cwife

TBB computerwife

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Computerwife

Vacation

My mind hurts I go outside to run away
Out in the snow shock so I can escape me
I don’t feel it maybe im somewhat vacant
Did I just want something that cannot happen?

Watching all the smart girls out doing dumb things
To be in a state opposite to reality
I need that I wanna feel alright ideally 
Love is the cure what this is feels for real 
they're  high 
like the chemtrails
Over the night club
to be laughing 
to be pretty 
to be seen

Don’t worry about how the story will end
The truth usually betrays people in the end
To wish away and erase the painful memories
im back in the city meet me for a drink bb

Grey day dim in the rain wet clothes piled on the floor
I don’t feel like a real woman ???? but I felt so pretty as ugly before
The fact is every one of us is arrested
or maybe or maybe or maybe

pretty ugly Unmixed Demo

Possibly something more breakbeaty at the beginning

Absorbed in the head 
Locked into a trance
memories amphetamines
Butterflies on the breeze

Look at all the damage we repair
Safe inside the people that your with   
Deep down I know and believe
Deep down I know and believe

i’m the loneliest doll
But there it was fine
It’s natural 
Cuz dreams are just like beer
And we were drunk all year

night knows what morning can not see
And we saw the strings that connected things 
Deep down I know and believe
Deep down I know and believe

In my life there’s nothing as boring and so pure as those times that dragged forever still all I have is to find you here anyways

Foreverrr

first thing waking up there’s a weight that I’m below
I live the most in a memory 
Get it out my head
Or Pray to get out of the shit 
The Summer south is like a sweet dream
Don’t you want to feel so real?
Don't you wanna live with god again?
I don't want to fight but I always try
Deeper than it is from the outside
Turn in my last check try to take me away from me 
My world is at its start or ending
Don’t you want to feel so real?
Don’t you want to live with god again?

how do you choose what's real or ideal?
run your head on movie tricks?
always at the start and ending
so how do you read the hand I get

surreal upbeat desperate version

normal 4 am quiet demo

autopsy guitar ideas

nobody else  new version insert voice memos later short version demo

Talk to someone

msu version 2 demo

why does this always happen demo

below unfinished demo

I can’t focus on anything at all
And I dont do it to finish first but now
I’m staring in the corner its my punishment
Punishment
Im never gonna fall away 
And I dont wanna change 

I can’t lose 
cuz I’m just here to have my fun and act like
everything is perfect even when its not I guess thats your punishment
Punishment
If anybody’s down on that
Then they can go wrong if they want

Are you still here with us
I count the hours 
I know you're out there
You dont stop 
It’s just in your head
in your head
in your head

We dont need that 
If you’re not going to have it
what the point of this if this it dont clear 
your head
your head
your head 
 
None really warned me I would get into this trouble
But id rather fight than switch can only stay mad for so long until im over it
This is reality
not falling through the cracks 

you’ll start doing it with the guy who are better than you
Thats what this is all about
Its doing things you didn’t know you that could do before
You really have to see yourself
I want it cut and dry

Are you still here with us
I count the hours 
I know your out there
You dont stop 
It’s just in your head
in your head
in your head

We dont need that 
If you’re not going to have it
what the point of this if it dont clear 
your head
In your head
In your head 
 
You take a slam you get hurt but 
Ive worn myself down to a nub
With nothing else around
Its a great stress release 
Fly baby fly
And you can lose track

adderall song demo

mostly private

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