moi et toi - (p. florett x Drubo)

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(verse)
for some time
i’ve been faking a smile
just tryna get out my mind

for a while
somethings missing inside and
i just can’t find out why

(chorus)
so won’t you tell me what you’re looking for?
you’re taking my control
falling deeper all i want is more
it’s all i’m asking for

you have my heart
it’s yours to keep
now you’re unsure
and i can’t speak

so won’t you tell me what you’re looking for
it’s all i need to know

(verse)
for some time
i’ve been faking a smile
just tryna get out my mind

for a while
somethings missing inside and
i just can’t find out why

(chorus)
won’t you tell me what you’re looking for?
you’re taking my control
falling deeper all i want is more
it’s all i’m asking for

you have my heart
it’s yours to keep
now you’re unsure
and i can’t speak

won’t you tell me what you’re looking for
it’s all i need to know

all i need to know (with Kayou.)

go back inside
lately i've been like a whole different guy
i wanna go another ride
put ten down, with my hopes up high

oh, put me down
i'll be on the ground
surfing on a cloud
i've been lost and found

oh
i've been the road
said this line before
then i wasn't really bored
stopped to look at the things that i lost
but the road ahead never makes me wanna stop

like oh
i've been looking for the place called home
skipped the skin so i could feel you in my bones
seasons changed and took me away from you
falling down i wanna go with you

know i wanna go with you
let me down
let me rest in my tomb
fall took me right away from you
winter's coming next hope i see you soon

guess i was missing something
that just was killing me
i hope that you think of me
cuz you're my everything

oh i know i can be so wrong
when i speak to you
i hope that you think of me
cuz you're my everything

everything you do is so perfect
stay with me lay down on my chest
even tho i know i'm imperfect
it's all for you,
it's all for you

even tho the sun finally went down
and when the rain starts pouring down
i still hear echoes all around

know i wanna go with you
lie me down
let me rest in my tomb
fall took me right away from you
winter's coming next hope i see you soon >:)

guess i was missing something
that just was killing me
i hope that you think of me
cuz you're my everything

oh i know i can be so wrong
when i speak to you
i hope that you think of me
cuz you're my everything <3

EVERYTHING (IMMORTAL)

*thank you to @lxstboymusic for adding a verse to this song! make sure to check out his music

lyrics -‌ ‌written‌ ‌by‌ ‌@backyardbeetle and @lxstboymusic
produced‌ ‌by -‌ @jxsiebeats
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lyrics:
i can feel the bones in my chest 
crumble under the weight
when i say that i got no stress 
you can see me lying through my face
yeah i got this in the bag but i dont though
putting all my feelings all up in my songs bro
i dont even got a check i dont need one though 
all you people are crazy oh

yeah its cold
i dont even know
i cant even feel like the snot in my nose
trippin through this path like you dont even know 
i aint been the same snice i been through the snow
yeah you wanna go back in time 
you cannot fix that 
yeah you know that i will never change 
i know you hate that

[lxst boy]
i know you hate when i get sad
locked in my room, write these tracks
i'll never feel the same
pressured, crushed under this weight

yeah
weight is getting heavy
overflowing and i'm sinking
gotta build myself a levy
to hold the tears back
and my fears back
and im miserable
and i feel that
i'll never feel ok
and i will never change, uh

i can feel the bones in my chest 
crumble under the weight
when i say that i got no stress 
you can see me lying through my face
yeah i got this in the bag but i dont though
putting all my feelings all up in my songs bro
i dont even got a check i dont need one though 
all you people are crazy oh

i can feel the bones in my chest 
crumble under the weight
when i say that i got no stress 
you can see me lying through my face
yeah i got this in the bag but i dont though
putting all my feelings all up in my songs bro
i dont even got a check i dont need one though 
all you people are crazy oh

- backyard beetle and lxst boy 2021

backyard beetle - stress w/ lxst boy (prod. jxsie beats)

BEAT : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rAVrI28NlYU&ab_channel=LyricsBasedOnCost

talk (cover)

Produced by me

Lyrics:

I’m sorry how shit went down
Between you and me
I know it wasn’t all your fault
But shit is so different now
So please let me be 
cause I don’t wanna be your pawn

Ooh
You’re taking up my headspace lately
You
You Think of all the ways to break me

You still want me you can’t get over it
I still get under your skin
You’re barely breathing and your throat is red
Just let me go get a grip

Ooh
You’re taking up my headspace
You
You’re taking up my headspace

I just wanna let you know
That I don’t ever think about you anymore 
While you make videos
About how much you hate me I don’t care at all

Ooh
You’re taking up my headspace lately
You
You Think of all the ways to break me

You still want me you can’t get over it
I still get under your skin
You’re barely breathing and your throat is red
Just let me go get a grip

Ooh
You’re taking up my headspace
You
You’re taking up my headspace

headspace (demo)

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Lyrics:
if you hear this right now im high right now so fuck you
but if you hear this later im drunk an miss you 
im sorry i was nice to you 
cuz your whole family put you down and that's what you were used to 
i guess im just to nice of a guy but i guess
that's why the world revolves around lies
im just struggling to find the divide 
i been up an down this realm and side to side 
lately we gotta astral project just to get high
and my brodie keep a tech just incase they try to slide
since 2016 we just been tryina get by
since 2017 i was fighting my parents i wont lie
since 2018 i couldn't bare it wanna die 
didn't have shit couldn't share wont lie
2019 i was half coherent i wanna die 
didn't have purpose said fuck my appearance i cry
2020 almost killed my spirit and i died
2021 off the grid and no appearance 
2022 on 223s i get the bread cuz my brodies gotta eat
an shits so sick they been calling me diseased
i been in ur bitch hair like fleas 
never go easy they hit me back geez oh my god please
18 i pulled trees 19 i blew trees 20 i blew cheese
Ya ya ya
rolling up loose leaf rolling up long sleeves 
here we all go an im rolling up wit new thieves 
i just blew a pack then i ripped out my own teeth
i just made a sack then i blew it on my whole team
i dont have a home town dont fuck with my city
i came up on sewer an NF an Witty 
never gave me shit i dint ask for ur pity 
getting in the mud deep in the nitty gritty 
girls think im pretty and ur boyfriends think im litty
daddy think im sketchy and ur momma think im lazy 
but i been in this biddy every night im going crazy 
I Beyoncé like Jay-Z Tsunami Bitch im wavy
i pour it up im gravy i drip shit call me navy
that bitch is not my baby ina 40 doin 80
i smoke a bunch call me brady haven't ate much im shaky 
you aint friend much you snaky cap to much you shady 
u wanna beef wit us get steaky he weak he got no techy 
he gone leak an get all messy he gone tweak and get all fleshy 
he only geeking of a Deci if i could guess he getting blessy 
then we whip off ina Chevy an his chest is getting heavy
im just struggling to find the divide 
i been up an down this realm and side to side 
lately we gotta astral project just to get high
and my brodie keep a tech just incase they try to slide
since 2016 we just been tryina get by
since 2017 i was fighting my parents i wont lie
since 2018 i couldn't bare it wanna die 
didn't have shit couldn't share wont lie
2019 i was half coherent i wanna die 
didn't have purpose said fuck my appearance i cry
2020 almost killed my spirit and i died

ALL PLATFORMS

YEARS (Prod. Jabarionthebeat)

Artist:
@shikixo

Produced by Sorrow Bringer
@sorrow_bringer

Lyrics:
tell me why u gotta make this hard for me
i ain’t mean to break your heart baby pardon me
no i’m sorry, i didn’t think u even wanted me
so tell me why u coming back and why u haunting me
tell me why u always come right back to him
yeah u walk away with me you’re looking back at him
and i’m sorry i missed your call i’m off a xan again
i don’t even wanna fuck i’m off the tram again
yeah. i see u in my dreams
i just wanna get some sleep
oh, but u won’t let me bleed
no, u won’t let me

i deleted your picture but i still got the memories
u live inside my head i swear u write all my melodies
i was 17, everyone switched except my enemies
write my elegy and bury me with music and ecstasy
everybody’s telling me to let it go
to let it go
we were 16, u don’t miss me no more

(i feel like i love you now more than i did when i knew you
and that’s the cruelest thing i could ever do.
i’m sorry)

tell me why u gotta make this hard for me
i ain’t mean to break your heart baby pardon me
no i’m sorry, i didn’t think u even wanted me
so tell me why u coming back and why u haunting me
tell me why u always come right back to him
yeah u walk away with me you’re looking back at him
and i’m sorry i missed your call i’m off a xan again
i don’t even wanna fuck i’m off the tram again
yeah. i see u in my dreams
i just wanna get some sleep
oh, but u won’t let me bleed
no, u won’t let me

shiki xo - haunting me (sorrow bringer)

I love each and everyone of you thank you for tuning in. We’re getting closer to Halloween. I hope everyone has a wonderful holiday.❤️💯

underworld

all i'll ever be is just a memory

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Lyrics:

Chorus (fawlin):
What would you do if I were to tell you
I've been up, but I'm now about to fall?
Six feet down, this hole I've been digging
Tell my mom, this ain't at all her fault

Hope's been high, you gave me it all
But leaves do change, the winter got too cold
All alone in crowded locations
Walking like a ghost down in this hall

Verse (nayl):
When I lay down I don’t touch the ground for like
25 hours at a time now
I can’t seem to pass out in the night
Can’t get rid of this frown, lights out
I wake up, say what’s up to a vampire
We catch up, and say cheers to the monsters
I’ve got sad I don’t think there’s a cure for
So why try?

Bridge (fawlin):
Tell me what you mean
Tell me what you feel, for heavens sake
Do you think you can bail on everything?
Leave me here to wait, just hanging

Tell me what you see
Tell me all your hope has gone away
I will walk with you on the way
You could feel better any day now, any day

Verse (ohsobrkn):
I’m tryna hold the pieces together
But it’s a puzzle
I’ve been acting like I’m fine
But I’m honestly deep in trouble
Yo, depression has been killing me
So why we always cuddle?
And anxiety is the twin
Yo, Kaleb I’m seeing double

Okay
I think I need to find me some hope
I heard a man could walk on water
Well then find me the boat
Find me a rope
I’m hanging all the pain that I know
Instead of highs
I need to find a better way I can cope

Lately I’ve been living on the surface
Uncertain and really nervous
Been searching
For higher purpose
Been praying and reading verses
My mind has been in a circus
Im thinking my thoughts in cursive
I’m scared that I’m burden
But you tell me that I’m perfect

Verse (nayl):
You tell me that I’m perfect
Did you really mean that?
Did you really mean that?
Did you really mean that?
I need to know before I go and base my life on this
Can you make a promise?
Tell me you’ll be honest with me I just need the truth

(ohsobrkn):
Lemme pray
I don’t feel okay
All this heavy weight
Lemme pray
I don’t feel okay
All this heavy weight
I need strength
Take depression out
And roll him on some skates
Ive been calling calling calling
I can hear him on the phone
I’m weakling by myself
Bro I can’t do this on my own
I’ve been couped up
In my room bruh
Devil knocking on my door
I threw the duece up
The pain be hurting me
Like surgery
I feel it in my bones
Oh God, I know you got my back
So you won’t leave me here alone, yeah

Chorus (fawlin):
What would you do if I were to tell you
I've been up, but I'm now about to fall?
Six feet down, this hole I've been digging
Tell my mom, this ain't at all her fault

Hope's been high, you gave me it all
But leaves do change, the winter got too cold
All alone in crowded locations
Walking like a ghost down in this hall

ily <3