Name: red door by Ada Daveed in Copy of New & hot: Indie
Duration: 3 min 22 s
Description: Is it weird to know I'm something that you're not?

Trippy asf but i dig it🖤🥷🏻🤘🏻

this trackalicious is very mesmerizing and weird

Fascinating! Unsettling! Creepy and haunting af! Love it, very original!!

i might have to warp how i do things , this is smokey !!

Ufff ❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥 excellent voice #nailed with the atmosphere inter dimensional

This is so far out creepy cool 😆 Outerspace sound shaping 💥💯✌

Copy of New & hot: Indie

I dub thee King o' the Universe~!

Orchestral String Quartet score o' mine from 2005 and a remaster from 2022.
This was all written one note at a time, and all orchestral. Three layers of synchronized Orchestra.
All art & photos from me. A 5 leaf clover, 2 4 leaf clovers, and a 2 leaf clover.

~Cirque du Psycho

Kingdom Chorale ['05 + '22]

LE CIRQUE by SUBSONIC DISSIDENCE !
Album "CHEVAL FOU" (2023)

LE CIRQUE

Written, produced, engineered, composed and performed by Portraits Of Tracy

Lyrics:
It wasn’t as easy as I thought it would be
Our open palms staying closed today
And in my mind, I really thought you would see
But honestly, I think we need to leave

Or maybe we should watch this movie
Look it reminded me of me and you
I know you’re thinking I’m really trying to get up in your head

And in my mind I keep replaying parts
Like when he held her close, right in the park
They had a rocky road, but Dennis kept it real from the start

Oh you know
I never meant to throw it all your way
I made a judgement based on signs, I think
I’m really losing my mind
Oh you know
I still remember the look on your face
And baby when you go your separate way
I think I’ll be just fine

Oh
Cause I’m found (I’m found...)
I’m found (I’m found...)
Lost for a minute
Tell me what compares to this
I was lost for a minute
I was lost for a minute

You know I’ll think about you time to time.
I feel I’m moving fast, not in my mind
Just call me stupid, and I’ll open my eyes
I think it’s kinda funny how I feel
So happy I could die, I’ll keep it real
Oh, I can’t help but be a little unsure

Oh you know
I never meant to throw it all your way
I made a judgement based on signs, but hey
I’m really losing my mind
Oh you know
I still remember the look on your face
And baby when you go your separate way
I think I’ll be just fine

Oh...
Yeah!
Lost for a minute
Tell me what compares to this
I was lost for a minute
I was lost for a minute
Lost for a minute
Tell me what compares to this
I was lost for a minute
I was lost for a minute

Oh you know
I think this train is really rolling on
We better hop on cause it won’t be long
Girl you don’t know
how much I just want to leave it all behind

Just like a kid on Christmas Eve
I packed my clothes, please can we leave?
Oh this place, oh I swear it drives me crazy
and I’ve been saying it

Oh you know
I think I’m finally moving on my way
I made a judgement based on signs, but hey
I’m kinda losing my mind
Oh you know
I still remember the look on your face
and baby when you go your separate way
I think I’ll be just fine

I think I’m finally moving on my way
I made a judgement based on signs, but hey
I’m kinda losing my mind
I still remember the look on your face
and baby when you go your separate way
I think I’ll be just fine

Drive Home

Found!

28 - 3 - 2023

Love And Soul

Thank you GOD

Ghost and Ashes

Only  what Liberates 2.

Voices - Codec {Mac/ac4}

i miss u, sometimes - OUT NOW - fanlink.tv/imissuPOLY

The third track on the single, ‘how2sleep’ illustrates Polymancer’s ability to create a captivating melody with minimalistic instrumentation. The song’s lyrics are both poetic and relatable, speaking to the universal experience of struggling to fall asleep.

A re-write from scratch of a song with fellow luminary EDEN, POLY comes back with a slew of releases, highlighted by his new song, how2sleep. Created at PolyPad by POLY independently with master and release support through his indie label, the artist showcases the grand end of an era with an alt, dreamy sound.

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​the water was cool and you’re shining
​these silhouettes turn from shadows into ice
​i don’t believe in this silence
​and how you’re still stuck in what’s left behind

​and why would you love when you’re tired?
​so caught up with fucking up all these highs
​and I’m so sick of still trying
​of holding onto you
​still caught between

​your sleeves rolled up in balls
​crawled up in your car
​the lights run down your window
​roll ‘nother one
​seizures can’t withdraw
​your thoughts still in my mind
​trapped within my head
​i, ha
​can’t get out of bed

​you couldn’t -, couldn’t say
​couldn’t say
​couldn’t take

​the water was cool, and we’re shining
​situations don’t understate what’s in line
​certain visions don’t care to expire
​i'm turning lipid on to see you’re fine

​but why would you say that i’m fire?
​if all of this sucks and you’re de-sanitized
​i’m so fucking sick of still trying
​of holding onto you
​so honestly

​your tears roll down, i’m soz
​fight your empty cause
​cries don’t seem to matter, oh
​till it’s all undone
​ceasures can’t withdraw
​these thoughts stuck in your mind
​caught up in forever
​i, ha
⁃ ha

​can’t get out
​out of bed
​can’t get out of my head

i miss u, sometimes - Single

how2sleep

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Is it weird to know I'm something that you're not?

Red Door

red door

w/ https://soundcloud.com/superrobekitty

LYRICS
(AETHERYEARS)

I keep losing sleep
I fail to dream
I’m still sore
My weakness curses me
I’m faltering 
can’t get away
I fell too deep
Drifted astray

The moon, the tides
Saltwater skies
I lose, I hide
Oh such is life
The text presides
and I abide
I sink, I rise
I cover my eyes


Lost my vision can you brew me up a potion? Something stronger, let it bring back my emotion
Brimstone, bismuth, and alchemical devotion
Raise the fire put the catalyst in motion

Something lost something gained, fair exchange
I changed everything so why’d I feel the same
Change my verse, change of heart, rearrange
Changing everything just to feel ok

I don’t feel ok I don’t feel ok I don’t feel ok I don’t feel ok

Sip home remedies try to cure me of my ailments
Singing 333 “Oh well” I guess that I’m failing
How can it be I’m still reaching for the radiance
Sun pour over me, sun pour over me  (SUROKI)  HA! He ain’t brewing shit
Run through all my scattered vials
This can do the trick
HA! My ears start to ring I made 90 new mistakes and I’ll do it all again  With this mantra I can roll back time Offer everything I have as tithe I hold every seraph in my mind
So why’s this creeping omen still mine?


(AETHERYEARS) 
Lost my vision can you brew me up a potion? Something stronger, let it bring back my emotion
Brimstone, bismuth, and alchemical devotion
Raise the fire put the catalyst in motion

Something lost something gained, fair exchange
I changed everything so why’d I feel the same
Change my verse, change of heart, rearrange
Changing everything just to feel ok

Catalyst (feat. Suroki)

Fallen Angel - Royalty Free Indie Rock 
Stream / Buy: https://artists.landr.com/055120691492
Official Video: https://youtu.be/DcOJlCAyXfg

Please provide following credit in video description:
➞ Artist: Ron Gelinas
➞ Track Title: Fallen Angel (Original Mix)
➞ Link to Track: https://youtu.be/DcOJlCAyXfg

DESCRIPTION
Fallen Angel is an up-tempo Indie Rock track featuring lively guitar chords & chiming riffs, bouncy keys, emotional vocals, and a tight & punchy rhythm section.  It tells the story of a pleasant young woman who falls into the depths of despair as she becomes a prisoner in a toxic relationship. She gradually transforms into a “fallen angel” as she becomes obsessed in plotting her revenge against her partner / captor.

Ron Gelinas

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Ron Gelinas - Fallen Angel [ROYALTY FREE MUSIC]

why can't I be healthier and younger, but also wiser like I am now
I need a time machine that takes me back to adolescence, so I can stay in bygone times, but just for a while

I might wanna stay for a lifetime
and then go back again
like always I'm just reminiscing
as if the past is all I got
the memories are all I have
to feel alive, to feel the dance of time
I am too tired to create new moves
it seems in the past I had existence with soul

was it really me though or did I come into my own
through all the pain, through pain alone
was it really me though or did I come into my own
through all the pain, through pain alone

I'm able to drive now, 10 years after everyone else
but back then I wasn't ready to just be myself
I was working towards it without knowing
I cried myself to sleep, at least some things won't ever change.

Was it really me though or did I come into my own,
through all the pain, through pain alone
I danced at every party and by party I mean live shows
I danced all for my own
Harmony echoing throughout the whole room
I used to feel at home in the middle of a crowd
now I just feel old

i used to come home bruised, pogoed til the next day, 
then smoking my last cigarette, 2 nights later the same
I came to feel the thunder still trembled in bed

and now I bruise myself by losing my own mind
and then waking up half blind
maybe I should go see a doctor, but cannot trust em
maybe in my next life, if there's a next time, onto the next one
I'm sure I will survive this one until I die

beat by: Davidi

Dancing On My Own - Demo

Their Heart's Desire

an original song. from my album [My Art Is Suffering].

- - -

[LYRICS]

if you were fine-
i could stomach just picking you up tonight...
though-
lately, i can't find
the strength to try anymore...

i don't wanna live-
if living means to give and give

[ YEAH-
FLESH IT OUT.
PULL THAT WEIGHT. ]

i don't wanna give-
if giving means they dig and dig

took me this long to find out:
[ i don't know anything... ]

lately i've been-
steadily giving away all of my things
retreat to fantasies
adenosine-


DON'T
LET
ME
FUCK
UP
THIS
ESCAPE
PLAN
AGAIN.


will i even know when the time comes?
[ can't miss it if it never does... ]
i still don't know if all life is equal...
[ the more i know: duress + less = me... ]

we always know:
we're always dying.
in hell: ex hail
vapors
love gasoline...
in my hand:
a match made in heaven
yeah-
we always know:
we're always dying.
in hell: ex hail
vapors
love gasoline...
in my hand:
a match made in heaven
yeah...

the Spanaway suicide tapes, vol. 1

i make weird stuff sometimes
thank you for listening 😘

red door

Ada Daveed

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