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~lyrics~

and i just want to disappear
but i could never walk away from you 
and if we switched places 
well then forever i would wait for you
yeah i know that you dont feel the same 
but i cant get you out my fuckin brain 
you went against all your fuckin claims
clearly you dont care how im feeling babe 

so dont be faking glossy eyes 
youre breaking me, your not the one to cry 
i guess you have no fuckin spine 
and all those promises were fuckin lies

and yeah ive always done my best for you 
but i guess i was just never enough 
and yeah ive never been this stressed for you
i aint know that things would get this tough 
i just hope you arent as hurt as me
but i dont think you ever deserved me 
you said its heaven, here on earth with me 
now i feel dead so drop the dirt on me
i understand that im not perfect 
but i dont think that i deserve this 
id give my sould to preserve it 
now youre gone, tell me was i ever worth it 
was i ever worth it?
or were you bein honest when you said im worthless?
i dont think that i deserve this 
youre breaking me, so dont you fucking dare act hurt bitch

i understand that i'm not perfect. (p. michael harrison)

produced by https://soundcloud.com/domesticscars

I met her in a fever dream
Inside a place I never seen
I guess that nothing's what it seems 
It's always taken to extremes

I felt too lost in the moment
I'm sorry my expression never shows it
Love I gave you in the past yeah you own it
My love is buried in the ground my condolence 
I swear I thought you were perfect
But it's just another instance occurring
Another memory I made that is blurry
I still remorse and from the fact that you hurt me

And here we go our separate ways
I guess it wasn't just a waste
But I've been trapped inside this cage
I may need some help from you mage

I met her in a fever dream
Inside a place I never seen
I guess that nothing's what it seems 
It's always taken to extremes

Guess I had to take a life lesson
Didn't know it would make my life lessen
It's not always worth the connections
And it's not always worth second guessing 
I just got to go with my instincts
Gotta figure out whatever else is missing
But if you come back that's way too risky
You might go ahead attempt again to trick me

fever dream

music video

fever dream (domesticsoul)

In need of rehab
LYRICS:
I been on the road 
she been speaking to my bro 
we gotta keep it on the low 
cause i been peaking  thru the snow 
i gotta go 

 She been weeping bout her clothes 
and i been leaning out control 
they been creepin On my hoes 


Inhale thru my mouth and then i breathe it out my nose 
i cant fuck with you cause baby you a hoe 
she done crashed the whip that bitch done lost control 
tell me where we finna go 
Thats why my bitch tote a pole
pull out the cam and she goin pose 
you cannot fuck with my flow
 Bitch got her makeup on my clothes 




I still look stylish 
That bitch is a toyota that pussy got some mileage
We popped out with the crew now we smoking with the pilot 

We goin go 
told em we goin fucking go 
out control 
when im smoking on the optimo
gotta go 
yeah my neck is zero and below 
All this dough yeah this shit goin over flow

imma pro
Told that lil bitch that imma pro
and he just mad cause his girl is sitting front row
I been speeding 
told that bitch i might pull up im popping out this weekend 
i dont pump the brakes i hit the gas man for no reason 

HOOK 

Poppin the pills and im leaning with something 
She peeking the corner she creepin or something
she got her lil money dont keep it a 100
Pull out the blicky and i get to dumping 
She downin the henny she getting disgusting 

i been speeding 
pulled up i might pop out for the mf weekend
i dont pump the brakes i hit the gas man for no reason 
Told me slow it down i had to tell em plz bitch 
im just trynna turn up for the weekend

Addicted To Rage Part.2

Addicted To Rage Part.2 (Fantom)

yeyeheadass

LYRICs!#$$#%$#%

I aint give a fuck ive been running up n grinding
Ive been in my bag, my plays still declining
You can watch, just see where i go
And If thats somewheres, its somewheres coming slow
journeys far, roads not painted gold
And when i'm finished ill be old

I aint finna quit
Slow me down no not a bit
Yeah no duh im fuckin loser
better hide yo bitch
Yeah im coolin, why u switch
Jk i aint even care, you can get ur knees n suck my mother fuckn dick

Yeah my ego getting tall, but anxiety gon call
When i make a wrong move and back down i fall
Im subject to it all, when you call me
When You call me back and say im faulty

got alotta issues, i just shove em to the sidelines
gotta deal with em, but right nows not the right time
When you call me, and say im faulty
I aint give a fuck, ive been running up
Girl you haunt me, when you want me
Ive been grinding on my music but its taunting
I aint getting lotta plays, but u know i stay away
Girl you want me, i aint want you
I wish that was the case, we all got thoughts too
i aint really know now, im filled with indecision
I aint got a choice, so surely no precision 
When you call me, say im faulty
Anxiety gon get a grip, i'm falling
I aint give a fuck, ive been running up
Girl you haunt me, when you want me
Ive been grinding on my music but its taunting

Guess i need you, i aint really want to
I was building up my ego, now thats lost too
Look into the future, i aint got a lot to say
despite all my grinding i go down in plays
that dont matter, im happy for the real ones
If youve been by my side, we finna feel up 
Just pretend that you got money, you got hoes n that your funny
You can play pretend all you want truth is that ur nothing
Try ur hardest i aint quit, my music sucks n sounds like shit
But i aint care yeah not a bit, ill probably never make a hit
so when i cry my tears i tell myself this

idgaf [prod. saint mike]

feat @fleshgolem
prod @taylor

can u scratch my back
leave some scars if u want
i need an artifact
of the times we had fun
i knew they wouldn’t last
like the light of the sun
i hope ur coming back
cause i’ll come running back

i’m puffing gas top floor of the ashton
20k in my closet i love fashion
i’m not doing okay stop asking
my money long baby i don’t have to ration

under my skin always tryna get reactions
i bet it won’t be funny if we started blasting
i wanna feel what love is like i want some passion
if u down then we can roll lights camera action

honestly i just wanna sit here in silence
when i’m alone it’s like my head is full of sirens
my tank is running low i forgot to check the mileage
but u can have all my attention undivided

can u scratch my back
leave some scars if u want
i need an artifact
of the times we had fun
i knew they wouldn’t last
like the light of the sun
i hope ur coming back
cause i’ll come running back

i’m puffing gas top floor of the ashton
20k in my closet i love fashion
i’m not doing okay stop asking
my money long baby i don’t have to ration

i wish i knew how to take it apart
make it so everything straight from the heart
mechanical parts
all of my body been charged
it gets bizarre when it malfunctioning hard
the message been parsed, i gotta shoot for the stars 

i wanna talk but i'm loading
outta my sight and my focus
i'm gotta walk where i'm going
you cannot come you don't know me
i just get high to get outta my mind but
it only makes sense in the moment
i was alright for a second i tried
now i'm tryna find out if ur joking

artifacts w/ flesh golem (taylor morgan)

prod @whos-that-clown

LYRICC
Soon you'll want me, i'll crawl right back
Staying calm in the heat of attack
Say mean words, but u dont mean that
And if you ever reconsider you know where im at

fed up with the bullshit, fed up with the lies
Hit me with a full clip, right between the eyes
I know that you want me, but u never tried
Yet I ran right back, what a fool am i?

Did this to myself im so stupid
Fell for you so quick, arrow mustve been cupid
All my dreams are feeling so lucid, 
but they slowly turn to nightmares ur making me feel useless

A cannon loaded up with feelings, 
Shot into my ship, grapeshot and now im bleeding
Baby i swear that ur a demon,
 i see it in your eyes
i feel hypnotised
As im slipping away
To another kind of place
My heart is bleeding out
Your the cause and the cure no doubt

I knew this from the first go, yet i gave it a second try
I dont understand why i gave you, all my precious time

The clock is slowly ticking
Were running low on minutes
The second hand ticks faster
And my heart finally kicks in

fed up [prod. the sound clown]

hellbent by Aiden Berkley and GREAVES

lyrics-

Bet ya, still playing song when you’re
All alone listening for my soul but ya
Won’t find it, been trying not to hide it (hide it)
You played my heart with a steady hand
I wait too long just to live again
Now I’m making a bond it sounds worthless
Leave it out waving a wand with no purpose

No don’t wait I don’t need a minute
I been holding all the blame but it isn’t mine (it isn’t mine)
And you’re ashamed by the way that I’m living
Steady moving dirt cheap but I’m living life
Don’t wanna wait but you’re holding on
You’ll always have a special place when I’m writing songs 
I took the bait cause I’m all alone
Bet you’re waiting all day with your fight on

Waiting all day just to find sum
Off and on like always and I can’t run
Now you’re coming over my place just to have fun
And you keep talkin shit we can get our fight on
You always run and say that I’m toxic
I overthink then proceed with no caution
I can’t help that I’m selfish, helpless
I can’t give you what you want now I’m hell-bent

Something ain’t right with the way that you talk to me (talk to me)
Black out drunk every time that you’re calling me
It’s probably, just best for me, if I leave you be, with no piece of me
Ooh, caught in a feeling 
You’re making it hard for me, too hard for me, too hard for me

No don’t wait I don’t need a minute
I been holding all the blame but it isn’t mine (it isn’t mine)
And you’re ashamed by the way that I’m living
Steady moving dirt cheap but I’m living life

Waiting all day just to find sum
Off and on like always and I can’t run
Now you’re coming over my place just to have fun
And you keep talkin shit we can get our fight on
You always run and say that I’m toxic
I overthink then proceed with no caution
I can’t help that I’m selfish, helpless
I can’t give you what you want now I’m hell-bent

And I lose composure in your fake exposure
You’re a four leaf clover
No you break me down and that’s why I’m gonna leave this town again and make closure
And I’ll hold my breath when you see me down
Cause it’s all in my head that it’s over 

Waiting all day just to find sum
Off and on like always and I can’t run
Now you’re coming over my place just to have fun
And you keep talkin shit we can get our fight on
You always run and say that I’m toxic
I overthink then proceed with no caution
I can’t help that I’m selfish, helpless
I can’t give you what you want now I’m hell-bent

hellbent w/ GREAVES (p. drma x mcx x baloonbeats)

so it seems (prod SHADE08)

it starts to feel so lonely
it feels like no one knows me
it feels like no ones there
cuz i know life aint fair
ill rip out all my hair
i know that you won't care
i'll keep fighting back until the end of time
but i feel like i'm at the end of my line
i won't stop trying
no, i won't stop trying again
it's so hard to be
a worthless human being

i won't talk down to anyone else
because i know how it feels to be the one thats kicked down
when no ones there for you
ill be there for you
ill try to help you through it all
i wish that i could know it all

it starts to feel so lonely
it feels like no one knows me
it feels like no ones there
cuz i know life aint fair
ill rip out all my hair
i know that you won't care
i'll keep fighting back until the end of time
but i feel like i'm at the end of my line
i won't stop trying
no, i won't stop trying again
it's so hard to be
a worthless human being

i won't talk down to anyone else
because i know how it feels to be the one that needs help
when no ones there for you
ill be there for you
ill try to help you through it all
i wish that i could know it all

i don't know shit
i'm still just a kid
i'm still just a kiiid

i won't talk down to anyone else
because i know how it feels to be the one that needs help
when no ones there for you
ill be there for you
ill try to help you through it all
i wish that i could know it all

rip out all my hair (prod. king theta)

lord knows i tried to interfere 
but u dont decide who u get killed most the time
tho its never right, thats just the deal 
in his state of mind he couldnt shield u and i 
cus they say that ur too good and theyre afwul like its valid 
like all that u been thru came at the cost of circumstances 
that u couldve controled if u gave up and didnt care 
its all the same, it isnt fair 
cus u feel awful too, u swear 
lord knows i tried to interfere 
and so i guess my time has come 
ill change myself until im so far from the person who u want 
im scared of who i might become 
theres only so much left that 
white wine and cigarettes cant 
dull down to basically none 
oh im sick of hearing its not my fault 
i turn my back and turn to stone 
maybe this is what u want 
maybe this is what u want 
maybe this is what u want

just remember that i rly tried

SC3N3 G1RL (feat. @rejectcore.mp3)

and when i die, i’ll see you in hell out on all plats

hellbent w/ GREAVES (p. drma x mcx x baloonbeats)

Aiden Berkley

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