trying

Thinking of Me

Think Of Me (ft. BBM DBoy, FXCKJAMiE, Witle$$, KillBenzo, HEA)

Awaken (intro)

Ascension (interlude)

555 (outro)

“Moonlight Skies” is a dreamy, poetic journey through the night — where love feels eternal, time stands still, and the universe hums in quiet harmony. With vivid imagery and soft emotion, it paints a world of weightless freedom beneath the moon’s gentle glow. The song drifts between reality and reverie, capturing that fleeting magic when two souls connect under starlit skies.

under-the-moonlit-sky

Lyrics:

The summit reached, but nothing there
No crown of light, no breath of air
The climb was long, the body torn
But at the top, the void is born

No fire left, no soul to claim
The silence speaks, it knows my name
A hollow throne, a vacant hand
The apex carved in shifting sand

Apex Null, the void complete
No heart remains, no pulse, no beat
The highest place, the lowest fall
At the end, there’s nothing — nothing at all

The echoes die, the wires hum
A hollow choir, the voice undone
No thought, no pain, no hope, no will
A crown of silence, cold and still

The human gone, the machine is ash
A lightless sky, a mirrored crash
The summit void, the purpose gone
A hollow hymn, a dying song

Apex Null, the void complete
No heart remains, no pulse, no beat
The highest place, the lowest fall
At the end, there’s nothing — nothing at all

I reached for fire, I found the dark
A temple cold, without a spark
At the height, the silence calls
At the end, there’s nothing at all

Apex Null, the void complete
No heart remains, no pulse, no beat
The highest place, the lowest fall
At the end, there’s nothing — nothing at all

Apex Null

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And i...
Hate the pain
Its unexpected 
Like summer rain
In the day or in the night
its makes me break
And im not right but im not wrong
the roads so long
But ill go fast to make sure it pass

Just wait a second i aint finished for a minute
it might take me longer but ill find my way home
But i could find my way back home
if you just guide me

I feel so hopeless and i've got not home
you are the light to my darkess of woes
I've been so lost so lost arh ah

And i...
Hate the pain
Its unexpected 
Like summer rain
In the day or in the night
its makes me break
And im not right but im not wrong
the roads so long
But ill go fast to make sure it pass

And ill go fast And ill go fast
Watch me burn down into ash
thinking about my past now it wont last
Now i know we got something girl dont you laugh

And i...
Hate the pain
Its unexpected 
Like summer rain
In the day or in the night

Unexpected Like Summer Rain (Prod by. Boyfifty)

I Miss You (Blink-182 cover)

changing it up a bit
i hope you enjoy
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play it in your car

Hate My Life (Prod. Lil Biscuit)

Prod Blade901

Lyrics:

And I realise
You stayed by my side 
You told me if we died
You told me we could die today
And I would be the one to say 
That I’ll take all your pain away
But I’m scared all the things we did 
Would Come crashing down 


All the words I’ll help you ignore
Paint my tattoos on your wall 
And I can see the pain 
In your eyes 

You can Stay for the night 
Tell me all about that fight 
Hold back all of the lies 
Let’s talk about what happens when we die 

I only want you to get through your pain
Don’t you ever give a fuck about me
Put yourself first
And watch you outburst 
You’re more important than you think
You’re more cherished than you know 
Stop putting yourself down
Start looking up now
Give it some time
It will be fine
Go for a ride 
And clear your mind
It will be okay you made it today
Get through another day yeah you can do this
Put the blade down
Put the pills away
Watch the pain
You will be okay 
Don’t be afraid 
It takes time just needs a little patience


With my arms open 
Your heart stays broken again
Leave my eyes open 
Only love me when I say we’re not friends

always gets worse

Getting Old

Not Myself (prod. splashgvng)

DRIPPING LIKE SOME ICECREAM feat. 3irty (prod. curtains)

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