Written, produced, and performed by yours truly.

The album title, and a lot of the lyricism, drew from the experiences, emotions, and thought patterns I've had over the last year and a half. I have lots of anxieties about the world, but I'm grateful for the love and support of my friends and family.

Musically, the biggest inspiration for this album has been my Weber upright piano, which we bought second-hand shortly after moving to CT. It has a practice pedal, which plops a nice thick felt right down between the strings and the hammers. I'll sit down and doodle on it daily. In the end, I ended up recording it for every song on the album except the two instrumental songs, ironically enough. The last song on the album is a solo piano/vocal piece.

I hope you enjoy Scenes from a Window.

Lyrics:
One thing leads to another
Creating what comes after
The cause and effect of the moment
Haven’t yet been deciphered

Memorizing positions
Look there go traditions
Minute by minute it changes
Can't settle on one definition

Put all the cards on the damn table
Take it and run as soon as you’re able
Look around, nobody knows about
The coming fallout

Come celebrate the downfall
Blow it up no matter how small
A little too late for the backsees
We've already ruled it a fair ball

Put all the cards on the damn table
Take it and run as soon as you’re able
Look around, nobody knows about
The coming fallout

Fallout

LYRICS:

O, Brother of the Tombstones, I come to humbly plead my faith,
seek refuge for these fragile bones inside your cold, indifferent embrace
See, there's nowhere left for me to shelter in, as this blizzard rages away
And, I know, to you, I'm lesser than a snowflake, but I'm not ready to melt today

I'm trying to see a mirror in your metamorphic face, (metamorphic, metamorphic, metamorphic face)
escape the sea of broken skulls, their screaming jaws agape, agape (screaming jaws a-screaming jaws agape)
Will I return to your loving arms, as my body crumbles and decays?
Or is it destiny to drown beneath your deathly ashblack lakes?

And as your shape looms in the night
Countless snowflakes flutter and die
Monolith, you're but a child, 
with a fatal outstretched tongue

In your suffocating white,
the precipice drifts out of sight,
O, there was only me,
falling endlessly,
into your arms,
into your arms,
into your arms.

Into your arms,
your arms.

Monolith

Want to jam over this? Download the stemless versions to make your own jam! Can't wait to see what you do :)
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Stank Delivery

Written, produced, mixed and mastered by Adam Tell
Artwork by Maggie Dougals

Past the Hypothetical was 10 years ago. Damn.
 
Lyrics:
Say the words and let them be
Think a thought and set it free
Open up your castled heart
It only needs a jump start
 
Please play along, what can it hurt?
I'm ready for it, just throw it over
Look alive, one's coming your way
So what do you say?
 
You gotta run to the nearest exit
And buy a one-way ticket
Any longer here and you might fossilize
Take a chance on the deepest feeling
And show what you're concealing
Look in the mirror, and don't avert your eyes
 
A temporary place to rest
To forget about the permanence
Don't overstay your time in here
Move on the coast is clear
 
The things I said hang like a stone
And the things we feared are fully grown
You made it this far cross the sea
And you can still be happy
 
You gotta run to the nearest exit
And buy a one-way ticket
Any longer here and you might fossilize
Take a chance on the deepest feeling
And show what you're concealing
Look in the mirror, and don't avert your eyes
 
Stop standing in your own way
Let go of the backspace
Break out of your head now
Before it's too late
I'm here to catch you
Gonna help you pull through
I know that you want it
You're gonna get there soon
 
You gotta run to the nearest exit
And buy a one-way ticket
Any longer here and you might fossilize
Take a chance on the deepest feeling
And show what you're concealing
Look in the mirror

Fossilize

preorder 'here (not rly) there' on vinyl ↴
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lyrics:

it flows around me
I got lots of time to kill
whisper too softly
but, I focus on this feel
a sunray through me
it be like, "today is alright"
it's right, you feel that?
don't run away
time go, depleted
wind flow between us
it can break me up in two
it's right, you feel that
don't run away
time goes, I need it

when I am going down
you say "hi" (you say "hi")
this feel just now
so don't cry (so don't cry)
you break me out
I know now (I know now)
I know now
when I am going down
you say "hi"
this feel just now
so don't cry (so don't cry)
you break me out
I know now

it flows around me
whisper too softly

when I am going down
you say "hi"
this feel just now
so don't cry
you break me out
I know now
I know now
when I am going down
you say "hi"
this feel just now
so don't cry
you break me out
I know now
I know

a sunray through me
it be like, "today is alright"
it's right, you feel that?
don't run away
time go, depleted

when I am going down
you say "hi"
this feel just now
so don't cry
you break me out
I know now
when I am going down

it flows around me
it flows around me
whisper too softly
but, I focus on this feel

here (not rly) there

this feel

stream/download🌳

M-Sol Records presents:
BoyzenSa (feat Butler) - Falling for You
A journey of beats and emotions under the sun.

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Boyzen SA - Falling for You feat Butler [M-Sol Records]

hey everyone!

this track has been in the works since directly after I posted Quantum. kinda crazy that it took so much more time, huh? :)

I hope you all enjoy this track as much as I enjoyed making it. and maybe if you liked it, you can hit that repost button... ha ha jk.... unless?

art by alena aenami

LINKS:

free dl: https://www.toneden.io/defsharp-2/post/awakening
bandcamp (buy): https://defsharp.bandcamp.com/track/awakening

Free DL

Awakening

originally written in 112 BPM, slowed down to 95.88

EVERYTHING GOES WRONG

stream / free download

04
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There's a place that I go when I know 
I'm leaning to the silence.
It's a place made of words and noise.
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Found amongst a long path, where the echoes of her footsteps follow.

Pneuma

bandcamp

don't say hello

via @official-windjammer Migratory Bird compilation

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fTRzyhi2beo&lc=UgwwcG5stJ1zCKL9Db14AaABAg