jaydes - what if she already knows everything

jaydes - idiot

peach crush

probably my favorite instrumental i made so far

lyrics:

feel myself waiting, feel myself hoping
for people who never played their part

seasons keep changing, my conscious keeps growing
how can i escape when it gets dark?

swear i hold them well, the dreams of somebody else
feelings told and felt, but never for myself

i keep on dreaming, i keep on feinin
i'm losing sight of my life

my gums are bleeding, knew you were fleeting
but i still keep holding on

won't you tell me what to do? you're supposed to help me out
think I'm gonna see you soon, I'm just so done with this life

i'm seeking comfort
away from my problems

oh i do wonder
if i'll ever find my solace

(harmonizing)

i've been growing up and finding out yea
young nigga gon stay the same, i was born for the money and the fame
nigga talk crazy we gon let it bang, like yea

yea

feel the sun shining on my face
find myself hoping you reciprocating

solace.

jaydes - bastard extended and better

Jaydes - Idiot (011)

ts really got deleted ts rlly finna pmo till my dih rots 💔

i keep calling ...

until

dont you see the fantasy ,
hidden in the mundane?
the colors on a black and white display? 
the rgb , in the lcd? 
technicolor ghosts all whispering to me
a fly above the screen
hanged for all to see

rip them out, wires in your mouth
youve been tapped by cords
and use them now against me
can you hear, the buzzing atmosphere 
that surrounds, 
the both of us right now

didnt you try,
to stop your eyes from winding?
the colors in your pupils turn to grey
the catacombs, 
the winter tombs
you want to go home
but my home is you
dont push me still away now
theyre coming back to haunt you, too 


now the hive minds 
are swarming up against you
are you writhing so deep
inside your grave?

winter tomb (ACOUSTIC DEMO)

Waste Me

A Vaca De Fogo [Madredeus Cover]

i like to make things. thats pretty much it

solace.

malik.