both wistful and uplifting, melancholy and introspective in feel. love this - you are putting out more and more quality pieces.

@hearthouserecords: Thank you very much for your appreciation.<3:

Happy 19th birthday! Very good track. I like how it builds up, really great arrangement and sounds!

Beautiful as always. Mixing has improved so  much much. Keep it up

Invisible Touch

RESONANCE 2022

REMIX & MASTER OCTOBER 2ND 2023

Invisible Touch

Relaxing for 5 min. You need this every day <3

Soar High

Seq13gg  Just A Typical Wacky Italian Story 777

Seq07f Quiet And Silent Cinque Quarti 8

I used to be funny
I used to be mine
I used to be out in fields singing Auld Lang Syne

I used to be clever
I used to be keen
I used to be transfixed by the silver screen

I used to wonder
I used to doubt
I used to think what I could do without

Been so long
Oh so long I've waited here

Waiting to be me, honey
Waiting to be me whatever that means
I'm wanting to be me
Though not sure I ever used to be

I used to slow dance
I used to sing
I used to want everyone and everything

I used to pick roses
I used to be free
But most importantly I used to be me

Been so long
Oh so long I've waited here

Waiting to be me, honey
Waiting to be me whatever that means
I'm wanting to be me
Though not sure I ever used to be

Used to be
Used to be
Did I ever really used to be me?

I Used To Be Funny

As Foretold (Temple Of The Haunted Man and Cosmic Keanu)

It started slowly
Creeping unknowing
There's something in my head
Swallowed in paranoia

It's sickly sweetly
I'm submerged completely
Everything's spinning
My heart's a hummingbird

I can't deny it
Cells multiplying
My heart's beating faster
Headed for disaster (scream)

Is this how I lose you?
Is this how I lose you?
Is this how I lose you?
Did I die tonight?

Your face is in my hands
I'm a stranger in badlands
Where time moves slowly
I'll scream until I lose my voice

Spine in all directions
A flooding in my senses
A prisoner in my body
Is this forever for me?

Is this how I lose you?
Is this how I lose you?
Is this how I lose you?
Did I die tonight?

There's a ringing in my ear
Louder than last year
A pain in the middle my chest
And flashing lights now in the mirror
Am I alive or am I dead?
Will this be repeating in my head?
I see you now and what I've done
And all the things that can't be unsaid

Year of the Rabbit

Hummingbird

It was originally a classical orchestral track, But after improvising the track multiple times it got a hint of rock ,indie and pop. This is possibly the longest I have worked in a single track. Hope u enjoy it .
         Not releasing much tracks lately. Guess the situations and complications in my life have taken some toll on me. This track represents of me being an 18 year old as I am turning 19 at 12 of this month.
       Another note , This track is also available in all streaming and social platforms including spotify.
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Second part of my father trilogy.
This song is based on a dream I had a good 20 years ago with my father, who had been dead for some time. 
I am in a dimly lit room. It's just me and somehow my father's energy body. At some point, this invisible energy body comes towards me. Then we embrace. It is a merging embrace. Something deep inside me releases and makes me cry. It's not so much a sad cry, but a liberating, soothing cry that pacifies me completely. 
Since this dream, the grudge I harboured against him for a long time has largely disappeared.     
Somehow he has been there inside me since then and I can sometimes visit him (even in dreams) when I want to talk to him.

The arrangement of the song is deliberately minimalist (just vocals, guitar and violin, hardly any effects) in order to emphasise the tremendous intimacy of the encounter between my father and me in the dream described above (there is no longer a "leaf" between us).

My Father  (Lyrics in English)

Would so like to talk to you
Break through the walls to the hereafter
Meet you in a moon cafe
On chairs that stand here and there

You died before the Berlin Wall came down
My son was born on the day you died
Never saw my beautiful wife
Although you had aimed 
For a hundred years of life

You only reached half of it
Life was rarely really easy for you

You were often too close to the stars
Underestimated the danger to your life
Had so many visions
Wanted to live in castles in the air

Then you were all there again
So clairvoyant, wise and clear

Would love to have you with me now
My father, I would love to have you here now 

The dividing wall to you is now open
I haven't met you for so long
You're waiting for me in the moon cafe
I see you in the soft twilight

I want to tell you so many things
What happened after you left
You still wanted to experience it all
Your early death did not grant you that

You were so torn, the demons, they tore at you
You loved the rush, had little sense of yourself

And yet you were in deep distress
My ever-protecting boat
My steadying hand
The lighthouse in my land of chaos

You gave up the shirt off your back
That ultimately cost you your life

Would love to have you with me now
My father, I wish you were here now


Mein Vater (Deutscher Originaltext)

Möchte so gern mit Dir sprechen
Die Mauern zum Jenseits durchbrechen
Dich in einem Mond-Cafe` treffen
Auf Stühlen, die hier und dort stehen

Vor dem (Berliner) Mauerfall bist Du gestorben
An Deinem Todestag wurde mein Sohn geboren
Hast meine schöne Frau niemals erlebt
Dabei hattest Du 
Hundert Jahre Leben angestrebt

Hast grad‘ mal gut die Hälfte davon erreicht
Das Leben war für Dich selten wirklich leicht

Warst oft den Sternen zu nah
Unterschätztest die Lebensgefahr
Hattest so viele Visionen
Wolltest in Luftschlössern wohnen

Dann warst Du wieder ganz da
So hellsichtig, weise und klar

Hätt‘ Dich so gern jetzt bei mir
Mein Vater, hätt‘ Dich jetzt gern hier 

Die Trennwand zu Dir steht jetzt offen
So lange hab‘ ich Dich nicht getroffen
Du wartest im Mond-Cafe‘ auf mich
Ich seh‘ Dich im zarten Dämmerlicht

Ich will Dir so vieles erzählen
Was so geschah nach Deinem Fortgehen
Du wolltest das alles noch erleben
Dein früher Tod hat Dir das nicht vergönnt

Warst so zerrissen, die Dämonen, sie zerrten an Dir
Liebtest den Rausch, hattest für Dich wenig Feingespür

Und dennoch warst Du in tiefer Not
Mein stets mich schützendes Boot
Meine mir haltgebende Hand
Der Leuchtturm in meinem Chaos-Land

Hast Dein letztes Hemd hergegeben
Das kostete Dich letztlich Dein Leben

Hätt‘ Dich so gern jetzt bei mir
Mein Vater, hätt‘ Dich jetzt gern hier

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