pacey

t gap mind film

@derit_xp left his gear so quick track hehe

time binder

I was happy in the zone
In the club fairy dusted fun 
Enjoying what I worked to achieve
Cameras out no more guilty 
To perform out all night
sitting here reminds me why
There is no time to regret 
Innocuous it’s my bus-

Come on keep the candle burning
Come on keep the dream on fire
Come on keep the candle burning
Come on keep the dream on fire

Everything that’s good in life
I can half control my life 
And I’ll hit the road again
Without no resentment 
Im as strong as I wanna be 
Take care of you make my money 
city changes every day
I hope that we’ll be o- 

Come on keep the candle burning
Come on keep the dream on fire
Come on keep the candle burning
Come on keep the dream on fire


No ones left back home to miss
To know what you were or did
Some things take a real long time
Sun hits highway gold like honey
Honey 
Honey 
Honey

Honey (im Drowning version) demo

below unfinished demo

I can’t focus on anything at all
And I dont do it to finish first but now
I’m staring in the corner its my punishment
Punishment
Im never gonna fall away 
And I dont wanna change 

I can’t lose 
cuz I’m just here to have my fun and act like
everything is perfect even when its not I guess thats your punishment
Punishment
If anybody’s down on that
Then they can go wrong if they want

Are you still here with us
I count the hours 
I know you're out there
You dont stop 
It’s just in your head
in your head
in your head

We dont need that 
If you’re not going to have it
what the point of this if this it dont clear 
your head
your head
your head 
 
None really warned me I would get into this trouble
But id rather fight than switch can only stay mad for so long until im over it
This is reality
not falling through the cracks 

you’ll start doing it with the guy who are better than you
Thats what this is all about
Its doing things you didn’t know you that could do before
You really have to see yourself
I want it cut and dry

Are you still here with us
I count the hours 
I know your out there
You dont stop 
It’s just in your head
in your head
in your head

We dont need that 
If you’re not going to have it
what the point of this if it dont clear 
your head
In your head
In your head 
 
You take a slam you get hurt but 
Ive worn myself down to a nub
With nothing else around
Its a great stress release 
Fly baby fly
And you can lose track

adderall song demo

trash demo 101

Hier Kommt Der Schwartze Mond

Spill It On The Ground

running away running away running away anymore
how dont i stay how dont i stay how do i get thru the door
running away running away running away anymore
my phone died and i got lost on my way to the candy store
and i’m still looking
so close to finally freezing i thought that i couldn’t 
i knew that i knew that i lied
how could you trust me? well fuck thats not what i’ve been asking
whats it like to be honest? i’m so far from it all

secondary gain to crush
you’ve felt that pain and i blushed
i lost all control this week
it slipped out from my hands to the sink
i dont know where the drain cover went
its far down that pipe now my energies bent
from running and running and running from dread
gets stuck in the deep dry cracks in my head
fuck lead shit spit pound bed.. i cant stand the things that she said
i’m led and i know that i’m sick
its something that cannot be solved with a dick
its something that you should be meaner about 
i dont know why i sit here in a self-fucked drought
but this note in my laptop growing
the only thing i can feel like i’m holding
i’ve felt that pain, but the pain that’ll make me change is coming (x2)
and i came, and he didnt
and the rest is still unwritten
i can’t keep living like this
if i could chose then tonight would be it
and maybe if i finish writing this song
i could feel so much less wrong
whats inside my head whats outside
the difference is swollen and tongue tied

why do these things come together so perfect like this
and i still feel like a bitch
ive lost track of my environment
but i still find a way somehow to ditch

Slump Buster Beef

mostly private

https://c0mputerwif3.neocities.org

adderall song demo

computerwife