thank you from the bottom of my heart.

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/16Z4ra7o1IwGJwL6ZSTjKG?si=cd00c69dd87b4784
bandcamp: https://snowchant.bandcamp.com/track/cloverfaith

art direction by Nick Cavalier + me!
additional backing vocals from @neras
additional vocal production from @paarkdtc

Cloverfaith

thing i forgot to finish

"i have all the problems i need right here !"

(featuring @bhproducer & @singin-in-the-rain)

written and produced by self discovery, bh & stormkloud
mixed and mastered by self discovery

// lyrics

[bh]
i'm feeling like i'm spinning right back uh
i'm sorry if i'm losing my track but
i'm escaping all these places
i am mentally trapped in my head and it's killing me
everybody knows where i'm at uh
oversharing, that's my bad
i hope that i don't fall behind the race
i'm going at my pace i'm going at my pace

there's a place that's not too far from here
it's been chewing at my gums
it's been ironing my brain out
now i'm missing half my folds
there's a better place i wanna be
on the list that's on my phone
send a letter back to you when i get home

[self discovery]
put me out
in those same old states
it's been too long
i'll spend one more day
to cut my teeth on just what's familiar to me
carve my jaw on unassuming
trials and tribulations
could be mild if i were stationary
minding the gaps like stepping stones
cause why should i have to go the extra mile

[stormkloud]
how do i fix myself and
how do i call for help
i'm scared
all familiar but i feel it
i know this has to quit
so how do i pump the brakes
yeah we could just sit and wait
right here
so i wonder if there's time for me
to stop and realize
it's not really something i can change
and i'm sick of wasting all my range
when new places get old
and old faces i told
to watch out for greatness
oh, how bold !
i think i'm better off
sticking to what i know

[self discovery]
there's a place that's not too far from here
it's been chewing at my gums
it's been ironing my brain out
now i'm missing half my folds
there's a better place i wanna be
on the list that's on my phone
send a letter back to you when i get home
but i'm scared i'll be the last one left
to share my story
i'll bite my tongue
it's for the lore
should i be wary
of whom i've shared my side
prepared to be the last one left
in purgatory
i'll hold my tongue
it's for my story
it's fair to say that
guilt has been my guide !

put me out
in those same old states
it's been too long
i'll spend one more day
to cut my teeth on just what's familiar to me
carve my jaw on unassuming
trials and tribulations
could be mild if i were stationary
minding the gaps like stepping stones
cause why should i have to go the extra mile

spawnpoint ! (feat. bh & StormKloud)

https://fanlink.tv/ifyourewithme

originally made for FORM's 'All Nighter 9'


miocene memorial garden
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visuals by @gethosyne, @suji_scared @viznode & https://x.com/_exaflares


I hide the words again from myself
Knowing no one else is there, to tell
And always fighting, to understand you

And I get dizzy
Just staring out there
So if you're with me
Could you just give me a sign
Cause it's been ages and I
(I'm still alive)
Haven't really been fine

Wait
Feeling lost, can you say we're bound to fate?
Scared of losing everything along the way
I can't change
Chasing a ghost that won't show face
Pile up these dirty leaves
Pointless things ah yeah
Convenient that
There's things I have to tell you

And I get dizzy
Just staring out there
So if you're with me
Could you just give me a sign
Cause it's been ages and I
Haven't really been fine
You took all the time from me
Just passing me by
Show me some life

I keep us tied to each other
Your face in all the places I've been
Still stuck around all the corners
Staring out there

Hide your words
Obscure my face
An empty place
It doesn't even matter
I throw it all away
To escape your face
It fills me with dread
Cause it doesn't even matter

Tell me now
What if we couldn't take —
Call it out
Feeling of echoes
No one knows

listen to me
How did it go
when it fell
out of my reach
Reach out to me
Hopelessly waiting
Wandering out sight

Didn't waste my time
Watering all these dead flowers

Don't go chasing this
Don't go chasing this
Cause I wanted you to know
There's a fire outside your door
Engulfing everything

Just for now
Just for now
It wouldn't matter anymore
Until the dust settles clear

Just for now
Just for a moment

So fingers crossed
Left behind

IF YOU'RE WITH ME

Spill

Innards

Basin

Shoots

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•☬☫☯ॐ☪﷼✞✟•
//
burn
i won't rot
gotta burn
burn ur god
/
sorry for my broken glass shard
feeling like a heart attack
cardiac arrest my childhood
as a kid i had the most fucked up scars
now when i look at the mirror
i can't breathe/i can't breathe
cause now the pain is not that worse
/
everyday is a blessing
but i gotta get this out my chest
that everytime i think about my little self
/
it's poison
i don't wanna remember
it's poison
i don't wanna drown
don't wanna remember
/
don't wanna remember/ don't wanna remember
don't wanna burn again
ur bloody tourniquet
get away from me
/
everytime i think about u
u made me sacriligious
sacrili-sacriligious/ sacriligious
//
they say love is a xanax
i say is a lovely overdosing
pool of hxroin
cuts any religion
it fvcks with ur soul
once ur broken
u can't hold
hold on
no more
no
/
love gets u worse than drunk
worse than drvgs
worse than scars
worse than ur trauma
/
more than/more than
if it's ugly to say this
it's uglier than death
just look at today
/
look at-
look at everyone
just look outside
tell me who will u?
who will u rely?
who will u rely?
//
✞ ♱ ♰ † ✟ ༒ ☦︎︎ 𖧵 𖥤 ✜ ✢ ☩ ✠ ✝︎ ☨ ✛ ✚ ✙ ⊹



CHILDHOOD GLASS SHARD (prod. Yami's Sin)

Wake Up - Sludge Cut

You were like a dream so familiar and lovely you consume me

Don’t wake me I’m dreaming of a place far beyond the clouds

can we try to forget again?

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