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I feel broken up
Separated into random thoughts
Like the shattered little rocks
That break up from the pavement 

I keep shutting off 
If im living every second up
I don’t want go back home
just be an impulsive person

Why did I have to fall in love
Why did I have to fall in love
Why did I have to fall

Did you mean it when
You said you could see it happening
Is it something you insist
Cuz I needed attention

When I fix my eyes
Whats it gonna cost to go out tonight
To feel something else right 
While you third wheel the drugs 

Why did I have to fall in love
Why did I have to fall in love
Why did I have to fall in love
Why do I have to fall

Why Did I demo

I know I tried but
Now it just feels like lying 
And the answer burns me up
Am I vicious enough to 
Quit what feels unfair
Time suck slow hysteric
Been a little ignorant 
I'll dismiss this but 

 Honesty happens driving fast through your world
Probably happens when I’m back in your world
You’re the lucky person

Why does it feel
Like I have to blow it all up to change I
pass my life on the curb again
Its so hard to pretend
That that’s not god speaking
she gets me crying leaking
see the neon cross and I 
Know its really goodbye cuz 

Honesty happens driving fast through your world
Probably happens when I’m back in your world
In my dreams I see that town

driving fast thru your world demo

Seems like something should be there but isn’t
In my restless dreams I see that town 
Barefoot on the porch the summer hisses
I feel like the weight i’m under now 

I can feel my heart
Im the same as I always was

No one talked to me i stood there reeling
Near the flat shoals curb where we would link
See the boys laugh in my cornered moment
Then they walk up always scared for me

And I say 

I can feel my heart
Im the same as I always was
I can feel my heart
Im the same as I always was

How do I choose what’s real or ideal?
Run my head on movie tricks?
Closest i have ever felt to that
so how do i read the hand i get?

the same demo

sometimes wen things are hard that's when you gotta be grateful

I really do have love for god and meaning
But I can rarely take it on the chin
Who don’t want an agreement
Easy fantasy to get wrapped in
Why should I want when I can simply do this
If that’s the way of giving back to you 

Yeah
I keep seeing something behind me
Yeah
I keep seeing something behind

Decisions wash baptism without water 
The hypnic trance when you glow through a star 
leave or stay it gets harder 
Only losers become afraid 
I could turn away to face ultimate freedom
To give you life I know that you deserve

Yeah 
I keep seeing something behind me
Yeah
I keep seeing something behind me

Thank Uu (born from a wish) demo nostalgia

Possibly something more breakbeaty at the beginning

Absorbed in the head 
Locked into a trance
memories amphetamines
Butterflies on the breeze

Look at all the damage we repair
Safe inside the people that your with   
Deep down I know and believe
Deep down I know and believe

i’m the loneliest doll
But there it was fine
It’s natural 
Cuz dreams are just like beer
And we were drunk all year

night knows what morning can not see
And we saw the strings that connected things 
Deep down I know and believe
Deep down I know and believe

In my life there’s nothing as boring and so pure as those times that dragged forever still all I have is to find you here anyways

Foreverrr

I was happy in the zone
In the club fairy dusted fun 
Enjoying what I worked to achieve
Cameras out no more guilty 
To perform out all night
sitting here reminds me why
There is no time to regret 
Innocuous it’s my bus-

Come on keep the candle burning
Come on keep the dream on fire
Come on keep the candle burning
Come on keep the dream on fire

Everything that’s good in life
I can half control my life 
And I’ll hit the road again
Without no resentment 
Im as strong as I wanna be 
Take care of you make my money 
city changes every day
I hope that we’ll be o- 

Come on keep the candle burning
Come on keep the dream on fire
Come on keep the candle burning
Come on keep the dream on fire


No ones left back home to miss
To know what you were or did
Some things take a real long time
Sun hits highway gold like honey
Honey 
Honey 
Honey

Honey (im Drowning version) demo

Live in spite of you suffocating warmth misunderstanding

new song coppy Copy unfinished demo

first thing waking up there’s a weight that I’m below
I live the most in a memory 
Get it out my head
Or Pray to get out of the shit 
The Summer south is like a sweet dream
Don’t you want to feel so real?
Don't you wanna live with god again?
I don't want to fight but I always try
Deeper than it is from the outside
Turn in my last check try to take me away from me 
My world is at its start or ending
Don’t you want to feel so real?
Don’t you want to live with god again?

how do you choose what's real or ideal?
run your head on movie tricks?
always at the start and ending
so how do you read the hand I get

surreal upbeat desperate version

normal 4 am quiet demo

autopsy guitar ideas

Always catching you spinning in the circles of the night the
Whip got so close it hurt sweet as sizzurp its nature your hammered  
Shut up more than usual how did you become someone like that
You’re not so shy when were outside (you're pockets lined) id rather sit alone like a wierdo


Don’t work if you’re doing it on purpose
Don’t work if you’re doing it on purpose
Don’t work if you’re doing it on purpose
Know who you are 
Know who you are

Just be yourself resolve to stop it creeps me out your bags are full
Dont you feel crushed you ate it up you won’t feel new with the old tricks 

Don’t work if you’re doing it on purpose
Don’t work if you’re doing it on purpose
Don’t work if you’re doing it on purpose
Know who you are 
Know who you are

hammered (demo)

nobody else  new version insert voice memos later short version demo

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