go back inside
lately i've been like a whole different guy
i wanna go another ride
put ten down, with my hopes up high

oh, put me down
i'll be on the ground
surfing on a cloud
i've been lost and found

oh
i've been the road
said this line before
then i wasn't really bored
stopped to look at the things that i lost
but the road ahead never makes me wanna stop

like oh
i've been looking for the place called home
skipped the skin so i could feel you in my bones
seasons changed and took me away from you
falling down i wanna go with you

know i wanna go with you
let me down
let me rest in my tomb
fall took me right away from you
winter's coming next hope i see you soon

guess i was missing something
that just was killing me
i hope that you think of me
cuz you're my everything

oh i know i can be so wrong
when i speak to you
i hope that you think of me
cuz you're my everything

everything you do is so perfect
stay with me lay down on my chest
even tho i know i'm imperfect
it's all for you,
it's all for you

even tho the sun finally went down
and when the rain starts pouring down
i still hear echoes all around

know i wanna go with you
lie me down
let me rest in my tomb
fall took me right away from you
winter's coming next hope i see you soon >:)

guess i was missing something
that just was killing me
i hope that you think of me
cuz you're my everything

oh i know i can be so wrong
when i speak to you
i hope that you think of me
cuz you're my everything <3

EVERYTHING (IMMORTAL)

*thank you to @lxstboymusic for adding a verse to this song! make sure to check out his music

lyrics -‌ ‌written‌ ‌by‌ ‌@backyardbeetle and @lxstboymusic
produced‌ ‌by -‌ @jxsiebeats
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lyrics:
i can feel the bones in my chest 
crumble under the weight
when i say that i got no stress 
you can see me lying through my face
yeah i got this in the bag but i dont though
putting all my feelings all up in my songs bro
i dont even got a check i dont need one though 
all you people are crazy oh

yeah its cold
i dont even know
i cant even feel like the snot in my nose
trippin through this path like you dont even know 
i aint been the same snice i been through the snow
yeah you wanna go back in time 
you cannot fix that 
yeah you know that i will never change 
i know you hate that

[lxst boy]
i know you hate when i get sad
locked in my room, write these tracks
i'll never feel the same
pressured, crushed under this weight

yeah
weight is getting heavy
overflowing and i'm sinking
gotta build myself a levy
to hold the tears back
and my fears back
and im miserable
and i feel that
i'll never feel ok
and i will never change, uh

i can feel the bones in my chest 
crumble under the weight
when i say that i got no stress 
you can see me lying through my face
yeah i got this in the bag but i dont though
putting all my feelings all up in my songs bro
i dont even got a check i dont need one though 
all you people are crazy oh

i can feel the bones in my chest 
crumble under the weight
when i say that i got no stress 
you can see me lying through my face
yeah i got this in the bag but i dont though
putting all my feelings all up in my songs bro
i dont even got a check i dont need one though 
all you people are crazy oh

- backyard beetle and lxst boy 2021

backyard beetle - stress w/ lxst boy (prod. jxsie beats)

BEAT : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rAVrI28NlYU&ab_channel=LyricsBasedOnCost

talk (cover)

@yoimn3ver
@northshoremusic
@caspywaspy
@emptychest
@kuriositylol

(teddyboi)

demons after me I'm in a crisis all white gucci suit, yeah

I've been feeling righteous can't breathe, feel like I got bronchitis

I ruin everything that i touch like my name is Midas

yeah spread, spread like a virus, yeah demons chasing after me it's a crisis,

yeah, all white gucci suit,

I feel righteous tired of fist fightin demons, think I'm bout to shoot them

wanna know the truth?

baby I'm a little ruthless ill stab you in the back make you feel like Julius

(TNS)

Holding onto everything

Words in my head

Can’t catch a break

Slow it down and speed it up

Places to go don’t give a damn

Worry about myself and don’t give in

bullet in my brain just to feel the pain

Worry about the things I can’t control

I’m gonna fill my body with bullet holes tonight

(casperrr)

3am throwing up all the shit I ate

now I'm on the bathroom and my body ache

I think I smoked more than I could take

I don't fuck with anyone, everybody's fake

trade me, replace me I know u fucking hate me

the way u try to make me feel the way u try to break me

go away and leave u make me feel sick with all the shit u say with all the things u do

(emptychest)

im fine till i cope

try to breath air but i choke

pretty purple lights glow inside my room tonight im always hot like cryoscope

wrote a note in envelope sent it out to the seas

on a boat and hope it makes it there yet

i live there nothing could ever be fine but i wont ever care im wishing for the best

and im staring life right in the eyes saying, "test me." saying "test me."

(kuriosity)

should’ve known that she was a hoe

said i blow me a k

gotta get me some more gotta louie bet on the floor said i walk in the room

and her belt on the floor im too busy stackin my dough

i cant worry bout u i cant stress onna hoe

i feel like ive been here before feel like i’ve been here before

and ive been searchin through my own past tryna figure out who the fuck i am

and i’ve been getting in my own bag

i cant focus on u gotta focus on bands

good deeds cant cover up my bads

i did what i did i am who i am

the shit u said hurt so bad but u wouldn’t get it u wont understand

Crisis w/ casperrr, teddyboi, The North Shore, kuriosity & emptychest [+ sogimura]

end - one take (p. rrarebear)

Produced by me

Lyrics:

I’m sorry how shit went down
Between you and me
I know it wasn’t all your fault
But shit is so different now
So please let me be 
cause I don’t wanna be your pawn

Ooh
You’re taking up my headspace lately
You
You Think of all the ways to break me

You still want me you can’t get over it
I still get under your skin
You’re barely breathing and your throat is red
Just let me go get a grip

Ooh
You’re taking up my headspace
You
You’re taking up my headspace

I just wanna let you know
That I don’t ever think about you anymore 
While you make videos
About how much you hate me I don’t care at all

Ooh
You’re taking up my headspace lately
You
You Think of all the ways to break me

You still want me you can’t get over it
I still get under your skin
You’re barely breathing and your throat is red
Just let me go get a grip

Ooh
You’re taking up my headspace
You
You’re taking up my headspace

headspace (demo)

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Lyrics:
if you hear this right now im high right now so fuck you
but if you hear this later im drunk an miss you 
im sorry i was nice to you 
cuz your whole family put you down and that's what you were used to 
i guess im just to nice of a guy but i guess
that's why the world revolves around lies
im just struggling to find the divide 
i been up an down this realm and side to side 
lately we gotta astral project just to get high
and my brodie keep a tech just incase they try to slide
since 2016 we just been tryina get by
since 2017 i was fighting my parents i wont lie
since 2018 i couldn't bare it wanna die 
didn't have shit couldn't share wont lie
2019 i was half coherent i wanna die 
didn't have purpose said fuck my appearance i cry
2020 almost killed my spirit and i died
2021 off the grid and no appearance 
2022 on 223s i get the bread cuz my brodies gotta eat
an shits so sick they been calling me diseased
i been in ur bitch hair like fleas 
never go easy they hit me back geez oh my god please
18 i pulled trees 19 i blew trees 20 i blew cheese
Ya ya ya
rolling up loose leaf rolling up long sleeves 
here we all go an im rolling up wit new thieves 
i just blew a pack then i ripped out my own teeth
i just made a sack then i blew it on my whole team
i dont have a home town dont fuck with my city
i came up on sewer an NF an Witty 
never gave me shit i dint ask for ur pity 
getting in the mud deep in the nitty gritty 
girls think im pretty and ur boyfriends think im litty
daddy think im sketchy and ur momma think im lazy 
but i been in this biddy every night im going crazy 
I Beyoncé like Jay-Z Tsunami Bitch im wavy
i pour it up im gravy i drip shit call me navy
that bitch is not my baby ina 40 doin 80
i smoke a bunch call me brady haven't ate much im shaky 
you aint friend much you snaky cap to much you shady 
u wanna beef wit us get steaky he weak he got no techy 
he gone leak an get all messy he gone tweak and get all fleshy 
he only geeking of a Deci if i could guess he getting blessy 
then we whip off ina Chevy an his chest is getting heavy
im just struggling to find the divide 
i been up an down this realm and side to side 
lately we gotta astral project just to get high
and my brodie keep a tech just incase they try to slide
since 2016 we just been tryina get by
since 2017 i was fighting my parents i wont lie
since 2018 i couldn't bare it wanna die 
didn't have shit couldn't share wont lie
2019 i was half coherent i wanna die 
didn't have purpose said fuck my appearance i cry
2020 almost killed my spirit and i died