probably my favorite instrumental i made so far

lyrics:

feel myself waiting, feel myself hoping
for people who never played their part

seasons keep changing, my conscious keeps growing
how can i escape when it gets dark?

swear i hold them well, the dreams of somebody else
feelings told and felt, but never for myself

i keep on dreaming, i keep on feinin
i'm losing sight of my life

my gums are bleeding, knew you were fleeting
but i still keep holding on

won't you tell me what to do? you're supposed to help me out
think I'm gonna see you soon, I'm just so done with this life

i'm seeking comfort
away from my problems

oh i do wonder
if i'll ever find my solace

(harmonizing)

i've been growing up and finding out yea
young nigga gon stay the same, i was born for the money and the fame
nigga talk crazy we gon let it bang, like yea

yea

feel the sun shining on my face
find myself hoping you reciprocating

solace.

jaydes - entry log 1-7 + veins + romanticism + extended migraine

Migraine @beabadoobee

music vid - https://youtu.be/9md_sKgdnVc?si=dUVy0HfrXfTefs_C

#5 - what a pathetic story

Loved to be in your arms
Well too bad I'm so fucking annoying
I would take care of your heart
So sad everything I did soiled it
Gave me so much reason to avoid it
But I can't read the signs that you're pointing
Look me in the eyes and say it's
Not my fault

(I wanna say I love you but I just can't prove it, I wanna run away from you but I can't do it)
(I wanna say I love you but I just can't prove it, I wanna run away from you but I can't do it)

a delusional nuisance

cliffside

toothache

vindictive w/ lyfelxss

pictures (bones)

a song

Fallen Eclipse

No tengo micrófono,
uso el del celular
suena lejos, suena roto
como hablar sin voz real

Quería decir algo
pero no sale bien
tengo frases dando vueltas
y un ruido que no es fe

No tengo boca y quiero gritar
pero hoy ni gritar me sale
si esto suena mal
es porque estoy mal
y no sé arreglarlo a tiempo

Dejaste de hablarme
sin aviso, sin señal
extraño esa idea tonta
de que a alguien le daba igual

Quizás dije algo torcido
quizás fue la forma nomás
la fiesta pasó hace días
y yo sigo acá

No tengo voz para cantar
no tengo forma correcta
si me escuchás así
es lo que hay de mí
Un minuto antes de apagar
el silencio acabara
porque de mi no hay nada
no queda en este lugar

#epunk #postpunk #incelcore #incel #rock #bedroom

me arruine la voz y es todo mi culpa

i like to make things. thats pretty much it

solace.

malik.