taste 1

written/recorded in the last days of living in santa cruz before my house flooded and i moved across the country and started a whole new life with a wife and family and kids and two little dogs

Tascam420- super secret sad song .wav

the power of a question isn't in the answer, it is in the question itself! In some very deep and profound way, the answer isn't important. What is important is to become a question... for the energy of Life always fills a void.
- quote is from mary o'malley.

Questions and Answers: Semi-Charmed!

@derit_xp left his gear so quick track hehe

time binder

wait here while i pee

Talk to someone

I can’t focus on anything at all
And I dont do it to finish first but now
I’m staring in the corner its my punishment
Punishment
Im never gonna fall away 
And I dont wanna change 

I can’t lose 
cuz I’m just here to have my fun and act like
everything is perfect even when its not I guess thats your punishment
Punishment
If anybody’s down on that
Then they can go wrong if they want

Are you still here with us
I count the hours 
I know you're out there
You dont stop 
It’s just in your head
in your head
in your head

We dont need that 
If you’re not going to have it
what the point of this if this it dont clear 
your head
your head
your head 
 
None really warned me I would get into this trouble
But id rather fight than switch can only stay mad for so long until im over it
This is reality
not falling through the cracks 

you’ll start doing it with the guy who are better than you
Thats what this is all about
Its doing things you didn’t know you that could do before
You really have to see yourself
I want it cut and dry

Are you still here with us
I count the hours 
I know your out there
You dont stop 
It’s just in your head
in your head
in your head

We dont need that 
If you’re not going to have it
what the point of this if it dont clear 
your head
In your head
In your head 
 
You take a slam you get hurt but 
Ive worn myself down to a nub
With nothing else around
Its a great stress release 
Fly baby fly
And you can lose track

adderall song demo

He saw me cave
In the parking lot
Thats why were eating this fish
I like my life
Street stuff we do and watch

What you doing right now
Favor I need 
Im sweating but
Its awful good to see you 

Am I doing the right
Am I doing the right thing thing
Im out of the blue I laugh not to cry

Am I doing the right
Am I doing the right thing thing
Its fucked getting hurt
But its part of it

I felt like whore receiving money for this
Under the moon
Held by your warmth

Im more of a body 
When it’s against yours
His hands upon me
I swam up to shore

Swaying and floating
In my imagination
Your hung up eyes
Searching for invitation

Im going im sorry
If it means anything
You’re a real legend


Do you know what’s next
Do you know what’s next
Do you know what’s next

Take the road u houldve take
The problem with being a woman
People are always 
Tryna tell you what you should do

Just have to disappear
But I dont have no regrets

I dont know what do 
I dont know what do 
Been taking night shifts

I dont know where im going
And I dont have to tell
Im just a regular person
Doing best with what I have
What you wanna do 
Rushed in and rushed back out
  
Took over your truck
Im drinking its funny thanks
Good show ill see you tomorrow
I did the best that I can
That why I came here tonight

glitter demo

I knew it 
Cuz it happens like a ritual
I knew it
While I was waiting around expecting the call
I knew it
reconciled with the outcome 
I knew it
And subject got exhausted 
Was a slight mistake
And I gotta turn my face away

But we’re running out of things to say
Were running out of things to say
Resist
And you know that I hate to wait
Another drive drive away
we’re running out of things to say
Resist
we’re running out
we’re running away  
     
I knew it
Cuz I came down just to see
I knew it
When the judgement walks or swallows me
I knew it
What I did last night there was he
I knew it 
And im listening in a daze 
I just wanna hear him speak
But I dont even wanna hear him say 
Hey 

Cuz I know I need a break
Were running out of things to say
Resist
And you know that I hate to wait
Another drive drive away

I knew it
Smooth and simple gone to my head
I knew it
How do all these people play pretend
I knew it
I knew I was was posing for him
I knew it
And the knots hold til they're worn out thin 

Can I manage your magnetic blue
Cuz Its blurring everything around you    

cuz we’re running out of things to say
Were running out of things to say
Resist
And you know that I hate to wait
Another drive drive away
we’re running out of things to say
Resist
we’re running out
we’re running away

resist unmixed demo

whatshouldinamethissong.m4a

trash demo 101

mostly private

https://c0mputerwif3.neocities.org

resist unmixed demo

computerwife