the trees smoke cigarettes till i cant breath anything to feel free

blood and steel

made as a part of the basement tapes compilation, artwork by https://soundcloud.com/fooolz 
Lyrics: i was lying on floor of my parents basement
better than just on just lyin on the pavement 
i was so low i was underground 
in my head right where i belong

they said i was fucked in the head
cause sometimes i wish i was dead
well doesnt everyone, i dont know
i just wanna drink and i dont wanna go
when i think, nothing comes to mind 
am i dead?  or running outta time?

angels fill me with mercy
jesus dont desert me 

ouououuuuuououuuuouuoo

jesus dont leave us
jesus take mercy
i was running
i was running from the law
(As Sita endured the trials of fire, may our spirits emerge unscathed from the crucible of challenges, and, like Hanuman, let devotion guide us in leaping across the abyss of adversities with courage and devotion. "As Noah built an ark to navigate the floods of change, may we construct vessels of resilience, braving the storms of life with unwavering faith and the wisdom to weather the tides.”)

running out of time

you’re looking at me at me like i know whats on your mind
im gonna tell what i told you a thousand times

don’t like the city but its not bad when you’re at my side
sorry to tell you but i think that my brain is fried

from all the things that pop up on my twitter feed
and all the shit i say and hear when im drunk in vc

i cant explain to you my esoteric philosophy 
so ill have another drink until im too fucked to speak

im sorry im not really good at this
just wanna be the one you love not just someone that you kiss

i'm sorry, i'm not really good at this...

i don't wanna go outside anymore
i don't wanna be a fuckin whore 
i don't know what i wanna be
and i don't know what you mean to me
feels like i've always been 16 
maybe it's just that amphetamine

turn to christ whenever i can
but i know my life is just a sham
when i die bury me
in a garden by a tree
after i die ill be born again 
maybe then ill make some friends 

i dont know just what do
i thought i could bet on loving you
but now my closest one is gone
i guess i sorta lead you on

but i dont wanna wake up this time

idontwnnawakeup!

fistfull of sorrow
i dont know what i wanna be
theyll burn down our castle
and i dont wanna see

with a bundle of sage 
and a pistol to my head
i dont wanna feel this way
id rather just be dead

i told you 
im afriad to die
whatever i knew
left after you cried

theres a little fairy
inside my head
pray to mother mary
my blood wont be shed

it doesnt matter
theres nothing that i wanna do
camelot is shattered
and it all comes back to you

stake my head to a pole
you think im outta control?

slit my writs and cut my hair
all this whining but idrc

writing all these stupid songs
i wish i could right my wrongs
mary wont u follow me
i might know but i dont wanna see

theres a chill down my spine
idk but i think im fine
ive never rlly cared 
im so fuckin unaware

when u call my name
you wont hear a response
my heart is broken
so dont test ur luck

i'm sorry, i'm not really good at this...

a clean break