updated 6/30 replaced baine's verse with brand new verse from me
self prod

lyrics:

tell me how it feels
to have it all in your hands
and throw it away for nothing
your whole world caved in
none of this seems real
the whole world caved in
now theres no one left to hold your hand
Is it too much to ask to not test fate like that
and when its all said and done
i still don’t know how to react
so ill just shut my mouth
i wasted
i wasted
all of my precious time
i hate it
i hate it
i wish i could call you mine
if i'm on my deathbed
you would still leave me behind
and that's the saddest part
it keeps me up at night

shut my mouth

alex g sample 

where was your looking out 
my lifes so boring now
i can see with ur made up frown 
i can see where your heading now
talk to me when your ready
over everything we had in the past

talk to me when your ready

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prod me ft @revivle

@requiem-for-you
what did i even do wrong?
was it what i wrote about u in my song
where did i even go wrong?
why wont u just tell me i dont wanna see u gone

cold winter nights
spent alone
used to sit by the fire on the phone
drinking hot cocoa
looking at our old photos
turning time into slowmo
where did it go wrong?

(where did i go wrong
dont wanna see u gone)

what did i even do wrong?
was it what i wrote about u in my song
where did i even go wrong?
why wont u just tell me i dont wanna see u gone

@revivle
i spent so much time on my own
i couldnt stop you from letting me go
so many promises that you went and broke
if i killed myself then how would you know ;p

im sorry for acting the way that i did
theres just something about u that makes me feel like a kid
im calling out for you i just wish you could see it
maybe u would if you stopped fucking leaving

@requiem-for-you + @revivle
what did i even do wrong?
was it what i wrote about u in my song
where did i even go wrong?
why wont u just tell me i dont wanna see u gone
x2

what did i do wrong? w/ revivle

other ways to listen -> https://jetcube.vyd.co/addyselfish

lyrics:

stay close
with me
you know, I try but you still go
you know, it's not your fault
I still care
you know that you put you first

I need your love
stay close
with me
you know, I try but you still go
you know, it's not your fault
I still care
you know that you put you first

ways to listen

selfish (all plats now)

instrumental - @i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later 💌


and you don't like my mind 
but ill change it tonight
and make sure your alright 
make sure you don't cry
I was the boy you liked
now your with other guys
you don't think bout my life and what I saw

and are you even listening at all
girl I don't care
not self aware like you 
I swear I told you not to get involved
but you still did that 
you broke everything I had

change it tonight

all plats eventually

addy:
your
words
in my head
my mind dissolved when you said
"it's not your fault but you know"
"i can' t do this, i must go"
i can't do this you're so
right in my head but your flaws still show

so right in my head but your flaws still show
im thinking ahead and i still gotta go

fallen: 
?? idk

addy:
i can' t do this, i must go
i can't do this you're so
right in my head, but your flaws still show
it's not your fault but you know
can't be alone but i still gotta go
dont feel alone because there's always your
words still in my head
(i didn't do nothing wrong)

still in my head demo (addy+fallen)

prod. olive hoover (i stole this im sorry)

can i hold your hand

featuring @kaysnoto
vocal mix: by me and @kaysnoto
master: me

tear me apart in the worst ways
always got a headache
my soul is yours
always got a headache fuck the ones i adore
and if u wanna tear me to pieces
then u better come and see it
im the priest bbg ur the demon
but fuck that body miss it sm i need it

wanna take it away
to a better place
your my ecstasy
your my ecstasy

wanna take it away
to a better place
your my ecstasy
your my ecstasy

tear me apart in the worst ways
always got a headache
my soul is yours
always got a headache fuck the ones i adore
and if u wanna tear me to pieces
then u better come and see it
im the priest bbg ur the demon
but fuck that body miss it sm i need it

think im going insane
ya ur calling me crazy
im just a lame thats what im thinking lately

think im going insane
ya ur calling me crazy
im just a lame thats what im thinking lately
fucked up too much never gonna save it at all
think im going insane
ya ur calling me crazy
im just a lame thats what im thinking lately

ive been sick for a while
(going insane
ya ur calling me crazy)
you got me going through these ups and downs
(im just a lame thats what im thinking lately)
x2

(ALL PLATS) away w/ kaysnoto

lyrics:

(Eric Cartman)
Mistvale I honestly don't get how anybody like you
like your so fucking stupid and you just need to fucking die

(Mistvale)
You can cry yourself to sleep
and I don't really care
because you hurted me

You thought this love was lust
I knew it from the very first time
You never had a heart
So that's why you took mine

You can go away
you don't have to live today

they don't gotta know(4x)

Can you tell me how you know
I wanna kill you
take you body out to the cabin
and make a meal out you
and make a mean out of you

You can cry yourself to sleep
and I don't really care
because you hurted me

You thought this love was lust
I knew it from the very first time
You never had a heart
So that's why you took mine(2x)

I honestly want you to kill yourself

bitter w/ kiheir

prod me

i dont know how im still standing
on my own two feet and manage
to walk away from the bullshit 
and how you 
ruined my life forever

and you know it hurts
to feel like this and burn
but you still just take a blind eye to it
cause you dont understand how im feeling

blinded eyes

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selfish (all plats now)

addy

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