Reckoning (Instrumental)

Holygirl222

https://soundcloud.com/h4rtbrkr cover

youre so nice i dont know why you would ever talk to me
im nothing special im a loser and im fucking ugly
shes so pretty shes the girl that i- girl of my dreams
but no matter how hard i try she'll never notice me

im writing songs in my room
im writing songs about you
cus i dont know what to do
i want this one to come true

so lets make this one a two
i never wanna be through
i could never tell the truth
i think im in love with you

youre so pretty and im just a loser (h4rtbrkr cover)

Goated song fr
Original song by https://soundcloud.com/lifeisspirals?utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing
Lyrics:
she fell in love with our drummer
we played band over summer
and it such a bummer
i really thought i couldve loved her
now she lives in the city
and makes really shitty
screamo with that emo
it shouldve been me
im casting fucking curses
im praying for his downfall
im such a jealous wreck
but i dont care at all
i just with you were with me
i think youre so pretty
ill fly to your city
i just want you to miss me
downfall
cant count all the times
that i believed all your lies tell me that you like the way that i sing
and tell me all these things keep me on a string
but its such bummer
its the end of the summer
cant count all time id fall for you

(Side note, thanks 4 being my top listener ToT)

I HATE HIM (lifeisspirals cover)

xo_willow cover
prod heelflip.
thank you bro

KTR KYS

[Verse]
I really loved her
She was really cool
I made her songs
And wrote her notes too

She doesn't love me
Anymore
After I poured my 
Love on the floor

[Chorus]
Wish she knew that I loved her
I'd go back to spoil her
Love's too hard, I tried and cried
Now I feel so dead inside

[Verse]
Was it cause I'm stupid?
Or why as it cause I'm dumb?
Why do I always feel
Like I done something wrong?

Unstable for her love
I don't know what I've done
To make her go away from me
Tried so hard she'll never see

[Chorus]
Wish she knew that I loved her
I'd go back to spoil her
Love's too hard, I tried and cried
Now I feel so dead inside

Unstable For Her Love

do you wanna scatter my brains across the wall?
i really wouldn’t mind if you just ended it all
cause you look so cute when you’re holding my gun
we can get fucked up together and not have any fun

my mind is a ghetto thats filled with scum
my bodys a temple thats corrupt with lust
cause you look so cute when you’re covered in blood
we’re so fucked up together i think youre the one

you’re the object of my desires
im the boyfriend all your friends hate
id let you destroy me
just dont make me wait

lyrics:

there's not much id've done (i know)
i know what i've become
it's fine, i never wanted to live
anyway (hey hey hey)

there's not much to do (yea there's not much to do)
i know i'm fucking thru
i guess
i'll never see another day

and if i wake up pls 
knock me right back out
cuz when i'm awake,
my head is spinnin', round n fuckin' round

and if i wake up pls 
knock me right back out (woahh)
cuz when i'm awake,
my head is spinnin', round & fuckin' round

spinnin' round & round (round & round)
round & round (round & round)
round & round (round & round)

knockout! - acoustic demo

life is suffering 
suicide is the solution 
there's no recovering
from the thoughts I have it's a mental intrusion

this culture's killing me
makes me wanna go on a killing spree
now you see
that lifes been over for me

always I know
I'm a loser to and fro
I knew no one all along
I can't accept that I'm in the wrong
I tried my best 
but my life's filled with regrets
I guess have to die with that
and all the social skills I lacked

I can smell the gunpowder
slowly burning my nose
rifle in hand shouting louder
reading manifestos

always I know
I'm a loser to and fro
I knew no one all along
I can't accept that I'm in the wrong
I tried my best 
but my life's filled with regrets
I guess have to die with that
and all the social skills I lacked

life is suffering 
suicide is the solution 
an affirmation I
developed looking for conclusions 

culture destroyed my mind
to the point of contemplating suicide
and my time has arrived
and I wont be denied

Always I knew 
I'd be killing some of you
I couldn't go out quietly
so I'll gain notoriety
I cant say I'm sorry 
because that wouldn't be the truth 
bullet holes in my body
I don't care I had nothing to lose

Life is suffering Suicide is the solution

xo_willow cover

Every time I hang out, I can't move
You said you wanna kill yourself, I hope you do
I really don't like you anymore
I can't stop crying on the floor
I wish you didn't try out for the softball team
And every time I see you, you make me scream
I hope one day you'll find a guy you like
And maybe I wouldn't wanna freaking die

Tired Of Living; Scared Of Dying (cover)

when I had a life
I felt like everything was doing fine
but it came crashing by
it left me broken beaten blind
I don't wanna live this way
I don't want to go die in vain
I know I must convey 
the horrible things inside my brain

4 years of meaningless apologies
for suicidal curiosities 
they want to learn my psychology
understand my terminology

I don't want to talk to doctors
they'll fill my body with toxins
mental diseases they'll transmit 
oh life is just not worth it

they'll find a reason 
to drug me 
they're just demons

they're sent from hell itself
"medical professionals"

everyday I wait
I wait for traffic on the interstate 
when I fall all my problems go away
in the body bag all of them decay
I don't want to 
live in a world that's like this
so someday what I'll do
Is kill myself in the wilderness

4 years of meaningless apologies
for suicidal curiosities 
they want to learn my psychology
understand my terminology

I don't want to talk to doctors
they'll fill my body with toxins
mental diseases they'll transmit 
oh life is just not worth it

tcc

a clean break

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