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bianca

DONT !!

my head
is all over the place
its not getting better

i cant
seem to make a change
ill be like this forever

23
whole years i
feel retarded all the time

any longer im confined
im gonna lose my god damn mind

staring at the words again 
i cant make sense of anything 
all i see is static in my brain 
need a way to end the pain
id give the whole world to be
a normal boy eventually
instead im rotting to the core
i cant take it anymore

breakdowns
from anxiety 
i hate being alone

wasting all 
my energy 
staring at my phone

cant focus
for 2 minutes
even if i try

yet another day goes by 
and im still here but i wanna die

staring at the words again 
i cant make sense of anything 
all i see is static in my brain 
need a way to end the pain
id give the whole world to be
a normal boy eventually
instead im rotting to the core
i cant take it anymore

out to lunch

HARD CHRIST - SPERG

Did the vox for this instrumental by amnesiac x this is cool thx bro

Lovely Little World - I Don’t Wanna Be Me (prod. Amnesiac X)

You can call me incel you can call me a freak
i dont fuckin care it means nothing to me
you can call me a nazi you can call me a virgin
but i dont fucking care bc you are fucking worthless

youre a fucking normie
youre so god damn boring
youre a whiny bitch who loves censorship
youre a stupid fuckin normie and u shouldve been aborted
you dont desrve to live you fucking stupid normie bitch

you obsess over dumb shit and you post a lot memes
 you dont know how to be sincere
u speak in irony
would u cut the bullshit i am sick of hearing u
would u stfu normie or ill fucking slaughter u

youre a fucking normie
youre so god damn boring
youre a whiny bitch who loves censorship
youre a stupid fuckin normie and u shouldve been aborted
you dont desrve to live you fucking stupid normie bitch

Die Normie Scum

Creep (Cover)

i need to take them!!!



lyric:
i just wanna say thank you for my pills
they're what makes me better when i'm ill
some days i take twice my daily fill
they're the only thing keeping me chill

life is unremarkable until
my script is done and i need a refill
i know my doctors acting with good will
except the fucking consultation bill

when i don't take my pills
it gives me such a thrill
it makes me feel so real
i would shoot to kill

when i don't take my pills
i don't feel fulfilled
life is all down hill
because I'm mentally ill

i just wanna say thank you for my pills
they're what makes me better when i'm ill
i don't care if i lose all free will
no brain left at all is better still


when i don't take my pills
it gives me such a thrill
it makes me feel so real
i would shoot to kill        

when i don't take my pills
i don't feel fulfilled
life is all down hill
because i'm mentally ill

My pills

i was raised by a place
ive been on since i was eight
or maybe 9, the internet,
sat online, on the world wide web

everything i've ever seen
ever learnt, its from a screen
and who i am today
was influenced by the way
i was raised on the World Wide Web
raised by the Internet

raised by the World Wide Web
don't have any real life friends
mind melted by the internet
World Wide Web

i was raised online
i was raised online
maybe that is why
i came out behind
all the other kids
all cause i had unrestricted
access to the internet

knowledge at my fingertips
and everything that any kid
really shouldn't be seeing when
he's browsing at the age of ten
terrorist beheadings
and anything with death in it
propaganda, fucking goatse
i came out so fucking lonely

raised by the World Wide Web
im anxious with every breath
cause i was raised by the world wide web
World Wide Web

Raised By The World Wide Web

can't even read a book
my head's too cooked 

not even if i tried
my brain's too fried

a slave to dopamine
a flesh machine

a short attention span
blame instagram

i'm just an addict
need my kicks, it's sick

can't even watch tv
must see my screen

i'm just dead inside
can't cry (i've tried)

i only laugh at memes
living the dream

prison
my laptop's a prison 
my cell phone's a prison
my pc's a prison
please let me out
 
rectangular prison 
liquid crystal prison
silicon prison
and i can't get out

my phone is a prison 
they're all fucking prisons
give me parole
and let me out
 
i don't get a lawyer
i don't get a trial
i get 20 to life
and i can't get out

what keeps me up at night 
my phone's blue light

i hold it my hand 
just to fall asleep

it makes me feel secure
stockholm syndrome

just waiting for the bell
the buzz, the beep

like a parasite
i live on bytes

i see red thing i click
to get my fix

"it makes you satisfied",
they said (they lied)

refresh the page again
might change, must check

prison
my laptop's a prison 
my cell phone's a prison
my pc's a prison
please let me out
 
rectangular prison 
liquid crystal prison
silicon prison
and i can't get out

my phone is a prison 
they're all fucking prisons
give me parole
and let me out
 
i don't get a lawyer
i don't get a trial
i got 20 to life...

just one shot at life
i guess i lose

i'm playing a game 
i did not choose

stuck here in my cell
a living hell

the devil is a dell
samsung
intel

rectangular prison

Rectangular Prison

any bitches wanna come save me save me
save me from the holes in my dumb head lately
any bitches wanna come save me save me
look at me and tell me you dont hate me

i am looking for a girl that makes me feel so good
and it took me a while to realise the fallacy
that i cant find that girl when nothing makes me feel anything

any bitches wanna come save me save me
save me from the holes in my dumb head lately
any bitches wanna come save me save me
look at me and tell me you dont hate me

my perfect girl is out there right now breathing and blinking
but the smile on my face when i see her is nothing more than wishful
thinking

any bitches wanna come save me save me
save me from the holes in my dumb head lately
any bitches wanna come save me save me
look at me and tell me
look at me and tell me
look at me and tell me
you dont hate me

(mom literally told me to get a fucking job right after she heard me record this lmao)

Need A Bitch To Save Me

my day has been spoiled
i have to go to toil
i should have been a royal
or found a lot of oil  

fuck toil
it makes my blood boil
i wanna put my boss in the soil
… i guess i’m too loyal

my boss makes a hundred bucks every time i make $9
that’s why i commit crime on company time
i do just enough work that i don’t get sacked
turns out everybody else can barely do that

i’m just trying to relax and enjoy my weekend
when i remember an email that i forgot to send
its no wonder that i dream of mass murder fantasies
toil and all its miseries, in my head rent free

my day has been spoiled
i have to go to toil
i should have been a royal
or found a lot of oil  

fuck toil
it makes my blood boil
i wanna put my boss in the soil
… i guess i’m too loyal

if you wanna win the rat race you gotta choose not to play
too bad i will never leave this place, i’m addicted to my pay
deep down i have always felt that i wanted to be free
well i can only blame myself, drug of choice is salary

i don’t want to work

i don’t want to work

im never speaking again
too much dumb shit that ive said
so much dumb shit in my head
i would be better off dead
i would be better off gone
i am a fucking retard
i fuck everything up
i make my life so hard

spaz attack, i didnt mean to say that
spaz attack, so many things i cant take back

im never making new friends
my life has come to an end
people think i am a sped
why am i so retarded
just put me in the grave
i dont know how to behave
i cant communicate
i am a fucking dumbass

spaz attack, i didnt mean to say that
spaz attack, so many things i cant take back

spaz attack spaz attack
didnt mean to fucking say that
spaz attack spaz attack
too many things that i cant take back

Spaz Attack

i've lived a life of despair
so please don't take my hair
it's all that i have left
it will leave me bereft
the norwood reaper cometh

the coming years look bleak
for the suffered freak
ascend the widows peak
what makes the brave man meek

the norwood reaper cometh
its here today and its
gone tomorrow
the norwood reaper cometh

oh fighting back is folly
he culls the hedges wholly
sowed by melancholy
betrothed with just the holy

the norwood reaper cometh
its here today and its
gone tomorrow
the norwood reaper cometh

Norwood Reaper

i feel like i'm so fucking slow
i'm always just lying in my bed
everything just fucking blows
i think i am damaged in the head

i'm so slow, i just lag behind in everything
i need to break this habit of procrastination

there's nothing i wanna do
more than be with you
you make me feel
like i am fast

i worry about my future
is this the way i will always be?
nobody knows what's wrong with me
sometimes i fear i have low t

i have no friends cuz i forgot how to stay in touch
i don't talk much, never really felt at home

but there's nothing that i want to do
more than be with you
you make me feel
like i am fast

i'm so slow, i just neglect every single thing
i need to break this habit of mental masturbation

and there's nothing that i wanna do
more than be with you
you make me feel
like i am fast

Slow

For your love
For your love
For your love
I'd give you everything and more, and that's for sure
For your love
I'd bring you diamond rings and things right to your door
For your love
For your love

To thrill you with delight
I'll give you diamonds bright
There'll be things that will excite
To make you dream of me at night

For your love
For your love

For Your Love Yardbirds Cover

I wake up in my bed
plagued with thoughts of regret 
I am stuck in my mind 
I’m falling further behind 

Kill me now
Let me down 
Kill me now 
Let me down 

There’s no hope, no future 
Its my fault now I will hurt 
This is the life I chose 
Spite my face cut off my nose 

Kill me now
Let me down 
Kill me now 
Let me down

Kill Me Now

Good Times Hell Yeah

Bianca Devins

I Love Cigarettes

Pop-Phlodge x Strider 

Lyrics:

Hate my life like Ronnie McNutt
When I get bored I'll grab a gun
I won't see the next rising sun
cause this world is no fun

My life is in a rutt
I dont like when things get tough
it wont be pills 
it wont be cuts
i'll blow my head off like ronnie mcnutt

Im on stream, all alone
got my friends and family on the phone
lost my job I cant pay my loans
No gf im on my own

My life is in a rutt
I dont like when things get tough
it wont be pills 
it wont be cuts
i'll blow my head off like ronnie mcnutt (x2)

Ronnie Mcnutt

I fucked up again and now im banging my head off the wall cause
I fucked up again and i know theres no way to put it all
Back in its place fucked it up im not okay
Put it back in its place fucked it up im not okay

Dont talk to me shut the fuck up
So sick of this ive had enough
I just want out i cannot take
Another day with my mistakes

I fucked up again and now im banging my head off the wall cause
I fucked up again and i know theres no way to put it all
Back in its place fucked it up im not okay
Put it back in its place fucked it up im not okay

I Fucked Up Again

My lyrics are always in the description

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCa8jFeC3BS5Ier3xh-aB6Sw
youtube channel

Need A Bitch To Save Me

Girldog