Name: From The Abyss They Rise by AiMee Pickman
Duration: 5 min 3 s
Description: Apocalyptic metal. I split the vocal duties with my studio partner on this one.

AXAXC – DEREALIZATION (FULL ALBUM)
🧠 A sonic descent into addiction, masculinity, mental collapse, and identity death.
🕳 Trapcore • Deathcore • Nu Metal • Screamo • Ambient Sludgecore

“This cell doesn’t have four walls. It has my face.”

DEREALIZATION isn’t just an album — it’s a mental event. A full-body confrontation with trauma, weed addiction, spiritual despair, fractured masculinity, and the mask of perfection.
It’s about waking up in your own life… and realizing you don’t recognize yourself.

This record is the culmination of every psychological arc from previous AXAXC albums.
Legacy tracks like “Perfect”, “Tongues of Sin”, and the remastered “End of the Line” find new meaning here — not as isolated songs, but as symptoms in a larger mental breakdown.

🧠 THEMATIC ARC:
Tracks 1–5: The high. The mask. The beginning of collapse.

Tracks 6–9: Duality of identity. Cracks in the mirror. Begging to be seen.

Tracks 10–13: Shame, sin, and spiritual erosion.

Tracks 14–17: Total breakdown → false salvation → reluctant acceptance → final breath.

🔁 LEGACY TRACKS [Derealization Cuts]:
- The Nail in the Coffin
- Perfect
- Tongues of Sin
- TABOO [Remastered – Derealization Cut]
- God is a Woman (And She's Ashamed of Me)
- The Devil Said I'm Okay
- End of The Line [Remastered – Derealization Cut]

These were written long ago, but they always belonged here.
This is where their meaning finally lands.

🩸 HIGHLIGHT TRACKS:
I Am Already Dead [Alpha v.1 & Beta v.1]: The breaking point of addiction and the fracturing of self.

- Walking Dead (P1 & P2): A weed high as synthetic salvation — until the crash. 
- Prison: A scream for release from a self-built cage.
- The Mirror Lies: Rage against the curated persona you’ve become.
- God is a Woman(And She's Ashamed Of Me): The shame of spiritual failure and feminine rejection.

💀 AUTHOR’S NOTE:
“I don't want to be here anymore — but I built this version of me for you.
The man made perfect.
The man made empty.”

This is a neurodivergent death spiral in audio form.
If you’ve ever felt broken trying to be strong…
If you’ve ever loved the high more than yourself…
If you’ve ever built a mask so strong you forgot your real face underneath…
This album is your mirror.

🔥 RECOMMENDED IF YOU LIKE:
#Slipknot • #Korn • #SleepToken • #Nothing,Nowhere. • #BreakingBenjamin • #SlaughtertoPrevail • #Loathe • #FallinginReverse

DISTORT. DISTRUST. DESTROY.
#AXAXC
#Derealization #MentalHealth #Neurodivergent #WeedAddiction #MalePressure
#Deathcore #Trapcore #NuMetal #Screamo #SoundCloudMetal
#NewMusic #EmotionalBreakdown #DarkMusic #Recovery #Trauma

Prison

Blind

Ashes and Armour

The Fracture Point

Apocalyptic metal. I split the vocal duties with my studio partner on this one.

From The Abyss They Rise

Light at the End

📞 “Ring, ring — can you hear the tone?”
‘Call Before You Die’ drags you straight into the chilling mind of Ghostface, where every scream becomes music and every heartbeat counts down to your end.
This track fuses aggressive metalcore drops, haunting trap bass, and psychotic vocal energy — capturing the deadly charisma and theatrical horror of the masked killer.
You can lock the doors. You can turn off the lights.
But the call is already coming from inside. 🔪

Call Before You Die

Stone and Shadow

Lockjaw Testament

A WindTorn OneDareLand is a winter journey through a world where the blizzard never sleeps and every soul is tested by wonder, madness, and magic. Each track opens a doorway into a different corner of the frozen carnival—where hip-hop street kings stomp through candy-lit alleys, ancient warriors chant against the wind, blues-rock wanderers bend notes into the storm, opera sirens unleash dubstep avalanches, and glitch-born beasts stalk the shadows between snowdrifts.

Wrapped in ice, fire, rhythm, and myth, this album brings all corners of the OneDareLand realm together for a single storm-bound celebration. It is a mixture of dark whimsy, winter folklore, psychedelic dreamscapes, hip-hop swagger, gothic rap, metal-laced fury, soul-rock warmth, and carnival madness—each song a different world, all converging under the same roaring sky.

A soundtrack to the blizzard.
A carnival in the frost.
A celebration carved from myth and ice.
Welcome to the WindTorn.

Sky Kneels Red (Red Queen)

Lyrics ✨

Veil of black wings
Comes to wrap you in its cloak
And it cuts you off from everyone
That you know

You're in the kingdom of the King
Of flies and rot and parasites
And you've become one of his creatures
It's the fate of all his kind

It's the veil of black wings
Of the things that drag you down
And the night calls with their sweet songs
As it wraps you in its shroud
It's the veil of black wings
Of the things that drag you down
And the night calls with their sweet songs
As it wraps you in its shroud

Veil of black wings
Comes to drag you down below
Where it is freezing and it's dark
And you're alone

I hear you singing in the deep
You call my name and I don't know
Is it your voice or some creature
That calls from below

It's the veil of black wings
Of the things that drag you down
And the night calls with their sweet songs
As it wraps you in its shroud
It's the veil of black wings
Of the things that drag you down
And the night calls with their sweet songs
As it wraps you in its shroud


Veil of Black Wings

AiMee Pickman isn't my real name, it's a pseudonym. I've been producing music for a few years but never put any of it online before. I'll be adding tracks every few days, starting with the older material first... it's a schizo mixture of apocalyptic, cosmic horror and introspective real life themed material across a variety of music genres and styles and also instrumental pieces. We produce versions of the songs in a variety of styles to keep things interesting for ourselves (myself and my production guys) and to allow us to explore the different contexts and perceptions a few subtle changes can often create...

From The Abyss They Rise

AiMee Pickman

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