jomie - BIRKENSTOCKS (PRODBERLER)

blacked out in the end,

and now i'm falling back to hell again,
blacked out in the end,
and now you savin' me from
all of my sins,

tapped out for a minute in the backseat,

laid down because all
my problems catch me,
this is the final goodbye,

i said that a minute might be too long,
but you said that my thinking was
just dead wrong,
i guess this calls for goodbye,

(and now i'm tapped out,
in the backseat)
(started thinking that
everybody just hates me,)

(and now i'm tapped out,
in the backseat)
(started thinking that
everybody just hates me,)

blacked out in the end,

and now you savin' me
from hell again,
blacked out in the end,
and now you savin' me from
all of my sins,

[distant]

okay i know that i'm not perfect,
(not perfect)
need somebody tellin' me
that i'm worth it,
(you're worth it)
sayin' life is good and that
i really deserve it,
otherwise i know i'm worthless,

now i'm sittin' here
sippin' on my root beer,
(root beer!)
i'm failing all my classes
better luck next year,
now my mom's mad,
and my dad's ticked,
what did i do,
to get myself caught up in this,
i see the light and now
you wanna call me,
now it's blacked out,
i really need my mommy,

i know
i know
i know, ooohhhh

blacked out in the end,

(blacked out in the end)
and now you savin' me
from hell again,
(you're savin' me again)
blacked out in the end,
(i'm blacked out in the end)
and now you savin' me from
all of my sins,
(from all of my sins)

i'm telling you bro,

and it's just like
(5am)

BLACKED OUT (W/ A DISTANT VOICE) (IOF)

Someone like me (prod. Venus)( phone mix)

verse 1
I promise you that shes a decent human being
A fractured faction in the corporate of society 
never ever really cared for her notoriety 
A great sense of humor with a cuter personality 

She has the slightest tiny bit of anxiety 
often times things get hectic and lead into calamity 
But Personally I'd say its insanity 
To know this human being
Thats guided me 

now I gotta better me through my mentality
if it weren't for her morality
I'd have no hope associated with humanity
never once has she been consumed by vanity
a love so true yet held so dearly
that even in grey skies you'd see clearly

verse 2
I am the beholder, her beauty is in my eyes
Monogamy is what I practice and something id solemnly swear by
Everything feels great when im with her in my mind
If you had asked me how I truly felt I'd say that shes devine
I'd tell you all about her creation and how the stars were aligned
"I could look into her eyes just like the galaxies of space
Across the milky way from jupiter to mars the stars take her embrace
who knew in just a couple years we'd be bound by fate
I wish I could hold her hands and let her know that shed be fine
She could rest her head across my chest from night until the daytime
We could pass out on the couch to Skywalkers rise
And wake up to find the empire had met it's great demise

Inamorata (ft. Addie Victoria, prod. Beats By Con)

Written by Senzu
Produced by Eric Godlow

Lyrics
[Verse]
you and me, walkin down the street holdin hands
we on sesame, yeah, thats the street
where we met
always pullin me out of the center of the deep end
always been there as soon as i start, to sink in
giving you tons of hugs and kisses
anything for my future misses, i played the game 
and i got my riches, and im not gon waste it
on other bitches, you're hella fine and hella mine
you treat me right you're by my side like all the time
 i cant imagine you  never being inside my life
you came into my life
changed it for the better, i don't really see
rainy weather, since you joined me
on my adventure, venture 
look, you and me we the best 
we don't compare to the rest cus we're
above, yeah uh we in love
we in love

[Hook]
i love you more than you love me, no you don't
shut the fuck up, yes i do, oh, yeah thats
true, woah
i laugh when you say you hate me cus we both know
that that isn't true, yeah, lets get a room
lets get a room

[Verse]
you and me in my bed you're inside of my arms
hope it feels like a scarf, yeah the type that warms your heart
never lettin go again, i learned that lesson before
you're the only girl thats on my mind 
that i can't ignore, almost the 25th buyin you presents
for me what i want is just simply you're presence
i love spendin time with you, yeah you're the light
before you walked in i was grey in the eyes

You And Me (prod Eric Godlow)

*thank you to @lxstboymusic for adding a verse to this song! make sure to check out his music

lyrics -‌ ‌written‌ ‌by‌ ‌@backyardbeetle and @lxstboymusic
produced‌ ‌by -‌ @jxsiebeats
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lyrics:
i can feel the bones in my chest 
crumble under the weight
when i say that i got no stress 
you can see me lying through my face
yeah i got this in the bag but i dont though
putting all my feelings all up in my songs bro
i dont even got a check i dont need one though 
all you people are crazy oh

yeah its cold
i dont even know
i cant even feel like the snot in my nose
trippin through this path like you dont even know 
i aint been the same snice i been through the snow
yeah you wanna go back in time 
you cannot fix that 
yeah you know that i will never change 
i know you hate that

[lxst boy]
i know you hate when i get sad
locked in my room, write these tracks
i'll never feel the same
pressured, crushed under this weight

yeah
weight is getting heavy
overflowing and i'm sinking
gotta build myself a levy
to hold the tears back
and my fears back
and im miserable
and i feel that
i'll never feel ok
and i will never change, uh

i can feel the bones in my chest 
crumble under the weight
when i say that i got no stress 
you can see me lying through my face
yeah i got this in the bag but i dont though
putting all my feelings all up in my songs bro
i dont even got a check i dont need one though 
all you people are crazy oh

i can feel the bones in my chest 
crumble under the weight
when i say that i got no stress 
you can see me lying through my face
yeah i got this in the bag but i dont though
putting all my feelings all up in my songs bro
i dont even got a check i dont need one though 
all you people are crazy oh

- backyard beetle and lxst boy 2021

backyard beetle - stress w/ lxst boy (prod. jxsie beats)

BEAT : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rAVrI28NlYU&ab_channel=LyricsBasedOnCost

talk (cover)

shoutout dysphoric, go check his stuff out

finally i drop a godlow song(i have like 10 in my drafts) its just a motivation thing

lyrics

mæsk
u see me now
dont feel me tho
coming back but feel im in a funeral
i got my hopes all up
coz now they talking down
its not the same
it never was
its just a different mouth

uh talk to me 
ill awfully pretend 
that i am honest but like honestly i’m lost inside my head
things better unsaid
exchanging words now what i dread
i use them all for beats i hear, no i dont do it for the bread

uh fuck it losing all my soul
losing all my consciousness
its seeping through my dome
things now coming back that never mattered to me before
thought i distanced my self from the past but now look at what we are

my brain is filled with memories and fucking battle scars
not giving shits now what i bleed 
ill fucking rip apart
every single person on earth who caused me hurting, i dont wanna hear ur version
ive been burden from the very fucking start

ooo now
this is what i do now
if you fucking knew me
would u still be around

me say mumbo jumbo 

dysphoric
i’ve felt it all from the very start like my heart been blocked and shattered into shards
everything they said to me it’s ripping me apart
like there’s a target on my back just focus on the mark
no way no sir i cannot keep my word
trying to choose my path my vision has been blurred
not a single word 
that you said 
to my face 
has been heard
try to find solutions they all seem to be absurd

what the difference between win and loss if it’s at a cost
how come when i take all these shots they just seem to get blocked
why am i reaching when there’s no one there to help me up
these visions fucking with me they come and go so abrupt-ly 

there only here to corrupt me
shocking how the realization struck me
i have a feeling that i must leave 
i must leave

ooo now this is what i doo now
if you fucking kneww me 
would you still bee around

if u knew ft. Dysphoric (Eric Godlow )

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prod. Lxst Boy
sample by Julia Alexa

BLACKED OUT (W/ A DISTANT VOICE) (IOF)

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