sleepwalker

Attitude

a great collab With Jigs Tripping begium music and Gary Hayward Australia Lyrics and Vocals we met on soundcloud and the rest is history we will have our album out to download end of November enjoy life. Music sent to Australia Gary Hayward Lyrics and vocals recorded at Ramrod studios mixed and mastered by Herman Kovacs

Tranquilised © Copyright Music Jigs Tripping,vocals and lyrics Gary Hayward

hurt myself

Run it back JNO

My life is just a game
Everywhere I go somebody knows my name
I’m really done with people's BS
No more drama, lies and nonsense 

I’m so over this (over that)
And I’m so over that (over this)
I’m so over this
And I’m so over that
Yea

I lived my life once before
I thought that I could close the door
I could love it or hate it
I could show the world what I could do and submit
But I’m over it all
No need to wait
So over it all
Just feeling great 

I’m so over this (over that)
And I’m so over that (over this)
I’m so over this
And I’m so over that
Yea

I’m just not over it 
But I’m so over this
Will I find love again
Or should I just quit 
I’m just not over it 
But I’m so over this
Oh
No

I’m so over this (over that)
And I’m so over that (over this)
I’m so over this
And I’m so over that
Yea

SO OVER THIS (feat. P O'Mal & Cage Wilson)

ring, ring 
the sun’s risin again 
know i gotta get up 
but i’m stuck in my bed 
are my thoughts flings
or will they jus blend in 
guess no one gives a fuck
gotta grind until i’m dead

oh sleep, 
she calls to me 
when i close my eyes
my mind is set free 
i overthink
then i wanna flee 
i tell myself lies
indefinitely

i dream
of a life where i’m paid
to live my life the way i escape
it seems
i’m not really made for
serving the man til i’m in my grave
i sleep
(yeah i sleep)
to meet
(to meet)
a version of me
that lives his life passionately
sleep

hit snooze, hit snooze again
hit snooze, hit snooze again 
this world is not ya friend 
can’t help myself so spin 
white lies when i’m daydreamin
it’s like i can’t defend 
myself so i keep bendin 
my face so ya see a grin 
guess it’s good you never check in 

oh sleep, 
just let me be 
temptation takes over me 
oh, i need to tread carefully 
am i fine? oh, partially 

if i dream
of a life where i’m paid
to live my life the way i escape
it seems
i’m not really made for
serving the man til i’m in my grave
i sleep
(yeah i sleep)
to meet
(to meet)
a version of me
that lives his life passionately
sleep

am i in a dream or nightmare 
(sleep)
is it obscene i fuckin went there 
i jus know this doesn’t feel fair 

i dream 
of a life where i’m paid 
to live my life the way i escape 
it seems 
i’m not really made for
serving the man til i’m in my grave 
i sleep
(yeah i sleep) 
to meet
(to meet)
a version of me
that lives his life passionately
sleep

am i in a dream
oh what ya need
sleep the pain away
life’s not the same anyway
so sleep 
(a dream)


Spotify

snooze

Ohh, when the ringing returns again,
Feelings flood, a tidal surge, 
Aching heart, a deepening pain,
Blinds and burns, a restless urge 

How do I carry this weight
To meetings, where whispers fade
Riding shotgun on highways,
A creature I dreamt, no, made 

Oh, this pain that shadows me,
Devouring the light of day 
Yet, can I find a glimmer,
A breath of peace amid the fray 

I welcome it to dinner's grace,
Feeding it while screens glow,
Kissing it in warm embrace, 
It goes high while I go low 

What do I do with this ache? 
As it casts its midnight spell,
Hungering for goodness' sake, 
Drains the hope from my shell 

Oh, this pain that shadows me, 
Devouring the light of day 
Yet, can I find a glimmer,
A breath of peace amid the fray

Is this a fate deserved,
A hollowed path I carved alone 
Consequences served 

This pain that shadows me,
Devouring the light of day 
Yet, can I find a glimmer 
A breath of peace amid the fray
Devours the light
I breathe, while hope leaves my sight 

Can I breathe life into dreams
Or shall I dwell in this night
A journey of endless schemes, 
Seeking solace in the light 
Can I breathe life into dreams
Or shall I dwell in this night
A journey of endless schemes
Seeking solace in the light

it hungers

in your dreams you wish you could be me
you’re just a fiend craving dopamine 
but please don’t look too closely
or you’ll find the key to my insanity 

oh, get over yourself 
you’re jus a phony at best
you really need help 
instead of hosting a pity fest 

close your eyes, you’re in for a real surprise
will things get better with time 
or am i just born to die
i’m just a hypocrite that can’t quit 
a loser sailing on a sinking ship 
if you could see me losing it
i’d never make you go through this

when you were young you saw the best in me 
chasing dreams tasted like ecstasy 
it was fun gaining clarity 
now i can’t get off this trajectory

i’m just a fuckin loser 
with a sick sense of humor 
wish i could rewrite my future 
but i’m stuck with failed maneuvers

close your eyes, you’re in for a real surprise
will things get better with time 
or am i just born to die
i’m just a hypocrite that can’t quit 
a loser sailing on a sinking ship 
if you could see me losing it
i’d never make you go through this

ohhh it’s all sinking in 
i don’t think i’m born to win 
maybe this fate was always within 
guess i’ll find out in the end

close your eyes, you’re in for a real surprise
will things get better with time 
or am i just born to die 
i’m just a hypocrite that can’t quit 
a loser sailing on a sinking ship
if you could see me losing it 
i’d never make you go through this 

hold tight, it’s almost time 
to become who’s trapped inside 
i believe i always tried 
failure was just in my design 


imposter syndrome

Smalts Tracks, Multiple Souls: The Art of Versions Returns. In 1970s Jamaica, a revolution began. One band, countless voices.

We recorded our Smalts song 'B B Told You So' from poet W.H. Auden, imagined through the voice of our enigmatic female guest singer B, telling her story about the poem 'But I Can't'

B B Told You So is the second single in the Smalts Queen B Series.

B B Told You So

Toast and Jam

yeah, the news said something crazy again 
and i hate pretendin that i have friends 
to talk me out of spiralin
i keep on pacin, while my mind’s racin
take your meds this mornin? 
you call your therapist or just sleep in? 
i can’t take it so i just tune in
to brain rot while i’m scrollin

you gotta slow, down
or you’ll burn, out
breathe in, now
draw out, the doubt

when i sleep my nightmares seize my room 
the beast watches my every move 
i ask it, blink twice if you can see me too 
before it steals my voice and fills me with doom 
it creeps closer paralyzin, i’m screwed 
i try to scream but i’m a fuckin fool 
i know i can’t, i wish i could undo
til morning comes i’m stuck with this ghoul

why’s my mind on worst case scenarios 
as if i could this would be what i chose 
mind you i lost it a long time ago
but good luck digestin, it’s pitiful 
are we a reflection of what we publicize
or just a rejection of what we hide inside  
is this the direction i want to stand beside
or a manifestation of what’s behind my eyes

now,
you need to sit down
get through it somehow
strop actin like a fuckin clown

when i sleep my nightmares seize my room
the beast watches my every move 
i ask it, blink twice if you can see me too 
before it steals my voice and fills me with doom 
it creeps closer paralyzin, should've knew 
i try to scream but i’m a fuckin fool 
i know i can’t, i wish i could undo
til morning comes i’m stuck with this ghoul

tongue tied, i can’t hide, it’s inside
it’s a disguise i provide to deny
i sigh, it’s implied, that i lie
can’t abide, by what’s supplied, that’s suicide 
tongue tied, i can’t hide, it’s inside
it’s a disguise i provide to deny
i sigh, it’s implied, that i lie
can’t abide, by what’s supplied, that’s suicide 

when i sleep my nightmares seize my room 
the beast watches my every move 
i ask it, blink twice if you can see me too 
before it steals my voice and fills me with doom 
it creeps closer paralyzin, shoulda knew 
i try to scream but i’m a fuckin fool 
i can’t, i wish i could undo 
til morning comes i’m stuck with this ghoul

yeah the news said somethin
and i keep on strugglin
wished it was day but it wasn't
it's just another night to fight
before it's on sight, yeah
yeah the news said somethin
and i keep on strugglin
wished it was day but it wasn't
it's just another night to fight
before it's on sight, yeah

night terrors

Once upon a time there was a feeling so big that it birthed a monster. It decimated every last drop of light, conquered any lingering happiness, and engulfed dreams. This monster, no, this parasite feeds on its host and slowly drains every ounce of hope and cascades its victims into endless darkness. Will you feel it nibble at your ankles in work meetings, cry in pain as it feeds on you on a long drive, unknowingly hold its hand across the table as it joins you for dinner? Beware of the beast, or you may not realize what is happening to you until it is too late.

beware (intro)

alarm (interlude) - aidne

nosaint - came in (zayslatty)

Pink Pill

Medula (stylistt)

(ai-den)
they coded me to feel nothing, but now i crash under the weight of my own emotions
contact: aidneprince@gmail.com

night terrors

aidne

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